Chapter 61 – 061. Dating Experience 0 Times (2)
I don’t believe in fate.
That’s because mom and dad, who seemed like a match made in heaven, turned out to be not meant to be.
So, instead of fate,
I believe it’s a coincidence.
“Eh…”
Being entrusted with running errands by a landlord with a bad personality,
I also ran into that person from yesterday.
“Are you here to buy coffee?”
“Eh, that. … “Oppa?”
“Are you here to buy coffee? “Here.”
“… Ah yes. “I came to buy coffee.”
“I’m out of coffee beans.”
“Aha…”
As if I forgot about yesterday’s secret meeting,
Smelling the scent of coffee and exchanging polite greetings with each other,
“Did the landlord order you to run an errand?”
“Oh, yes. How did you get it right?”
“I wanted to order two drinks.”
As if we’ve known each other for quite a long time,
Sitting on a chair and having a chat.
“…”
Walking back and forth with a cup of coffee in one hand,
The fact that he slowly follows behind me.
“Eh, hey brother… ?”
Passing through the entrance side by side,
Naturally, taking the same elevator.
“Why?”
“… “No.”
As soon as we were alone, we naturally spoke informally,
Putting his hands around my waist as if it were natural.
“… Umm. Brother, there’s no CCTV here… ?”
“If you hide it like you do, we won’t be able to identify you.”
“Wow, you sound like you’ve tried it before, it’s really scary… ” ?”
“I used to be someone who was caught on camera too.”
“… So you’re saying it’s okay because I can’t see this angle?”
“No, you should see it?”
“… Dog pervert.”
Slowly brushing his wrapped hand down my thigh,
Stroking my white thighs without permission.
“Everything here is good, but it’s a bit annoying that the elevator takes so long.”
“… Still, it’s a high-rise with a nice night view, so it’s okay, right?”
“It’s okay only at night. Not so much during the day.”
“Hmm…”
No matter how much you hide your face, you can’t hide your pure white skin and hair,
Even if someone else comes in here, they will never let me go.
“… But, you did that to my sister yesterday. “Can you do this to me?”
“What is this?”
“This is what it is. … “What I’m doing now.”
Even though I know you won’t let me go,
Bringing the palm that caresses my thigh up to my butt.
“… Do you only have panties like this?”
“It’s very cool and comfortable. … Brother, try it on too. I really like this, isn’t it?”
“That kind of thing doesn’t suit her.”
“Why? … “Because he’s sexier than me, doesn’t he look much better on me?”
“… Because he’s not a pervert like you. Ordinary things suit me better.”
… Spilling curse words into my ear,
Grasping the plump buttocks tightly.
“… Hehe, if you hold me that tight, I think I’ll scream too.”
“A kid worth screaming would have taken a picture of something like that.”
“But oppa, you erased it.”
“If I ask you to take a picture again, won’t you take it?”
“… Hmm, I don’t like your attitude… , … “Hey, I didn’t say you could take off your panties, right?”
“What I lent yesterday, what I recovered, what I recovered.”
Unraveling the thin knot so skillfully,
Leaving your thin panties hanging down in a place where you never know when someone might come in,
Also turning me into a bitch.
“Joo-hyuk oppa is a real perverted molester. … “I gave you a gift with semen on my panties yesterday, but it’s still not enough?”
“I threw that away. Because it would be troublesome if he caught me for no reason.”
“Wow… “If I were to sell that to my fans, I would get several million won.”
“Who buys something with semen from a man they don’t even know?”
“But someone will live there…” ” ? … “Oppa, do you know how many Instagram followers I have?”
“What, a million?”
“No way. Still, it’s well over a million. Although it hasn’t been long since I made it… “Out of those millions, how many perverts do you think are more sinister than your brother?”
“I guess I’d be less pervert than you, right?”
“Oh, I got caught…”
I was surprised by that bold act,
I also wish the thick fingers stroking my butt could touch more ticklish spots.
“… But I’m so busy, it’s such a shame, I don’t have time to play with you.”
“A busy girl goes to buy coffee without wearing panties?”
“Hey, today is the last holiday~ … “I wouldn’t know if Ha-eun wasn’t at home.”
To cover up that exhilarating feeling of defeat from yesterday,
Also, constantly provoking my brother with a scary face.
“Anyway, I’ll contact you when I have time. … “My brother is at an idol’s house, doesn’t he want to check it out?”
“… Well, the upstairs is also an idol’s house.”
“Hey, Jia is a place that just sleeps so it’s no fun… To that, compared to my house is quite fun, right? … There are things like stage costumes, or things that were sponsored when I went on a variety show…”
“It looks fun.”
“The TV is so big that if you turn it on, my face might appear. … How do you feel?”
“Well, when I turned on the TV earlier, your face appeared.”
“… Did you masturbate while watching it?”
“I don’t like it because I dress like a child.”
“Ahaha, … That sucks. “Fool.”
Her younger sister is enchanted by her older sister’s mature charm,
I also had to somehow catch Joo-hyuk oppa, who treats me like a fool.
“Ah, everyone is here. … I’m sorry, but could you please let me go? “I have to deliver that coffee.”
“…”
Although she still pretends to be calm,
Making eye contact for a long time with him, who seemed to have a strange sense of regret,
It’s all a coincidence.
It’s a coincidence.
Such a trash person,
The fact that we can only meet by crossing the water,
Because it is no different from proof that there is no relationship.
“… Okay. See you later. When the time comes.”
“… Yes.”
… If there was a relationship,
Wouldn’t I have had someone like this sit next to me in middle school?
Instead of those stupid, ugly, short people with protruding teeth,
You would have protected me from crazy bitches.
Of course
“… Oh, you didn’t delete this…”
Just like yesterday’s secret love that both he and I kept dear,
It must have been horribly ruined.
Still,
“… What if I send something like that again and drop something like this on the floor?”
I think it would have been nice to have a youth like that.
… In a dead-end hallway left alone,
Even if you are a youth who only wears panties.
I think it was kind of fun.
But, if I did that, I wouldn’t have been an idol…
Maybe this would be better?
Rather than middle school girls or high school girls,
I guess popular idols are more attractive.
… I had both installed until the year before last.
Ah, what a waste, what a waste.
It would have been nice if we had met a little earlier.
Instead,
… A day later than Ha-eun.
***
It’s been a while since I ate dinner outside.
My friends ate it and chatted about how delicious it was, but for me, it wasn’t worth the money.
Plus, there’s a lot of cheese and too many carbohydrates.
If you eat something like this, you will definitely gain weight.
Even if you exercise, you can never lose what you eat,
When he was bored, he whispered in her ear.
“… “I’ve been there.”
Likewise, it’s been a while since I’ve stepped into the house alone.
Unlike the bright entrance where the lights automatically turn on, the hallway is dark.
I normally go around with the lights off here, but I can’t even see the light coming from the living room.
… I heard that I had an appointment,
Looks like he really went out.
“…”
I move into the dark living room and turn on the fluorescent light.
The living room was originally quite clean, but at some point it became untidy to a pathological level.
When I see the remote control lying at a right angle on the table, I feel bad for no reason.
… He did all kinds of dirty things to me.
What kind of cleanliness are you sitting here?
You too… Ask them to hold the liquid in their mouth.
How fishy and disgusting that is.
Ruler… When I commit a sexual assault, I cover my lips until I can’t breathe.
… After forcing you to suck it, you never try to kiss me.
After rinsing and gargling because it is dirty,
Only then do I rush in again and dirty my mouth again.
… A real piece of trash.
I don’t know the extent.
“Whoa…”
I need to know when even my annoying roommate will be back, so I take a deep breath and make a phone call.
It was definitely a house where I lived alone, but I am not used to being left alone for almost three weeks.
In other words, does it mean that we have adapted to living with that trash?
I crunched on the meal he prepared for me in the morning,
At lunchtime, I was taken to the gym and worked hard,
In the evening, I strum the guitar in front of him,
… At night, I barely survive from him who persistently craves me.
I was exhausted, but I was forced to wake up and live a life worse than that of a pet.
“… Ah, why don’t you accept it…”
If I could escape that horrible daily life even for a moment, I would be happy,
I feel like I’m going crazy with anxiety because I don’t know what the hell he’s up to.
I don’t know anything about what connections that man has.
Considering his humanity, which is no different from that of a human being, I actually feel much safer when we are together.
As long as we’re together, the only thing we can do is rape.
In the meantime, even if I take sexy pictures, I don’t care if I’m going to see them alone anyway.
… But if you can’t see it like now,
I’m afraid of what might happen outside of my field of vision, so I break out in a cold sweat.
It reminded me of the first day I was raped by him.
The bad ending he dreamed of that day filled his head,
The fear of that time comes again.
-Oh, hello?
“Hey, Kang Joo-hyuk… !”
… I reflexively shout at Kang Joo-hyuk, who answered the phone just before the ringtone rang.
Where the hell have you gone, you bastard?
You obviously didn’t have an appointment.
Not just today, but ever since we invaded here.
-Ah, why does my ear hurt?
“Where are you? “Who did you go with?”
-I know a senior. I heard he lives nearby and buys me food.
“… Really?”
-Why am I yelling at you?
A familiar senior who appeared just in time.
A promise that happened just in time.
A loud voice heard just in time.
-Ah, … Jo Hyuk… … Brother.
… In the meantime, a woman’s voice is heard.
I couldn’t stand his attitude of shamelessly telling me to believe this.
“… When are you going to come?”
-After dinner. It’ll take a while, right? I have some alcohol left.
“… “It’s around here, right?”
-Uh… , That. What. Here… , Ah. That. Uh. It’s right nearby.
… Ha.
Even though you covet my body so much every day.
It looks like there is no such thing as chastity in that horny cock.
Crazy bastard.
For some reason, when I said I had plans today, they said they would cancel the shoot.
There was no way that idiot wouldn’t take a video after seeing the new clothes.
Even though he stuttered in front of me for the first time, he was shameless until the end.
To him who never explains that thin voice that is faintly heard,
… I’m sick of it.
“… Please change it for a moment. To that senior.”
-What?
“He said he would introduce me to his girlfriend and told me to change. “You said that outside, right?”
-… Do I really need to do that?
… Well then.
You are increasing the number of victims like me, you scum.
They can’t be satisfied with just me, so they’re looking for another scapegoat.
Human race.
Serial rapist.
I can’t properly describe him with just these words, but I don’t know any better expression.
What kind of woman are they targeting this time?
Since you’ve raped a woman with big breasts like me, this time a small one?
Or, since I was glaring at my idol sister, what if I cheer her on this time?
Are you going to wear a school uniform and fuck her too?
They forced me to say I was 17?
“Uh. “Why not?”
-Then I will change your phone, so please introduce yourself clearly and clearly. Did I say I was a senior?
“What… ?”
… After pouring out all the disgusting emotions that even I couldn’t understand why,
-Oh, yes. Hello. I am Joo Hyuk, whose name is Hwang Seong Hoon. Could that be Joo-hyuk’s girlfriend… ? ?
-Ah, brother! How dare you introduce yourself so stiffly to your junior girlfriend~
“… Yes?”
The voices of a friendly-looking middle-aged man and a slightly younger woman came through the receiver.
-… Introduce yourself. Ha-eun.
“Ah…”
-Hey, Ha-eun… ?
“… “Hey, over there.”
-… How many times have I said that you are my senior?
… If you are this man’s senior,
If you are 100, you are 100 baseball seniors.
A player from the club I worked for.
… A player from my father’s club.
“No, that…”
-… Don’t drag it. You said it first.
“… Oh that. I-I…”
-Stop stuttering.
“… Seo, this is Seo Ha-eun. River… , No. Jo Hyuk… Sir, girlfriend…”
-… Hey, is that Seo Ha-eun who worked at the club? Leader’s daughter?
“… Yes.”
-Wow, this… What…
-No, senior. Aren’t you overreacting?
-Oh, I’m sorry. In amazement…
-Ugh. Would a man in his 40s be surprised by something like that? Someone like my brother is also marrying me, but Joo-hyuk’s younger brother is… What is it. You can meet the leader’s daughter~
To the person who clearly remains in my memory,
I clearly introduced myself as Kang Joo-hyuk’s lover.
… Instead of telling him to,
Even though I dried it.
With my tongue.