Chapter 38 – 038. Taming (8)
Leaning on him, we return to the front of the house.
There is no more clanking sound.
But my heart is still pounding loudly.
… Because I know what will happen when I go back.
“…”
In the elevator going up to the 37th floor, he was pushing me against the wall and smiling meaningfully.
Do not care with obscene hands or bite your ears.
Just put your bulging pants on my butt.
It hasn’t been long since I waxed, so it’s still sore.
Wouldn’t it be okay to not even care about that and just rape me?
He said he could hug me with his mouth, but there’s no way that guy could take it.
When a man and a woman spend the night in the same bed,
Of course I know that happens.
“They are all here. Let’s get off.”
“… Yes.”
Holding both of his arms, he waddles and walks to the front door.
I would feel embarrassed if my neighbors saw this, but strangely enough, I didn’t feel embarrassed, perhaps because I didn’t have the leash I wore earlier.
… Since no one knows that we are living together anyway, it may be so.
In my heart, I had acknowledged it at some point.
In the eyes of others, the relationship between me and Kang Joo-hyuk is,
Anyone can see that they are lovers.
“I came out after washing up, so I just went to my room. “I’ll at least make a cup of coffee and bring it.”
“Yes…”
“It’s a time when it’s okay to drink newly purchased coffee beans. Ah, but Ha-eun.”
“Why… ?”
“… “Take off your bra while making coffee.”
“…”
But the reality is completely different.
He just treats me like a toy to play with and doesn’t have any affection for me.
I also see him as a crazy rapist, and I definitely don’t see him as a lover.
So,
Maybe that psycho is more excited.
“… I really can’t have sex…”
I go into his room first, take off my bra, sit on the bed, and take a deep breath.
It must be a single room, but why is this bed for two?
… It’s obvious even if you don’t ask.
As I shiver on the mattress, which clearly has a purpose, I caress my still slightly stinging vagina through the stockings.
I was so scared of Kang Joo-hyuk earlier, and I was so distracted by his younger brother and that crazy bitch that I forgot about it.
When I touched it, I could see that it was no longer in a state where we could touch each other.
It’s not a joke, I really think I’m going to bleed.
No, this.
“Haeun, what are you doing?”
“Ah oh? No, nothing…”
“Drink coffee. Coffee.”
While gently caressing her sore vagina, he suddenly opens the door and throws his hands up in surprise.
Fortunately, it didn’t seem like he noticed, but if he had been caught, something even worse would have happened.
No matter what you do, it’s still the same,
Because I almost got treated like a pervert for masturbating in someone else’s room.
… Kang Joo-hyuk is so good at playing with my weaknesses.
I don’t want to be misunderstood like that.
“Is it delicious?”
“… Yes.”
While savoring the fragrant coffee he brewed, I tried my best to hide my anxiety.
As soon as I realized I was scared earlier, I get goosebumps thinking about what that man did.
… A piece of trash.
A person has been treated with such contempt, but if you show them a little consideration, you think it will go away, you bastard…
I take a sip of coffee while suppressing my anger.
By the time you can see the bottom of the mug,
Kang Joo-hyuk sat down next to me,
He stretched out his left hand and put his hand under my skirt.
“Ah…”
“… Give me the cup. Put it down.”
… Hand him the cup.
I haven’t touched the sore spot yet.
The place where thighs and belly fat fold.
Climb up a little higher, hike up your skirt, and pull on your stockings.
A few of his fingers dig in, gently tickling my ilium.
“… Lie down.”
“…”
A cold voice.
But unlike that emotionless voice from earlier,
A voice full of sexual desire.
It would be a lie to say I wasn’t scared, but it was better.
… Even though it hurts, I won’t make you do anything humiliating.
Sex, stuff like that.
I tried it anyway.
Ha…
Kang Joo-hyuk is also, if possible, not treated too harshly.
Quietly, quietly.
It’s okay if you just listen to what I say…
“Undo the middle button.”
As soon as I heard his words, I unbuttoned the middle button of my shirt.
The hole was wide open, exposing all of my cleavage, but I wasn’t embarrassed.
… Okay, just for today, let’s think of him as your boyfriend.
Let’s say you made a worthless bet, lost, and ended up dating for only one day.
You’re not ugly, Kang Joo-hyuk.
It’s disgusting as a person, I’m not disgusted as a man.
Just close your eyes and bear it…
“I took off my bra. Well done.”
“… Hey there, Kang, Kang Joo-hyuk. Hey…”
“Would you like to take down your stockings and panties? “I have something to do.”
“…”
But no matter how much I promised myself that I could endure it, the bitter pain did not go away at all.
With trembling hands, I tried to pull down both the panties and stockings, but as the fabric that touched my vagina fell, my fear grew.
In this state, Kang Joo-hyuk’s ugly-looking character… If you accept it,
… No way.
Really, really…
“Just lower it to your knees and fold it over your skirt. “Spread your legs.”
“…”
I know it’s absolutely not possible, but my body can’t refuse his orders.
Rather ordinary,
Like a slightly sexy couple.
Even if I get filmed having sex, I arbitrarily decide that it would be better to be alone with him in the room.
Because my body has remembered that if I refuse, something shameful may happen.
I’m going to drag you out like this and put a leash on you again.
I’m going to take you for a walk down the street without wearing panties or a bra.
… Maybe I’ll even take my clothes off.
It’s obvious that they’ll take him to the men’s bathroom and do something dirty and obscene.
Just thinking about it makes me dizzy and I can’t get over it.
I can’t shake it off.
He,
Unless you steal my thoughts.
“… It’s pretty, because it’s fur. Much.”
As I showed him my bare breasts for the first time since middle school, I felt ashamed.
… What makes it okay is that you’ve had sex.
I’ve never had a boyfriend.
There’s no way it’s going to be okay!
“Don’t look…”
“Why. She’s so pretty. … There are things that need to be done.”
“Oh, wait… !”
He smiled brightly, took something out of his pocket, spread it out in his hand, and crawled between my legs.
And without even explaining,
Spread something cold and sticky on my vagina.
When I apply something cold to the stinging area, it feels cool.
… And anxiety comes with it.
This… ,
That’s it.
That… , Something like gel.
“Stay still. Because if I don’t do this, it will hurt.”
“Wait, wait! I told you not to touch it…”
“I’m not touching it. “You just apply it.”
I have no sex… It’s not that I’m ignorant.
I know everything I heard from my friends.
I don’t know how or in what position,
Condom or dildo… Degree,
I know something like love gel.
… This is a gel that becomes slippery and easy to put in.
Spreading that lewd liquid on my vagina,
It felt similar to the last time I spread his fluid inside my vagina,
My body keeps trembling.
Even though I didn’t touch any part that I could feel.
… As if before they eat me,
It feels like pouring sauce on it.
My heart is pounding.
“It’s quite difficult to apply this alone. “You won’t be able to see it well, woman.”
“Okay, that’s enough, stop… !”
“I have to do it again later, so you’ll do it?”
“Behind… ?”
“… I wouldn’t have pulled out the back too. It looks neat.”
He had been spreading something like gel on my groin, but now he started touching my perineum.
Then, with his free hand, he lifts up his buttocks and taps my embarrassing parts with his sticky fingers.
… W, here?
No, this is really.
No matter how cleanly you wash it… !
“Hey, Kang, Kang Joo-hyuk! What are you doing… ! I said you can take pictures of me, but I can’t touch you… !”
“I didn’t say you shouldn’t touch the anus. No?”
“You touched it somewhere else too…” ” !”
I was started by that creepy feeling and waved his hand away, but he ignored my wishes by slowly saying vulgar words.
… I thought if I just listened carefully, I would just have sex and move on.
Not at all.
I had no intention of going over something like that.
“Then you apply it here too. Because I will be watching.”
“… “What?”
“Well, isn’t it a little embarrassing to have someone else apply gel to you? I’ll just watch, so you do it. Now.”
Kang Joo-hyuk was originally this kind of man.
They’re not just targeting my body.
I break down and feel ashamed.
I enjoy being broken and shaking.
Why? I wanted to ask that, but the reason was too obvious.
… Even if it wasn’t because of me, he was fired because of his dad.
You’re taking out your anger on me.
Trash bastard…
“It hurts less if you apply this well, so apply it thoroughly.”
“…”
I can’t let that bastard touch my dirty places, so I risk the humiliation and grab what he throws.
A white container that can be squeezed.
What does it say in English?
A LOVE RA…
For a moment, it read as love and I wanted to give up on everything.
“Why are you reading so hard? I gave it to you at the store earlier. Apply it until it calms down.”
“… Huh?”
… When I read it closely, it was aloe.
I forgot about it because of his younger brother and that crazy bitch,
I finally remembered the words of the clerk that I had heard with one ear.
At that time, I was so embarrassed that I was out of my mind…
“It’s not strange, so apply it. … Who is fucking you? I also can’t get it right after waxing. You can’t get inflamed. Our Ha-eun has to wear a swimsuit from now on, that’s how it should be.”
“…”
“If you’re embarrassed, I’ll give you a pillow, so at least cover your eyes. Apply it well. You should know better where to go. Right?”
“Seed… Ha. … “Give me the pillow.”
“Now.”
A cursed well up in her throat, but she swallowed it and put aloe on my hand.
From the slightly dry vagina,
… Apply thoroughly to the stinging area, including the anus.
As she showed him that shameful scene, it seemed like her head was dizzy,
“… Ha, because I applied it all. Now stop…”
“Why stop? “What did you do?”
“Hey… , You…”
… As if he was natural,
Let me see you holding your phone up to my vagina,
I can’t help but feel dizzy,
It turned pure white.
The photo he is talking about.
This is what it meant.
It wasn’t that I didn’t know.
