Chapter 340 – 340. Destiny (5)
The night air and the bonnet were very cold, but the inside of his arms was warm.
We should have returned to the car like this before our bodies cooled down, but neither of us had the thought of doing so.
The moment you fall even a little, you will feel the cold.
I wanted to hug him more.
I wanted to feel him more.
Because it was no longer funny to see myself gasping and hanging by the hands of the man I had ruined.
I didn’t feel like this was fate.
This was inevitable.
I,
Him,
Because I made it like this.
… There was no malice at the time,
That must have felt more vicious to him.
So I was scared.
Anytime,
I thought he might forget me.
“… Mr. Kang Joo-hyuk.”
“Why?”
“Are you satisfied? … “I made it like this.”
I take a deep breath and quietly whisper in his ear.
Are you satisfied with destroying me?
Do you feel relieved because you own everything about the woman who broke you?
To forget the cold air, I hug him tightly and whisper softly.
“I’m not satisfied. … Not yet.”
“… Still.”
But he still wasn’t satisfied.
He violated the woman he had a grudge against, and also destroyed the woman who was the source of that grudge.
Even though the top of his head is so small that it doesn’t even reach his chin, I would let him have his child in the womb of my friend, who is so beautiful that any member of the opposite sex would definitely take their breath away.
He put a lot of his seed inside the sister that no one could touch.
Even if someone suddenly stabbed me with a knife and killed me, I lived such a debauched life that I wouldn’t have any regrets.
And yet.
“A three-legged, four-legged piece of trash shouldn’t be satisfied with just this. Isn’t that right?”
It seemed like he wanted to be a villain forever.
… Of course, the karma I have accumulated is too great to pretend to be good now.
I liked it because it was more like a brother-in-law to keep doing that.
“When do you think you will be satisfied?”
“When the day comes that I can hug you in front of people.”
When I whisper to him while trembling, Kang Joo-hyuk gives me an honest answer without any hesitation.
I can’t be satisfied with just a secret relationship.
… If you change the word a little, it means that you want to brag.
It means that you want to embrace me and show me in front of others.
That…, It definitely doesn’t mean that you love me or that you want to be confident in front of others.
Because of me, because of my father, he was forgotten by the world.
I guess they don’t want to be forgotten this time.
Ultimately, being a villain cannot leave any traces alone.
“Then I will never be satisfied for a while.”
“Probably so.”
Why is he always so obsessed with photography, he often wondered.
I can understand ‘watching’ pornographic videos, but he made sure to leave a record even though he could ‘hold’ it himself at any time.
Now that I think about it, it wasn’t just a pervert fetish.
It’s just that I couldn’t brag or talk about it to anyone.
Instead, it would have been recorded as evidence of a mistake.
You can’t treat it like it never happened, and you can’t go back.
So after engraving the ‘evidence’ into my body,
He didn’t particularly want to film me.
… The stomach that will soon swell will be proof of that.
If they didn’t become his until the end…, What happened?
Did he throw me as food to the public?
Or maybe he would humiliate me endlessly until I gave in.
Since I had already come this far, I couldn’t check what the results would have been.
However,
“Wouldn’t it be possible in about 10 years?”
“At best?”
“Your brother-in-law was a popular idol 10 years ago. Do you know every single thing about what he is doing now?”
“… No.”
… For some reason, it felt like we would have reached the same ending.
From the moment I broke his shoulder without any malice.
It must have been inevitable that this would happen.
I felt comfortable thinking that way.
If you dismiss everything as coincidence,
… Because his story and mine will turn into an incongruously fateful story.
“… Why. “My brother-in-law doesn’t like me revealing it 10 years later?”
“It’s not like that.”
“Right now, do you want me to at least post a picture of me having sex with you on Instagram?”
“I said no.”
After mixing our tongues, I found out what he liked.
“Would you be satisfied if I showed you a boat with lots of scribbles on it in front of the camera?”
“… “Stop playing around.”
As we bumped into each other, I began to understand when he gets excited.
“Foot… “Even if you ask me to quit, it’s not persuasive.”
“You keep saying shitty things.”
I definitely could have avoided it, but I became addicted to the pleasure that came back every time I touched it.
… The name tag of an idol is already tattered and does not shine brightly.
I realized that this was the only and most expensive method.
“That’s what you taught me. … From beginning to end, everything.”
All of that,
“My purity, my pride, my honor. You took it all away. … How to relieve stress, how to mix tongues when kissing, and how to breathe when you feel too much. How not to fall when lifted and hit. “You taught me everything.”
Because he taught me everything.
“So, please teach me more. How can I be this confident after doing something like this?”
“… I’m not confident.”
“Because it’s okay to pretend to be confident. … Please let me know.”
Lastly, I wanted to know one more thing.
… Even after doing something like this.
Even after leaving behind evidence that can no longer be hidden.
How to be confident.
“… The original opposite of love is indifference. “When you didn’t know me, you could easily harm me, but when you hated me, you couldn’t even touch me.”
“…”
“You can apply the same standards to the world. Don’t be afraid of being criticized, but be more afraid of being forgotten. “No matter what I do, I can pretend to be confident.”
Funny enough, he explained how to be confident too simply.
… Don’t even think about being forgotten.
He said to accept all others’ malice, hatred, affection, and interest.
Even though you probably know how terrible it is.
“But if it’s really hard-“
He hugged my body tightly.
“No matter what criticism you get, I will play the villain.”
“… “It’s not a role, it’s a really bad thing, brother-in-law.”
“Well, that’s true. … If you can’t bear it, sell my name. It’s okay to tell the whole truth from beginning to end.”
“… Then how are you going to survive?”
“I told you. I was more afraid of being forgotten. … From my perspective, if you’re a piece of trash who gaslighted an idol and made her pregnant, it’s not a bad title.”
“…”
… Although it is truly absurd,
Although not at all reassuring,
He whispered something in my ear that made me want to believe it,
He lightly traced my lips with his own and looked at me intently.
“… Does this sound like a joke?”
“That should be it… It doesn’t sound like that.”
“I was joking, but I guess I said it too seriously.”
“… When I hear those words, they sound sincerer.”
“Really?”
“I’m serious. … “I got this erect.”
“…”
Just as his eyes were clear, his cock was clearly penetrating my insides.
Although he must have been cold, his body was so hot and sweating that it explained everything.
So me too,
I also wanted to reveal my sincerity.
“… I’m also sincere. Seriously, I’m scared.”
“… I understand.”
“No, you don’t understand. What does it mean for an idol to have a child from his brother-in-law? … “I will never understand.”
“…”
This fear of falling off a cliff at any moment.
The moment I get caught, I feel the fear of being hit with a rock and dying.
He could never understand.
“Still… “I want to do it.”
But.
“… “I want my brother-in-law to defile me.”
… We could handle it together.
“Before I grab the mic… “I want to secretly kiss you.”
I was able to cross the single rope with no safety devices.
“After receiving a lot of cheers from people, I go back to the hotel sweaty. … “I wish I could hug you while waiting in my room.”
… A deviation that feels like going crazy.
“Then…, I’ll do anything. … “Because you’re holding my leash anyway.”
I could have enjoyed it with you.
“If I ask you to reveal that you’re pregnant, will you listen?”
“If my brother-in-law really wants that.”
“… Even if I tell you to upload the photos and videos I’ve taken so far with your own hands. Are you going to do that?”
“… “I don’t have the right to refuse anyway.”
“Ha…”
… Anyway, you too,
He likes to walk a tightrope.
Because I don’t love bungee jumping without a rope.
“… Just know that it’s not strange even if you get caught.”
“It’s still not safe.”
“Yes, but. … “I’m saying it will be more dangerous.”
“Lim… “I don’t think there’s anything more dangerous than playing God.”
“Puhuh… That’s right. True.”
He smiled at me, baring his teeth, and took a deep breath, shaking his pounding heart.
With his cock, which was much harder than before, he stabbed deeply into my uterus, which was already overflowing with his semen, and whispered to me.
“… I’ll be closing the store before the end of the year, so follow me. Let’s at least go on a trip together.”
“Uh… D?”
“Anywhere where you and Ha-eun and Hinami aren’t famous.”
“… Yes.”
… In a place where no one recognizes us,
He said he would go along with my deviation.
All the way,
… He said he would destroy me.
He promised me.
