Chapter 338 – 338. Destiny (3)
His first impression was the worst.
Since I don’t really pay attention to things like baseball, I first heard that he was the guy who started a fight with my sister.
Even after that, I never heard any particularly good rumors.
I lived my life forgetting him, with only the memory of him being a bad man, and I was quite surprised when I met him again.
It wasn’t that I was surprised because I remembered him, but because I had completely forgotten and didn’t recognize the man rolling around naked with my sister.
Later, when I realized my true identity, my first impressions from the past and the first impressions from back then got mixed up, and the thought that I was a trash person became even stronger.
There was no need to think that I would never have a good look at this person in my life.
Because people don’t necessarily think about how dirty trash is.
At that time, I definitely didn’t want to get involved.
What happened to me?
Am I being held in his arms?
In my bare chest,
Is his hand touching?
On my moist lips,
Are his tongues touching?
“… After, please let go.”
“Why?”
“That… Because it’s not full yet.”
I didn’t want to love him…, It felt foolish to even say that.
Actually, I don’t love him.
If you call something like this love, it would be an insult to the people you truly love.
I am…,
I was just tired.
Being loved by someone.
You also have to repay someone.
“… Give it to me. “I’ll fill you in.”
“… Yes.”
He doesn’t love me either.
There was a time when he hated me and took out his anger,
When I came to my senses after resolving the hatred, I was left with a broken self.
I couldn’t control my anger and threw the glass cup, and I just couldn’t leave the shattered pieces of glass alone.
I guess he had no choice but to take responsibility for cleaning it up.
“It suits you.”
“… It was a gift from my brother-in-law.”
“Well.”
A white choker hangs around my neck, proof of that relationship.
He probably didn’t bring a leash to wear here today, but in fact, what he was pulling wasn’t always a leash made of leather, cloth, or chain.
It was a complicated and terrible relationship.
… I don’t know if it will be a red thread or a black thread.
“… Do you want to do it outside?”
“From what you say, it looks like you want to do it.”
“Jeon…, It doesn’t matter. … “Because there is no one anyway.”
The important thing is,
It’s so tangled that it can no longer be untangled.
Unless you cut it off with a blade, it will never break.
I can’t even unravel it one stitch at a time.
Because it was tangled up from the beginning.
It was tightly connected in one line, and there was no way to return it to a straight and clean thread.
“Then… Because the air is nice today. … Let’s do it this way.”
“… Yes.”
The streets at night with no one around were so refreshing.
The mask on my mouth and the hat on my head.
When I took off all my glasses and handed them to him, he also took off the glasses that didn’t suit me and threw them into the car.
As I look at him, I untie his hair and smooth it out a few times.
… Although I didn’t raise it for you.
Now only you can touch it.
A ball of purple thread.
“… Which one do you like?”
“What?”
“Up, down. … Take it off or take it off.”
“… “What are you good at?”
“Not really. There is no good or bad… “I was wondering which one my brother-in-law would like more.”
“I don’t have anything good or bad. It’s different every time.”
“… Then I’ll take it off.”
The fact that the person who always took my clothes off said that means that he wants to see me take my clothes off at least today.
I could have taken it off from the top, but it was a little cold.
I rubbed my feet, took off my sneakers, and pulled down my black sweatpants, carefully exposing my bare, white legs to him.
… I had just washed up, so I was glad I wasn’t wet with sweat.
I was a little nervous, wondering if people would think the underwear I was wearing was cute.
“… You’re wearing panties. “I didn’t have a bra, so I thought maybe you weren’t wearing one.”
“I am not pervert like my brother-in-law.”
“Cute. … Hanging out.”
“…”
But he smiled and patted my head like a man who always chose words I didn’t want to hear.
… Wouldn’t it be too much to call this cute?
The color is only white, and it’s very dirty.
My underwear and my body.
It’s a topic that always gets me excited, and I don’t know what to do.
“Then is this cute too?”
“… No.”
… Roll up your hoodie.
Even if only my chest is exposed.
I quickly swallowed my saliva, veins popping out here and there.
“… Then what about it?”
“It’s dirty.”
“Specifically?”
“The body is thin, but the breasts are also sexy. The skin color and nipple color are sexy. … “More than anything.”
“What?”
“Your expression is the sexiest.”
“…”
… That expression.
Who on earth made it?
I wasn’t really a sexy girl from the beginning.
Until you make it so.
“… “There will be events starting tomorrow, right?”
“Yes. Well, there is also a university festival. There are other events as well. I’m busy.”
“Do you share the room alone?”
“Yes. … Well, it’s okay if someone sneaks in and the two of us sleep together.”
“I might get caught.”
“Sometimes Hinami abandoned her room and slept in mine, but she was never caught.”
“… “I’ll think about it.”
I wanted a life where someone would welcome me when I returned.
Because there was always cold air in my house.
Both before and after independence.
It was noisy the only time I stayed at the accommodation, but it was uncomfortable because there were too many people.
It only takes one person.
You don’t have to love me in particular.
… Day,
If you understand.
That’s enough.
“… “I said something really embarrassing, but the response was so dull.”
“What am I doing?”
“That ‘Seo Ji-ah’ is tempting you to sleep with her throughout her schedule? … Would you like to see a picture? “I had a photo shoot today.”
“Well, I have a lot of your pictorials on my phone too.”
“That’s not a pictorial, it’s pornography. … “Porn that contains everything from beginning to end.”
“Porn is fake. … That’s real.”
“… Ah, that’s right.”
No one could understand the person named ‘Seo Ji-ah’.
Because she is not a real woman in the first place.
The facial expression, appearance, atmosphere, and personality are all fake.
So, I can’t understand it and I can’t record it.
What remains in countless videos and photos is not me, but the role of ‘Seo Ji-ah’.
… The real me is in it.
Ironically, it was only the video he took.
“Then shouldn’t we be even more happy? … “I think I’m more attractive because I work hard as an idol than as an idol.”
“… It’s not wrong.”
“Please say clearly that it is true.”
“Do you really have to do that, Yeeun?”
“That-, … “Hey, could you please stop calling me by my real name all of a sudden, brother-in-law?”
“Please tell me clearly.”
“… It’s mischievous, really.”
The thing that really cares about me.
There was nothing else.
Being able to hug me,
… Something that can break me.
Something I can rely on.
Everything.
“… “Please take off your underwear.”
“It’s outside, are you okay?”
“Why bother asking questions after bringing him to a place where no one is around? “The intention is clearly visible.”
“I got caught.”
“Do you want to see me embarrassed? … “If you take your clothes off outdoors, you want to enjoy shivering and clinging to your brother-in-law, right?”
“It would be a lie if I said I didn’t enjoy it.”
“… Then I will do it for you.”
I quickly took off the hoodie I had rolled up.
Pull the underwear strap hanging around your hips and pull it down past your toes.
For the first time in my life, I was naked in the open air.
Just as he had hoped, my whole body trembled, and I snuggled into his arms.
“Why are you shaking so much?”
“… Ha…”
“… Ah.”
He hugged me, my whole body shaking, and laughed slightly. As soon as he felt me breathing heavily, he dragged me into the back seat of the car.
Then, after making me sit down, he slammed the open car door shut, got in next to me, turned on the heater, and caressed my cheek with a frown.
“When it’s cold, you say it’s cold. “Are you stupid?”
“… “You said you wanted to see your brother-in-law embarrassed.”
“Under…”
He scratched the back of his head and sighed, then looked at my body, which had gradually stopped trembling, then took off his clothes and crawled on top of me, laying me down on the sheet.
“It will be uncomfortable. Probably.”
“… “I never felt uncomfortable while having sex with my brother-in-law.”
“Why?”
“You can ask it on your own dick. … “It was so hard because they pressed on my uterus every time.”
“… “I’m sorry.”
“I don’t want to hear my brother-in-law say he’s sorry. … If you’re really sorry, please apologize in something else. .”
Refreshing, but chilly, unlike the cold night air.
In a warm, hot, humid and uncomfortable car.
I hugged the back of his neck as his lips overlapped mine.
He hugged me carefully, making sure I didn’t fall off the sheets.
Instead of hitting me with the dick that made me suffer every time.
Warmly, warming his lower abdomen, which already contains his seed.
For a long time.
… Really, for a long time.
While looking into each other’s eyes.
We shared a kiss.
Tomorrow,
With lips that discuss love in front of many people.
Cute and cute, sometimes powerful.
With a tongue that should sing.
