Chapter 326 – 326. Catfight (11)
About two weeks have passed since that day.
I came here without any contact, but I couldn’t figure out why those two had suddenly invaded.
… Exactly why did Hinami come to my house at this time?
It would be a waste to say that you are an idiot if you say you don’t know.
“… “What about your sister?”
“It was noisy, so I ran away to my room.”
“Hmm. I see.”
From the bathroom attached to Haeun’s room, a wet Hinami walks out with her back behind her.
Although she was not naked, her pale skin was clearly visible through the white t-shirt.
Adding to that her unique sweet body odor, it would be normal for me to feel dizzy, but I didn’t think about that at all today.
“I brought you a gift, would you like to receive it?”
“What is it?”
“A very expensive gift.”
“… Give it to me.”
Even though she didn’t say anything, she knew what gift Hinami brought.
How could that change my life?
Because I’ve already thought about it all.
“Ruler. … “Here.”
“…”
She holds out a long stick in front of me.
On that stick…,
It’s not clear, but two lines are clearly drawn.
The results of what I have done so far are inside that stick.
It was engraved inside her body.
“… “Don’t you have any feelings?”
“… “Wait a minute.”
I couldn’t guess what expression my face would look like right now.
Is this joy or tension?
Even though I thought I was definitely prepared, I couldn’t help my heart pounding.
… My child.
It’s in her stomach.
I haven’t dated, lived together, or gotten married yet.
A 20-year-old idol.
It holds my seed.
“…”
Hinami’s face, which held out the tester to me with a smile, gradually hardened.
You probably thought I would be genuinely happy.
I, too, wanted to welcome you like that.
But the moment I saw that in front of my eyes, I couldn’t just be happy.
Because I couldn’t dismiss it as a joke anymore.
Because there was no turning back.
Because I had to take responsibility.
“Hey, oh-“
“Hinami.”
“… Hehe.”
Before Hinami’s face was colored with sadness, I hugged her tightly.
Since she couldn’t convey this feeling with any words, she had no choice but to convey it with her body heat.
Actually, I don’t really know what family is.
To me, ‘Dad’ was a bastard whose face I never saw, and ‘Mom’ was the same.
No matter how much I thought about it, I didn’t think I could be a good father, and honestly, I was scared.
… I was afraid that the child she was so happy with would grow up to be like me.
However,
Still, it didn’t matter.
Because I did it all with determination.
“… Ha. Really… I did it. … Pregnancy.”
“Yes.”
“Dream… Probably not, right? “If you look at your body, it’s so warm.”
“It’s not a dream.”
“… It’s reality, right.”
Saying it wasn’t a dream didn’t feel that romantic.
Rather, the coldness of the word reality seemed much heavier.
In just three months from now, her body will change to the point where it will be impossible to hide it.
The idol who is supposed to be in front of the camera will change into someone who has to hide.
Although she made it sound like it was very simple, it was definitely not an easy task.
She can’t hide it all, and I can’t always be by her side.
Most of it is something she has to endure alone.
When I thought that I had done something like that, her shoulders felt so heavy that it made her tremble.
“Whew. Two lines earlier… She was very happy when she came out. … “Something feels strange right now.”
“Me too.”
“… Do you think it would have been better not to get pregnant all at once? “If this continues, I won’t be able to have sex for a while.”
“I can’t help it.”
“I wanted to try making a child with my brother more. … “Isn’t it too much to get pregnant all at once?”
“I’m sorry.”
“Ehehe… “I’m kidding.”
As I stroked her head while she was buried in my arms, she also started telling her jokes in a slightly trembling voice.
You must have realized that it is not that simple.
She knows best that her contract, her reputation, and her popularity can all be ruined in an instant.
It’s too heavy a burden for a tiny 20-year-old girl to bear.
No matter how much I wanted to listen for him, there was a limit.
No matter how much I serve as a shield, the world will throw its stones at her rather than criticize me, whose name I don’t even know.
“… “I should tell my sister, right?”
“He knows even if he doesn’t say anything.”
“But. Because her older sister trusts her older brother a lot. There’s no way she could have gotten pregnant the first time. Hehe.”
“I guess so.”
“… When will we move to Japan?”
“Once the activity is over, go over before your stomach gets bloated.”
“Then I guess I won’t be able to see you for a while.”
“It’s close. “At least in Japan.”
So I had to hide it.
I shouldn’t have been caught.
She had to finish her activities before her stomach swelled as she had planned, and live quietly in hiding.
It’s okay even if we don’t see each other often.
It’s okay even if it’s something you can’t brag about to others.
“… Then, can you bring Jia with you when you come? I don’t have any friends in Japan, so I think I’d be bored alone.”
“I’ll try my best.”
If we’re happy among ourselves, there’s no need to worry about attention.
Therefore…
“Ehehe…, Ah. But you can’t get Jia pregnant when I’m not around? “If I make two of our group’s most popular members pregnant at the same time, will you really get hit by the sword?”
“Know. I’m not that crazy either-“
Bang.
The painful conversation was cut off and someone walked into the open door.
Thin…, No. Wearing a split bra and underwear.
I don’t know if it’s sweat or because I just washed it, but my skin and hair are moist.
And,
Eyes that are crying.
She approached us, caressing her purple hair.
“Brother-in-law.”
“What?”
In a voice that was much more trembling than Hinami’s, who was overflowing with emotion.
“Break up with my sister right away.”
“… “What are you talking about?”
After taking Hinami out of my arms,
She hugged me in an uncharacteristically obscene outfit.
“Choose just one. … Don’t try to get everything.”
… Don’t try to have it all,
Just choose one.
“… “What are we going to do, Jia?”
“You… “Don’t you feel sorry for your sister?”
“That’s for Ha-eun to decide, it has nothing to do with you.”
“It matters. … Still, we are family.”
“Ha…”
She said she felt sorry for her sister, but for a moment, she couldn’t understand how she felt as she hugged her brother-in-law while naked.
But the more I listened to her crying voice and the sound of her heart longing for my embrace, the more I began to see an outline.
… What does it mean to not try to have them all, but choose just one?
“… Are you jealous? Because I’m having your child.”
“… “Shut up.”
“I thought it was for my sister, but I am also loved by my brother. Are you upset? … “Don’t you like that?”
“Shut up…”
My cute sister-in-law probably didn’t like that.
She didn’t break up with Ha-eun or have a falling out.
Even Hinami gets chosen.
You’re still just my plaything, but the other two get special treatment.
I guess she just couldn’t bear it.
If I had only chosen one person, I would have been able to understand it because it was ‘common sense’.
Because our relationship now was anything but ordinary.
“Seo Ji-ah.”
“…”
As she caresses the childish girl who is acting like the youngest, she tries to understand her feelings.
In the end, I made her like this too.
Pride was so strong that it reached the sky.
My self-esteem was so strong that no matter how much I kicked it, it didn’t even move.
Her purity that allowed her to be proud even in front of her fans.
Her reputation and popularity, which everyone supported, were all falling apart one by one after she met me.
“I told you last time. … “You choose.”
“…”
“I already made my choice. I decided to take responsibility for everything. … So you choose too. Should I just leave a trash guy like me and be quiet? … Should you lean on me too?”
As much as I have to take responsibility for Hinami,
Seo Ji-ah was also a woman for whom I had to take responsibility.
“I promise you one thing. … “You can abandon me, but I won’t abandon you first.”
“…”
“Choose. … Whatever you want.”
After hearing what I said, she lifted her head and cried.
Biting her lip until it bled, pounding her heart.
He let out a long sigh so loud that the ground trembled, and then quietly got away from me.
“… Please do it.”
“What.”
After kneeling down with her forehead resting on my feet.
“Me too…, Like Hinami. … Please make it.”
… Until the end.
He turned his words around and confessed to me.
“… Are you sure it’s okay? If two members leave like you said, the group will be destroyed.”
“Award… “There is no coffin.”
“Hinami are you okay? “My friend said that.”
“Are you okay. Because I come first.”
Hinami, who saw her friend defying her shame and giving in to me, looked at her with a face that neither smiled nor cried and calmly spoke out.
Once I got her up, completely ruined, she got on her feet and took off her skimpy underwear.
“… Since I can’t be with Hinami for a while anyway, I’ll do it instead…, I will do it for you.”
“… Yes.”
Even the last bit of pride I had left, I threw it to the ground.
… It seems like it doesn’t matter whether it’s a sister or a friend.
He longed for me.
Betraying her own sister,
Got her friend pregnant,
To the trash man.
