Chapter 319 – 319. Catfight (4)
Today, after confirming that a satisfied Ha-eun had woken up a little earlier, I came out of the bedroom wearing only my underwear.
Hinami, who thought she would come in when the time was right, sat alone on the sofa in her baggy t-shirt and shorts without saying a word.
However, Hinami’s face did not look very gloomy, even though she was squatting down on her sofa and hugging her knees so that her thighs were fully visible.
It’s just that she was lost in thought.
“Oh, brother.”
“What are you doing sitting alone and miserable?”
“Ehehe… What are her sisters and Gia doing?”
“Both stretched out.”
“Well, I thought so. “I couldn’t hear any sound earlier.”
“Why did you stay still?”
“Uhm…, Just?”
I’m sure he’s already gotten bored with interfering in the middle of things.
Even Seo Ji-ah took off her mask, so why is she suddenly pretending to be polite?
“Are you not feeling well today?”
“Yes? No, it’s not like that. Just…, I might want to rest too.”
“You?”
“What is that angry tone?”
“No, because it’s not like you.”
“Hmm… “What is that thing?”
She was usually happy to be petted and honest about everything, but something happened while she was confined in the dorm, and she became cynical.
… When I say it like this, it feels like my obedient younger sister has reached puberty, but it’s probably not such a problem since she’s already past that age.
Are you hoping that I will reach out to you first today?
“… What is it? “It’s so shameful to throw away your hand instead of answering.”
“You don’t like it?”
“It’s not that I don’t like it, but…, I want to talk more with my brother.”
I could hug her so many times until I got mad, but it didn’t seem like what Hinami wanted was this.
This person who was always honest and easy to understand is suddenly acting like this, so it’s difficult for me.
She doesn’t seem mad at me, but what exactly does she want?
“What story?”
“… A love story?”
Since you are still young, do you want to enjoy platonic love instead of erotic love?
But that…,
It’s difficult to achieve in your profession.
“Have you ever loved someone?”
“Of course there is. I love Ha-eun, and I love you too.”
“Nothing like that, just…” . “Has he ever loved as a person?”
“If you say that, it seems like I’m not human.”
“Puhuh…”
A love story as fresh as a child,
Even the love story that has become a bit stale as I got older,
In fact, I was too dirty a person to discuss it with my own mouth.
I don’t have huge fantasies about love like I did when I was young, but I know full well that it’s a word that people like me shouldn’t discuss arbitrarily.
I knew it, so I had no choice but to answer like this.
“Ha, anyway, let’s say my sister and I are in love. “What about Jia?”
“He… “It’s still a love-hate area, so it’s hard to say I love her.”
“It seems like Jia loves her brother.”
“Well, that’s fine.”
The moment when you seriously love multiple people.
The moment I say I love you.
Because I don’t feel strange even if I get stabbed by a knife.
It was easier to just cover up everything with lust and there were no setbacks.
In any case, I had to be extremely light in front of the word ‘love’.
Well, it can’t be helped, right?
Even parents cannot share their love equally when they have multiple children.
How can I treat them fairly?
“Hey, if you say you truly love me, don’t you think Jia won’t be able to endure it?”
“What.”
“Whether you’re an idol or a celebrity, you’re saying that you’ll quit everything and do whatever your brother wants to do. … Dates, kisses, sex. … If you want it, a child too.”
“… Not yet. “He is.”
“Why?”
“Because you and Ha-eun are here.”
… So I had the confidence to take responsibility for them.
I didn’t have the confidence to love equally.
So, we had to thoroughly divide priorities and adjust them so that they would not change.
Otherwise, the only outcome I could see was catastrophe.
“Hmm… “Then what about me?”
“What about you?”
“If I get rid of all idols and celebrities and insist that I want to get pregnant with my brother’s child… “Are you going to say no too?”
“… “No.”
“Why? Because my sister is more important?”
“Why are you asking if you know?”
“If my sister is more important, shouldn’t I have met a girl like me in the first place?”
“…”
It was the same reason why I couldn’t respond to her joking remarks as if they were joking.
If I had the same heart, I wanted to hug him right away and plant my seed.
Then, no matter what happens in the future, I can engrave them as mine.
But for that…, I ruined so many of them with my own hands.
The moment you and Ha-eun have a child, Hinami will probably ask for the same thing.
If you do the same thing to Hinami, you will want to do the same thing to Seo Ji-ah.
After even Seo Ji-ah did that…, Maybe I’ll make the same mistake with Su-ah just because I’m bored.
“Why are you suddenly keeping your mouth shut, brother? … Is it because I’m also precious?”
“Uh.”
“Is it because it’s so precious that you don’t want to deal with it?”
“Yes. … Because we have built up a lot of affection.”
I was a little afraid of that.
It doesn’t really matter how you look at me, whether you have murderous intentions toward me, or whether you’re madly jealous of me.
But I was honestly afraid of the countless people looking at them strangely because their bellies were bloated just because of me.
I couldn’t even blame it.
Anyone can see that we are the strange ones.
“It’s okay, brother. … Because I love Joo-hyuk oppa.”
“If you like things like me, you won’t have much fun.”
“What is it? It’s not like you. “My brother is always the coolest when he’s bragging without any basis.”
“I have never bluffed without any basis.”
“Ehehe, you’ve always been like that. And pretend it’s not like that.”
Every time I see her smiling brightly as she clings to my side.
I wanted to cross the line.
Contaminating her insides with my scent like I always did,
Fill it with my colors.
Even though she was thin, I wanted to love her until her soft belly swelled.
I wanted to see Hinami holding my seed and deceiving everyone inside the cathode ray tube.
I wanted to have Hinami, who lies to her fans with a smiling face and longs for a kiss with a crying face in front of me.
But…,
The more I hugged him, the more I couldn’t handle it.
The more she loved her and her girls, the more she couldn’t handle it.
“… Jia took medicine. “I stay at the hotel all the time.”
“…”
“He always pretended not to be, but it was a little funny to see that he was the most horny.”
“I thought so.”
“So…, I didn’t eat it.”
“…”
I couldn’t handle it.
This woman.
The ink on the newly stamped hadn’t even dried.
An idol named Hinami who is already trying to tear it down.
“But he’s an idol, right? “I don’t know when I might be released, but don’t you think it’s more indecent to regularly take birth control pills in anticipation of meeting a man?”
“…”
“Thanks to you, today became a very dangerous day… Because I trust you. It’s okay.”
I want to be attacked.
I want to be violated.
Without any excessive skinship.
Just rest your head on my shoulder.
Leaving everything to my conscience,
Handing over both pleasure and responsibility to me.
This wonderful little boy puts all the choices in my hands.
“… Even if it happens, I won’t delete it.”
“…”
“It seems like if you do it right, you can hide it for up to four months…, If Joo-hyuk oppa wants it, I will continue my activities until then.”
… I hated it so much.
If only I was thinking at all.
If you are even thinking about the future.
Suddenly they rush in and destroy everything,
Because they stuff sweet sugar and spices into my mouth.
“… “Oppa?”
Pretend nothing is wrong.
Pretending to be prepared for everything.
Even though he knows best what kind of criticism he will receive,
I grabbed her chin and stared at her with her eyes filled with love and hate.
“You will be criticized, you. “I’m going to get all kinds of criticism.”
“I know, something like that. “You’re a slut and all, they’re going to kill you for betraying a fan.”
“You already saw it. “How beaten was your senior?”
“… That sister didn’t have a brother. Jeon… “It’s okay because I have an older brother.”
“Can’t I just endure it for one year?”
“But in one year…”
Even though she was facing all of those fierce eyes, she smiled gently rather than shivering.
She closed her eyes tightly for a moment and calmed down her expression, being like Hinami as always.
The corners of her mouth curled in a sly manner, and her eyes rose slightly.
“… “I’m not an idol, right?”
“…”
“Rather than a girl who is just a little cute and pretty… “Don’t you want to get a very popular idol pregnant?”
Just like I ruined Ha-eun,
She tried to break me somehow.
“And, if you do something bad to me… Ha-eun, her sister and Jia will also reconcile.”
“…”
“… In the first place, there has to be an enemy to reconcile even those who were fighting.”
I am,
Just like Ha-eun was deceived by my tongue,
I am completely captivated by the tip of her tongue,
She couldn’t help but steal her lips from smiling.
… To think about what to do,
Because both reason and common sense have been ruined.