Chapter 268 – 268. Obsession (3)
Tiriri.
The sound of the front door opening a little earlier than the alarm wakes me up from a deep sleep, smoothing my messy hair and removing the mucus from my eyes.
Outside, a light rain was falling, signaling the arrival of fall, and the damp air made my drowsy head even more humid.
There’s only one person who can come in without knocking, so what’s going on in the early morning when the sun isn’t even up?
Letting out a slightly irritated complaint, he gets up from the bed and takes a step towards the fierce uninvited guest.
“Hello.”
“… What’s going on? “This morning.”
“You have to go to work soon anyway.”
“Yeah, but that and…, Ah.”
He looked at me with a sly expression, took out something small from his pocket, and threw it at me.
I was embarrassed and bounced it on my palm a few times before catching it.
“SD card. Now that I think about it, Japan didn’t hand it over.”
“… Yes?”
“You went around filming a vlog with this. Well, didn’t you film it to post it on YouTube or a fan site?”
“…”
I was holding the camera’s SD card in my hand.
… It was terrible, but full of unforgettable records.
Pandora’s box.
“I left out everything that was strange. Because I categorized only those taken outside. Write it yourself.”
“… Yes.”
Of course, there were no dangerous things mixed in that Pandora’s box.
It just wasn’t safe.
Because when I went around with Hinami, I never just talked about things that were nice to hear.
It was my responsibility to process it.
… Likewise.
He, who only brought out dangerous substances, will surely process the video to his own taste.
Cut out the boring parts.
Leave only the provocative parts.
I’ll be drinking alone and enjoying my obscene behavior.
“Anyway, I came up because I thought I should give it to you before you go to work. I go back to sleep. Good work.”
“Hey, wait…”
“What is it?”
“Oh, that’s…”
I strangely didn’t like that, so my hand grabbed his wrist on its own.
Originally I wanted to hold on to the collar, but I was wearing short sleeves.
I can feel his rough skin when I inadvertently touch it, and I am reminded of how soft and delicate I am.
But my mind was filled with such meaningless thoughts.
I couldn’t think of any way to explain why I held his hand.
“Well, is that because you want to do it before work?”
“That kind of thing… Ah…”
Before I can come up with a plausible answer, he takes off his shoes again, strides towards me, and grabs my chest through his pajamas.
Ahhh, the feeling of my skin shrinking makes my breathing difficult, and drool flows down my throat.
Before I knew it, I was completely overcome by him looking down at me from a position much higher than me and exhaling.
I closed my eyes tightly and held my breath, unable to withstand his pressure.
“… I’m sorry, I’m tired, so I can’t do it right now. If you want to do it, please tell me after the schedule is over. “I have to sleep more before going to work.”
“Uh, that’s…”
“It would be fine if it wasn’t.”
As he grumbled as if he was exhausted and let me go, I felt an emotion that I couldn’t explain.
I just stood there and watched as he walked out the front door without any hesitation, holding only the SD card in his hand.
… My first thought was that I was glad I didn’t get hit.
A very realistic imagination of what would have happened if I had been attacked took over my mind.
For a while, I couldn’t help but sit on the living room floor and shake my head from side to side.
**
Training room in the agency building.
I put the SD card I received from him in a drawer in my room.
Because there were a lot of words included that were not good to just hand over to the company.
It’s not a good thing to hand something that could be a weakness to someone you’re bound to by a contract.
Right now, if only I could reveal what happened to me this morning.
It wouldn’t be unreasonable for my agency to cover my mouth and lock me in my old dorm.
“Why are you so late, Seoyoung?”
“Yes.”
He makes the excuse that he is not feeling well and will go slowly, and while waiting for the eldest member of the group who has not yet arrived, he joins in the mutterings of Hinami, who is sitting next to him.
… If I had been attacked by him earlier, I might have been late.
Because that person is never satisfied with just one time.
Unbutton my pajamas and push them against the living room wall.
He must have randomly assaulted me, with only my pants and underwear pulled down slightly, and I hadn’t even washed yet.
My sister’s words about my brother-in-law having a chronic disorder are so vulgar and dirty that I can’t trust them at all.
I’m going to pound the idol who has to go to work at the agency soon, and only after I ejaculate profusely, will he allow me to take a shower.
It was clear that, rather than letting me wash alone, he would follow me into the bathroom and cover my body with a lot of foam.
He must have given the order to smear his cleavage with body wash and squeeze his dick.
Even if you tried hard to clean the private parts, you would definitely have dirty the inside once more.
She fucked me a lot until the new manager came to pick me up, and only after drenching my vagina with her scent did she let me go with a satisfied look on her face.
… Thinking like that, I was a little suspicious that my eldest sister wasn’t coming right now.
As for the reason she was late, it was usually because she was drinking or oversleeping because of a man.
I never told the company, but everyone noticed.
Everyone is just hissing.
“Aren’t you just hanging out with our leader’s boyfriend?”
“… No way. No matter what.”
“Oh, but you never know.”
Perhaps they were thinking the same thing as me, but the other members were also sitting next to Hinami and dreaming up sinister imaginations.
A prodigal idol who skips schedules and dates men.
In fact, it is a world where most people are dating, but…, Surprisingly, there are rarely cases of love so deep that it interferes with work.
Of course, it may be because I only know at a superficial level.
… Idols with morally ruined personal lives like Nana and Hinami sitting next to me.
There will never be that many.
“Ah, I don’t have any plans to go out today anyway, so if he doesn’t show up, can’t I just let him go…? .”
“Still, it’s a bit…” .”
“Kids.”
When an older member, grumbling at Hinami’s level, stretched out and sang a song about wanting to have fun, the director appeared just in time and corrected all of our postures.
Because of the heavy atmosphere that could be read just by the air, I took a deep breath and quickly looked to see what the director was thinking.
… Uh.
I’ve only seen the director make that kind of expression once.
“… There’s a bit of a problem with Seoyoung, so I think I need to contact her. “There are no schedules other than training today, so everyone goes back now.”
“Yes?”
Me.
The expression he made when he was stalked by his former manager.
… A face that looks a little more serious.
He looked 10 years older than when he came to work in the morning, and the director ordered us to disperse.
There was no way to know what the reason was.
For some reason, in my head, it naturally led to the word scandal.
“Go back and don’t do things like Instagram or tweet, just be quiet. “I’ll explain later.”
“… Yes.”
After all the gathered members nodded to the director, they all packed their bags with puzzled expressions and got into the car.
Is it because of the rain that is still falling little by little, or is it because of this atmosphere?
In the inexplicably damp and humid air, we each went home unable to find anything to say.
… After losing sight, after watching the news.
I realized that I wouldn’t have a schedule for a while.
The man my eldest sister boasted about being so romantic.
His hair was bleached yellow, and he was being taken to the police station.
**
A day has passed since that day.
There wasn’t single news about our group’s eldest sister, and similarly, no one at the company told us about her sister.
I was just repeatedly told to wait at home.
Since it was just a business relationship from the beginning, I had no right to say anything about her private life.
When I sent a message out of curiosity and saw him disappearing without any response, an unknown feeling of fear crept up from somewhere.
… Maybe I could be in the same situation.
You haven’t even opened the SD card he gave you yet.
If he just said that and even sent me a video of us having sex.
If I had handed it over to the company’s video team without checking it.
I guess I would have cut off all contact and locked myself in this room.
“… Ha.”
That sister is a drug… I don’t think I did it.
I know that you sleep with all kinds of men and that you like drinking a lot.
At least he was a human being with the will and ability to wear a mask.
But we weren’t close enough to guarantee that.
Just…, Coworker.
A relationship that pretends to be friendly on the outside.
That was all.
While I was locked in her room, I couldn’t help but see myself overlapping with her.
That man with the shabby appearance that is still on the front page of the website.
Because it was no different from what I once imagined my brother-in-law to look like.
… Of course.
I may have been different from her sister in that I wanted to put him in jail.
“…”
On a bed where my hair can’t be straightened out, and I can’t let out my unpleasant emotions.
I slowly got up and took out the SD card he handed me.
I connected it to my computer and carefully looked through all the recorded footage from Japan.
… To be completely honest, there wasn’t a single video of him and his body left.
The memory of our tongues mixing with him vividly came to life in my mind, tickling my heart.
Right now.
The front door, which had been closed like yesterday, burst open,
Tiriri.
So much so that I expect you to get me out of here.
