Chapter 265 – 265. Travel (35)
I absolutely don’t like him.
Because I wanted to relieve stress and get revenge on my disgusting older sister.
All I have to do is suit his taste for a moment.
Everything is smoke.
Concept.
This way, we both get excited.
Because I’m used to smiling brightly and waving at people I don’t like.
Hold hands and hug a man you hate.
It’s not difficult to mix your body like an animal.
“After…”
It wasn’t bad to look at him with a dazed look on his face while he was pushing me down.
A feeling as if your head is floating and flying somewhere.
His already dim vision is becoming increasingly blurry, and his sharp eyes are gradually becoming dull.
If I fall asleep like this and wake up, everything will be forgotten like a dream…
“… Is it fun?”
As if forgotten.
A deep, dark scene.
I didn’t even hear the door open.
Before I knew it, my sister came next to me, squatted down, and was looking intently at my face.
“…”
“You asked. Yes, Eunah. … “Is it fun?”
My sister’s face was so red that it seemed bright even in the dark as she coldly spoke to me as her breath stopped.
Even in her harsh tone, I could still feel the intoxication.
An even deeper, soggy feeling flew through the scent of alcohol and pierced my sense of smell.
A different feeling than usual.
A different way of speaking.
Something difficult to explain with the word jealousy.
“Why is there no answer? … Isn’t it fun?”
“Ah, well…”
An unknown chill enveloped my entire body, so I opened my mouth reflexively without even deciding what to say.
But at the same time, the person who was weighing me down came out.
Instead of words, only exhilarating moans came out of my mouth.
“It looks like fun. … That’s it then. Do more.”
“Uh… ?”
“Do more. “What I was doing.”
Upon hearing my loud noises, my sister stretched out the corners of her mouth and smiled at me.
It must have been Kang Joo-hyuk who cheated.
Even if you get angry, you shouldn’t be angry at me, you should be angry at him.
Strangely enough, my sister didn’t give her brother-in-law a single glance.
Looking only at me.
Stroking my head,
“… By no means, did you just do it once and go to sleep?”
“…”
“It looks like you really don’t know anything about Joo Hyuk. … “I stir it once at night, and it doesn’t end well.”
Seo Ha-eun smiles like an older sister for the first time in years.
Laughing at me, I grabbed the dick of Kang Joo-hyuk, who was standing awkwardly next to me, in my hand.
Slurp, slurp, he smeared all of his remaining semen on his hand.
After rubbing it on my private parts and wiping it away, she opened the corner of my mouth with her moistened hand and said.
“Did you think I would be jealous of you?”
“That… Ugh, aap…”
Between parted lips.
My sister’s fingers penetrate between my closed teeth and grab my tongue.
A slightly fishy taste mixed with his smell and that of his sister.
“He’s young and tall. It’s pretty. He has a lot of money and is popular. Being loved by people Fearing that this ugly sister would sell her body instead of working, she rented that expensive house to her at the regular price… My younger brother was definitely good. “If it weren’t for that shitty personality, I would’ve been bragging about it wherever I went.”
“Ugh…”
But now I’m used to it, so it’s not as disgusting as the smell of bodily fluids.
In this dark room, the smell of alcohol was coming from her older sister.
It felt several times stronger.
“But, our Ye-eun is so mean to seeing her sister, right? … Is your sister that funny? Oh, of course, in the eyes of our family’s big star, Seo Ji-ah, a YouTuber who makes a living by playing the guitar with her breasts on her back seems ridiculous. … You know what? “You and I are the same.”
“…”
“When I was working at the place that my dad put me in, you heard all kinds of things. … “I heard so many times that I wanted to fuck the leader’s daughter.”
“… Eww…”
“Oh, of course, those people aren’t idiots either, so they didn’t say it out loud in front of me. … Your brother-in-law told me. When you came to throw the first pitch, there was a player who taught you how to throw the ball. “I heard he was giggling and saying that he wanted to fuck your thighs.”
Things that happened in the past that I guessed without having to be told.
I knew from the beginning what the men who glanced at me as if they were not being sneaky were thinking.
I knew long ago what kind of fantasy my job would sell, and what value it would create.
But.
“But should I tell you something funny? That guy actually attacked me first and then kicked me. Moreover, he got scolded by not only me but also the cheerleader. … I met that cheerleader briefly with Joo-hyuk, but after that I only dated tall people. Well, actually, I probably chose to date someone with a big dick.”
“…”
“You know what’s funnier? The person I just mentioned signed a 10 billion dollar contract with another team and married the daughter of a rich family. Well, no matter what your personality is, you succeeded. Then… What is the difference between you and me in that person’s eyes?”
I am.
I endured all those stares because I thought I was special.
“I guess they just saw her as a woman they wanted to fuck. He’ll only treat his wife a little special. … Then, what do you think of Joo-hyuk other than that player?”
“…”
My sister.
I didn’t think of myself as a special person at all.
Exactly.
I wouldn’t be special to him.
He said she would be as special to him as he was.
I firmly believed it.
“I, Yeeun, don’t think what you did was cheating, so I’m not jealous of you. … Anyway, I can’t handle Joo-hyuk’s sexual desires alone, and after having sex with a guy like you, he becomes more affectionate towards me, so I don’t feel bad.”
“…”
“But if I’m mistaken, it’s a little bit difficult, right? … You’re just an outlet for my sexual desires. “If you misunderstand that I’m secretly having an affair, will you get hurt later?”
“Ugh…”
“Anyway, you don’t have the courage to reveal it to others. … Can you throw it all away? Throw everything you’ve built up until now into the gutter. “You have no intention of living while being criticized by others.”
Covering my mouth.
Just say whatever you want to say.
Anyone who sees it is upset.
Pretending not to be excited at all, pretending not to be drunk.
The older sister who was talking loudly, smelling like she was drinking.
“Ah, but your friend seemed like he was thinking about it. … “Different from others.”
“Town…, Phu…”
“Well, unlike anyone else, she is an honest and cute girl. You say that out loud, right? You want to take it from me. But since I can’t take it away, I’m content with just sticking next to it.”
“Ha…”
“… But I don’t know if a kid with a really twisted personality like you can live like him. Don’t you want to do it like today every time? I pretend not to like it and say no, no, no. When other people are asleep, I secretly do stupid things. “I was so excited that I took it all by myself, but when I found out that it was abandoned, I was shocked by myself.”
Take your hand away from her mouth.
Swoosh, swoosh.
Stroking my hair like you did when you were little.
“It’s okay to have fun, but don’t get too deep. … “I’m saying this because I think you’ll get hurt.”
Like.
With a face like an older sister scolding her younger sibling.
“Yeun, you are not Hinami. You can never live like him.”
“…”
“You have to live like me. … “You can’t stand it if you’re not the first, right?”
He threw a frighteningly cold warning at me.
“Oh, of course, it doesn’t matter if you can endure it. … What I’m saying is don’t climb up. “You understand, right?”
“…”
“If you want to climb, do it like I do. … Don’t be like Hinami.”
After saying everything she wanted to say, she got up from her seat.
She closed her mouth tightly and held on to Kang Joo-hyuk’s stiff hand.
Leading the huge body, he left his room and walked toward the hot springs.
In the room left alone.
Only his fishy body odor and the faint smell of alcohol remained.
**
I didn’t think much about it until now.
If you think about it deeply, it was a very complicated problem.
The more I thought about it, the more I intentionally ignored it because it was a thread without an answer.
Ha-eun picked up the tangled thread and thrust it right in front of my eyes.
Without saying anything like asking to be released or cut off with a single knife.
It just made me realize that the threads were tangled.
“What are you doing, Joohyuk? Come in.”
She takes off her yukata and steps onto the surface of the water, following Ha-eun, who was first submerged in the hot spring.
Normally, I wouldn’t have done something like this after drinking so much, but the alcohol had already worn off a long time ago, so I thought it would be okay.
As I soak my body in hot water and let out a long sigh filled with the scent of alcohol, my cold head becomes a little warmer.
… Is Haeun really envisioning a future with me?
To be honest, I wasn’t sure before either.
Even when she gets tired of me,
Even if you hate me and loathe me.
In fact, it wasn’t a strange thing at all.
Because it was a ‘common sense’ procedure.
“Are you tired?”
“… Uh.”
The future with Hinami was able to be drawn meticulously.
I didn’t do anything wrong to her.
She fell in love with me first, then she seduced me.
I gave in to that temptation.
After her contract is over, she will either get married or live in hiding with her child.
Actually, there wasn’t much of a problem.
No matter what questions were asked to the child with thick hair, he was able to answer clearly.
I was her fan, and she was also my fan.
“You’re not angry, right? … Did you want to do more?”
“… No.”
However, strangely enough, the future with Ha-eun was not clearly drawn.
How should I explain it?
The reason I attacked her was because of her desire for revenge.
… Only now.
Although it has changed a lot.
