Chapter 175 – 175. Reversal (14)
Falling.
Beneath the dark water.
To the swamp of lewd people.
I’m getting more and more sucked in.
“Stop… , Hey. “Stop it!”
I can’t see in front of me.
But Kang Joo-hyuk, who was standing in front of me, just held on to my wrist and stood still.
Will you watch me, watch Hinami, or look the other way?
I couldn’t even figure that out.
“Why? Jia, you started it.”
“…”
“You did that to me because you thought it was fun too. … Or is it because you like your brother too? “If that’s the case, I can let it go.”
Hinami gradually tied me up from behind, lifted up her wet t-shirt and pushed her fingers between my cleavage.
… I shouldn’t have fallen for their trick.
The problem started with picking a fight with someone who had neither common sense nor morals.
No matter how much I try to rack my brain to figure out what I’m thinking, it always deviates from my thoughts and leaves me dumbfounded.
People I can never understand.
I can better understand Kang Joo-hyuk.
You know that if I kneel down and put my forehead on the ground, you will step on the back of my neck and rape me.
Even you can understand.
I don’t understand how and why I came to love Kang Joo-hyuk.
Other than that, I can understand her as a woman who is a bit excessively jealous.
But you…
“Why is there no answer? … If there is no answer, I will also take off your swimsuit.”
I couldn’t understand.
Why did you like Kang Joo-hyuk?
I wonder if I have come to value it more than myself after spending so many years together.
Do you hate your job as an idol, or do you love it?
Why?
Are you not even jealous?
It’s full of things I can’t understand.
A person who has completely deviated from my common sense.
… The fact that it was my only friend made her even more dizzy.
“It’s quiet, Jiaya. … Take it off? Since you were hugged by your brother yourself anyway, it doesn’t matter if you show me your breasts, right?”
“… Hinami.”
“Why?”
“You… “Is this the Hinami I know?”
A completely different person.
Someone else with a face I know.
Hinami, who I stayed with, definitely had a bad and eccentric side, but she stayed within the bounds of her common sense.
She became an idol because she wanted to become famous,
She kept asking me out for a drink because she wanted to relieve stress,
She was an ordinary woman who always whined to me about wanting to have a normal relationship, but then she met a decent person like Kang Joo-hyuk and enjoyed playing dating.
Even if it wasn’t at moral all, he was someone who could explain it by saying, ‘If you do it, it’s okay.’
But why?
… Even while doing this to me.
Are you having fun?
“What are you talking about? I used to be like this? We acted like we were friends a lot, both in everyday life and on broadcasts.”
“That… , It’s a joke, right? This isn’t a joke…”
“Then what about you? “Did you strip me as a joke earlier, or did you strip me with really sinister intentions?”
“I’m just annoyed so by you…”
“Then it’s similar. … “I’m doing this because I’m annoyed with you, Jia.”
… I am.
I was just trying to get revenge because you betrayed me.
I never betrayed you.
Why is this girl who goes around meeting men like idols and taking pictures that wouldn’t be weird if they get leaked at any time, making a fuss about me…
“Tsk…”
A hand goes under my swimsuit and touches my nipple.
The combination of Hinami’s skin, soft as a baby’s hand, and the disgusting feeling of someone of the same sex touching my private parts, dragged my heart even deeper into the abyss.
… I don’t feel good or excited at all.
An incredible and wet experience.
“… It’s big. Chest. “I’m jealous.”
“… “Shut up.”
Likewise, while bluntly expressing my sentiments, I shake off Hinami’s voice mocking her.
I didn’t want to experience this with you.
Sometimes, he would run up to me and hug me and treat me like he was the youngest because of his small stature, which made me angry, but I didn’t feel this bad.
To the point where I think it would be better to be touched by a man.
At that time, I forced Kang Joo-hyuk…
“Sigh…”
“What. Ahaha…”
… Because an eerie memory came to mind.
I shake my head to erase the terrible sight and try to ignore the thick fingers holding my wrist.
No matter how much I hate Hinami.
No matter how disgusting it is for someone of the same sex to grope my body.
It couldn’t be more terrible than what was forced upon me by Kang Joo-hyuk.
There is absolutely nothing scarier than not being able to do anything of my own will…
“Ah…”
Slur.
The hand holding my wrist loses its strength, and my arm, which was up there, slowly flows down to the bottom of the water.
The only thing holding me back now is Hinami.
… There is only one woman who is much shorter and weighs less than me.
“… I feel very strange, Jiaya. It was fun playing with Ha-eun. Why isn’t it fun to play with you?”
According to my will.
As I wish.
You can do anything.
… As long as it does not go against his will.
This little guy can be pushed down with force.
“Is it because her breasts are smaller than her sister? Because her older sister she is really big. Ahaha…”
I could take off the blindfold right now and make that mouth shut.
I can grab your white hair tightly and throw it under the surface and make you beg for me.
I won’t do anything that drastic, and I can just tolerate it.
By the way.
I can do whatever I want.
… Do you still feel bad?
Even more than back then.
Much better now.
“Jia. You always treated me like a brat. Do you know that I was secretly upset? Even though we’re only a month apart, I’m still her older sister. Pretend to be an adult when it comes to your younger brother. I was secretly annoyed by the people looking at me so insignificant every time I deliberately acted like a clown in front of the camera. … Now that you look at it, you think it’s cute? If you think about it, Jia, you’re a baby who hasn’t done anything dirty yet, baby.”
“…”
“Oh, would you like to call me sister? Sister Hinami. Huh? You call all the other members sister. “Why do you only speak informally to me?”
Am I getting angry?
… It’s more like a man I hate so much groping me.
The best friend I ever had in my life.
Stuttering while mocking me.
Is it even more disgusting?
“… Hinami.”
“I told you to call me sister.”
“Shut up.”
“What… ?”
“Shut up.”
… That is.
Because you are a worse bitch than me.
“Fuck, it’s so fucking noisy. On a shitty topic…”
“… “What?”
“Do I look like an asshole? Hey, is it really that big of a deal to have a boyfriend and have sex?”
He is also much shorter.
My chest is also small.
My hips is not as strong as mine.
I’m weak and can’t sing
It’s worthless other than being cute and fawning over male fans.
Because she is a woman with many flaws who just has a pretty face and is good at dancing.
… Because it was abominable that someone who was inferior to me was trying to stand above me.
“It’s me… , Sex… Do you think you can’t do it?”
“…”
The only people who can stand above me are people who are better than me.
Celebrities with age and ability.
Seniors who have already walked the path I took and are now coming down.
… Anyone can see that there are people who are more talented than me.
You can bow your head politely to people like that hundreds of times.
But not you.
Hinami you.
He’s just a pet that pampers Kang Joo-hyuk and fawns over him.
“I can do it too, fuck…” ” ” . Do you think it’s so great to be picked on by that guy?”
“…”
“You think that if I ask Kang Joo-hyuk to hug me, he’ll reject me.”
Take off the blindfold and throw it away.
I got rid of Hinami who was groping me.
I press down on Hinami’s shoulder, who is completely frozen and looking at me coldly, and whisper into her ear.
“… It’s really fucking funny. You’re second anyway. … Next to my sister.”
“Hey.”
… Ahaha.
Haha.
That smiling mask has finally been broken.
They tried so hard to pretend it wasn’t the case.
In the end, you were someone who could understand.
It’s common sense, it’s morality, it’s nothing,
… A person who at least still has instincts.
“Oh really. I didn’t want to listen to someone who only had a pretty face talk about how great they were. … Just look. “The man you cling to because you like him so much is such an ugly human being.”
“…”
She glares at me with her cold, murderous eyes, and pushes her away, burning her malice.
I approached Kang Joo-hyuk, who was looking at us with excited eyes, and whisper to him while caring for his cracked abs with his fingers.
“… You can do whatever you want. Do whatever you want.”
It’s so hot.
I couldn’t shake off his gaze that was looking at me with sinister eyes.
“…”
I was so angry.
Laughing at Hinami’s gaze as she looked at him with earnest eyes.
I raise my tiptoes and spit on his lips as he stands there.
“You want revenge on me too, right? … No?”
“…”
Wipe off the saliva with wet hands.
As I saw in a movie once, I gently pushed my thumb into his mouth.
Let’s tickle his ears with the alluring voice you hear for the first time in your life.
“… “It’s fun.”
He chuckled.
He wrapped his arms around my shoulders and squeezed my chest.
“It’s been a while since I had fun. … It’s refreshing, kind of.”
I violently took off my half-naked t-shirt and squeezed out all the water.
“… Town…”
Wrap it around my head,
Put it in your mouth.
“… “Oppa.”
“Come.”
Just like that.
Lead me and walk to Hinami.
“Ah, heh… Town…”
… While massaging my breasts.
Putting her hand inside the swimsuit, she pinched the nipple between her fingers and stretched it as she was pleased.
He doesn’t even look at me.
He turned his head and kissed Hinami.
“Town… Wow…”
Unable to spit out or unwrap wet clothes.
Just looking at him kissing Hinami, not me, sticky.
“Ph… , Ah. Ahaha…”
… Kissing this guy.
Just looking at her laughing at me like I was an idiot.
“… “I’m prettier, right?”
“Uh.”
“I dance better too…” ” , … Even the tongue. “I think I look sexier.”
“… Your hips is even sexier.”
“Is it so? Ehehe, that much praise, ah, yes… , Chueup…”
… I am.
The reason her sister hated me so much.
I realized this painfully.
And,
That’s why she doesn’t hate me so much anymore.
