Chapter 174 – 174. Reversal (13)
A world where things don’t go the way I want.
I want to destroy everything and pretend it never happened.
I never imagined I would have such destructive impulses.
When I close my eyes and wake up, I wish it was my house. I blinked my eyelids several times, but the scene unfolding before my eyes did not change.
A needlessly good pension, with a scenery so good it’s annoying.
I use a towel to shake off the water droplets from my wet hair, put on the swimsuit he brought me, and set out to visit.
… If it had been a skimpy swimsuit, I would have run out barefoot.
It was an ordinary bikini that I could wear for a photoshoot, so I barely held back, and I didn’t really want to show it, so I put a t-shirt on top.
This is also the clothes I left behind when I went to Hinami’s house a while back.
When I think of this after the ashes have become like that, I feel strange.
“Follow me.”
As I left the door, Kang Joo-hyuk, who, unlike me, was wearing nothing on his top, motioned to me.
Surprisingly, he didn’t tell me to take off my t-shirt, and there wasn’t even any touching, just a hand gesture.
I trudge along, following him, who wears only baggy swimsuit pants and doesn’t even look at me.
Even if it was a swimming pool attached to a pension, it wouldn’t be a big deal, and they wouldn’t have tried to kill me by pushing me into the water, so I wasn’t particularly scared.
They probably weren’t trying to rape me there.
If you’re going to cross the line, you’ve already had dozens of chances to do so.
There’s no need to come here, you would have violated me right when I gave you access to my thighs.
“… Go in. “It kills my voice.”
“Why?”
“You’ll find out when you go in.”
So, it was none of my business whether he took AV or IV right in front of me.
Hinami would be there anyway, and it was clear that they were using me as an audience to do something lewd among themselves.
Why do you like showing such a dirty side to others?
It may be a beautiful appearance that you want to show off, but do you really want to show an obscene and vulgar scene?
Kang Joo-hyuk can do that. If you think of it as a man’s unique desire to show off, it’s not hard to understand, right?
But Hinami…
“Oh, brother!”
“When did you even put on makeup?”
“Is it just nail polish? What do you think? Does it suit you?”
… In the swimming pool attached to the pension.
I put on a bikini that I would wear for a photoshoot.
Did they even cover their eyes, knowing what would happen to them?
“You didn’t wear earplugs.”
“Ehehe, it’s wet. It’s annoying when it stains my ears.”
“Well, I thought so. “Come here.”
After dipping his feet into the pool, which was a lot bigger than he thought, he took out her her earplugs her from his her swimsuit her pocket her her and put them in Hinami’s her ears her of her her.
Deprived of her sight and hearing, she was not afraid in the water, but instead leaned completely on Kang Joo-hyuk, who was stroking her with a bright smile.
I couldn’t get between them at all, and I could only stand there and look at them like I did yesterday.
… If we separate, I wonder if I will feel at ease.
Would I feel better if I tore up the relationship?
A strange impulse creeping up from deep within my heart encouraged me,
Every time I do that, I think of his her bizarre face her as he shoves a box cutter into his her shoulder her her her her. I had no choice but to lean against the wall with my arms crossed.
“Umm… , What are you going to do now?”
“A dirty thing.”
“What did you say? “I can’t hear you.”
“You can hear it. “The earplugs probably don’t work that well.”
“Ehehe, I got caught. … But if you whisper it, you really can’t hear it. Even the sound of the water became very quiet.”
“… Really?”
Completely cut off from those two, I lean against the wall and stare blankly, ready to become their audience once again.
I don’t want to see it, I won’t tell you what I think, and I won’t pay for it.
If that man’s cold eyes turn to Hinami instead of me, that’s enough reason to keep an eye on him.
The moment when I wanted the perverts to forget about me and just have fun,
“Then wait a minute. “Just wait here.”
“Yes.”
… He took a dip in the water and got out of the pool.
Walk up to the audience with wet feet.
“… Follow me. “Don’t make a sound.”
“…”
In a whispering voice.
Don’t let your eardrums hear anything beyond the earplugs.
They put me in the play.
“Oppa?”
“Just wait a little longer. … “I’ll do something fun for you.”
“… Yes.”
The male protagonist grabs his wrist, and as soon as he goes up on stage, he is sucked under the water.
Hiding in the sound of him noisily jumping into the water, very secretly.
So that the female protagonist, who cannot see or hear from afar, will never notice.
“What are you trying to do?”
“Well. It’s up to you to choose.”
“… “What?”
Put my hand on his chest
Secretly letting me hear his eerily slow heartbeat his.
“Pick. Nana, Hinamina. … It’s okay if no one chooses. Whatever you want.”
He presented me with various options.
“… What do you want me to choose?”
“I guess I’ll just watch from here. Play with me… Or play with him. If there’s something that seems more fun, do whatever you want.”
… Any one.
Filled with nothing but trash that I don’t like.
“… Are you kidding?”
“That’s right. I’m kidding. … Because I think he’ll find this kind of fun.”
“Under…” .”
His absurd suggestion was so absurd that I wanted to get out of the pool like this.
But the force holding my wrists was so strong that I couldn’t escape.
Until he makes a choice that makes sense, never.
“Pick. No matter what I do, I will continue to watch it. … You too, do what you want.”
“…”
I could never escape from here.
Even if I free my hands and get out of this pool.
Even if I run away from this pension.
Even if I go home and stay in bed.
… Unless you quit being an idol.
From him,
I couldn’t escape Hinami.
“Choose quickly. Before he takes off the blindfold.”
“… “Get out of the way.”
After putting him away, I make a clanking sound and walk to the side of my friend who has been deprived of both sight and hearing.
… A being as beautiful and shining as me wearing a mask.
A woman who is as dirty as she is beautiful.
She stands tall in front of her, keeping her mouth shut and hoping for the man’s reward.
“Brother? Ah, ehehe…”
… I take off the wet swimsuit straps with my hands.
Avoid touching it with your hands as much as possible.
So that no one would notice that it was the touch of a delicate woman.
“…”
Very slowly, laughing at Hinami’s expectant face.
So that my tiny breasts, which are smaller than mine, are exposed.
Stripping her of her
“… Hey, I didn’t order it that harshly.”
“Shut up.”
While I didn’t notice, he followed behind me and whispered nonsense in my ear.
… So what should I do?
It’s what you told me to do, and I’m doing what you want, right?
As of now, I could end everything the moment I put my mind to it.
There is no need to take off the eye patch.
Just raising your voice a little is enough.
“… “It tickles, oppa.”
Hinami, unable to hear the whispers of me and Kang Joo-hyuk, became immersed in the action and began to gradually sound like a girl.
… It was so strange and funny that I covered her mouth with my hand and stroked her head.
Likewise, so that you can’t feel my skin.
As if flicking a barrel, barrel, palm on the top of the head.
The more I stroked her white hair, the more delighted she was with my touch and the bright smile she showed.
“…”
The eyes behind the eyepatch are probably smiling as if they are happy.
With a smile that not only I, but even the fans have ever seen.
I’m sure she’s pouring out her love for him.
The more I think about it, the more disgusting Hinami becomes,
… I was jealous.
“… “Aren’t you going to suck your breasts today?”
“…”
“It’s not often that people can eat the pink nipples of active idols as much as they want… “I guess you have a lot of patience, too, brother.”
The more I saw her her grabbing her her her her her exposed her her her breasts her her with her hands her her her, forming a heart shape and holding it out to me, the stronger her feelings her her her became her her.
I’m jealous that there is no such thing as common sense.
I envy you because there is no such thing as morality.
I envy you for not feeling any remorse even when you treat your fans like idiots and mock them to your heart’s content.
I’m jealous that even if a scandal broke out tomorrow and he had to quit being an idol, he wouldn’t feel any regrets, except for complaining that he wouldn’t be able to make dirty jokes with Kang Joo-hyuk about his job his his.
… It would have been easier if I were a crazy bitch like you.
“Umm…”
Instead of secretly gossiping about tweets that no one knows about.
… Instead of being vicariously satisfied by looking at Su-ah’s tweets telling people to live in the present while swearing at haters.
It would be refreshing if I could raise my middle finger and laugh at Kang Joo-hyuk or my vicious fans.
“… Oppa, you’re being quiet today, aren’t you? That’s why I put on earplugs. Right?”
“…”
… And,
It would be so thrilling to be able to punch you in the face.
If I could get on top of Kang Joo-hyuk and punch him, my stress would be completely relieved.
As you watch that.
Fans watching that.
… It would be really fun if you got angry at me.
“Hey, brother… ? Oh… Town… Wow…”
Unable to overcome that destructive impulse for a moment,
She looked at me, but she couldn’t see me, so I grabbed her hair and threw her under the water,
I was startled and embarrassed and hugged his body as he tried to grab me.
“Puh… , Ah. What is it. Oppa, it’s so hard… ?”
“… “You’re such a fool, you really are.”
No matter how much you try to take me away.
So that it never falls.
I attached the wet t-shirt to his her body her her her.
Kwaak.
To the point where my back broke.
“… Ah. Ahahaha…”
With the sound of laughter ringing behind your back as background music,
I was imagining the face of my friend who was very angry with me.
“What are you doing, Jia? … Was it real, that call?”
“Did you think it was fake?”
“Puhuhuh…”
For some reason.
Instead of getting angry, I heard her voice approaching me with great excitement.
“… Jia, you decided to come here too.”
“What?”
Snap.
Feeling her breasts sticking to my back through the fabric.
“Good job. “Playing with my brother is a lot of fun.”
“What is that…”
Snap again.
Hinami’s breasts clinging to my back,
This time, I felt it with my bare skin.
“Did you think I would be jealous? It’s not. … I value both you and your brother. If the two reconcile… , I totally agree?”
Common sense too.
The touch of Hinami, whose morals have all collapsed.
Before I knew it, I was feeling it through my rolled up t-shirt.
“I don’t have that kind of taste, but…” ” , Jia, if you have that kind of taste. Let me hang out with you. … Because my brother has such tastes. I’m sure you’ll like it too.”
“Hey… !”
“Take it off first and don’t talk nonsense, Jia. … “You like teasing others too, right?”
I am.
I couldn’t help but look up and appeal to his eyes his his his his looking down at me.
I had no choice but to ask him to let me return as an audience member.
“…”
… He is.
Looking down at me and Hinami, completely overlapping.
Putting the puffy swimsuit on my stomach.
“… It’s been a while since I had fun. Try it.”
“… Yes.”
He took off the blindfold that was tied to Hinami’s forehead,
… This time, it was covered over my eyes.
Common sense and morality,
The concept of jealousy doesn’t even exist.
In a strange swimming pool.
