Chapter 114 – 114. Weaknesses (6)
… If I tell my friends, will they believe me?
Earlier, I was a little passionate about baseball.
I was a little excited because we unexpectedly had similar hobbies, so I didn’t have time to pay attention.
If you just look at what happened…
I got a number from an idol.
What is it, me?
Why has it become so popular with women?
I feel like no one will believe me even if I say it on Twitter, so I lie down on my bed with today’s events in my heart.
… Unlike the image, it was very friendly and cute.
Contrary to her mature appearance, she just feels like a mature little sister.
She almost wished she had a younger sister like that.
But when I thought about the horrible and terrible things happening around that innocent child, I felt so pitiful.
The boss, who she thought was her older sister’s boyfriend, is actually having sex with her co-worker.
It’s too much, really.
If we were cheating on each other, that might be the case, but we are proudly doing 3P without any such thing.
It’s so scary and creepy that I plan to take this story to my grave.
… Besides, he seemed to think that the boss was a good person.
Because she said that she was a serious and cool person, and that her older sister would fall for her.
Perhaps.
Maybe that’s why the boss even ended up with Seo Ji-ah…
“… Wow.”
Ah, anyway.
Sister rice bowl is a bit…
My delusion that I did this and that out of spite after being released has been shattered a long time ago, right?
Seo Ji-ah was definitely not a bad-looking person,
Seo Ha-eun. So, the part-timer is also completely in love with the boss.
The boss too…
In fact, even now that I heard that phone call,
If your boss tells you that you’re marrying your senior, you’ll think it’s a good thing.
Work hard and don’t drive an expensive car.
He has great muscles, good looks, and neat style.
At least they are nice to me and the other employees.
However.
3P with Hinami… Doing it.
If I were to call it a disadvantage, it would be a disadvantage.
Honestly, it’s something you can’t imagine based on common sense.
Madam… , If your senior is similar to me, then I don’t have anything to say, right?
Suppose I dated the boss.
One way or another, Ms. Hinami gave us three people to have sex with… If you suggest doing it, honestly, I think I’ll be okay with it.
… I feel sorry for Jia, whom I became closer with today.
There’s nothing more outrageous than saying something about someone else’s love life.
Anyway, let’s keep our mouths shut.
Because it’s not my job.
**
The holidays are over.
The schedule begins again.
Filming, filming, filming, event, filming, filming since dawn.
I almost miss the meeting with Hwang Soo-ah yesterday, which I did out of a sense of duty.
If you cover up like that, it’s easier because you’re less likely to be caught than you think.
Because I must never cover myself when working.
But what is much more difficult than this constant fatigue.
“Thank you for your hard work, sister~ Be careful going in~”
“… Thank you for your hard work. Sisters.”
“Yes, are you coming? Thank you for your hard work. You guys go in safely too~”
“Manager, please be careful when entering.”
“Ah, yes…”
… Pretend nothing happened.
Sitting next to me, politely greeting the group members who got out of the car first.
Treating Hinami, who shows her lively side, as usual.
“… “You did a great job too.”
“Huh. Still, it’s been a while since I had two days off, so I feel a bit energized.”
How much she knows, she has no idea.
If what that man said was true, he would be teasing me because he knew that I was aware of the relationship between the three of us.
… At least I hung out with my friend’s older sister’s boyfriend.
I don’t think you’d send me a picture like that.
“Ha… Jia, what did you do yesterday?”
“… Because I’m tired. “I slept.”
“Okay? I am… “I came here to meet my boyfriend.”
“Hey…”
“…”
… But.
No matter how quietly I whisper.
Even if you whisper softly in my ear.
When you see him blatantly say something like this while his manager is clearly sitting in the driver’s seat.
Even if it was a friend, I couldn’t trust it easily.
Because he’s the kind of kid who loves to make my heart flutter.
“Ah. Manager oppa, please cover your ears. Because it’s a personal story.”
“Yes, yes.”
While telling the person holding the steering wheel something absurd like asking them to cover their ears.
It’s like a classmate secretly telling a love story during recess.
“On Saturday. We met at the gym, right? We. … Actually, I was playing with your sister for a while, and Joo-hyuk oppa took me to my boyfriend’s house. He is also Ha-eun’s boyfriend. Because he is “A trustworthy person.”
“…”
To me who thought I wouldn’t understand.
… I rarely say anything wrong.
With just a little lie mixed in.
“Anyway. So, I went on a house date with my boyfriend all weekend… , It was good.”
“…”
“Your boyfriend cooked dinner for you yesterday, right? I made curry, and I was surprised that it tasted similar to the one I had in Japan. “He was good at cooking.”
If you look at her face whispering with an excited expression.
… I don’t know how I should react.
How comfortable it would have been if I could have shared the excitement with you like an ordinary friend of this age.
Me too,
If only the other person wasn’t that man.
… It would have been possible to shed the label of an idol for a moment and empathize.
“Oh, and. Yesterday morning… We were sleeping together. Afoot. I also tried a morning kiss… It was very romantic. … Even better than cartoons.”
“…”
I want to block my ears.
Not my ears,
Listen to the manager in front of you.
“… And while you’re still lying on the bed? I stayed still. While hugging.”
It’s not just me, but the other girls in the group often talk dirty when we’re alone, so I’m not really embarrassed.
But.
The very fact that an outsider might hear this story makes my head hurt.
Because there is a contract.
Even if you hear it, the story won’t spread outside.
“Before going to bed, take off… Because I slept. … As our skin touches each other. Just the heart, beans, beans. I’m running. … It was great. Really.”
A scene similar to the photos that still remain on my phone.
… Those vulgar images gradually appear in my head.
The very fact that it can appear in other people’s imaginations.
I don’t like it.
“… Ah. Is it still too early for innocent Jia? … Should I stop talking?”
I didn’t want to know my friend like that.
We lived together for at least a few years,
What kind of person is this?
What kind of person is this?
I thought I knew everything.
… Because I know,
Because it seems more plausible.
Because the terrible photos look more realistic.
I don’t want to think about it.
“Why is there no answer? Jiya. … “If you want to hear it, say you want to hear it. If you don’t want to, say no.”
“… “I don’t want to hear other people’s love stories.”
“Wow, they say I’m a stranger. Isn’t that too much? … “I have no one to brag about other than you.”
“…”
Hinami is also lonely.
I also knew that she was having a hard time.
Otherwise, you wouldn’t have poured nicotine or alcohol into your mouth for me to know.
Still…
I thought I would get through it just as well as I did so far.
Just lean on that guy.
The more I look at Hinami, the more at ease I feel.
I’m angry.
“Jia, you haven’t met the person you like yet.”
“Nothing like that.”
“What. So you’re saying the fans don’t like it?”
“… That’s not what it sounds like.”
“Ehehe, just a joke.”
… I feel like I’m treating all the memories we’ve experienced together like fools.
Even the love for my fans that I recite every day,
Now I can only hear it as a joke.
“You, too, are in love like me… , I don’t know. It would be nice to try love. Does it change the way you look in real life? The world is so shiny.”
“… “I’ll do it once the contract is over.”
“Hey, it’s too late then. “There is love that you can only do when you are young and don’t know what it is like now.”
“You sound like you know everything.”
“Is it because I am currently in progress? Even if you don’t know much, it’s a time when you’re full of confidence. It feels a bit similar to when I debuted successfully?”
“…”
The time when I shine brighter than anyone else,
At least.
I fell in love with that kind of man.
Compare it to now, when the light is being eaten up.
… Because I hate you.
“And, I’m a year older than you. There is such a thing as a year’s worth of experience.”
“… “It will be one month.”
“A month or a year. “A lot of things don’t change, right?”
“…”
Just like back then.
Her face that wants to shine,
… I couldn’t face each other.
If you have lost your light,
I didn’t want to see it as it was lost.
If it’s shining,
As it shines.
Because I was annoyed.
… Because of a man like that,
The fact that it shines itself.
“I have arrived.”
“Ah. … Thank you for your hard work.”
Until the end.
Without facing her vibrant face
I give Hinami a quick wave and then quickly get out of the car.
“… Good job.”
“Yes, Jia, you both worked hard~.”
… Not the friend I knew.
Now I’m not an idol or anything.
She turned into just a woman.
It is clear that she will be treated worse than her older sister who lived a foolish life.
Glancing at Hinami.
As always.
Make a natural forced smile.
Step by step, I head to the top of the house where the man lives.
“…”
Now.
… The only person who would contact me privately.
As I realized that the only part-timer I approached for selfish and impure reasons.
Family too.
Friends too.
Holding on to a cell phone without a lover.
I send a message to the contact information of the part-timer I got yesterday.
Unless I erase that man from my life.
Among the people I know.
… Because I felt like I would never get my brightest and most sparkling friend back.
It doesn’t matter if you lose, cry, feel sad, or suffer.
That man is a drug person.
An effective narcotic pain reliever.
… If my friend touched such a drug.
Helping me quit.
While suffering from withdrawal symptoms,
Something that soothes.
Because it’s something we do as friends.
