Chapter 174 – This Is Mine Now. I Can Do Whatever I Want.(4)
“…What do you mean by that?”
Akawiki desperately hid the embarrassment he felt, and asked as shamelessly as possible.
*
A simple test conducted in a dusty abandoned factory. In the end, the twins Edric, Emil, and Enil failed to get Landfill’s teacher out of the circle drawn with rotten paint on the floor. Edric quietly closed his eyes as if resigned, but Emil and the Emil twins couldn’t accept the result. The conditions were unfair from the beginning, it was impossible in the first place, so this is invalid.
“If you’re someone who deserves ‘deliberation’ in the first place, you won’t have the power to get me out of this circle. What I’ve been paying attention to is not the result, but the process. You guys didn’t understand what ‘deliberation’ I could give you, You didn’t even try to understand. That’s why you guys don’t deserve it.”
What could be given to those who could not even tell whether the sword they wanted to hold was a butcher’s knife, a medical scalpel, or a knight’s longsword?
“In the first place, your elimination was scheduled at the point where you didn’t ask Kurin, your party member.”
“What?”
“Did you guys really think that an ordinary person without any powers said that he would hold out for 5 minutes in this small circle against gold level adventurers? , You should have expected at the same time that I can also handle incarnation. I don’t think I have the intelligence to reason like that?”
“I’ve just finished talking…!!”
“I haven’t done everything yet. If you really wanted to get me out of the circle in the first place, you should have asked Kurin for information about the deliberation. Instead of blindly believing in their lack of skills, they don’t just go out.”
What they did was as if they hadn’t taken a look at the textbook, let alone studied before taking the exam. I didn’t even study the scope of the test, so what kind of confidence did I take the test with?
“Then why didn’t you ask Kurin about it? Because Kurin didn’t participate in the exam? Because he wanted to pass on his own without the help of his friends? No, no. I thought it was similar. Divine power is the power of a god, but at the same time, it is a power that is borrowed from others, which is not original, so it has its limits, and even magic will end when it runs out of magical power. ‘Deliberation’ will certainly not be very different, because of such baseless reasoning. You guys attacked me without preparing. That’s why you lost. Do you still have an excuse left?”
People can’t all be rational. Even if you know what you’re doing isn’t right, don’t stop doing it. They say that they can’t help it because of external pressure factors rather than their own will, or that it’s too late to turn around now, so they have to see the end, or that they understand it with their heads, but their hearts can’t admit it. Those who do not think rationally and are swept away by emotions.
Deliberation is the power of the mind. Emotional control is very important in deliberation. If you don’t know what you feel, you don’t even know what weapon you’re holding in your hand, and even if you’re honest about your feelings, a person who is swept away by them is no different from staggering and losing his balance, unable to control the weight of his weapon. .
These twins do not deserve deliberation. For those who can’t handle their feelings, if I don’t intervene, there’s not even a 0.1% chance of reaching that power, so I don’t have to help them. There is no kite in the first place, and even if you get it, you won’t be able to use it properly.
“No matter how much you don’t understand, the result won’t change. So keep quiet and prepare your mind until you call your guild master.”
When the name of the guild master came up, the twins, who were ready to put a broken blade through my throat, and Edric, who were silently looking at me with disgruntled eyes, hardened their faces.
“What’s wrong? I told you. If you don’t pass the test, I’ll hold you accountable for your rudeness. And the faults of the inferiors are the responsibility of the superiors. The representative of Desperado wants to have a friendly relationship with me. You’re making every effort, but the adventurers belonging to that guild don’t help the guild master’s work, but rather do it because of personal greed. What will the guild master do with you?”
The adventurers’ spirit eventually ended there. It’s like people who run amok in front of the weak, even if they have anger control problems, and then become good at controlling their anger in front of the strong. I was not scared at all, but the guild master was very scared. Edric, the party leader, grabbed the twins by the back of their necks, apologized for bothering me, and hurriedly ran away with the party members.
“Then, since it seems that the business is over, I will start guiding you to the Android A/S center near the original destination…”
“No, wait a minute. First of all… Caspar. I have personal business to take care of here, so can you go back to downtown first and arrange a lodging for us today?”
“Hmm, I see. Sir.”
Blind sniper, after Caspar left, I had a half expression that I didn’t know why, ‘I can’t believe it…? Isn’t that right?’ I took Android 7, which had a half-faced face, deep inside the abandoned factory. Then, taking her to a corner, No. 7 had her back against the wall and lowered her pants. The genitals, which were suppressed in the cramped bottoms, appeared so loudly that it made me think that I heard the sound effect in my ears. When I pulled out my genitalia, No. 7 automatically went into ‘Night Attendance’ mode.
After thrusting her cock into the ona hole that was moistened with the secretion of water gel, she twitched her body thinly… No, I whispered in his ear.
“You didn’t think I really knew that you were inside that body, did you?”
Crushed by me, with the mind of a man but the body of a woman, she startled and trembled.
*
No, it can’t be.
“Sorry, I didn’t understand. Please try recognizing again…”
“Stop pretending that doesn’t work. I said it’s useless.”
It can’t be.
“I didn’t quite understand.”
“If you let go of the pretension until the end… Okay, where should I start explaining? I can help others awaken the power of ‘incarnation’, but my power is not something grandiose like the awakening of ability, to be exact. It is my power to get involved only in the field of ‘desire’ among the mind… And emotions. In fact, this ‘deliberation’ is an unexpected harvest that I unintentionally discovered in the process of controlling the emotion called desire.”
Nonsense. I couldn’t have been caught This, this is just shaming me.
“And I can not only control the desires of others, I can feel the desires of those around me. It’s not like reading thoughts. I don’t know what that person is thinking, but I can’t see what that person desires. I just understand and sympathize with you.”
No, it can’t be. Nonsense.
“At first, I was worried. I just thought that artificial intelligence was so well made that it was hard to distinguish it from real people. But after arriving in this city, I was convinced. It is different from other androids. They are input signals. I just do things that fit my needs, so I don’t feel any desire at all. But, you’re different.”
I desperately acted in order to somehow look like a normal android, but I was caught by such an incomprehensible means? This… Does this make sense?
“I can definitely feel your desire. That’s proof that what you have in your head is not an artificial intelligence built into androids, but a real human consciousness.”
“I’m a relatively recent Android, so isn’t there a possibility that I’ve used artificial intelligence with better performance than previous Androids?”
“No. It’s different. The emotion of desire, the feeling of wanting something, arises when you recognize the world and yourself and feel that you are lacking. An android artificial intelligence built for the purpose of not thinking for itself and moving only at the command of the master. N doesn’t have thoughts of its own, so desires also don’t exist. Well, of course, as artificial intelligence evolves through seeing, experiencing, and learning a lot, it may come to have its own thoughts and feel desires like a human… According to you, you’re an extremely recent android. It doesn’t make sense for you to have desires in your heart.”
Akawiki hasn’t given up yet. Even if he finds out that he’s not just an android, it’s fine as long as he doesn’t find out that the person inside is Aka Wiki, the manager of Metaverse City.
“If what I have in my head isn’t artificial intelligence, then who am I?”
“The android body you are using is from Akawiki.”
“Anyone can manipulate that much. Rather, there is a good chance that those who look at the manager of Metaverse City with a bad eye will sell his name to keep him in check.”
“As soon as we arrived in Metaverse City, the security guards surrounded us. And they said they had been called on someone’s report. If that’s the case, then the person who made the report is a person in a position where he can move the security guards at will, and he was trying to hold me down for a while for some purpose. But, I went to Metaverse City to fix the android. It was a decision I made today, and I didn’t tell anyone else. Yes, unless someone on the inside said it.”
“There is a possibility that someone recognized the master’s face and put in a false report. Because of their loyalty to the manager of Metaverse City, their hasty loyalty to elevate their own city’s representative while lowering the representatives of other cities. “
“I’m not bragging, everyone in Landfill doesn’t know my name and nickname, but not everyone has memorized my face, even though I’ve been spending most of my time at Landfill. But someone from a city I’ve never visited , The landfill people also recognized my face that I couldn’t memorize, and made a false report to take advantage of it?
One and then another.
“In the end, the main point is that what’s inside the body of the machine right now is not the artificial intelligence built into the Android, but someone in a position to move the security, the security force of Metaverse City, at will. And who is that someone? There is only one candidate. The recorder in the delivery box that sent me this android, the owner of the voice recorded in it. Isn’t it time to reveal it? Whether the purpose was to spy on the inside or something else, I don’t know. Regardless. You’ve already been caught.”
Numerous escape routes begin to be blocked one by one. Aka Wiki worked his brain so desperately that his brain was overburdened, somehow adding an excuse.
“What the hell, for what reason do you mean that the administrator of Metaverse City is inside the body of this android? Besides, didn’t you listen to the former master’s night attendant? Akawiki-sama is known as a man. Then, the master said that he had committed a man himself. Are you claiming it?”
“In the first place, I didn’t even know who was in it, and anyway, the body I tasted belonged to a female android. Even if the mind was male, the body was female. So stop sneaking around with such sophistry. Why are you I intend to hear from you from now on whether you brought me to this city without coming out of that body.”
Already wrong No matter what excuses he made, he was already convinced that I was Akawiki. In that case, rather…! Yes send! There are other shells nearby that can transmit my consciousness…
“Do you really think I’ll just let you run away?”
“…!!”
“The Akawiki I met at the conference hall is a cyborg samurai, but the female android in front of me is also an Akawiki? Whatever it is, it’s probably useless now, because I’m blocking it like that.”
What he said was true.
I tried several times to connect to all the accessible terminals in this area and transfer my self-consciousness into them, but every time an error of unknown cause occurred. It was not a problem within the system, but a problem caused by intervention from the outside.
Is this also the power to do something with that ‘deliberation’?
Pooh!
“Hush…?!”
“I told you. You can’t run away.”
Attempts to escape by accessing other terminals and transmitting self-consciousness have already failed. There…
Ugh, my stomach is… Heavy. It’s something I’ve received many times, but today I can clearly feel its presence inside. No, no… I’m a man. I didn’t want to know what it felt like when a woman had a man’s dick inserted into her. There was absolutely no thought of wanting to experience the pleasure a woman would feel during sex…!
“Huh, haaah…!! Heh heh…!♥”
A moan escapes from between the gaping lips. At first, I was able to suppress it desperately because I thought ‘I shouldn’t get caught’, but when I thought ‘I’ve already been caught’, I couldn’t suppress it any longer.
The body he is using now is not a human body part replaced with an artificial body, but a whole body shell composed entirely of metal, pure from the beginning. And the biggest feature of the whole body body is that it does not have to perform most of the life-sustaining activities that are essential as humans.
Blood must flow through the body, the heart must beat in order for the blood to flow, and the mouth must breathe in order for the heart to beat.
However, since the body of a machine is simply supplied with energy, it does not need to perform the life-sustaining activity of breathing, which almost all living creatures must do. There’s no need to breathe because your body doesn’t bleed or your heart beats anyway, and if you just keep your mouth shut, there’s no reason to moan that this human would like. But, unfortunately, things in the world don’t go that way.
Even though it is a body that does not bleed, has no heart to beat non-stop, and does not necessarily need to breathe in and out, the spirit within it is human. The spirit, which has been breathing naturally for decades, could not easily change its existing habits even though it obtained a body that did not need to breathe. So even if you don’t need to breathe, instead of heavy breathing every time you open your mouth to take a breath involuntarily.
“Haaaaang!!♥”
The sweetly melted female voice resounded.
“S-I hate it… This, let it go…! Let it go!! I-I’m a man! I mean a man!!”
Although gender has now ceased to exist, Akawiki was biologically male when he had a body made of organic matter. Just as he still breathes even after becoming a body that does not need to breathe, Akawiki defined and recognized himself as a ‘man’ even now, after becoming neither a man nor a woman. He had long since lost his body to prove that he was a man, so he kept repeating that he was a man in order not to forget that fact.
“A man? You?”
He puts an ominous smile on his lips. When the sticky gaze, which seemed to be actually groping, scattered the body, along with disgust as if dozens of insects crawled all over the body…
“Where are you looking?”
“Ugh…!!”
An intense feeling of pleasure pierced his lower abdomen.
“Ha, ugh…!”
I am a man It’s not a woman, it’s a man. So, looking at a man’s cock, your lower belly heats up, your lower body doesn’t get wet, you don’t pant when your cock gets stuck in a womb that doesn’t exist, and you don’t feel pleasure while having sex with a man. Because I am a man not a woman
“No matter how much you insist… For a man, even breasts that are as soft as glutinous rice cakes.”
“Huh…!”
“Even the chewy pussy that tightens up every time you move.”
“Hak, hehe…!!”
“And I don’t have this sweet voice that makes me moan whenever I move. From that point of view, you’re a woman no matter how you look at it, right?”
“I-I’m a man…! A man! I’m not a woman, heh, I mean…!!”
“I know that?”
The hungry beast, which cornered its wounded prey, licked its lips voraciously, baring its razor-sharp fangs.
“No matter how much you deny it, you’re just a female suffering from pleasure, no matter who sees you. Aren’t you?”
His gaze goes somewhere other than me. What? What are you looking at? What’s there…
“…Ah.”
Dark blue hair. Window on the back. Pretty tall for a woman.
The adventurer called “Sea God’s Spear”, Kurin Tsunase.
Why… Are you here…? The one I left with my colleagues earlier…
“Let go… Let go. Eh, let go of this…!”
“Shhh, stay still. Now, Kurin. How does it look to you? In your eyes… Does this look like a man or a woman?”
I can deny that this man calls me a woman. However, for some reason, I couldn’t deny that a completely different third party saw me as a woman. If two out of three say A, even if what is written is B, it will be A.
I wanted to shut her mouth so she couldn’t answer. But her hand can’t reach it.
I want to keep her mouth shut so he doesn’t ask questions. But his hand doesn’t move.
The only thing I could stop was my own mouth.
“It’s a woman…”
So glad it was. Because I could have prevented him from screaming at the fact that he was denied the fact that he was a man.
The feeling of something inside me breaking apart and sinking deep, and things I can’t quite define…
The intense shock as if the brain is taken out of the head and crushed, and the dizzying pleasure as if drugs were poured directly into the blood vessels simultaneously shatter the head… And fill that empty space with a far-off sense of fullness.
I… Man…
…Was it?
