Chapter 38 – Beginning Part 2: Compromise
Isabella reached out and wiped Cianna’s lips with her hand. Their lips, moistened by each other’s saliva, conveyed a soft and warm warmth to their fingertips.
Isabella smiled her grin, and her fingertips lifted the corners of Cianna’s lips slightly. A crooked grin was drawn on her, as if she were trying to mock her.
“Siana.”
Isabella calls out his name in a low voice. She’s a woman who’s been stealing her attention all over lately. Poor pathetic saint, her new toy.
One sound that spreads in the mouth, a soft ending at the tip of the tongue. Feeling it all
I look at her who has changed so much from when we first met her.
White Jade’s smooth skin was already full of traces from Isabella. Her bruises and minor cuts, but the place that has changed the most is her left wrist, which until recently was full of fresh scars.
Her face, which once knew how to smile brightly and burst into tears like her own child, is now calm and unchanging. On a face devoid of expression, the newly drawn shadows under her eyes and the empty green eyes seemed like a masterpiece created by an artist whose imagery was at stake.
No. This is the result I made
Isabella thought as she swallowed her dry saliva.
She raised the corner of her mouth and put her thumb between Sianna’s lips. Beyond softness, you can feel the soft and moist flesh gently enveloping her fingers, and beyond that, you can feel her evenly closed teeth.
“Open up.”
Isabella commands, tapping her thumb on her ciana’s teeth.
“…”
Sianna feels her jaw open a little more, and she slowly touches her tongue, feeling the hot breath on her fingertips. She pressed her fingers against her slightly gritty, moist, soft tongue.
“We ask well.”
Isabella laughed and removed her finger. A silver skein is created at the fingertips of Sianna and Isabella, who have not yet been able to close the knot. Isabella says with a smile.
“Smile, Siana.”
Her two jade-colored eyes meet Isabella’s purple eyes.
I’ll give you happiness that you won’t regret for choosing freedom that was confined.
There will be no more compulsion to hide your identity, no more pressure to keep secrets.
Beneath me, please me.
I don’t know if it was because of the kiss of self-desperation, or if it was because of the emotional mass that hadn’t been shaken off yet, but Siana’s face was still stained red.
And the corners of her mouth, which had been hardened, lifted upwards, and she smiled weakly and forcefully.
Ah.
It’s really mine now
Isabella felt the lust for conquest in her heart fill in an instant. The saintess, who was once revered and revered by all believers, has now become the perfect plaything.
With her excitement and pleasure, she tries to restrain her slightly trembling hand, strokes Sianna’s head, and examines her body. Isabella slightly frowned at her after confirming that Ciana’s body was in disarray due to her passionate anger with Lucia earlier.
She didn’t want to face such a filthy body the pivotal moment that would redefine her relationship with her and her Sianna.
“Should I wash a little first?”
It was Lucia who stood up in delight at Isabella’s words.
“Really? I was so embarrassed that I wanted to wash it. Get in quick… “
Isabella suppressed her irritation, which was about to rise, she tried in a soft voice.
“No, today only me and Siana will wash separately.”
Lucia’s brown eyes could be seen visibly agitated, but Isabella was unfazed at all.
“Because today is Siana’s first day.”
Normally, she would have accepted Lucia’s pampering to some extent, but today, she did not intend to allow her complaints.
She should never allow her others to look down on her. Because she is the owner
“Follow me.”
Isabella got out of bed and went to the bathroom. She listened slowly to the footsteps behind her.
Ciana followed Isabella into the bathroom. Isabella turned on the faucet in the bathtub in one corner of hers, and hot, steaming water poured out.
Shoot ah-
“…”
The two watched the water fill up in the bathtub in silence. As the water rose to the top of the bathtub, Isabella pushed Cianna away.
“Go in, Siana.”
Cianna did as she was told. As she slowly stepped into the bathtub, she felt the warm water wrap around her body from the tips of her toes. She felt her body relax a bit.
“Close your eyes, Siana.”
Saying that, Isabella dipped her little bath bucket into her tub, then quickly lifted the filled bucket and poured it over Cianna’s head.
Squeeze-
The hot water ran through her hair and dripped back into her bathtub. After she repeated it a few times, Isabella put her bucket down and started lathering her head with soap. Ciana calmly received Isabella’s hand.
Isabella’s hand was kind. As if treating her really dear lover. Shiana quietly closed her eyes and was lost in her thoughts.
It was really irreversible now. Since she was not familiar with Mason, she couldn’t return to her with dignity, so her only option was her Isabella.
All because of her weakness.
Because she wasn’t strong enough to save herself, because she wasn’t strong enough to blame her opponent for her anger and helplessness.
Because she couldn’t overcome her feelings of inferiority, she couldn’t face Mason in the end.
I’m trash
Cianna lightly bit her tongue. It was her definition of herself. Even though she knows that if she doesn’t go back to Young Young Mason, it will also hurt her, but she runs away.
Because of her weakness, she was neither proud nor shameless to her.
Again her head throbbed. Cianna agrees she never thinks of it again. She is already dirty, and there is no point in filling her already filthy self with miserable thoughts.
Cianna stops her thoughts and focuses on her Isabella’s touch. I want to believe that Isabella’s warm and gentle touch, that thin warmth of her, are her own.
“… Isabella.”
Sianna calls Isabella. It’s half words. She was worried that there would be any punishment to follow, but what she returned was a soft answer.
“Why?”
After her long lathering of soap, Isabella began to wash her Ciana’s hair. Cianna tightly closed her eyes.
Only after the warm water ran down her hair a few more times did Sianna open her eyes again. Her Isabella’s eyes were looking down on her. Her hair was also slightly wet from the heat and sweat of her bath.
“… Do you think I am the worst?”
“Worst?”
Isabella asked Cyana back. She took the moment to make sure she heard the words that came out of her mouth.
“… Huh.”
When she said that, Shiana’s expression was gloomy. Isabella almost burst out laughing when she saw her stern expression, as if she would accept anything she said.
How nice do you have to be to be able to say something like this?
It was Isabella’s fault, of course, that prevented her from returning to Mason. In front of the schemer’s device she concocted, Sianna was just a victim dragged around like a marionette.
Could it be that he felt guilty about venting his anger on Lucia?
Isabella looked down again at Cianna, who looked up at her with her empty eyes, not hiding the smile that formed on her lips.
How can you be so different from me?
Like this, even after she becomes an adult, can there be someone with a good heart who hasn’t asked for a t-shirt?
Is that why I crave Cyana? Because she’s got something I’ll never get my hands on?
Isabella smiled brightly and tossed her cyana wet hair to one side. Her face was wet with water, making it even more neat.
“It’s the worst, Siana.”
Isabella told her with her eyes shining.
“It’s not because you couldn’t control your burning body, or because you violated Mason’s brother.”
Isabella grabbed her chin by the tip of her chin and met her eyes with her,
Oh really, I don’t even need to do this. I don’t have to bother her like this anymore.
“You betrayed her faith in Mason, whom you said you loved.”
Your light green eyes full of guilt drive me crazy.
“That is why you are the worst. You can’t be forgiven, you can’t be loved. But,”
Isabella continued to run her Cyanna’s hair through her hair. Just like a wise adult raising a child.
“Because I know that side of you in the first place.”
Isabella continued to whisper in her ear. In a sweet voice, as if confessing her sincerity.
“Rather, I was drawn to you because I saw your human side.”
Isabella cups Cianna’s cheeks with her hands. The two wet cheeks are moist and hot.
“Because I was the only one who wanted to have all of the human Siana, not your now-lost powers or the halo that your position gave you.”
Isabella’s lips brush against Sianna’s ears. Shiana’s body trembled at the sensation.
“Because I like the way you’re embarrassed on the bed but unable to overcome your lust, and the weak way you can’t lift yourself out of misfortune.”
Isabella nudges Cianna’s ear lobe. Could it be because she was relaxed, or did she just get carried away with her touch and the situation, a faint moan was heard from Cianna.
Isabella met Sianna’s eyes again. The shadows in her eyes seemed to have faded a bit. And in its place, something new appeared. She felt a little lust, and a sense of relief, hope that she thought was off.
Sianna’s wet hands found Isabella’s and interlocked them. As if she doesn’t want to miss it.
“… Really?”
She has heard countless calls for her confirmation. But the words she had heard so far, doubts about whether Isabella would keep her promise, were different from what she heard today.
Her demand to instill in her a false certainty, like her last call to rescue.
But this time, she wasn’t lying to Isabella either.
“Huh.”
Isabella replied. The moment she felt strength go into her hand as it gripped her with Shiana,
Cyanna kissed Isabella again. Soft and warm. She took Isabella’s tongue out of her mouth.
It was a kiss that wanted warmth. Isabella picked up on her floor to keep herself from falling, when she suddenly caught something in her hand.
“Whoa…”
After a long kiss, Cianna pressed her lips together and breathed. Her cheeks were flushed red, and her eyes, which were slightly looser, were engulfed in lust little by little. But her lips twitched as if she had something to say.
“… Promise.”
A word that came out after a long hesitation. Isabella waited patiently for her words.
“Make me one promise.”
“What promise?”
Siana stood up from the bathtub. Drops of water drip from her naked body. Her smooth feet climb over her bathtub and up her body as if hugging Isabella.
Cianna buried her head in the nape of Isabella’s neck, as if she didn’t want to show her expression. But her trembling, mumbling voice made me guess Siana’s expression.
“… I won’t even ask you to love only me.”
Cianna’s hand fumbled and she sought Isabella’s hand. To be precise, the thing that Isabella had accidentally picked up earlier.
“Instead.”
Cianna lifted her head and looked at her Isabella. It was a new face. It was still dark and full of incomplete anxiety, but there was a new hope in her eyes.
Right before the fall of the cliff, just as she found a twig she could grab if she reached for it.
“Please don’t abandon me.”
She said in her trembling voice, and she pulled her leash from Isabella’s hand and put it around her own neck.
An item with her initials on it to prove Isabella’s ownership.
“… Well, that’s fine.”
The moment Isabella heard her words, she was hit in the head with a shock.
“I will never leave you either.”
As Isabella listened to her ciana, she felt dizzy. She tried to get up at the moment, but Sianna’s desperate gestures made it much faster.
Cyanna trips Isabella. The smell of her hot steam, the smell of her freshly washed body flesh, and the pleasant smell of Ciana’s body overwhelm Isabella with dizziness.
Both of their bodies trembled. Only each of them would know if it was because they had just gotten out of the hot water, or if it was the shock caused by someone’s desperate words, or if it was because their twisted parts fit together as if they had been put together.
