How the Tutor Survives 61

Chapter 61 – Bifurcation

It was my last day as a private tutor.

Why is it over?

It’s a week with a notice soon.

Progress has already gone and I did everything I could.

“Teacher.”

“Huh.”

Today, I was sitting at a distance like in the old days.

At that time, I want to be like that time or something.

“If you pass this time, will you grant me one wish?”

“Wish?”

I wondered what was different about the children of the house I had.

What did you usually receive?

When I was in the academy, most of the sounds I heard around me seemed to be that kind of conversation.

A wish was enough to be granted.

“Yes.”

“What?”

She was the one who had already received everything.

That’s why I was curious about Seria’s next words.

“You know.”

Seeing that he hesitates because he can’t speak easily, is it because he can’t speak easily?

I’m saying this, but I wanted to see what would come out of seeing all the things I couldn’t see.

“Later. Will you believe me no matter what I say?”

It was a strange feeling.

It was a surprisingly simple wish for something that could not be said easily.

If you wanted to hear whether or not it was accepted, yes.

It wasn’t a wish I couldn’t hear.

It wouldn’t be strange if the word “Only” Came out.

However, what I couldn’t immediately confirm was what I heard a few days ago.

My pain.

My wounds.

The words that she may have been involved in the wound that was not long but remained intense.

You’d be right in thinking that her connection wouldn’t be, but if both of them were she was.

Where did this source of love come from?

No, is this love normal?

Can it be considered normal love to destroy all the people around you just for someone else?

“Teacher.”

She still called me teacher.

A feeling of uneasiness prevented him from answering.

“Okay.”

If I hadn’t heard of it, would I have worried about this?

The story I had heard was confusing my head.

If it was a completely absurd story, he would have dismissed it, telling him not to say nonsense, but the subtly fitting story was enough to create a sense of incongruity.

It’s true that I’ve been helpful to her, but is she worth that much?

I thought so and decided to sort out the rest of my thoughts.

If there is really something, wouldn’t it be okay to go and break up at that time?

If you think with common sense, would you spy on and kidnap people just for love?

It was already a crime, not love.

It was time to get back to work.

It took a long time.

A rather strange first meeting.

It could have ended in a simple business relationship, but somehow it came to the current relationship.

If you told me last year that you were going to be tutoring and that you would have a deep relationship with that student, would I really believe that?

You’d be lucky if you didn’t hear the sound of bullshit.

A long journey was coming to an end.

Our relationship as teachers ended today.

I didn’t know if this relationship would last or end, but it didn’t seem like a problem to think about right now.

After taking a quick look at the last thing organized, the class was over.

The contract is over

Now it was her turn.

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“Then see you after the test.”

Considering her current skills, in fact, it would have been possible for her to pass the exam just by lying down with her for the rest of her time.

A high score is a separate issue.

Still, if you think about the future that you don’t know what will happen, you should be away for a while now.

When I said that to Seria, she was really depressed.

As if it was because of me if I failed the test.

She somehow calmed down and convinced me and left the mansion.

I’ve known him for a while, but this was the first time I’d seen him like this.

“Can’t I meet another woman while I’m taking the test?”

Then why didn’t that sound like a joke when she said she didn’t know what was going to happen to her?

It might have given her goosebumps in some cases, but she decided to think of it because she loved it.

In some cases, it was because she could express that much love.

Suddenly, I remembered that I really don’t know how people’s work will turn out.

How many people in the world would have expected me to be doing this now?

It was a life in which he received an award meaning recognition in this industry and was dating a beautiful aristocratic lady.

It was a development to the extent that even if it was written as a novel, the plausibility was questioned.

It’s been 10 years since I’ve lived as if I’m being chased by something.

The habit of constantly doubting something still remained and prevented me from enjoying life comfortably.

But, not anymore.

I felt like my job was done and it was time to get on with my life.

He is no longer the son of your parents, the son who made your longings come true.

Edward Weiss I will live on my own.

I hope my future life will be a little better than before.

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“We broke up in a good mood, but seeing each other again is strange.”

It was the professor in charge who told me that.

I said goodbye, but I received an award anyway, but it didn’t seem like a little bit that I didn’t even show my face at all.

“Iknow, right.”

Now, it was closer to meeting people as people rather than professors and students, but I still felt like I had to deal with them as professors.

“I have a lot on my mind, but it’s hard to put into words.”

The professor was looking at me with emotion-filled eyes.

I was proud of something, but also embarrassed.

“To think that the thesis, which was not recognized even among professors, would even receive an award…”

Maybe it was because he had a lot of academic knowledge, so he seemed to know the meaning of what had happened to me.

“Thank you professor.”

I had to say something.

“Thanks to the professor, I didn’t give up and kept holding on, so it seems that the same result came out.

In fact, there was a time when I thought that even the professor would not accept it.

Because, from my point of view, my thesis was really radical.

However, the professor accepted and understood my thesis.

If it wasn’t for you, I don’t think I would have come this far.”

Did you say that it is enough for a person who is contemplating an extreme choice to have only one understanding person?

I was no different either.

The two only understanding people had already gone a long way and it was a lonely fight.

The person who silently watched from behind was now in front of me.

After a series of moving scenes, it was time to really talk about the future.

“So you’re not going to look back this way?”

I said it as if I was sad, but I know that is not what I meant.

“I’m going to rest for a bit.”

“Now you’ve accomplished everything, right?”

It didn’t seem wrong.

“First of all, I’ll take a little rest… I’ll have to think a little bit about what I’ve been offered.”

“Fellowes?”

“Yes.”

Come to think of it, it seemed like a pillar book.

A woman from a good family.

In the past, I made a little name for myself, but now I don’t do anything.

This is totally…

“Take care. This place is also bloody, but it’s worse there.”

In an instant, something I thought of before came back to me.

“That’s right, professor. Did you hear anything when you wrote the letter of recommendation this time?”

“Did you hear?”

In that house, he helped me with various things, but he didn’t tell me.

“I was just talking about you, but you said you were asking for a letter of recommendation?”

There was a relationship from the beginning, but it didn’t seem like he said anything to the professor.

Was it really just pure kindness?

Even if you try not to care about that now, old habits keep getting in the way.

Yeah, let’s think of it as a favor.

Because good is good

“Then let’s go.”

“Okay.”

“I’ll come back again when I get a chance.”

“You’ll be busy in the future, so what’s coming?”

I bowed my head and left the room.

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The way out of college was as light as a student on vacation or a soldier on vacation.

If you ask me why I am passing through a road that I have gone back and forth hundreds of times.

Officially, it was because I was a college graduate.

The graduation ceremony was not held because it was a summer graduation, but I felt like I was able to finish a chapter in my life, so I felt indescribable.

A road that has been walked hundreds of times.

A restaurant where you have eaten hundreds of times.

And now, it may be the last, a self-made room.

I recently received an offer.

Wouldn’t you like to tidy up everything and come into the mansion?

I didn’t know what it meant, but I still felt like something was abrupt, so I decided to think about it some more.

I arrived at the room feeling like I was back for the first time.

However, something was placed in front of the door.

It was letters and flowers.

The problem was that the type of flower was not unfamiliar.

In an instant, it felt as if all sides were tightened.

My breathing quickened and I began to break out in a cold sweat.

Broken memories and remaining memories were intertwined and creating wounds in my head.

I managed to catch my breath and try to look at what lay in front of the door again.

I couldn’t know

It was the same flower that had been placed before.

Heina disappeared and was the only thing left.

If there was a difference from then, this time the letter was also placed there.

Where did you go and what did you do so that you couldn’t even write a letter?

I thought I shouldn’t see it, but I felt like I had to read it as a person involved.

Opened the envelope

Even if I went into the room and read it, nothing changed, but I stood there and read the letter.

The sound of falling flowers was heard.

The flowers that had been clumped together were shocked and scattered here and there.

And there…

There were things I wished I hadn’t seen.