Chapter 19 – Balance
At some point, we went back to our original state.
Just as it was when it first saw the light.
The room was filled with only the sound of each other’s bodily fluids craving.
“Chu-eup cold..Chuo-eup..”
No other sounds were heard.
Only two tongues could be heard coveting each other as if today were the last.
The lips fell apart with a cracking sound, but a silver thread remained between them.
The first day they met, they coveted each other without anyone saying anything
There was no meaning of who was in charge. Each other was just somewhere on the border between man and beast.
Since then, the reason has returned little by little as we have met a few more times.
Today, as always, I was indulging Edgar Heina’s two peaks to my heart’s content.
Is there a sense of coziness in knowing something?
After the foreplay, Heina spoke to Ed.
“Today I’ll do it from above.”
Then she laid Ed on the bed and went downstairs to suck his dick.
She seems to be enjoying herself as if she were the last supper.
The emotional satisfaction was added to the physical satisfaction, and the sense of ejaculation rose quickly.
“Hey… I…”
I couldn’t finish her words, but hey, I think I know what Ed’s talking about.
She puts his things down.
Then she started to climb on top of Ed.
“Today I’ll do it from above.”
Positioning her, she lowered her body.
Ed felt pleasure rushing back at the pressure of the warm walls around him.
There was nothing Ed could do today.
It’s just that Heina’s fierce attack hits her whole body.
“Flaw…”
Hey Naga who rocked her waist on top of Ed for 10 minutes
It was the sound she made after accepting the fruit with her body.
When Ed is taking a break from the body’s inevitable mechanism
“Ed, can we still do more?”
It was only after Ed squeezed him more than three times that day that the sound from the room stopped.
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After coveting each other’s everything, they were lying in bed exhausted.
I think I felt like I was exploiting something today.
“Ed.”
“Tutoring, are you going to continue?”
I wonder if Seria did a lot of her words today and made her uneasy.
“I’m anxious. I think Ed will suddenly leave.”
“Yeah, I can understand it with my head? The money Ed pays when we eat.
I know where it comes from and I know what I do for it.”
“But every time you keep going to that house, one side of my heart hurts.”
“At first I thought he was jealous of him.”
“But it’s been a few months since I took tutoring, and I’m jealous of the girl I met for the first time yesterday.
It’s strange. I’m the one next to Ed right now.”
“I don’t know. My feelings. But every time you go, I feel uneasy for no reason.”
I think I heard her lies.
I didn’t hear everything, but the reason I didn’t say it was because there was no way to explain it.
“There’s nothing to worry about.”
“It’s purely for money.”
Seria-san really had no feelings whatsoever.
“I know what’s insecure. But it’ll never happen.”
What should I say to reassure her?
Whatever she says, it’s probably an empty check.
He hugged her
It would be right to express it in action.
“Ed.”
“Promise me”
“I decided to stop doing it until this semester.”
When she looked into her sad eyes, she didn’t know what to say.
“Okay.”
All I could say was that I knew.
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“Miss Seria.”
“Yes, teacher.”
“Please refrain from saying such things next time.”
In fact, none of the things she said were rude or rude.
She had no way of expressing it, so she spoke in an evasive way.
“I don’t think I said much, but I’m sorry if the teacher made you feel uncomfortable.”
Even me saying this, I wonder if it’s right to do it, but how should I do this.
Whatever it is, the moment reality enters, everything becomes strange.
Love too
Lee Sang-do
And
Dreams too.
In terms of love, it is right to hit this tutor right away.
Is it not right to continue to receive love and give love to the object of love?
But love doesn’t fill our stomachs.
You need money to go anywhere and you need money to eat.
It’s important to strike a balance.
But striking that balance is difficult.
I am also one of those people who have a hard time striking that balance.
“Teacher?”
It seems lost in thought.
Seria is looking at me with a worried expression from the side.
“Where are you sick?”
“No. I have a little trouble.”
The tutoring that followed was always the same as usual.
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It was safe to say that it was the standard of tutoring.
It’s been 5 months since this tutoring started.
Everything I had to teach was coming to an end.
Ask if you are willing to extend
From a financial standpoint, it’s okay
It was time to get back into my life.
“If the midterm exam is at the beginning of next month, the tutoring will probably be finished.”
If someone asks me if I quit tutoring because of my boyfriend, it’s not.
From the beginning, the terms of the contract were half a year.
I raised my theoretical grades below the middle to just below the best.
Now she can do it on her own.
He is a gifted child.
She was the one with a sad expression on her face.
“I’m really satisfied, sorry sir.”
“It’s not over yet, so let’s do our best for the rest of the period.”
“I thought you would take responsibility for the notice.”
The word “Responsibility” Was very strange.
“Are you thinking of taking a notice?”
“You know our family.”
“I don’t know.”
“If I can’t go, I’ll go to an arranged marriage somewhere.”
Are you using it as a tool?
The word tool is, but looking at it calmly, it wasn’t wrong.
Even if it really was, I had nothing to say about it.
“I might do it later if the situation arises.”
If I make a living through tutoring, I might be able to meet you again
It wasn’t my situation right now.
I had to go get something I had put down for a while.
I finished the rest of the content and finished the tutoring.
Originally, I would have talked about small things at this time, but
I can’t do that now.
She had to keep some distance from her.
“I’ll stop here for today.”
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The weather in her memories was cold, but
The weather had warmed up before I knew it, and now I felt a little bit of heat.
She was on her way to school on business.
Students who seemed to be freshmen who had just entered college were wandering around.
How do you know if you’re a freshman?
People who have been in school for several years don’t look like that.
It’s not because people don’t know about romance, it’s because they don’t even have time to find romance.
She stopped by the administration office to get things done and went to see Professor Rosalyn, but decided not to.
I didn’t make any appointments, and I was so busy that I didn’t even know I was at school.
As I was leaving the building, I heard someone startled.
I keep going on my way, thinking it’s not me, but my name is called.
“Senior Edward, right?”
My head started spinning.
Are you someone who knows me?
There were a few people I knew other than the professor and Heina.
They usually have graduated or are going to graduate school.
Doesn’t seem like a motive, is it a junior?
There were no juniors I knew personally.
The person you met in the group assignment of a class where many grades gather?
I don’t know if they still exist, but I didn’t have anyone close enough to call them by name.
I decided to look back because I wanted someone.
She was there, a woman with bobbed brown hair.
I don’t know who.
“Excuse me, but who are you?”
She seemed embarrassed by the woman, but she soon revealed her name.
“My name is Eurelia…”
I guess he’s a commoner since he didn’t mention his last name, Eurelia.
However, I am not the kind of person who discriminates against nobles and commoners.
I just didn’t know who he really was.
“I can’t remember, but where have we met before?”
“I used to do a group assignment in a general education class…”
It was a few years ago, so I can’t remember.
There was a woman then. Is she that person?
But that wasn’t the point.
“So what business do you have with me?”
He seemed perplexed.
What is a person really doing?
“If you don’t have anything to say, I’ll leave.”
“Ah, that’s… I did it because it was nice to see you!”
He was a very strange person.
It was a very strange feeling to be greeted by someone you don’t even remember.
“Sorry. I don’t remember very well.”
“Hey…Would you like a cup of tea? I thought it would take me a while to explain.”
I had time, but I didn’t really like drinking tea at the point where I had a lover in the first place.
I’m still anxious these days.
“Because I have a lover. That must be difficult.”
She was the one with the expression on her face.
“Is that so…”
“Let’s go. Then.”
I wondered what kind of person he was.
I moved on and headed for my room.
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I didn’t know much about Edward Weiss, but his rumors were famous in the department.
In fact, it would be more correct to think that he was not very interested in the rumors.
She was only hanging out with Heina at the time.
So there were many rumors that doubted the relationship between the two.
She didn’t want anyone to check the truth.
It was just a story that was consumed as a side dish from time to time.
Rather, now, no matter how hard or easy the difficulty of the test is, monster grades
Most of the rumors about Edward Weiss received.
‘I live by studying all day.’
‘I receive tutoring from a famous wizard.’
Because he was the one who did not participate well in any event, the rumors grew as the years went by.
Eurelia was one of those who heard the rumors.
She didn’t believe it at first, but after seeing him prepare the assignment while listening to the same liberal arts,
She, too, began to believe that her rumors were true.
She said that she did some studying in her grade, but she was her, but after hearing his story,
She was the one she wanted from him to get her advice or something.
She was the one who thought that if we met later in another lecture, she would have to ask someday.
Her hope soon turned out to be impossible.
Because Edward Weiss hasn’t been to school since.
