How Did I Become a Mum 79

Chapter 79 – Episode 79: It’s Only Today.

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What is this?

No… I know what this is, but what is this situation really?

A noble death after a decisive battle with the devil.

I thought about …, But something went wrong.

I knew that the wrong direction was something obscene and low-level, the so-called sexual relationship.

I definitely know what that is.

It is a vulgar act where masculine and feminine qualities are mixed.

However, it was a hasty decision to accept the man’s offer, which obviously included sexual relations.

At the point when I accepted sexual intercourse, it became natural to encounter the male organ, but just having this in front of me stopped my thoughts.

＂… You mean this? Me?”

“Yes. Please suck it.”

“… Sincerely? “I… This?”

“Yes. You should. “You promised, right?”

I thought I could just grit my teeth and endure this guy violating me.

… Oral sex. I never thought I would have to do something called oral or oral sex.

There was also a more vulgar name, what was it?

Maybe it was blowjobs… Fellatio?

As I lived in human society, I never thought I would end up saying obscenities that I learned from listening to what other human women said.

… Okay. Let’s die. Let’s just die.

＂As expected… Just kill me. Please. No? I’ll just bite my tongue and die.”

“Ah. Not today. “I don’t want you to die today.”

This kid also said I told him too much about his weaknesses.

That was right after I heard that I grew up among humans.

Because I want to lose to the devil and survive my miserable life.

Because I don’t want to show shame to humans right now.

And the reason I fell for the candy-coated offer of an opportunity to improve my reputation was because of the impure feelings that arose while living with humans.

This is because, as I was always warned by the other angels, I developed human emotions.

Like he said, it’s like I told him his weakness.

He didn’t tell me exactly, but like a devil who had given up on being human, he was perfect at exploiting my weaknesses and creating wonderful opportunities.

“Please…!! Ah… Ugh… Ugh…!!”

“Puh… Why are you doing this to yourself? Have you lost your mind?”

At least it’s not human, it’s up to the devil.

How dare you call me something like this… I don’t even know what to call you.

Please… I tried to beg, but I quit in anger.

Distracting emotions and actions is also a taboo for angels, but I did it.

That’s why I’m angry, and I’m also angry because my pleading with myself like this is only fun for this devil.

“I will tell you in advance, I am ashamed of myself for being tempted by your suggestion, even if it was just for a moment.”

Death as a human being, not extinction as an angel.

I guess the thing that all humans were so afraid of was not an angel, but a mere creature, even if only for a moment.

“So what I’m doing now is to take responsibility for the consequences of my mistakes. Absolutely no dirty deeds with the devil. Do you understand?”

“Yes, yes. Wow, it’s kind of cliché.”

＂… To add another cliché, I will die by my own hands after today, so just know that. I have become less noble, but I will become noble through death. A chance to renew your reputation? I want it, but a devil like you can’t give me that. By any means.”

＂Haam… The editorial is long. Why don’t you just start? There’s still a lot of left today.”

“… It’s only today.”

Such a shame… Are you yawning just now?

How dare you… On the subject of a devil… Yawn at the seriousness of an angel?

“Ha… I thought I had made up my mind, but I couldn’t get started.”

＂쏏?＂

What is this… This… Unpleasant feeling…

Did you really hit me in the face just now?

It’s not even a hand… Is it?

I’m really dumbfounded.

Even if you get hit… You got hit by that?

… Anyway, when I hit it, it was heavy.

＂Have you never tried melting ice cream or something like that? It would be a bit easier if you think about it like that.”

＂… That is eating. This is not eating. And from the size…”

＂From size?＂

＂… No.＂

Men are definitely proud of their size.

People around me said that those who said they were big were just small, and nine times out of ten, they were just vain.

But just by looking at this devil’s object, it’s big.

It’s my first time seeing a penis in real life, but it’s huge.

So, I don’t want to say the word big.

I don’t want to praise the devil.

＂Ugh… Ugh… Take it away!”

“Then get started quickly.”

Maybe he’s tired of verbally harassing me, but now he’s poking me in the cheek with this.

It feels somewhat soft but warm.

This is incredible because it feels like a part of the human body.

No, it’s gross.

I can almost feel the uncanny valley.

＂No, I have to do it?!＂

The moment I allowed it between my lips, it came in.

This… Male organ came into my mouth.

The touch is somehow pleasantly soft, but I feel bad.

And it’s bad because it’s so big that it makes your jaw tingle.

＂Ahehe… Ahehe… Dramatic…”

Why on earth do you want to put this in my mouth?

Oh, I can’t even pronounce words properly because of this hideous thing.

And it’s annoying. It’s a shame.

Those eyes that seem to be making fun of my pronunciation that is slurred because of my ugly face.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about. Let’s listen after it’s all over. There is nothing more important than this right now.”

＂Right pole…＂

“Relax your lips. It’s a bit surprising if it was intentional. Is it an instinctive action to somehow prevent lips from touching?”

Strength in your lips? Instinctive behavior?

I guess… Is right.

I didn’t know, but my lips were parted so much that my teeth were clearly visible.

Anyway, was it always this difficult to relax your lips and open your mouth?

It’s difficult to do it consciously.

Ugh… Since I cover this with my lips, it really feels like I’m finally holding it in my mouth.

It’s too big for my mouth, so my lips stick together with no room to breathe.

And this is the first time I physically feel that the skin on my lips is thin.

It feels much hotter now with my lips than when I felt it with my cheek.

“It’s somehow cute how those soft lips move. Even the tongue. Are you touching it because it’s fascinating? Instead of tied hands.”

＂…!!＂

Cute? It was so fascinating that I touched it…!!

It’s because my mouth is so full of your stuff right now that I have nowhere to put it!

… But when I put it in my mouth, it was hot.

Something… Something… Seems to be getting stronger.

And it swells even more…

＂Hundreds of millions…＂

That’s right, really. It’s swollen.

Apparently, even though the guy was still, his mouth opened wider and wider, and something started touching his uvula.

Unfamiliar sensation.

Even the feeling of my bones and flesh breaking and tearing is a feeling I am not used to.

The only similar feeling that comes to mind is when I was very young and chewed and swallowed rice cakes on purpose out of curiosity and resistance to the saying that rice cakes should be chewed thoroughly.

My pores are clogged, and I can’t breathe.

Since I can’t see anything, I can’t do anything, so I’m at a loss.

But now, unlike back then, there are people who will pat you on the back.

Even if something happens to me, there is no one to help me.

When I think about this, I suddenly feel scared.

Is this the fear that human women feel when they are pushed into a certain predicament, that men sometimes think is too much?

I’m not supposed to feel this way… Why on earth…

＂Ugh… Uhhh…?＂

Why… Why is this again…!

Also, the tattoo of lust he made is getting hotter.

Are you asking me to suck it up?

No… He’s still so why…

Now I know for sure what kind of heat this is.

At first, I denied it, saying that I, an angel, couldn’t feel it, but this was sexual excitement.

I don’t want to feel this right now.

I don’t want to get excited while sucking something like this…!

“You look like you don’t want to get excited by sucking something like this?”

＂?!＂

＂Now you look like how did you know that?＂

Such a ghostly devil.

＂Puh…! That’s right… What exactly is a tattoo…”

“Suck it. Then I’ll let you know.”

I didn’t want to speak in a way that didn’t sound stupid, so I spit it out, but my mouth was free for less than 3 seconds.

However, these three seconds of freedom confirmed once again the existence of this male organ.

It was only a moment, but this moment somehow made me feel even more overwhelmed than before.

＂… Tsk-＂

It’s disgusting, but it’s actually a mood issue.

It’s not an action that is directly harmful to my body.

So in the end, I sucked it up with the feeling of, “Hey… I don’t know.”

The act of ‘sucking’ something, rather than just biting on something that accidentally entered your mouth.

＂Hehe…＂

I made sure.

As a result, I felt very bad… No, I felt dirty.

That dirty smile was created because of me.

I feel bad because I made him feel better.

… It’s the same.

It’s ruined and dirty anyway.

I feel comfortable using these words.

“Wash it properly. All of your teeth touch. “I’m going to chew it like this, right?”

＂…＂

I really feel like chewing it out, but I decided to do as I’m told today, so I’m holding back.

“Well… It’s at a poor level compared to my other bitches, but I’ll take it into account that it’s my first time as an angel.”

What do you mean… Other bitches?

So you made me do something that bitches do?

And you make bitches do this? Really… You’re like a dirty devil.

It sucks to do something like this… I don’t like it because it feels like you’re daring to judge me.

Should I be offended by this or not?

“Hmm… Do you remember that I said that the engraved side of the vulva can be given a spell that limits the freedom of the engraved side?”

＂Phew…! No matter what I do with my body, I can’t do anything with my mind. My body is only for today…”

“Just suck it. Is it possible to control the mind with this vulva?”

＂?!＂

What?

＂Ugh…! Knock…A Billion…”

“Don’t stop on your own.”

Ah… Okay, so don’t do this… I’m going to throw up!!

Are you really planning on putting it down your throat?…!

“Someday.” It could be today.”

＂Kkakkeok…?＂

Wait, something is strange.

Be sure to answer my self-talk…

“That’s right.”

＂?!＂

I don’t think you can read my thoughts because of this tattoo…

＂There is.＂

No way…!