Chapter 592 – #5-28 the Depression of the Hero Captain (Mer – Remote Humiliation) (1)
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“… Whoa…”
New detention room assigned.
Unlike the previous narrow detention room with a harsh atmosphere, the room was filled with the coziness and interior of a proper motel room.
Mer, lying down on the bed inside, covers her face with her hands and lets out a long sigh.
She has already been spending hours in this room in this helpless state.
None of the planned exploration plans were accomplished.
What comes to mind is that several hours have already passed… What happened during the day.
Meeting the heroes of the 7th division who succumbed to the villain.
I had to watch with intuition as those heroes were toyed with by No. 13.
In front of him… She clearly demonstrated masturbation even though she was ordered to do so.
And ultimately, he was despised and ridiculed by the hateful No. 13.
“…”
Mer turned her body around as she was lying down and buried her face in her pillow.
She had lost motivation and energy in many ways, and she no longer wanted to move from her lying position.
If it just becomes one with this bed like this, I think I will feel satisfied.
‘Okay… It would be more useful to turn into a bed.’
‘The person named Mer is an irredeemable piece of trash… No, it’s not good for her to keep thinking these negative thoughts…’
Mer’s negative thoughts continue to fall down, as if she doesn’t know where she is.
A lot of different things happened.
She was ridiculed by No. 13, but more than anything, when No. 13 mentioned and compared Rahe… She exploded so quickly that she was more ashamed of herself than anything else.
If it had been any other provocation, I would have endured it without any problem until now.
However, I overreacted so much to what happened with Rahe.
It’s like letting her know that this is her Achilles’ heel and that this is my weakness.
That fact made her more embarrassed than being naked and exposing her private parts.
I felt cursed for my own carelessness…
‘There is that too.’
‘I guess I’m a little tired.’
Because of No. 13’s attitude of intentionally not informing people, he didn’t know how long he had been incarcerated… I don’t know much.
However, it is clear that he spent at least ten days here.
Maybe about 20 days. It may have been a full month.
After suffering so much here, her heart is bound to weaken.
Even the light of hope is not visible, or if it is visible, it is only very faint.
At some point, I may have started to feel tired.
No matter how strong the captain’s mental strength is, there is no way he can maintain his steely state forever even in this situation.
Of course, I don’t know if it’s outside the standards of Rahe.
In the first place, Mer is an easy woman who is easily influenced by her surroundings…
‘There might also be an influence of the constellations.’
‘Ending up feeling jealous of others… The reason I keep comparing myself to Rahe is that I lack confidence in myself.’
With her thorough self-objectification, Mer analyzed what she felt about her heartbreak.
Well, that’s it anyway.
So far, Mer has shown a strong and fierce stance both against No. 13 and against Rahe, showing a strong spirit of resistance.
However, as hard as she is on the outside, she may be soft and vulnerable on the inside.
Her small and weak Chihuahua is more aggressive than other dogs.
Fish and shellfish, such as clams, have a harder outer shell to protect their soft inner flesh.
You can think of it as having the same feeling.
Knock-
“… ?”
How helplessly he lay like that.
At the sound of a knock and a light gesture from beyond the door, Mer stood up.
Did someone come… ? Thinking of people who might come, I approach the door.
Let’s jump in and open the door.
There was no one at the door.
“… ?”
Instead, something fell through the gap in the open door.
It was a small-folded piece of paper. I picked up her note and looked around the hallway, but I couldn’t see any other people.
All I can feel is a faint, fading presence.
There is someone I can guess who would do something like this.
Mer was paying attention to the camera installed in her room.
Taking care not to let her camera see the note in her hand, she moved to a corner of the room and opened her note.
Inside the note were several short words and sentences that resembled a password.
At first glance, it seemed like a simple joke.
However, it was accepted by Mer as an order containing important information.
“――Olivia.”
I think about the person who left this note behind.
There was no other candidate than her.
Olivia promised to help her escape, and formed an alliance with her to do so.
Although she is not a very trustworthy opponent, she can be seen as an important key figure for Mer, who has no other means to rely on or a way out.
Mer immediately tore the paper into small pieces and stuffed it into her jacket pocket.
You can just flush it down the toilet later.
“… Now, should I come to my senses?”
Clap!
Mer patting both of her cheeks, bringing back her sagging spirit and motivation
It is inevitable to be heartbroken and upset.
Mer is also human.
When she is stabbed, she bleeds and feels shame and embarrassment just like a normal person.
But she is not just an ordinary person, she is a hero.
He is a hero who must protect the safety and property of citizens from villains, defeat evil, and become an example for many.
She even has the business card of being a captain, which makes her even more exemplary.
She shouldn’t be so self-confident.
A person called a leader should not be looked down upon by a villain or the like.
This is the end of settling for negative thoughts.
From now on, I have to do my job again as a captain.
With that sense of duty, Mer regained her will and motivation and gave strength to her eyes.
Although just a moment ago, her self-esteem seemed to have hit rock bottom.
Now, as if it never happened, the air of a majestic, bold, and extraordinary leader surrounds her.
It is a great attitude change and an amazing self-management ability.
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After that, Mer immediately started meditating.
It was to sort out her magic within herself and at the same time push away her useless thoughts and thoughts and bring out only the emotions she needed.
As a result, enough anger and hatred towards No. 13 were revived within her.
‘You must not forget.’
‘We must not forget the hostility towards that man.’
She has nothing to support herself now, and the only thing she can rely on is her heart.
If she loses her hostility towards No. 13, she will end up like a gentle sheep and fall prey to that wolf-like man.
If that happens, it’s over. She reaches The End.
The most important thing to you now is your heart.
This heart needs to be adjusted so that it never gives in to him.
And I need to sort out my feelings about Rahe.
This heart will most likely become a weakness.
A weakness that No. 13 can only use to make fun of itself.
Jealousy toward Rahe is almost an obsession, so it is almost impossible to clean it up in a short period of time with this level of meditation.
However, it will be possible to prepare your mind in advance by anticipating what No. 13 will say and what No. 13 will say.
– With that feeling, Mer organizes her own mind and sees her hands in the ideal way she wants.
They say that the human mind does not work as it wants.
However, depending on training, the shape of the mind can be shaped into whatever you want.
And this process went quite smoothly.
The daytime events that made her lethargic, her various heartaches and fatigue are dissipating like the morning fog.
Her spirit was once again completed in an unwavering form like her giant tree.
If this goes on just a little longer, you will have developed a mentality that will not be shaken by any insults for the next few days.
That’s right.
If there hadn’t been the slightest interference――I would have done so.
Oh my…
“… ?!”
Mer sat down in a corner of her room and concentrated on her meditation.
But suddenly she felt the sensation of someone groping her body, and she shivered involuntarily.
‘W-what… ?’
A feeling as if something is crawling on the skin.
For a moment, she thought a bug or something had touched her body, but she didn’t see anything.
In the first place, this feeling was more like a bug…
‘Hand… Man’s hand… This is… !’
The feeling, which seemed to simply be groping her shoulder, then moves further down and touches her breast and begins to gently knead it.
Also, something slides into her back and begins to stutter on her buttocks.
―Ah, it’s obvious.
―This is a man’s hand.
This is the sensation of someone groping your body, even your bare skin.
And it was a very familiar feeling.
In fact, he is wearing clothes, and there is no one around him and no one is touching him.
However, she has already experienced the means to cause this phenomenon.
“No. 13… ! Lahe… !”
Mer does not relax his posture for meditation and mutters while gritting his teeth.
Probably, it was stuck somewhere in this hideout facility… Two people from China and Japan caressing and being caressed.
While spitting out her words of resentment towards these two people, Mer now feels a hand reaching for her own sensitive groin…
