Chapter 81 – Chapter 81
A rupture that gives goosebumps all over the body just by hearing it.
In an instant, all accidents stopped.
Do-gyun’s body froze at the unwitting incident.
At the end of the direction where her eyes widened as if they were about to tear, she saw a leg that was bent at an angle that shouldn’t be broken.
Immediately after seeing him, the body that saw him escaped my will and began to walk backwards on its own.
Realizing my situation, I tried to move forward, but the accident distorted by the shock lost its function, and I could not take three steps and stopped.
The thoughts that spread in a daze couldn’t find the words to say and just pursed their lips.
His heart was beating violently, as if it would burst his eardrums, representing his startled feelings.
“Khik…!”
The sound of trembling laughter.
As Do-gyun raised her head with a creaking movement, he saw her smiling as she folded her eyes in the shape of a crescent moon through her long hair.
Again, fear rose.
The paralyzed accident raised its body in a deformed form and let out a fierce scream.
As Eun-seol said, that was a crazy bitch.
It was a monster that should not be calculated in the normal accident category.
Instinct said.
I have to run away.
Do not weave
My heart beats fast and my thoughts flicker. His lungs were tightened by his shattering breath.
After trembling like that for a while, Lee finally stood up and refuted him.
I drew the owner of that body over the messy accident.
It reminded me of whose body the monster was devouring and who I was here for.
Then, Do-gyun, who came to his senses, remembered what he had to do.
‘119!’
I had to call an ambulance.
Eun-ah’s body was injured. That slender leg was broken.
It had to be dealt with quickly, as quickly as possible.
Immediately after, Do-gyun, who had hurriedly turned his head while continuing his thoughts, only then realized that he had no means of contacting the outside world and uttered despair in a daze.
“Ah…”
A feeling of hopelessness creeping up on you.
While she was flustered for a moment, not knowing what to do, the reason that slapped Do-gyun on her cheek ordered her to turn to her right in front of her eyes.
Do-gyun, not knowing what to do, approached him with staggering steps and knelt down on his knees. Eun-chae wrapped her arms around the nape of Do-gyun’s neck and hugged him.
“Kkeuk, keuk…!”
A distorted moan erupted from her pain and exhilaration, and as Do-gyun shuddered at her body, she whispered into Do-gyun’s ear with a cracked voice that sounded like a wind leak.
“Now… Ching, Cha Ha Ha!”
He shrugged his shoulders and smiled while he was talking.
As her do-gyun, startled by him, pulled her away with her jolting movements, she saw her expression contorted and her tears streaming down her face.
The moment when Do-gyun, who was terrified by him, tried to step back from him again.
“…Hey.”
A choked voice was heard.
Startle.
When I looked at her face again at the sound of her voice, I saw her biting her lip with a frown on her face.
“Dressing room, left first, line below work, half…”
Dripping words.
“119… Fire, go…!”
However, the meaning was clear.
A secret came out.
When Do-kyun recognized him, he stood up, and Eun-seol closed his eyes tightly and added a word.
“Quickly…!”
The words he heard were deeply permeated with pain.
Do-gyun, awakened belatedly by the accident, hurriedly moved and let out an urgent cry.
“For a moment! Wait a minute!”
Bang. Do-gyun, who ran so fast that the floor roared and entered the dressing room, followed her words and searched the bottom left shelf and took out his smartphone hidden there.
I couldn’t remember what happened after that.
Just making her phone call somewhere with her crying face, and following her paramedics into an ambulance and heading to her hospital.
They only vaguely came to mind.
*
She was rushed to the hospital and underwent surgery.
Fortunately, the treatment was quick and there was no such thing as having to live with a limp for the rest of my life.
The doctor said that he would stay in the hospital for a while and just focus on his recovery.
Do-gyun’s gaze turned to her leg, which was wrapped in a cast.
Even the slightest movement could cause a shock, so the legs fixed on the bed continued to make my stomach ache.
“…Sorry.”
Let’s talk to her so belatedly I saw her waking her up.
“Done. There was nothing you could do about it. I didn’t expect her to act like that.”
Eun-seol said so and comforted Do-gyun.
Then, Eun-seol moved her gaze and looked at Do-gyun, who was crying, and spoke again.
“Don’t mess around, because you don’t want to see it.”
Saying that, she looked at Do-gyun, who trembled in her body at her words, and smiled and added a word.
“It’s okay because I’m used to it. I think I will be there for a while this time, so let’s take a leisurely look at a book.”
Watching her close her eyes again after saying that, Do-gyun felt her hand tighten and asked her a question.
“…Why did you come out? I kept watching Eun-ah, but there were no signs of her. It was too sudden.”
“It’s a struggle.”
“…Yeah?”
Short answer.
When Do-gyun blankly asked, she added her explanation with her eyes closed.
“I put her body in the gap that was created in the process of making Go Eun-ah face the reality and came out. It’s not your fault, that’s why I said that.”
Immediately after, Eun-seol opened her eyes and cast her gaze at Do-gyun again, then spat out her words.
“Because if I go on like this, it is certain that I will die without being able to do anything. You’re saying this shit to eat shit.”
Continuing her words, she raised the corners of her mouth and delivered her words of praise to Do-gyun.
“You did well. You did the best you could.”
Do-kyun stared at her as she handed her compliments to me.
I know that these are words of self-consolation.
To be honest, I didn’t do well.
I made a hasty move on insufficient grounds and issued this messenger.
If I had thought better, if I had been more careful and moved, I could have made a much better result.
Upset stomach It must be because of disillusionment with oneself.
I wanted to ask why you didn’t resent it.
I wanted to ask why you didn’t reprimand yourself.
However, even as I recall those thoughts, I feel comforted by the words of comfort that were handed to me.
Cowardly, he was comforted by those words.
“…Thank you.”
So, all I could say was thank you.
I felt a strong sense of disillusionment with myself, hiding behind those words to soothe my guilt.
After Do-gyun felt that upset for a moment, her answer came out.
“Star…”
Laughing like it’s not a big deal again fuels disillusionment with oneself.
So, I hope I can’t keep my head down and look at her for a while.
“Listen to everything Ko Eun-chae says.”
She opened her mouth again.
When Do-gyun raised her head at her words, she stared at Do-gyun and continued her words.
“As I said before, Ko Eun-chae cannot say anything that contradicts Ko Eun-ah’s thoughts. So, think of everything Go Eun-chae says as nonsense imitating Go Eun-ah.”
At her words, the incident from a few days ago was replayed.
A creepy voice that whispered love to me.
That will be the word for it.
“The important thing for Go Eun-chae is to let go of my impulses to the fullest. He imitates Go Eun-ah and eats us all because he needs them.”
“I don’t care. What a crazy bitch like that says.”
“Then I’m glad.”
After saying that, he looked at her as she closed her eyes. Do-gyun, who felt awkward in the silence that followed, opened her mouth while looking at the fruit basket on the shelf next to her bed.
“Would you like me to cut an apple?”
“A little bit.”
Do-gyun nodded, and the sound of crunching fruit slicing began to fill the silence created by the two.
*
A week has passed since she was hospitalized.
The hospitalization period diagnosed by the doctor was one and a half months.
There are still a month and a week left until discharge, but I have recovered to the extent that I have to wait for the bones to attach, passing all the critical moments.
The doctor exclaimed in admiration for her phenomenal resilience, but she nodded her head at him in a non-trivial manner.
Do-gyun stared blankly at Eun-seol, who was lying on the bed reading a book.
Am I not getting tired of it? She’s been looking at it all day since I brought it.
Books that give you a headache just by looking at the title.
Filled with curiosity, Do-gyun opened his mouth and asked a question.
“Is that fun?”
In response to the question, her gaze, which had been looking at the book until the day before yesterday, turned to Do-gyun.
“I am just reading.”
Just read Saying that, Do-gyun’s mouth opened once more as he moved his eyes to the book again.
“What is it about?”
“Do you know if I tell you?”
Tone that ignores me.
Do-kyun, who was moved by her feelings, answered her words by gently stretching her shoulders.
“Even if I look like this, did I go to college in Seoul?”
My hometown friends are idiots, but what’s the use of that? I graduated from a university that would make people say “Oh” When they hear it.
It does not mean that it is not at the level of learning.
Recalling that thought, confidently, with the will to not ignore it anymore, I made a fortune like that.
“Good job.”
The short answer came back.
Do-gyun, who was embarrassed by the words he handed to me without even looking at me, scratched the back of his head and spat out a stupid answer.
“Um… Thank you…?”
“Yes.”
What follows is silence.
Feeling that her lips were itching again, her do-gyun glanced at her, and she sighed at the look of her eyes and cast her annoyed gaze at her do-gyun.
“What do you want to say?”
A face full of annoyance.
Looking at him, Do-gyun thought, ‘Did I touch him for nothing?’, And then brushed him off and talked to him.
“I-I’m bored just sitting still…”
It was.
In fact, the reason he kept talking to her right before her was because he was bored.
Anyone who has ever worked in a hospital will understand.
In fact, when it comes to nursing care, it’s all about helping out or running errands, but most of the time is spent sitting down unless the patient runs errands all day long, so my body is twisted out of boredom.
Similar feeling when going to reserve army training.
I’m bored to death, but there’s nothing to do right now, so I need something to pass my time.
That’s why I spoke to him, but he responded with a face full of annoyance, so I felt a little bit depressed.
“No. Look at the book.”
When Do-gyun said that in a slightly hushed voice, she sighed again and threw the smartphone at him in an annoyed tone.
“Don’t bother and see what you like.”
Smartphone falling on my hand.
After understanding the meaning of her words, Do-gyun spat out words of gratitude with a wide smile on his face.
“Thank you!”
“It’s okay, so don’t talk to me. Because it’s annoying.”
“Yep.”
Do-gyun looked at the smartphone in his hand after a long time.
While waiting for the pleasant feeling to flow, Do-gyun saw the missed alarm that floated on his turned-on smartphone and checked him with a tilt of his head.
‘Mom?’
It was her mother’s phone that came through.
Then, after the New Year passed, Do-gyun, filled with a sense of shame as he remembered that he had never called his parents, stood up and spoke to Eun-seol.
“I’ll make a call and come back.”
With her eyes fixed on her book, Do-gyun saw her nod and left her hospital room to call her mother.
A connection sound followed, followed by a phone call.
-Hello?
“Oh, Mom. Why did you call?”
-Does your son not even ask after the new year?
He hits hard from the start.
Feeling embarrassed again, Do-gyun scratched the back of his head and answered.
“Uh… I forgot…”
-Oh hey, you infertile bastard.
“…Sorry…”
I had nothing to say.
I could have made an excuse, but it was an excuse.
– A guy who can’t even handle gold. How could you care for it and then start fiddling with your dick while reading strange articles…
“Oh, why are you talking about that?!”
It’s a start again.
If I do something I don’t like, I always take out my dark history and look at it as an adjutant.
What should I say, when I was in the middle of my high school days, there was an incident where my mother caught me pulling out one shot with obscene language.
That was 13 years ago. A repertoire that has been brewing for 13 years.
I don’t think it’s time to stop, but unfortunately, the beloved classics always had a reason.
– Now you have to stop fiddling with his dick. Didn’t it turn black from being burned? Do it in moderation, boy. Then bone decay.
“Oh, mom!”
Driving me crazy.
That repertoire always stimulated his shame.
-Oh, I’m worried, I’m worried. Can you get married like that? Do you have someone you like?
The story of a marriage that continues without a chance to breathe.
My head is pounding.
And I’ll talk about that for 30 minutes.
When he thought that, Do-kyun felt his backbone pull and stopped.
“I have it! I have someone to meet!”
That’s what I said
Right after.
-Yes? Then bring it to this holiday.
All that could be heard was the voice of a hyena that had captured her prey.
– Let’s see… We have a month and a half left? See you then
Pop-.
The phone hung up, and only then did Do-kyun understand the conversation and shudder.
‘Uh…?’
Says there is someone to meet, and has her mother bring her to him and have a look.
Cold sweat trickles down your back.
‘…Fuck.’
Fucked.
