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Go Into the Muck 25

Go Into the Muck 25

Chapter 25 – Sword Art Online (19)

Realizing something was wrong with Shino, Seo-joon came running in a month.
But it was already too late.
She had fed her robber twice with her bullets. At this rate, she will kill the robber.
She didn’t mean to
It’s just that her slender body couldn’t withstand the recoil, and she deviated far from the area she was originally aiming for and hit him in the head.

‘That’s not allowed.’

Events that cause trauma.
Seo-joon steps out before she experiences her murder.
She goes up and lowers her aiming gun, telling her to be safe.
At the same time, I felt sad inside.

‘If only I had come a little earlier.’

There was a slight time lag in his abilities.
It’s not an instant notification, it’s because it takes time to come here to inform you.
As long as distance is distance, the problem is that there was a time difference of about 1 minute.
Still, Seo-joon decided to finish this job as neatly as possible.

‘Killing is not allowed.’

Murder in front of your eyes?
No matter how much she was saved, it would be an act that would plant her bad feelings and other traumas.
So, Seo-joon decided to deal with it neatly.
Shih, swings the wooden sword he was holding.
After crushing the man’s outstretched wrist with a bone, he immediately turns around and strikes the back of his neck.
When he attacked the back of the neck, he relaxed and controlled himself to only pass out.

“Turn it off.”

As he intended, the man passes out.
Seo-jun, who had finished, looked at Shino, who was in panic.
She was looking in one direction. As she moved her gaze, there was a woman who was presumed to be Shino’s mother, staring at Shino with her terrified face.

‘Shit.’

Seojun bit his lip.
It seems that I couldn’t avoid that.
She is a woman who has suffered from mental illness since her husband died in an accident. But seeing her daughter cause another bloodshed with a gun right in front of her eyes, it would take a toll on her spirit.
Seo-joon hugged Shino, who was crying in panic, and patted her on the back as affectionately as possible.

“I’m sorry I’m late.”

All he could say was this.
I should have planned more thoroughly. No, on the contrary, it would have been different if measures had been taken from the beginning to prevent this from happening.
It’s all his fault that he didn’t do it even though he could.
Seojun felt bitter. The heroines boasted that they would make them happy, but what kind of appearance is this?

‘… I have no choice but to do what I can for now.’

That’s how Seo-joon comforted Shino for a while.
How much time has passed
Paramedics and police arrived after receiving a report. Paramedics took care of the injured, including the robber who had been shot.
Well, if you leave it as it is, you’ll die from excessive bleeding, so there’s nothing you can do about it.
A lot of things happened after that, but it worked out well.

‘Except over there.’

Shino, who is unable to approach her mother who is terrified, and her mother, who avoids such a daughter.
Others didn’t have a happy ending for that mother and daughter.
Pooh-wook, Seo-joon let out a sigh and approached Shino. No matter how much he did, it was difficult to bring back someone who had already been mentally broken.

‘The body is easy, but meddling with other people’s minds is hard.’

Breaking the mind is what he does.
However, restoring his broken spirit was not an easy task, even for Seo-jun.
If I made a mistake, it could turn me into an idiot.

“… Ah.”

Shino blankly looked at Seo-joon who was approaching.
Seeing the dead eyes, Seo-jun felt sorry and said.

“If you need help, call me here.”

He handed me a note with his phone number written on it.
Shino accepted it with a blank face. Seo-joon turned away from Shino, who had been watching it for a while.
For a while, Shino continued to look at the number Seo-jun gave her.

***

Shino’s memories of the days following the incident were not very clear.
When adults in navy uniforms asked for their guns in a tense tone, their fingers stiffened and could not come off.

The numerous red lamps spinning round and round, the yellow tape swaying in the wind, and the pure white light pouring from beyond were dazzling.

It was only after getting into the patrol car that she felt pain in her right shoulder, and when she carefully complained, the police officer hurriedly moved Shino to an ambulance, and she only remembered sparsely.

In the hospital bed, two policewoman constantly asked about the whole incident. She said several times that she wanted to see her mother, but it wasn’t long before that wish came true.

Shino was discharged after three days and went back to her grandparents’ house, but her mother’s hospitalization lasted more than a month. The peaceful daily life before the incident has never returned in the same form.

Thanks to the self-regulation of the mass media, the details of the incident were not reported as they were. However, as the incident occurred in a small provincial town, what happened inside the post office spread like wildfire as rumors added with numerous speculations.

There were definitely things that Shino hadn’t done, and things that spread as if it was her fault.
However, to Shino, the gaze itself was not a problem. She originally had very little interest in belonging to her group from her old days.

However, the marks of her claws left in Shino’s heart by her incident, which did not heal over time, and tormented Shino. After that day, just seeing Shino as a gun brought back vivid memories of her incident, and she fell into a state of extreme shock.

The seizure, which included hyperventilation, rigidity, disorientation, and vomiting, occurred easily when I saw a toy pistol held by a child on the street or when watching a movie on TV.

So, Shino could hardly watch dramas or movies. Several times she has had her seizures because of video material from her social studies class. Relatively safe was the novel.

That’s about as far as I’ve ever fired a gun.
She feared how much worse it would have been if she had accidentally led to murder.

“… Whoa.”

Shino calmed her breathing.
Today, the time has come for training to overcome trauma.
Slowly, I open the desk drawer and take out a box. When I opened the lid, there was something piled up with handkerchiefs.
It was the model gun.

Gulp, her throat moves.
At this point, when was the tension? But you can’t just give up like this. She carefully rolled up her handkerchief.
Then, the black gun barrel slowly appeared.

“Ah…!”

She suddenly caught her tongue in her throat and couldn’t breathe. She felt her stomach contract violently at the same time.

Shino gritted her teeth and squeezed all of her mental strength to wrap her model gun back in her handkerchief. Then she staggered off and turned her sweaty right hand on her doorknob.

As soon as I flipped over the toilet lid and fell face down, hot liquid rose from the bottom of my stomach. Twisting and convulsing, over and over again, he vomited out everything in his body.

“Whoop, whoop.”

When the contraction in her stomach had finally subsided, Shino was exhausted.
He stretched out his left hand and pulled the lever that lowered the water. I barely got up and washed my hands and face over and over again with cold water as if I was biting into my skin at the sink.

Finally, I rinsed my mouth, took a clean towel from the ceiling, wiped my face, and left the bathroom. The ability to think was completely paralyzed.
I returned to my room with numb legs.
Then he put it inside a desk drawer that had been left open. The drawer closed with a thunk, and this time, Shino, who exhausted all her energy, collapsed onto the bed.

Drops of water from her wet bangs ran down her cheeks, mixed with tears, and seeped into the blanket. He kept repeating the same words over and over again in a low voice.

“Save me… Someone, save me… Please, someone…”

Words that I have repeated over and over again.
But no one had ever given her a helping hand.

“… Ah.”

Then suddenly, I remember.
On the day the incident happened, she met the boy who had comforted her.
Only the boy gave warmth. Shino tried her best to picture the boy’s face. However, her memory of that time was too vague from the shock to come to mind.

“… Come to think of it.”

She raised her body
Then he went to the desk and opened the drawer right underneath the model gun.
There was a note on it.

“… Number.”

The phone number on the note.
Shino did not know where this number led. But she was the only warm-hearted boy who told her to contact her if she needed “Help.”
Can I really call you?

“… Let’s do it.”

The worry didn’t last long.
She called on her cell phone.
Turr, ringing beep.
When it was the third time, she clicked and she answered the phone over there.

-Hello?

A voice from the other side.
Shino had heard that voice before.
It was the boy’s.
Realizing that, she felt nervous for some reason. However, she shook off her tension and spoke cautiously.

“Hello I am…”

Asada Shino (15 years old)

Shino Asada (game)

Go Into the Muck

Go Into the Muck

씹덕물 속으로 들어간다
Status: Ongoing Type: Author: , Released: 2021 Native Language: Korean
Let's eat the heroines of the shit.

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