Chapter 65 – Mother 2
“Really… You are beautiful.”
When I received a compliment that was not a compliment, an unknown emotion surged up. Was this how you felt when you were first raped by a man? I’ve given birth to a goblin baby, but did that goblin grow up to be a real son? I was really dumbfounded to the point where I could come up with such silly thoughts, and only silly laughter leaked out as if air had gone out of my lungs.
“I came because I heard my mother’s voice.”
“Why why… Why… ?”
Tears flowed behind the futile thoughts. I don’t know what I’m going to do with myself shedding tears. Fenrir approached me without a word. Would I have done this if the female user was crying in the game? That’s something you don’t know. At least in the game, I was personality trash.
“Do not cry.”
“Can you not cry in this situation?”
“… Pop.”
Laughter came out at Fenrir’s blunt voice. The man who hugged me was a much bigger and stronger person than I was. If he was going to show up, I don’t know why he didn’t show up earlier. Then at least… He wouldn’t have been stuck at the bottom like he is now.
“How did you get here from [Armina Castle]? It’s the end of the continent. There is no record of you using a hearthstone or teleportation.”
“I ran because I didn’t have time.”
“… Even lies are ignorant.”
I spit it out, but I realized later that I had said this in front of that Fenrir, so I was scared for a moment. But for some reason, Fenrir looked at me with a sympathetic look and nodded his head.
Is what’s in there really a replica of my past? Memories of the days when he was already a man are scattered here and there and feel so faint. It might be quicker to say I don’t know now.
“This area is dangerous.”
“Is there anywhere to hide? Like this… I want to live in hiding forever.”
“Of course there is.”
“Okay, then let’s go there. Then… Can you not sell me to a brothel or rape me?”
Fenrir hardened his expression at what I said without thinking. He barely stiffened his expression and simply glared at me in the eyes, and goosebumps ran through his whole body. No one has ever reacted like this even when I said this. Everyone just looked at me with lust-ridden eyes.
So…
“A favor without a price is always risky. That’s what my mother always said.”
“Who are you?”
“I do not know. Because at some point in her life she heard her mother’s voice. That voice hadn’t been heard properly for days.”
I don’t know why Fenrir’s grave voice keeps making me laugh. There’s really no way that monster could be my biological son. However, the phenomenon of update itself was also unrealistic, and this character does not look young just by looking at it from the outside. Judging by the date the character was created, the other side is a few years older.
“But was the voice male or female?”
“It doesn’t matter. The reality that my mother is in front of me is more important.”
“I was never a woman.”
“I do not know. Now is more important.”
I am a very realist. If the reality was irresistible, he would compromise with reality. Maybe that’s why I pushed others like that. If I suddenly hear that the person I thought was my mother is a man, I would be more than surprised and angry.
But is that really me or a game character?
“Can you wake up?”
“Yes… Although my back hurts.”
“[Superlative Healing]”
Fenrir put his hand on my waist and recited the priest’s skill. When it became an advanced job, it was possible to bring some skills from other jobs. But it was worth the price. Priest-type skills deal damage to themselves as much as they heal. It is to heal others by sacrificing yourself.
Of course, my lower back hurts a little now, but this is a woman’s pain. If a man takes on this damage…
“It’s dangerous for the swordsman to use such a skill!”
“No.”
The face of my ideal, which I had customized after a movie star, smiled. If in the past it was just the face of a man I wanted to be like, now it’s strangely heartbreaking… Clumps I tried not to be conscious, but Fenrir put his arm inside my thigh and hugged me again. Could not be ignored.
“Go to your temporary shelter.”
“Hey, wait a minute, huh… !”
Fenrir with steel stamina hugs me and starts running through the rough swamp. Even with so many obstacles, it’s like running on flat ground. Even my body doesn’t shake, so I feel like I’m riding in a top-notch wagon. I really don’t know how many times I’ve laughed. I may have gone really crazy.
The surrounding environment changes in an instant. Since we got out of the swamp area of [Eckdona Castle], It seems to be the plain of the nearby [Alloa Castle]. This castle is very easy to attack and bad to defend, so it is classified as a castle in a neutral area among users. So, new users often come and go.
“Long time no see.”
“There is a temporary shelter in the village outside the castle.”
“Yes… “
The place indicated as a temporary residence was a fantasy-style house commonly found in rural villages near cities. It was a shabby house with the ceiling woven with straw and bare wooden musculature, and the walls made of baked white earth with slight cracks.
I was laid on the bed, hugged. I was healed a while ago and my energy was overflowing, but I didn’t want to move that much. It was the most comfortable day I’ve ever been in this world. I feel comfortable being with people I don’t know at all.
“You might want to ask why I didn’t run right away.”
“You know me? If you were right in front of me, I wouldn’t have gone through this high school.”
“Your mother’s tone seems to have softened a lot. She is a lot different than I thought.”
“By the way, were you originally such a polite character?”
Taken aback by my question, Fenrir looked to his side. I know that because it’s what I did. In front of me, they openly reveal their weaknesses, as if they are not ashamed. I think it’s right to think that it’s at least something that resembles me. But was I really that kind of person… ?
“… I hated obeying my mother.”
“Was it a character strong enough to develop an ego… Lately, there have been times when my body didn’t listen.”
“I didn’t want to go back and take everything from my mother. I have been hearing your hallucinations lately.”
“… Did you hear everything?”
I don’t know what kind of words it may be, but it seems that the words that kept talking about Boncanny Fenrir in the state of being pickled for pleasure in sex and rape were conveyed.
And… There were so many that I couldn’t remember under what circumstances I said those things. I was so ashamed of myself in the past that I buried my head in the duvet and didn’t lift it up.
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– Kkokki oh oh ~~
“Yes… “
The sound of chickens outside is noisy. Chickens around here are so fucking noisy in the morning. I don’t know which chicken in the house makes such a loud cry early in the morning.
I rubbed my sleepy eyes and got up from the bed. Even today, her long hair flutters in the air and flickers in front of her eyes. Today is a wonderful woman’s day! Is a horn.
When I woke up, I wanted to get out of the VR game several times, but it has already been 4 months since I had that dream. It has been one month since he was cleansed after receiving the [Curse of Inma] From the trio who attacked the castle.
As if the war was all over, I am leading a country life in a quiet countryside.
“Grumble… “
Get up, fold the blanket, open the window and hang it out in a sunny place. If you don’t do this, worms will get caught. Unlike the bald strongest, Fenrir easily catches even small insects. But for some reason, I am scared when I see bugs differently from what I think in my head.
When I open the window, the hot sun is pouring in today. When I looked near the bed to dry the blanket, I saw traces of blood I had never seen before.
“Hey… ?”
I was surprised that some animal had died in my crotch at night. And blood soaked my pajamas and dripped onto the floor. It was too late, but I found out what had happened. If you have common sense in reality, this is a story you often hear in science classes and sex education classes in middle and high schools.
When I experienced it myself, it felt like my stomach was gurgling and I was dropping something on my own. It doesn’t hurt at all, but the groin feels hot and wet. I walk to the bucket of water I brought yesterday and wash myself. Since it’s not a city, you can’t expect flush toilets complete with magic circles, but using the Fenrir cheat solves it to some extent.
“Ugh… “
I woke up from a deep sleep and I feel dirty, but even blood drips down. I never thought I would get my first period in 4 months. It also means that you can conceive real men’s children, even if they don’t have ovulation promoters in their semen like goblins.
“Pajamas… I should take it off.”
Strangely, Fenrir is enjoying a petit bourgeois life. She makes a living by catching and selling few animals nearby. It is also to follow my will of not wanting to be seen by others. There are no posters with my face drawn on this countryside, and the shadow of the [Luts] Guild does not reach.
“Phew… It really bothers me.”
It is similar to the dirty feeling of washing your panties after having your first wet dream. It’s the same except that it hurts my eyes more because it’s red instead of white. This, the hole keeps bleeding. Maybe I need to learn how to deal with it. I think I need to stop the bleeding…
“I don’t know.”
I put [Fluffy wool] On top of the new panties and put it on. [Fluffy sheep’s wool] Is not real sheep’s wool, but a fantasy material in the shape of sheep’s wool that has the property of absorbing liquid. The blood seems to be clotted, but I’m in a hurry, so what will happen until I ask the sister next door.
It solves the blood-stained laundry as it is. The laundry piled up just in time, so I solved it at once. Fenrir has plenty of water in her water tank, so it looks like things will be fine soon. Wipe the sweat with your sleeve and set aside the infested fabric.
After roughly finishing the laundry, I had to solve the hardening around the groin. Steps out of the house and puts on her shoes to meet her next door sister. Suddenly, something hard in the groin starts scratching the pubic area. In line with my gait, a hard object gently stimulates the already sensitive crack.
“Ah… What?”
She stopped and squeezed his lower abdomen with both hands. There was no one around, but the feeling of wriggling inside my panties as if I had been subjected to black magic was bad. She quickly ducked into a nearby shade. When she lowered her panties slightly, the red wet [Fluffy wool] Wriggled in the shape of tentacles.
