Chapter 121 – Epilogue: The Old Dream 2
My eyelids opened in the faint moonlight. I opened my eerie eyes and moved my gaze to the bed. My head is throbbing and my whole body is wet with sweat. When I try to turn over, I feel the absence of something that should be in my groin, which I cannot feel.
Waking up on this bed several times, I thought it was a dream. I thought that when I woke up, I would be awake from my dream. But that was just my misunderstanding. I’ve already woken up on this woman’s bed four times. Maybe it’s because it’s on top of this bedroom.
“… I.”
A fine, high voice resounds. It is an objectively beautiful female voice no matter who hears it. It’s a pretty cute voice, too, and it’s coming out of my throat the way I want it to. Even if some people try to make their voices thicker, only childish voices imitating adults come out.
And since yesterday I have a strange feeling. The exact time I go to bed and wake up is not accurate, so I can only guess that it was yesterday. After waking up for the first time, sometimes two days had passed by. Anyway, since the last time, my stomach is boiling hot. Besides, I was terribly attracted to sour food. I want to eat something incredibly sour and soothe my stomach while frowning.
“Are you awake? Perrin.”
“Ah… Woke up.”
“If you feel unwell, I will call another priest.”
“No it’s okay.”
Her middle-aged maid introduced her own name as Bearne. She is said to be an exclusive maid who took care of me even before I became like this. Seeing how sad he looked at me, it seems that he really liked me before. I definitely thought that I was not a good person, but she was said to be a true woman enough to hold the title of [Saint of the Kingdom of God].
… Yes woman
I’m trying to get up, but my head feels dizzy. Still, I didn’t take the class as a pharmacist in Huturu, so I know what these symptoms are. Is anemic I don’t know about the other symptoms because they are conditions caused by so many different diseases. The speed was disgusting, but I persevered.
“Oops, castle… Mr. Perrin. Don’t overdo it.”
“… It’s fine.”
Mild dizziness I still can’t believe in the priests of this world. I can’t believe it even more because I can’t recover well even though I’m in this state of health. I have to find my own prescription. Foods that contain iron… Could there be such a thing in the gaming world? As I approached to support my body from the side, I was pushed away with irritation.
“Even if it’s okay!”
“… Sorry. If you need anything-“
“God. Bring me some sour fruit.”
“All right. Warm yourself up.”
I don’t know what that woman, a mature maid, is thinking. Even when I’m annoyed, she accepts everything without changing her facial expression. No matter how much she is a maid hired by Damian, she seems to be a human being, so it was surprising how she could hide her true feelings.
“…”
And I also seem to be getting weirder. There is a saying that the mind is attracted to the body. As a person living in modern society, I am well aware that hormones greatly affect the mental aspect. Maybe the hormones are playing tricks on my body…
“… No way.”
When I fully raise my body, my lower stomach simmers. It even throbs near the groin. And tears poured out. All the evidence boils down to one. Even though I don’t want to be aware of it, the current state of my body that I become aware of… It is the process of making and emptying the womb every month to receive a child. Caused by changes in human hormones for reproduction… It was a month away.
-Gulp.
There’s no way Damian knows about my physical condition. All he knows is my superficial side for a year. Due to my personality, I wouldn’t have talked about such an embarrassing physical condition with anyone. The traces of me in the past could not be erased, and I had to accept myself even though I couldn’t remember the past. And to some extent, in order to live in the future, I had to accept the female body as well.
But I never thought it would be such a drastic change. As your breasts respond to hormones, they will sag slightly downward. Breasts that are so small that you don’t need underwear feel heavier than you think when you go one cup size bigger. As I let out a sigh, the door opened again and the maid entered.
“Here, [Dartalan Tea]. I think this would be good.”
“Thanks.”
I put the tea that the maid poured into my mouth. Something very sour spreads in your mouth and closes your eyes. And the faint fragrance spread languidly through the body. The five senses send a much more sensitive sense than before. For example, the fragrant smell of tea was mixed with the smell of sweat that came like an uninvited guest.
“Would you like to take a bath? Or would you like me to wipe it?”
“Bath… No, wipe it while I sleep.”
“All right. Then we’ll clean only the places you can see. You have too much cold sweat.”
And it’s embarrassing. I still can’t face my naked body. I was afraid to go to the bathroom, so I closed my eyes even to urinate with my pajamas bottom open on top of the toilet.
The absence of objects is very inexorable. I had no choice but to stand up and look at my plump body, but I still feel ashamed. Anyone who has been swapped overnight can relate.
The maid carefully wiped my forehead with a lukewarm towel. Her touch was very delicate and warm, but in her head, irritation kept rising. Something dizzy and nauseous comes up again. At this rate, even if I woke up, I couldn’t do anything. How on earth do women have to go through such trouble every month?
“… After. I want to be alone.”
“Yes, I’ll bite you in a minute.”
The maids who had come in with Bearne left after arranging the items they had brought. I was left alone again in my huge bedroom. There was a full-length mirror on one side of the wall, but I deliberately didn’t look at it with the curtains open.
But it was strange. The inside of my belly button is tight and my groin keeps throbbing. A strange curiosity soared in my body as well. It is said that in the knowledge learned over the book, there are cases in which sexual desire increases extremely before menstruation. That is… Maybe that’s why. I wondered how this body would feel for the first time since I came to my senses after being [Initialized].
“… No.”
I shook my head. It was desperate. But Damian’s story plays in my head in his voice. It is said that I was trained several times and changed into a succubus after receiving various curses. Is the boiling sexual desire related to that correction? Not.
A few days ago, I mustered up the courage to check the stat window, and as a result, I had deleted all corrections except for the abnormal charm level. There was an [Intermediate Inma Mark], But it seemed to have no effect except for stat correction. Or maybe it wasn’t really erased. Anyway, I mustered up the courage to pull back the curtains towards the mirror.
“… Ugh.”
The lower abdomen is numb. Especially near the clitoris at the top of the labia is throbbing and numb. Just the mere touch of her skin on her silk panties elicited a surge of pleasure. I opened the pajamas that covered my lukewarm body.
The woman reflected in the mirror gave off a very strange atmosphere. Her forepaw is pulled open, revealing her breasts and belly. Her pure white skin was all pink. No matter how much I accept this body as mine, I am excited about a woman’s body. Maybe you’re lucky I don’t know why this is a good thing.
“… Hehe♡”
Looking at the fresh yet red-ripe body of a woman, her fishy sigh leaks out. And the body moves according to my will. Looking in the mirror, I let out a strange sigh on the bed, and my whole body was wet with sweat and had a strange luster. The sense of incongruity that my body was not mine disappeared rapidly after the first day. I reached out and brought it to a secret place in my lower abdomen.
I didn’t want to wet the sheet. So I took out a nearby thin towel and padded it underneath. The liquid that a woman’s body excretes when sexually stimulated will seep out and moisten it. The soft sensation of the towel under her buttocks was subtly stimulating.
“… Ugh fuck.”
I took off my panties when I saw the towel on my butt. The image I see in the mirror is the same as my ideal type. It’s natural because it’s a character I created. Her waist-length silver hair shines in the moonlight. And the silk pajamas are still draped over the top, but the panties are all taken off. The flesh of the crotch was slightly swollen, revealing the delicate pale pink mucous membrane hidden under the white skin.
I spread my legs apart. When I open my thick thighs, I can see how well the flesh inside them has matured. I couldn’t see it with my own eyes, but the reflection in the mirror… It was so erotic and beautiful that it was hard to describe it. I stretched out my fingers and slightly opened the vertically closed skin.
“Huh… ♡”
Along with the cute sound of water, it splits open left and right, exposing pink mucous membranes to the outside air. Originally, the place where the almost brown balls were supposed to be was occupied by a very beautiful and vivid pink mucous membrane. And the hole was so hidden that I didn’t even know where it was. One hand spread with index and middle fingers, the other extended toward the congested clitoris above the genital organ.
-Gulp. Gulp.
It took two big commitments to get my hands on it. Carefully, how does this organ, which is said to be several times more sensitive than a man’s, feel? As my sexual desire soared, I wanted to touch that organ, but I felt sorry for the fear of the unknown at the same time.
… Don’t stop, slow down, fingertips-
“Haguuuuu♡!”
At the mere touch of the tips of my dry fingers, sparkling stars scattered in front of my eyes. The clitoris was so sensitive that I could feel each of the fingerprints of my dry fingers that weren’t wet. The throbbing pleasure pierced the top of my head, and I lightly threw my neck back, let go of my hands, and collapsed onto the bed. In addition, the inner vagina trembles and trembles.
“Sigh… Sigh…”
And now that I’ve come this far, my whole body is very hot. Touching the clitoris seemed to tingle all the organs connected to it. In particular, the hole at the bottom of the mucous membrane was hot and throbbing, and the urge to insert a finger into it and scream and masturbate to one’s heart’s content surged.
… You can’t stop
And I was true to my desires. I quickly picked myself up, stood up, spread them apart again, and pressed my fingers to the mucous membrane and the part where the skin texture changed, feeling the subtle stimulation. It was too intense a moment ago, but now I can feel the stimulation enough to scan the penis. Even if it’s just rubbing the thick skin.
“Sigh… Uh… “
He puts out his finger and courageously stimulates the mucous membrane. When I touch the area where there is a small hole that can be known as the urethra, I feel a thrill again and my head goes white. As I am touching naked skin that I have never seen or even touched because I am ashamed, sensuality and courage continue to rise. Eventually, I took my finger and touched it near the vaginal opening.
“… Yes, ha… ♡ Slowly… Put it in.”
A sly smile comes to mind on your face.
