Chapter 120 – Epilogue: The Old Dream
I woke up from a long sleep.
I didn’t even come back to consciousness, but I saw a canopy woven in a beautiful way through my blurry vision. Behind her was a soft bed covering her skin.
It was a good sheet. At least, it is qualitatively different from the ordinary bed in my room. I was definitely using a full-dive game console and playing games. At least I didn’t fall asleep on an expensive bed even at a glance like this. I guess I’m sleeping in someone else’s house. Hopefully I…
“… Yes.”
A rather high-pitched voice rang out.
The patterns of the translucent canopy curtains in front of me were very splendid. When I raise my body, the soft fabric falls off. It was a garment made of silk. I can’t afford to wear such expensive clothes. When I looked down, I saw that my chest was slightly swollen.
“… What?”
It was the most direct and most appropriate word that spoke my mind. When I reached out and touched my breasts, I could feel the softness of my breasts along with the sensation of soft silk. Besides, I don’t know why the clothes are so expensive. It’s a dress that doesn’t drag the sleeves too much, as if it was tailored to me.
I couldn’t understand what the hell had happened.
When I hurriedly looked around the bedroom, I saw objects that strangely resembled objects from [Thearesia] That I enjoyed. In particular, the pattern engraved on that curtain is a pattern that is mainly used in ‘New Kingdom’. The appearance of the walls and furniture was not very different from what we saw in the game.
But why am I wearing this? And why do I… Are you a woman?
If you stretch your hand out to the groin and touch it, you will feel that it is very smooth. Instead, there were only small cracks that split vertically and closed. There are no peppers that should originally stick out. Let’s think intuitively. I’m dreaming because I’ve been playing the game for so long.
If it’s a dream, I don’t know why it’s a female character and not a [Fenrir] Character. I’ve never played a female character before. Moreover, even in games, it is rare to come to a point where you can smell such sweet perfume. This seems to be the inside of a palace or an expensive inn area.
“Ah… What the hell is going on?”
I can’t understand what the heck is going on. The bright sunlight from the window comes in and draws beautiful patterns between the curtains. It is a weak, soft, formless movement, just like my mental head right now.
While I was panicking, the door to this splendid room was opened. And at that visit, a man wearing an extravagant paladin armor appeared. He was relieved to see the man’s face. It’s Damian. There is no way you don’t know what your friend’s character looks like.
“Damian!”
“Perrin, are you finally awake?”
“… Perrin? What is it?”
“… You don’t remember anything either?”
“Memories or something, you are Damian. Why did I become like this? Is this a game wait for a sec… “
I raised my hand to take off the device and touched my head, but I couldn’t feel anything. Originally, there should be a device near the eye, but I can’t feel anything. What the hell is going on… My head is tired after sleeping for a long time, and everything is full of incongruity, so I don’t know what it is.
“Perrin, no, it would be more familiar to call you Fenrir. You have become the savior of this world.”
“Hey, what kind of bullshit are you? Stop kidding.”
“Well… To begin with, we can’t go back forever. We were transferred to the game world, and you came back through [Reset], A resurrection magic that saves the world and completely resets the mind.”
“… Are you serious about that? Fuck, what kind of April Fool’s Day is it today?”
“It’s okay to come back. Thank god.”
“Hey! Ouch… ! Stop… It’s gross, you bastard!”
Suddenly, Damian whimpered and hugged me tightly. I don’t know what men are doing with each other. When I embraced me as a man, not a woman, a terrible feeling of disgust rose from the depths of my heart. I tried to push the man away, but I couldn’t help it with my [Strength].
“Hey, stop… Help me. I will break my ribs.”
“Oh, yes. Are you okay. [Intermediate healing].”
“… What? Is it a real game?”
When he raises his hand and puts it on my chest and casts his magic, a light yellow light comes out and the body recovers. The painful breathing calmed down in an instant. If this is a game, then I am a character. If that’s the case, you’ll have to go back to the character selection screen and change it.
“What are you doing? Let’s quickly change the character [Menu]… ?”
When I open [Menu], It does not open. I cry out several times. I called anxiously. But no answer came back. Instead, this groovy-looking paladin character in front of me looked at me with an expression so serious that it was disgusting.
… What was this friend’s name?
“… Hmm, Perrin. Everything I say from now on is the truth. Trust me.”
“What kind of fool are you trying to say… Awfully.”
In the form of the character Damian, he expresses his expression and speaks seriously. Unlike what was implemented in [Thearesia Online], I felt a much more serious atmosphere. Maybe this ■■ has really grown up.
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“That’s how it happened.”
“… What kind of dog barking is that-“
“Can’t believe it? I can’t believe it either. Even after we were transferred to the game world, these things happened.”
“I… If it weren’t for those dog-like players, I’d have gone back to my main character.”
“That wasn’t the problem, you… After… Done tormented you until the end. Until I put a knife through his heart. And you… I drove my nails through Beatrice’s heart. Probably, we are the only ones left with the remaining rankers.”
“I can’t apologize until I don’t know. Beatrice was also you in the first place.”
“That is your character. Know.”
What Damien told me so far was very shocking. My guild [Luts] Is said to have been taken over by a guild member who used the nickname [Done] And ruined [Thearesia], Which has turned into reality, into a mess like in the game. The players changed into the personalities of the players they played. In the end, the guild called [Cronos], Which Damian created, destroyed all [Luts], And it is said that only the two of us are left among the players at that time.
Even in the meantime, I seem to have been entangled with the princes and castle lords. I can’t believe that I became a woman… It is said that my main character was actually alive. The most surprising thing about it was the bullshit that I had opened up to the men once in a while.
“Is that true?”
“Yeah, you were really hot-“
“I’m going to be this chew!”
I clenched my fists and stretched out to die, but his hands blocked it too easily. In the first place, because I was transferred to this character – that is to say, a sub-character created for storage – it seemed that I had only the strength of an ordinary woman. He kept extending his fist and tried to hit him several times, but he couldn’t leave a single red mark on his body, let alone hurt him.
“Ugh… Ugh… Pup… You mean you ate it too… Fucking and eating men and saying very proud things.”
“At that time, I had no choice but to do so. And since your maiden was regenerated, it doesn’t matter.”
“That’s not it! Why do I have to live as such a weak woman!”
“After… I don’t know Nandle.”
Damian lowered her head and she let out another deep sigh of her own. It was as if he could see the image of him in reality, who did not smoke even after death. However, since all of his brothers, who were like his own alter ego, died, how would the aftermath be? He suddenly felt a pain in his chest.
Was I this good at empathy? It was strange. Was I such a warm-hearted person… Not. Absolutely not. Rather, if it was similar to [Fenrir], The gilma of [Luts], It would have been similar. Maybe my mind is being dragged into my body.
“So we’re talking between ourselves, Perrin… How will you live?”
“It’s dirty to hear the name Perrin.”
“It’s because it’s the name Done gave me. Because I locked you in a poison workshop and trained you with sexual feelings to make you a very sexy woman.”
“… But my stat window says Perrin, right?”
“Yes. Shall we go see it?”
“No, my mind is afraid to check the sexual corrections written on this body.”
“That is a rather good idea. And you didn’t answer my first question?”
“What did you say?”
“-How are you going to live?”
This is the most important question for me right now. How to live It is impossible to say that what has happened in the past has not happened. But living as a woman is crazy. Because i’m a man Is there any way to go back? This world is like a different world created based on games, so there might be data errors somewhere.
“… We have to find a way back.”
“To the whole world? Or as a man?”
“Both?”
“Wake up the dream. Tens, hundreds, no, tens of thousands of players transferred to this game did the same thing as you over the course of a year. There is no way to go back.”
“… Is it.”
It’s not even surprising. No wonder. There must have been at least tens of thousands of people transferred to this game. The fact that all those people couldn’t find a way to return may mean that we are cut off from reality. It was only then that I felt the reality weighing on me. It’s such a weak body that it seems like it can’t do anything. It’s a strange name called Perrin. That’s me
“Although this may sound like bullshit to you right now. I loved you.”
“…”
These were Damian’s sincere words. When he hears his words, his face heats up and his heart races. It feels like his brain is being crushed. His breath is hot and the area around his groin is itching.
I don’t know if this is the feeling I felt when I was living as the character Perrin. If there was something she could get her hands on right now, she would have picked it up and hit him, but she couldn’t.
“Are you serious?”
“Yes.”
“You just looked so damn cool.”
“… You wouldn’t be the one to say such a thing a long time ago, would you? [Initialization] Isn’t it wrong?”
Damian reached out his big hand and tried to pull it away, so I slammed it away. He even confesses to being a boy, but he doesn’t know what he’s going to do. Honestly, when I look in the mirror, I can see who customized it. It’s a cute and pretty character. If it’s a man, he can’t help but like the appearance.
“Hey! But just burn your hands on my body and bite me. Besides, the bastard who liked big breasts is disgusting… The chicken meat grows.”
“… Yes. By the way, are you really not interested in sex?”
“No, bitch.”
I was just impressed. Still, it’s surprising that her memories of a year are gone. It is a body that has been forced into and trained by men many times. He even said that his body was so hot that he spread his legs and got stabbed by anyone. I… Clearly, I’m not one to be sane and gay.
“… Ah.”
I collapsed with sudden dizziness. Similar to those of anemia. I don’t know if there are any symptoms of anemia in the game. It may have been affected by something similar to a status ailment. As the back of my head touches the soft and fluffy bed, I fall asleep. That bastard shouldn’t touch me.
