Chapter 31 – Part 1
It took just one moment, no more, no less, for the doubt of ‘I can’t believe it’ to be transformed into certainty.
No matter how much I thought about it, that was all there was to it.
That was the reason Gayoung would show that kind of side to me, none other than me.
‘Fucked..’
Of course, apart from being embarrassed and embarrassed, I don’t regret it.
At that time, the moment she impulsively kissed Ga-young’s lips, the pleasure that ran up her body was so immense.
It made me want to feel it again right now.
Anyway, the important thing wasn’t that… It was that Gayoung knew about it.
What should I do.
No, how can I do this?
As for what it felt like, it was like coming home after having fun with friends and finding an enlistment warrant lying on the table in the living room.
It was embarrassing to that extent, no more than that.
Thanks to that, I could clearly feel the sweat dripping down my back. The feeling was so vivid that it made me want to feel it again.
The best I could do in that situation… Was to do my best to hold on to it so that the expression wouldn’t collapse.
It’s one of a kind, isn’t it something you don’t know about?
It could be that Ga-yeong mistook the situation for her dream.
Maybe that’s what makes you so uncomfortable.
I really did my best to manage my expression in order not to miss that tiny possibility. Even in the midst of that, I couldn’t help but break out in a cold sweat.
If someone had looked at my back at this moment, they would have said it was painful.
Even while she was breaking out in a cold sweat like that, Gayoung maintained her polite expression as if she had something to say, and she was silently concentrating on her meal.
She saw it and felt it.
If something big comes, it’s very likely that it will be after a meal.
I honestly didn’t know if I should be relieved that it wasn’t right now, or tremble with fear in the face of the fact that this event would soon be over.
In the meantime, Sena and Gina finished the meal by emptying out the things they had taken for themselves.
Dalgrak-
After the two of them, Gayoung put down the chopsticks she was holding.
The sound sounded like thunder to me. It was definitely a sweet and small sound that resonated in my ears, but should I say it felt like a lightning strike next to me.
“What, do you still have a long time left?”
As I passed by, Senna confirmed that my rice bowl was still more than half full, so I went upstairs and went to the bathroom, saying that I still need to brush my teeth.
I cried out to the back of the two of them, please don’t go, don’t abandon me, but of course it didn’t work.
So, only Gayoung and I were left in the kitchen.
And maybe that was the moment.
“Yuhan.”
Compared to what I had heard yesterday, the voice that had changed a bit heavy was clear and pierced my ears.
“..Yes?”
I wanted to pretend I didn’t hear her, but when her name was called, it was only like I was admitting to her what she had done without her knowledge.
In my heart, I sincerely hope that my face will not be as pale as someone who has seen a ghost.
The moment our eyes met Gayoung’s, what flew towards her face was a complex look that I couldn’t even understand.
“..Aunt?”
The gaze was heavy.
So, at the same time, my heart became heavy.
Should I say it feels like I’ve done something I shouldn’t have done no matter what?
‘You’re really awake…’
What now?
Now what should I do…
Her eyes, which were about to turn wildly, were held back where they belonged, and she frantically repeated those words in her mind.
It must have been that moment.
An awkward smile spread across Gayoung’s face…
“..Nothing.”
‘Uh..?’
“Eat slowly.”
“Yes yes..”
She glossed over her words in that way.
I wonder if he couldn’t bring up such a heavy story against me while I was eating, as if I didn’t even touch a dog when I was eating.
I thought maybe that was the case, but that was it.
Even though she was in a situation where she could make a promise after eating, Ga-yeong said that she should go in and rest, and she went back to her room.
With the words that he will wash the dishes himself, so after eating, soak them in water.
‘No, this.. Lived? Really?’
To be honest, I was more confused than happy.
She couldn’t believe it, because she didn’t think Ga-young would choose her side.
‘But why?’
Why did she make that choice?
He seemed to be complaining that the remaining half of the rice in the bowl would become as hard as scorched rice at this rate, but none of that mattered now.
Because Ga-young felt like her head would explode just by guessing why she made the same choice she just did.
Gayoung’s behavior just now was clearly not typical. No, it was a level that could not even be done with common sense, regardless of whether it was general or not.
So she thought about it once.
If I were in the same position as Gayoung, what choice would she have made?
The answer came quickly.
Because nothing was as simple as that.
I’m sure he either scolded the child who did such a thing or persuaded him by calmly talking to him.
That’s the usual response you’d see.
However, instead of dealing with it that way, Gayoung chose the ridiculous option of ‘avoidance’.
‘Why?’
For me, that just didn’t make sense.
What is it
What the hell made her make that choice?
The speculation continued even after I roughly arranged the breakfast that I didn’t even want to eat anymore and went up to the third floor.
And at the end of that speculation, the thing that shone brightly in my head was—
‘Ah.’
It was one setting related to Gayoung.
In other words, it is the setting that working outside is of a family nature, unlike the common women of this world.
What is important to someone with a family personality?
Needless to say, that would be your home.
So to Ga-young, this family she has built with her own hands and led to this place must be precious. Maybe more than myself.
But what if I had told her there earlier about what she had done behind her back?
The answer was obvious.
Something so precious would be ruined.
Maybe beyond the level of being broken, it could have been shattered.
Of course, after that happens, you will be able to fix it if you put effort into effort.
But is it really the same as before it was broken?
I didn’t know anything else, but I was able to answer that part with confidence.
‘It can’t be.’
The moment I thought about it in my mind, I realized it.
Why did she make the absurd decision to avoid when Ga-young couldn’t even scold me?
She couldn’t
This community, which she had devoted her whole life to, was so precious to her that she could not choose the option of destroying it with her own hands.
‘I see.’
I mean it was
Funny enough, the first thought that came to my mind the moment I reached what could be called Ga-young’s sincerity was that I was disgusted with Ga-young.
I seduced her so that I could only kiss her, but let’s do it for nothing.
Of course, he must have acted without realizing it, but at the time, I thought I was really crazy.
With every breath she took, her desire to lay her body on top of Ga-young’s, even right now, made her hands tremble.
I was like that, so I tried to endure it with just a kiss.
‘I can’t do that.’
Cancer, no way.
If Ga-young chose to run away instead of facing the reality, if that was Ga-young’s true intention…
‘I’ll have to get along with him.’
I don’t know how long she will be able to escape.
Thanks to that, I thought I would have to get up early in the morning for the time being.
That way, she would be able to enter Gayoung’s room without being suspected by Senna or Gina.
It must have been the moment when she even brought her cell phone and set an alarm for a week, saying that her horn was also sweet.
Ding-!
A beep sounded from the phone announcing that a text message had arrived.
To be honest, my heart sank as soon as I heard it.
Because I really wanted to call you now.
But it wasn’t.
If it was a text from Gayoung, her name would have popped up, but it was the first number she had ever seen in her life that was placed in the short notification box.
‘Is it spam?’
Contrary to what was born, ‘Lee Yoo-han”s human relationship was nothing short of heavenly. To the point where I really want to live like this with a face like this.
So there was a high possibility, but she decided to check it out because she didn’t know.
So I went to the inbox with a red mark and checked it, and it was not spam, contrary to my expectations.
‘Ah, he was a college student…’
It was practically nothing but spam.
A text message arrived unexpectedly.
It was none other than Yuhan’s department.
It was obvious that it was a special lecture or something, but if I didn’t get rid of it, I pressed lightly with my finger on the one that was written at the beginning as Creative Writing, with the mindset to get rid of the obvious one mark that would keep bothering my eyes.
‘Huh..?’
However, what came out was completely different from what I expected.
-Nice to meet you, students of the Department of Creative Writing at Noah University. This is student president serin han. It’s not like I’m contacting you…
The text that started in that way goes to the end, and a freshman learning center for new students entering this year is being held, and we are recruiting students who will help by participating in it. They were appealing for their participation.
‘No..’
To be honest, I was dumbfounded.
It’s not like going to play for 2 nights and 3 days, but if you go, you’ll be crazy busy chasing the newbies and telling them if there’s something you don’t know.
I don’t know if recruiting people will work properly.
While muttering, I pressed and copied the number at the end of the message.
Then she slapped it into the box that said she was the recipient of that number and started tapping her phone to write a text message to be sent there.
Roughly speaking, I just became a 3rd grader, so I wonder if 3rd graders can participate as well.
‘Learning place for newbies?’
I can’t stand this.
At the time when Yuhan was diligently writing letters for participation, imagining those who would have just entered their 20s, Serin, who had successfully completed the work of sending group text messages to Yuhan and other students in the Creative Writing Department of Noah University, sighed and sighed. Fell over
It’s hard to believe that she’s a year older than Yuhan. Her young-looking face was dangling like a condom balloon from a garter belt.
What the hell was she worried about? Serene, who was lying on her desk, was sighing deeply when someone kicked the door into the student council room where she was lying face down.
Appearing with her ponytail tied together, she was Hong Jin-hee, who is in charge of general affairs at the student council.
“How are you?”
“Once I sent all the texts.”
“Reply?”
At Jinhee’s question, which was thrown by her to say something quickly and not to be unnecessary, Serene caught her and sighed.
There were no marks on the cell phone that was pushed out toward Jin-hee.
Literally perfect blanks.
Jinhee’s face frowned upon confirming it.
“It’s a big deal.. It’s not like no one applies, right?”
It was less than five minutes after the text message was sent, but Jin-hee’s concerns were not necessarily overblown.
That would also be true, because the outsider temperament of those belonging to the creative writing department she is in was quite famous even within the school.
To put it badly, or to put it well, should I say that he has a strong artistic temperament?
Thanks to this, if only public events were held, the participation rate dropped overwhelmingly compared to other departments.
That’s why this new site was going to be held only with the number of students belonging to the student council rather than accepting participants separately..
“Why do they have food poisoning right now…”
It became impossible to do that.
Even though they didn’t know what they ate wrong, they got along well with norovirus and ended up in the hospital.
She belatedly heard the news and hurriedly started recruiting participants among her current students, but she couldn’t help but feel uneasy.
It must have been the moment when the secretary and the chairman were amicably putting their heads together and groaning.
Ung-ung-
Once again, Serene’s cell phone, which was lying face down on the desk with the owner, vibrated twice briefly.
Serene, who jumped up at the vibration that signaled the arrival of a text message rather than a phone call, confirmed the message that arrived immediately, and soon after, Serene’s body, which had been almost banging her head on her phone, began to tremble.
“What is it… Is it spam?”
The moment when the feeling of disappointment began to emerge in Jin-hee’s eyes, who were casting eyes full of anticipation at him…
“Jinhee..”
A voice trembled as much as her trembling body.
“We… Lived.”
With those words, on the screen of Se-Rin’s phone, which was pushed out toward Jin-Hee–
-Is it possible for the 3rd year to participate? I would like to participate if possible.
A text message had just arrived, none other than Yuhan.
While hanging on to the rather ridiculous title of ‘Uriaceae fantasy species’.
