Chapter 88 – Chapter 88
It wasn’t long before I knew right away that what Jihoon said wasn’t a lie.
No matter how long I waited, it couldn’t be a lie when I thought of the people who never came to the hospital room where Chaerin was recuperating.
If it had been, they would have burst into the hospital room and taken Chaerin home by force, despite the doctors and nurses’ active dissuades before the day had passed.
Nonetheless, seeing as she hasn’t even plucked her nose since a few days later.
“I… I’m really out of it…”
Felt good.
On the one hand, something was disappointing.
If she could just get out of hell like this, she doesn’t know what she’s been doing all this time.
Why did you keep getting hit?
Why the hell did I spend my days boringly and meaninglessly stuck in the corner of my room?
Just thinking about it makes me laugh out loud.
“…”
She turned and looked out of her window.
It was daytime and outside in the dark, snow was constantly falling from the sky.
The look outside the window I’ve been watching until winter comes.
Before, whenever it snowed, I shivered from the cold, but not anymore.
Even though Chaerin was alone in this spacious hospital room, the inside of her room was infinitely warm.
She’d be fine with taking off the blanket and all the clothes she was wearing.
I don’t know if Chaerin can accept such an overbearing treatment.
All of this.
“Jihoon… Lee Jihoon…”
Thanks to that man.
Why is Ji-hoon giving Chae-rin such consideration that there is nothing strange about it?
What are you trying to get?
No matter how much I thought about it, there was nothing I could get from Chaerin.
All I have is a slim body.
“No way…”
Is he also targeting his own body?
Even though he didn’t eat anything, he had a poor body with only skin remaining, but his curved chest and silence followed and pretty face were enough for men to covet.
But he already had a girlfriend named Nayoung.
There was no way he would want Chae-rin, who had left such a girlfriend behind, had nothing, was skinny, and her body was weak, and her body was full of ugly scars.
“I don’t know.”
In addition, speculation was rampant, but there was no plausible reason other than that it was aiming for the body.
What if… Really, if Ji-hoon is aiming for this lousy body.
“I should give it…”
I couldn’t find any other answer.
Just by taking me out of a place like hell, I got a grace that I couldn’t repay even if I devoted my whole life to it.
In addition, you can receive treatment comfortably in a cozy hospital, and they even willingly gave you a place to stay.
No matter how dark he was, no matter how much he received, he was in too many situations.
So he didn’t like it.
Things like chastity, being embraced by a man.
He only resisted the man fiercely because he didn’t want to give it to someone he didn’t like, but if the target was Ji-hoon, the story would be different.
It felt like Chaerin would just open her legs on her own if she wanted to.
No, I will definitely open it up.
To that extent, Chaerin was accepting Lee Ji-hoon favorably.
“Ha…”
He let out a deep sigh.
If you think like this, what else do you do? There is really no guarantee that Ji-hoon will covet Chae-rin’s body.
That’s also true, because she has a girlfriend named Na-young, who boasts an overwhelming beauty as if her flower has been dormant for a long time so that Chae-rin and the like have not come into her eyes at all.
It was clear that she did not want to be greedy and flirt with another woman and end the relationship that had been connected to each other.
So, the worries that Chaerin had just had were meaningless.
“Should I… Wash?”
Her body felt hot and she wanted to wash it.
Chaerin lowered her legs from her bed.
Even though her legs, which were definitely better than before, touched the ground and supported her body, she did not lose her strength and collapse.
Still, she couldn’t help stumbling precariously.
The doctor said it was a side effect of her long-strained body finally being released.
It wasn’t a big problem, and it would be solved by itself over time, but Chaerin didn’t care, and she walked to a small room in the corner of the single-person hospital room.
She entered a private shower that was separate from the bathroom.
She looked around her, admiring the interior of the shower, which was too big for her to use alone, and took off her clothes.
As she unbuttoned her button, the white patient’s gown opened to the sides.
Her meager body, visible right through her mirror, and her bulging breasts even with such a figure were revealed.
More than that, blue bruises and wounds all over the body were the first to catch my eye.
“…”
Looking at these traces, the terrible memories of the past bloomed.
She didn’t do anything wrong, but she remembered being beaten and ended up being raped.
Her body trembled.
It was obviously very warm inside, but it seemed strangely chilly.
Chaerin quickly threw off her pants and caught the water dripping from her sunflowers all over her body.
The water was a bit hot enough to create steam around her, but Chaerin was just right at this temperature.
Chaerin was bathed in water for a while.
She doesn’t even have a clock inside. She gets hit with hot water and how bruised she is.
Little by little she felt her skin turn red and her skin softening.
“Ah…”
She let out a short sigh and took the body wash in her shower towel and wiped her body.
The shower was over only after she wiped the area where she had the scar, excessively.
“Ah…”
After drying his body with a dry towel, Chaerin couldn’t help but sigh again.
That would be too.
“Clothes…”
Because I forgot my clothes.
The new patient uniform is in the cabinet next to the bed, but I forgot to bring it.
Well, Chaerin is using this spacious hospital room alone, and doctors and nurses don’t come in and out of the room unless there’s something special.
Still, she put the wet towel in the laundry basket just in case, then pulled out a new towel and wrapped it around her outside.
After escaping from the warm space created by her hot water stream, her hospital room, which felt only relatively cold, welcomed her.
As she moved her steps, still staggering precariously, to the cabinet next to her bed.
Drooling.
Her heart sank at the sound of her door opening.
But the person who entered her hospital room.
“Hmm…?”
She let out a sigh of relief at the fact that it was none other than Jihoon.
“Did you wash it?”
“Huh…”
She is acting calmly, but his eyes are shaking and he can’t stay still.
He kept going back and forth between his chest and thighs, which even her underwear couldn’t cover.
“Yeah… I’ll get dressed and go out soon.”
“…”
He strangely bent over her and quickly turned around and left the room again.
Throbbing.
Her heart was beating madly.
Is my heart beating so fast with shame? Or is it for some other reason?
I tried to come up with an answer, but the answer didn’t come out at all.
He was just changing into a new hospital gown in the cabinet with a heated face.
“That… Chaerin-ah, have you all changed?”
“Huh…”
Despite not being able to see the voice outside her, she unconsciously nodded her head, then opened her mouth.
“Then I’ll go in.”
“Huh…”
The door opened again and Jihoon came in.
Jihoonie’s eyes went to Chaerin’s legs and chest as before.
This time, he was in a situation where he could not be seen, even if he wanted to, because he was covered by a patient’s uniform.
“For now… Why don’t you sit down?”
As if she was wearing a patient gown, Chaerin was a patient.
When Ji-hoon told the patient to sit down on the bed, Chae-rin immediately lowered her hips.
“Chaerin, maybe your parents…”
She looked at her eyes and continued her words.
“What do you want to do?”
“How do you want to…?”
“It’s literally. If you say you want revenge, I’ll do it.”
“Plural…”
Revenge… Revenge.
She frowned at the unexpected words.
There is a wish that Chae-rin could feel the pain she had suffered so far, but their lives were already crawling to the bottom.
So she’ll self-destruct even if she doesn’t have to step out and get blood on her hands.
“I just want you to leave me alone…”
“Don’t do anything?”
“Huh…”
“…”
When their gazes crossed, it was Chaerin who first looked at her.
She felt her calmed down face heat up again.
“Yes. If you want to. Okay. I’ll leave it alone.”
She didn’t ask why.
Chae-rin said that she seemed to think of herself and didn’t question her. She filled her heart, but her weight towards him became a little bigger.
“But if you change your mind later, feel free to tell me.”
Nod.
“And one more.”
It didn’t end here.
“I was told that I could be discharged from the hospital. When do you want to go home?”
“House…”
The hospital is good, but I noticed it to stay there.
Just being here will keep the money going out.
“Can we go right away…?”
“Right now?”
“Huh…”
“Well… It doesn’t matter. Okay. Wait a minute.”
She left the hospital room with these words.
Left alone with her, Chaerin placed her hand on her chest.
Throbbing.
Heart still beating fast.
She was very curious what this meant.
Later, she is Chae-rin who thought that when Na-yeong comes, she should ask her.
