Chapter 28 – Ep.2 – Knight Commander Neva (5)
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“Hello… Here… “
“Whew… You can’t help it. I’m not doing this because I like it.”
Lie. But why do you look so dirty…
“Here oh… Aww! Ugh!”
Tears flow from Neva’s touching care, which chews it very well and puts it into the mouth so that it is easy to pass.
I think I should have just starved for a few days.
“Puff… You wanted to eat that much, so you have to do it like this… “
“Ayeah… Hehe… “
Neva carefully chews and prepares to feed me,
Seeing that scene, I crawl as far as I can to get away,
In the end, my body, unable to get off the bed, was caught in her hands…
“Ugh!! Ugh!”
… Delivered in that condition.
Like the baby bird that I saw in a documentary one day, eating the food that the mother bird vomits.
I feel like I will die from my mother’s love that continues without knowing the end.
“Ugh… Ugh… “
Neva carefully fed me until she finally filled my stomach, but she said no more about that terrible, soggy mealtime, let’s just skip it.
If you think about it again, the contents that you barely passed over will be pushed upward and you will be subjected to Neva’s cold and resolute [Feeding].
“Ugh… “
Next to me, who is lying on the bed and trying to calm herself down, sits Neva, who pats her head without complaining and with plenty of meaning that she ate well.
With her cheek resting on her own thigh, she ran her hair and her cheeks with her own gentle hand,
He looks down at me with a light smile and eyes dripping with love.
“I did it out of concern, so don’t be too heartbroken. When times are tough, you need help.”
I hate getting help like this…
I just want to go home…
“Anyway. From now on, the two of us will be staying here together. You don’t know when the Philmarks will come in, so you have to stick around like this. Ah! Don’t worry too much though. I will protect it even at the cost of my life… “
It seems that there are no other thoughts in the head of this female knight, only thoughts about me and Philmarck.
The tragic thing is that I was not given a choice, so I had to lie still on this bed and wait for the two women to act.
I don’t like life being swayed around like this…!
“Delrin. What is your answer?”
Neva pauses her stroking hand and waits for my answer.
She would wait for an answer like that if I didn’t respond.
Never passed once Even though we had only recently met, I can feel very vividly how strangely desperate they are towards my reaction.
“… “
It was hard to even spit out the muffled pronunciation, so I just nodded.
Only then, as if satisfied, did Neva stroke her hair again a couple of times, then pull me up and hold me in her arms.
“It’s all because of him… Do not worry. Philmarck will definitely come to this place. I can’t give up on you I know.”
Neva, who holds me a little tighter thinking about Phil Marc, seems to be showing by her actions that she will never take me away.
“Just fix her legs and her tongue, and I’ll kill her right away. So that I can never bother you again… ”
It gives me goosebumps to hear such bitter words come out with a beautiful and elegant voice and a calm expression like an aristocrat.
But for me, when it’s not time to cover the hot water with cold water, I can only hope that Neva will keep Phil Marks at bay and fix her legs and tongue.
If it goes well, it should come out right away…
Even after that, cohabitation with Neva continues.
Washing me, putting me to bed, feeding me, hugging me, and embracing me under the pretext of not being able to separate even for a moment,
In the meantime, we put each other’s bare skin with our heated bodies, and shared a deep kiss,
Even then, he cursed and hated Philmark, hugged me, and repeated dozens of times saying that he would protect me…
In this strange routine of hers, I, dyed by her,
With her scent and soft body,
Sticky saliva,
Warm hands,
It seems to melt into a warm and earnest embrace.
“Delrin. Delrin… Ha ha… Oops… “
Her melting voice that makes me forget even my old name permeates my ears and brain.
This…
Are you protecting it?
You’re protecting me right… ?
“Come on ♡”
Neva sucks on her helpless tongue and rolls it around in her own mouth.
The trustworthy woman who looked so strong is nowhere to be found, and there is only one beautiful woman in front of her eyes.
“Chew… Chun… Phuh… Delrin… !”
Her heavy breath sprays over her face.
“I love you. Love you… I’ll keep it. Please… “
How many times have I heard the word “Protect” In the last few days?
“My Delrin… “
My delrin.
My head is dyed by those two words.
No matter how long I waited, Philmarck never came to find me.
No. Maybe my sense of time is paralyzed due to the daily life of hugging Neva on this bed all day.
However, it is certain that my head is dyed in the dark times with Neva, so if I continue like this, I feel anxiety that I will really become an [Idiot who can’t do anything by myself].
I cannot give up my previous promise to return to the original world. Never.
“Hey…Hee hee… “
“Delrin… “
But is Neva unable to understand what I am saying, or is she ignoring it even though she understands…
Regardless of my refusal, he continues to push his body toward me.
Even if her words aren’t conveyed, her [Her intention to reject] Will be conveyed to her enough through her gestures and facial expressions…
“If you like it so much, why do you keep trying to avoid it? Delrin… Don’t be anxious. I’ll take care of it. It could feed Delrin and our kids for the rest of their lives. She will always be by her side. Worried about being a knight? Are you afraid of dying on the way? You can even renounce your knighthood altogether if you wish. So open your heart properly now.”
Okay.
After all, she also knows her inner thoughts.
That I want to get away from her,
She notices her reluctance to hand over her initiative to her.
However, I can never give up. I have to go back to the original world…
“Look at me. Come on.”
Neva fixes my face.
The deep eyes pour down persistently to have me.
“Nod her head. If we do that, we will now be together always and live happily for the rest of our lives. Nod.”
But I try to avert my eyes and avert my gaze. Even if you can’t turn your head, you can turn your eyes.
“Delrin.”
But her face came closer, and at last to the distance where her soft lips lay lightly over my face,
Now she was so close to her that she couldn’t take her eyes off her.
“Delrin. Nod. I don’t know what you’re thinking, but let’s forget everything and live with me. In this house.”
No… !
I don’t know what the men here are doing, but I can’t live like that!
I’m not from this world, I have a home to return to… !
“Delrin.”
Jjook-
She starts kissing her tenderly.
“Come on. I’ll make you happy. More than anyone else.”
Jjook-
The lovely kiss, which is given every time she finishes talking, has such a strong power that it shakes even my values and outlook on life.
“Ugh… “
This… I couldn’t live my whole life as a pillar west like this…
Have to go back…
“Delrin. I love you. Really. Let’s promise a lifetime be my man I will become a knight of Delrin.”
Jjook-
“We give birth to children who look like us, and live with them in a harmonious family.”
Jjook-
“Swimming… Uh… “
“Okay?”
Jjook-
“Here… “
“Delrin. Don’t be stubborn. I’ll make you forget everything. What kind of life have you lived, what kind of people have you met… I will make your life so happy that you can’t even remember it.”
Ah…
Wouldn’t it be nice to just give up and live like this… ?
Come to think of it, I don’t think Mom or Dad care too much, and the other kids seem to be just fine without me…
Rather than living in the original world where I didn’t study well and didn’t have much money, living here as the husband of the knight commander and playing tangerine…
Smart-
Ah…
Just as he was about to break down for a moment, someone knocks on the door and he manages to come to his senses.
What the hell was I thinking
Have to go back fuck…
“Eww… “
Neva let go of my face for a moment and then yelled at the door.
“Leave it in front of it!”
Perhaps the maid who brought the food was surprised by her scream and ran away in a hurry.
“Ha… “
Neva lets out a deep sigh of hers, and she immediately descends from above me, excusing herself.
“That… Anyway, since we are lovers now, I believe that soon the door of our hearts will also be opened. Just wait a bit. Let’s eat.”
She opens her door and drags a cart laden with her dishes.
A meal just for the two of us will be served today too.
Neva grabs a knife and fork and slices a piece of steak into bite-sized pieces, popping it into her mouth.
She herself chews it first, crushes it into small pieces,
It comes to me and puts it in my mouth…
Fuck…
But, something is strange.
“… !”
Sensing something, Neva hastily spits out her meat and reaches for water to rinse her mouth.
“To… ?”
Courage-
Unfortunately, she fell over in front of her just as she was, unable to hold her own water bottle properly.
What?
What?
“It touched the mucous membrane, so you have to search for it.”
A familiar voice comes from outside the door.
“Sick.”
