Chapter 204 – Ep.13 – Happy Ending (6)
Delrin tries to smile. His effort to smile forced his lips to twitch slightly.
Looking at the queen in that state, Delrin asks again. Please tell me her name When the work is done later, I will come back here to find you.
But the queen was silent. She didn’t listen to Delrin. I was just beaten so many times that I dismissed it as random chatter.
So there was no need for Delrin to rush. His throbbing wrist moved slowly toward his mouth, and as it came within reach of his breath, he swayed briefly with it.
The brightly written tattoo was shining. The language of his old home, now buried in the things of the other world and hard to remember, shone clearly in front of his dry lips.
He didn’t know much about tattoos, but he could feel a few things instinctively.
Tattoos are not easily erased, and once they are erased, there is no going back.
“Huh… “
Following that visceral realization and sensation, Delrin bit his wrist. The tattoo, which he couldn’t swallow with his small mouth, still shimmered and shone.
Seeing Delrin’s irrational behavior, the queen thought about her for a moment, puzzled, and had to figure out if he was using another shallow trick to escape by suicide.
However, his eyes did not contain the vague dejection of those who gave up their lives. She said it rather complicated the Queen’s head.
He seemed determined to do something. Perhaps it was a stupid decision to really die this time, but the Queen instantly sensed that Delrin’s actions were no mere ‘attempt’.
Delrin puts a few tears in his eyes and bites his wrist quite forcefully. If it hadn’t been for the situation where his mouth was biting his own, a scream mixed with pain would have leaked from that weak mouth.
However, all that came out of Delrin’s mouth was saliva that could not be stopped. The saliva flowed quietly through the small gap between the wrist and the lips.
The queen felt unbearable anxiety. As Delrin witnessed her blasphemy, so did the queen feel strange fear as she witnessed Delrin’s self-destruction.
The little boy in front of her was muttering something while biting hard on his own tattoo. Unable to know what it was, the queen decided that she must stop his behavior at once.
Delrin’s tattoo continued to emit light. There was a flash of light in his mouth.
“Stop. What are you doing?”
He rushed over and grabbed his hand and lifted it up, but the boy never let go of his clenched wrist.
A little more force went into his chin and cheeks. To bear the weight, and to bite a little more reliably.
“What? You, wait… “
Only then did the queen realize for sure. What Delrin is about to do, and what determination follows her actions.
It didn’t take too long. Soon, beyond the teeth tearing and crushing his soft skin, he screamed as his skin turned red.
Already the queen had run into Delrin, and she was tangled and tangled, but the small space where she had not much to fall was filled with little creaking sounds.
Their overlapping bodies and arms scraped the floor desperately. The struggle between the two had already gone beyond a simple quarrel.
Even so, it felt static, maybe it was because of the overwhelming difference in power and the rather kind moonlight.
“Town… Nope… “
Delrin’s face flushed red. Lying face to face with the ceiling, he clenched his wrists tenaciously with a trembling red face.
Delrin does not stop to erase the blessing of God engraved there. He can’t stop he has already chosen Before it is too late, he must persevere on the path he has chosen.
Since Delrin couldn’t even bite his own tongue properly, the series of processes was shocking.
Because of his inability to bite properly, his teeth relish and crush his own flesh. A sensation you don’t want to feel is felt in both your mouth and wrist at the same time.
Self-injury is never easy because of the tears of pain that leak out automatically and the instinct to try to protect the comfort of the body.
Of course, his inability to properly see the blood is also to blame for the queen hugging Delrin with her back pressed against her floor.
Her arms are wrapped around Delrin’s neck. It, already full of her strength, she struggled to burst, clutching Delrin’s neck and her arms.
Due to the lack of blood flow, Delrin’s face is getting redder. Saliva leaking from his mouth drips down the nape of her neck and onto the face of the queen behind her, and small droplets of blood barely seep into her own mouth.
“What are you doing now… ! Delrin, do you know what you’re doing… ?”
Delrin’s legs hurriedly wander through the air. Reflexively, he struggles to and fro, looking for a place to stay, but now, lying face down looking at the ceiling, he has nowhere to lean on.
Her wrist, which she had bitten as hard as she could, eventually fell out of Delrin’s mouth as the queen strangled her and pulled her out.
“Cheup, kuck… “
“Are you insane? Huh? Why, do you want to bite off all of these things, give up everything, and just live like other men?”
From the queen’s point of view, it was completely unacceptable and stupid. She gave up the power of God given to her. It makes no sense.
“Huh… ! Do you know what you are doing right now!?”
Her embarrassment forms beads of sweat on her forehead. It’s been a long time since I lost my composure. You have to stop the nonsense that is about to unfold right in front of her eyes.
“You just have to choose me. What is so difficult Why are you doing this… !”
The Queen can never understand her Delrin’s behavior. She is about to give up something she has, and she can’t accept her stupid and weak attitude.
She never gave up on anything. What she wanted she had, what she wanted to break she broke, and what she liked she did without hesitation.
But when I look at Delrin, I always get the feeling that something is collapsing. Unlike her own life, which must have been her correct answer, she is full of contradictions in everything the little boy chooses and does.
It is the same now. The queen held onto Delrin’s wrist as if frightened, but the red energy was already full of red energy on that thin thing, as if she would explode at any moment.
Seeing the subtle light through the marks of her sharp teeth, she moves her hand hastily. She fears it will somehow disappear, and she clutches her Delrin’s wrist to somehow protect her tattoo.
However,
Nothing changes. While the Queen fretfully watches her reaction, she is relieved that nothing has changed.
Haha… Then it is. It can’t be. Where is the idiot who rejects protection? First of all, this is a gift from God. Whether you like it or not, you have to live with everything God has given you. That is natural.”
Sighing and exhaling, the two overlapped and stayed in that state for a while longer. In the meantime, the queen does not rest her mouth. To reclaim her composure from the little nastiness that made her feel uneasy, and from her stupid eccentricity, which her Delrin exhibited.
“There’s no way those selfish gods would do you a favor. What about those trash? Even though everyone sincerely hopes for a miracle, in the end, nothing is done. You just have to look at it from afar.”
She laughs hard She squeezes Delrin into a hug, but she laughs hard as she stares at the lonely, empty ceiling. Giving her a good laugh makes her feel a little better.
“And I mean. I know everything. You can never give up Without that, what would you be? There is nothing. He’s no different from other men, and he doesn’t have any special skills. Isn’t it the best life to live by flirting with a woman? What can I do alone? What can you do?”
However, something is strange.
“Stubborn, doing disrespectful things, being ungrateful, and ruining every single thing… “
The light fades little by little. As if something inside Delrin’s body was leaking out, little by little the streaks of light began to fade, and their sharpness began to fade.
“… That’s why I like you.”
Blood dripped from the area where the front teeth were lightly dug in. Delrin’s helpless eyes stare at the tiny fruit, and she sheds a tear as if in response.
“So stop now. How long have you been dating these girls? It wasn’t long ago. Eventually you’ll forget everything. That I love them more than all of them put together. I will make you as happy as you are. Both of us can be happy… “
Little drops of blood fall on Delrin’s eyes like pretty petals. Red love flows in one eye, and faint sadness flows in the other.
“Therefore… Ah… ?”
The boy recalls a phrase he once heard. He recalls a sentence that he used to talk about, red or blue.
“What, what… “
Now I think I know a little bit about what that means.