Chapter 182 – Ep.12 – Voice
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My head is full of queens.
Memories that once started to come rush to me to the point where I can’t handle them. It would be nice if I could remember it slowly, but the intense look of her queen haunts me to the point of dizziness.
‘Fucked up, fucked up… Really fucked up… ‘
Perhaps because of anxiety, her feet move around involuntarily. Thanks to that, even in the midst of breaking out in a cold sweat, I am wandering around without hesitation.
My older sisters are standing in a circle around me. Of course, not everyone is as serious as me. They do not yet know the future of facing her queen.
‘Fuck, fuck, fuck… ‘
“Seobangnim, what are you trembling about? Is it because it’s cold? This Kaede will share some of her body heat!”
Even in this serious situation, Kaede confidently wags her tail and hugs me tightly.
“Oops… “
“Ahaha! Sir, what is there to be ashamed of? Hug the first wife and get some rest.”
I like her confident demeanor, convinced that she is her first wife, but for now, even saying that I will protect her doesn’t help anything.
Because I saw the future where I was being captured.
Carried away, her only arm shackled,
Because I saw the future tremble beneath the Queen’s feet…
“First, before riding on the back of the whale, strengthen it with the bond of soul. You don’t know what kind of baby there will be there. “
Rico tells me, throwing her dagger and repeating her catch. Rico’s hardened face and the precise movements of her dagger add weight to her words.
She must have been quite upset that Kaede hugged me.
“In the meantime, you’ve been fucking good at rice cakes. If I count all those times and strengthen it, I’ll kill all the demons with one finger.”
Rico’s confidence.
Of course, I agree, but now is not the time to worry about demons and all.
Maybe good
First of all, I have to tell my sisters… ?
No, just talking about it creates problems. If I’m going to tell you about the queen who’s been around her, I have to tell you about Helen’s abilities, and to do that, I have to tell you about my secret meeting with Helen…
“Yes, once… Crab… Do! Kaede-nee, get out of the way now!”
In the end, I keep my mouth shut and keep it a secret. I try hard to act while drenched in a cold sweat. It would be better not to say anything for now. Because…
[Shh]
Because Helen shut her mouth with a sweet smile.
I know the meaning of the little wink she gives as she puts her index finger close to her lips.
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“Cheechi noona is number 71. Climaxed 63 times, climaxed 8 times… “
“This, this, stupid! You don’t even have to say that!”
Boom-!
Oh, it hurts so much…
Until now, I have read the other noonas in detail, but only she is very angry with herself. Everyone knows that I faint every day and go back and forth, but it’s just unusual.
Anyway, hit her head with honey chestnut, and while holding her tingling pain as it is, she strengthens Chi-Chi sister. Now, Chichi noona can also strengthen her favorability beyond 100.
“Yes… I did it once. Ah. That’s twice… “
Reinforcement proceeds fairly smoothly. Apparently my luck isn’t that bad.
However, my head is full of bigger troubles and worries than the flicking of my fingers.
“Twice, I’ll be able to catch slime by myself. Congratulations, gum milk.”
“Why don’t you speak nicely? If you can’t do it pretty, you might as well shut it up!”
Whether they know it or not, the older sisters mock each other by mentioning their strengthening status, or just open and close their fists while testing their own strength.
My head, on the other hand, is a mess with worries about the queen. How are you getting caught? No, in the first place, how did you get through all the noonas and catch me?
I want to tell my sisters right now.
‘Since I’ve seen the future where the queen takes me, she keeps me safe from now on. If you do this, you will be dragged away, cut off all your arms and legs, and imprisoned!’
Having said that, I would like to discuss alternatives.
But it can’t be.
If I just say it here, things may go wrong.
“I can feel everyone getting stronger. It’s believable. I wish you blessings on the glorious path of the warriors.”
Helen.
There is a reason why the Archbishop in black is stopping him. She, of course, has a lot of doubts about her, but at least she’s certain that she fends off my threats.
So, first of all, I am waiting in silence after listening to Helen. Why should she hear Helen shut her mouth?
Informing the older sisters can be done at any time, so it is only right to listen to Helen first and wait for the right time.
She has come to her aid again and again…
Was However, when I get entangled with Helen, I keep getting anxious.
Why? Why?
No, more than that, I keep asking questions.
I wish I could have told you about being captured by the elves. No, before that, I wanted you to tell me about Neva’s kidnapping of me.
I know Helen is helping her out for me, but I keep getting suspicious of Helen.
It certainly warns me of danger, but…
Helen doesn’t tell me all the dangers that come my way, she shows only some of them.
She pushes the future she wants to show me. That’s my own conclusion after thinking about it over and over again.
‘… What does that person gain by doing so? Why are you only showing me some futures?’
As I chewed on Helen’s unknown secret, I immediately removed her status window. Now that everyone had been strengthened, there was no need to keep the status window on.
And in fact, it made me uncomfortable to see the [Obvious shame] That my relationship with my sisters was deepening, and that they were getting stronger.
It drives me crazy to see all the love I share with them and the older sisters who grow stronger with it. And, unlike those older sisters…
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[Likeness]
+5 Rico: 100 (!)
+5 neva: 100(!)
Eva: 94(!)
+2 chi: 100 (!)
+4 Kaede: 100 (!)
Queen: 99(!)
Helen: 43
Levy: 36
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… Her head hurts from the queen showing extreme shame even though she is not by my side. Then, she grabs her head, reminding herself that she was able to follow my save & load.
I sigh without realizing it, and my face naturally frowns. How long have I followed my save & load abilities so far?
The [Terrible ending] Helen showed me, and the queen’s image, voice, and even her tears that haunted my head.
All of that bothers me.
To have a headache.
Helen’s identity, purpose,
Relationships with sisters
Even the queen’s threats drive me all the way.
Her heart tightens as she feels chased on all sides. It seems that there is no one on my side. It feels like I’m alone in the empty field, like when I first came to this world.
What am I doing here?
He could soon be taken by the queen and killed.
No, I won’t die I’d rather just die.
I kept getting depressed thoughts, so I ended up putting my face in my lap. If you pull your knees to your chest, put your face between them and crouch…
Nothing changes.
The gloomy heart doesn’t disappear at all.
I just crouch down and feel my own body temperature.
“Brother, what are you doing?”
Eva calls me. Along with her cute voice, the sound of small steps gets closer.
“I am just resting. Nothing.”
“Ugh, what… Okay.”
It’s bothering. I don’t feel like talking.
Dizziness sets in and makes you tired.
“I want to sit down too.”
“I guess.”
So even with short replies, Eva takes the seat next to me as usual, blushing here and there. I can see her wiggling even her fingers.
She tried to say something to Eva, who looked fresh towards me, but her mouth did not come off easily. She had nothing left to tell her. All my worries were blocking her mouth.
“… “
Why do you like a bastard like me? I’m too busy living my life. Even if you liked it, only you would be at a loss.
So please leave me alone My head is about to break, so I want to be alone now.
Nevertheless,
“Oh hey, Miss Eva. Wouldn’t it be impolite to attack her first wife without her permission? No matter how small or young you are, you have to do what you have to do!”
Even Kaede comes to me and hugs me tightly.
“Ah, really… !”
It’s messy and it makes me feel dirty, but please leave me alone even at times like this… !
Alone…
“… “
“Seobang-nim, are you warm?”
Warm
Kaede’s embrace was warmer than anyone else’s. Her ever-bright and sunny Kaede’s arms were warmer than her fluffy tail.
“… Yes.”
“Good luck!”
Even though she always commits only her deficient actions, her soft breasts and quiet hands are full of her kindness, and her heart is unable to control her tears.
Annoyed. Tears again
Why can’t I stop crying every time? I had already been teased so much that I tried hard to fix it, but I couldn’t fix the easy crying.
“Yes, yes. Walking is hard. Soin knows too. It must have been very difficult from before.”
… My tears must be soaking Kaede’s clothes, but Kaede still smiles brightly as if nothing is wrong.
“When I am tired, my heart is weak. It can be. It’s nothing, don’t worry. Everyone is like that. It’s nothing unusual, nothing strange.”
I can hear Kaede’s slightly serious voice.
“Close your eyes and get some rest. We still have a little more time before departure… “
Listening to her, I close my eyes.
Comfy…
“Everyone loves you. So don’t sit down I will lend you my arms anytime.”
“Are you sleepy?”
“Well, that’s how it is.”
Riko’s voice faintly audible,
“You must be tired too. I’ve been walking too much since morning. We need to match Delrin’s stride, so let’s slow down from tonight.”
“Cha, I agree! It’s definitely not because I’m having a hard time, but because Delrin looks so tough… “
The voices of Neva and Chichi,
“Yes? Miss Eva agrees, right? Huh?”
“Ah, yes… Professor is right… “
With Eva’s voice,
“Would you like a drink or something? Since you’ve been carrying so much on your back, wouldn’t it be easier to step on it if you leave it empty?”
“That bitch, that bitch is crazy. Is there anything to do after drinking and walking around here?”
“Well, if you don’t like it.”
“… I didn’t say I didn’t like it.”
“Helen! Philmark! Never drink while on the march… “
“Preach only to your subordinates, Commander-in-Chief? Yes?”
Even Helen’s laughing voice.
Surrounded by all those voices, I slowly fall asleep.
For some reason,
I feel more comfortable than before…
