Chapter 66 – 66. Selfish Greed
I quickly entered my room with Debbie in tow.
Debbie was in a strange condition, making ‘uh’ and ‘ah’ sounds throughout the run, so there was no sense of hurry.
I kept worrying that I might be in pain somewhere.
You must have been emotionally weakened after going through such an unpleasant experience, so shouldn’t I be more considerate at times like this?
I roughly took off my boots and headed straight to bed.
It was much harder than the one in Liliana’s room, but perhaps because of the familiar feeling of use, I felt at peace.
“Come on, Debbie.”
I tapped both my legs with my hands.
It was a gesture similar to calling a child.
“Come to work. “I’ll hug you.”
“Huh…”
Debbie was welcomed with open arms.
Normally, Debbie would rush in and say, ‘Then I won’t hesitate,’ but for some reason, she seemed restless in front of the door.
Why is he like that?
Isn’t it really different from your usual attitude?
In the end, I was so frustrated that I created a hand of divine power and forcibly pulled Devi in.
Debbie, who was grabbed by the giant, couldn’t move and had to put her butt on my leg.
“Hyaaa!?”
Debbie screaming high.
Her body temperature rose like a heated iron plate, and her heartbeat, reminiscent of an engine, was sounding loudly.
Even if the sound is loud, it is too loud.
Out of concern, he hugged Debbie’s body from behind and asked.
“Are you really okay? “Her body is so hot.”
“It’s okay! “Wait a minute, let go of this!”
“No. “I won’t let you go until you tell me the truth.”
When I saw him trying to escape, I felt heartbroken.
She gave strength with both arms wrapped around Debbie’s thin waist.
Her tight skin clung more and more, increasing in intensity each time Debbie writhed against her.
“Ah, I understand! “I’m going to tell you the truth, so stop joking around now!”
“I’ve never played around.”
“If this isn’t a joke, what is it?”
“Uhm… “Skinship?”
“Ah, uh… !”
Debbie’s reaction, not knowing what to do.
I gave her a wicked smile as she showed me this for the first time and let go of her body in my arms.
Debbie jumped up and looked back at me, grinning.
The captivating red eyes were slightly watery, as if they were resentful.
Was the prank too much?
Even though I had those thoughts, I felt a little bit of relief because it was just a minor thing compared to the things I usually do.
Anyway, I really couldn’t understand why he was doing this.
Normally, he would be happy if I just clung to him.
“You’re really strange today. “Didn’t you say something like that earlier, that you could go to the end of the world as long as I was there?”
“Ugh…”
Debbie, who was hesitant, glanced at me.
His eyes look like he’s about to burst into tears at any moment, the exact opposite of his usual mature and stubborn appearance.
The sight was so strangely bewitching that my heart seemed to tighten as I looked at it.
After opening her mouth and choosing her words, Debbie finally answered my question.
“That… Tesia. It’s because I like you so much.”
“Huh… ?”
Isn’t that what you’ve always heard?
Why are you doing this again now?
Debbie is painting her bronze skin red.
I looked at her blankly and responded by tilting her head.
As she blinked, Debbie clenched her delicate hands into fists.
“Well, it’s not like it usually is…” … !”
I hesitated for a moment.
After calming her trembling breathing, Debbie spoke again.
“I don’t know what to do because I want to have you all to myself!”
“… Huh?”
Hwaaaaah, it felt like a passionate fire was spreading across my face.
My breath stopped. The blinking eyes stopped.
He stared at Debbie with flushed cheeks, like a teenage boy or girl confessing their love.
I like it, I love it.
I’ve heard that saying a lot.
Strictly speaking, I often heard the expression that they wanted to have it all to themselves during the night out.
But I have never received such a sincere confession of affection.
Moreover, since the target was Devi, she was even more embarrassed.
Debbie continued, her voice shaking, with her gaze directed to the floor.
“I don’t know why I’m doing this either. The images of Liliana, Amy, and Ariel still do not disappear from my mind.”
Like me, Debbie seemed to be deeply confused.
“Of course I like those guys too. So, I like this relationship as it is now. Even if Liliana barges in again today, I will understand without saying anything.”
But, he said.
Debbie covered her cheeks with her hands.
That face, like that of a shy girl, looked so lovely.
“There’s something strange about me today. When I think of you being hugged by Liliana or the others, a part of my heart feels dizzy… “My mind is filled with frustration.”
“Ah…”
Jeopuk.
Debbie taking a step towards me.
Those eyes contained a determination that had never been seen before.
“This is a desire for monopoly. It is my own greed that I selfishly embrace while ignoring others. Still… Even so…”
Jeopuk.
Another step, Debbie approached.
She was always resolute, but at this moment, she was just a woman with pure love.
“I want to monopolize you. I want to make it my own. “I wish you would only look at me.”
Jeopuk, Jeopuk.
Debbie came right in front of me.
I was able to feel various emotions from the sight of her tightly closed lips.
The confusion of my heart that I encountered for the first time.
Embarrassment about revealing one’s true feelings.
Fear of being rejected.
As I welcomed it all, an overwhelming joy began to grow from deep within my body.
I felt so precious to Debbie who was so sincere to me.
I want to repay her sincerity.
I want to answer. I want to accept it.
Since we have always known each other’s feelings, the desire was even more desperate.
Debbie got down on one knee in front of me.
She quietly took my hand and lightly kissed the back of it.
“I wish there was only me in the world you see.”
“Debbie, I…”
“I know, Thesia.”
Before I could finish speaking, Debbie opened her mouth first.
And she was one of those people who understood me so well.
“You can’t do that. Because all four of us are precious people to you.”
“… Yes.”
She nodded.
Debbie just smiled bitterly.
“So I am satisfied with this. No matter what the outcome was, I succeeded in conveying my true feelings to you.”
Has Debbie’s eye smile ever looked this sad?
I was overcome with a great sense of guilt, as if I had driven a nail into her sorrowful heart.
Debbie seemed to have sensed my feelings as she moved her kisses higher and higher.
From the back of her hand, to her wrist, to her forearm, to her shoulder.
Debbie’s kisses moved up my collarbone and the nape of my neck, then reached deep into my mouth.
“Aum, yes… Jjook…”
“Side, side, jjook…” … Chureup, side…”
Debbie sticking out her long tongue.
I tangled my tongue with hers, taking in her breath, which felt several times more passionate desire than usual.
The taste of the saliva that coated her entire tongue was unusually sweet today, but at the same time it was full of a painfully bitter taste.
“Uuuuu, chuup, side, chuut…” …”
“Chuuuuup, chuuup, chuuuuup… Haaa…”
As I dropped my lips, I let out a sigh full of regret.
Debbie’s gaze, her body temperature, and her hand gently caressing her cheek exuded a kindness that seemed to reassure me.
“I’m really fine, Thesia. “As long as I can stay with you, my heart is fine.”
“…”
It was one word that I couldn’t just listen to.
He hugged Debbie, who had dropped her body.
He moved away from her and brought his lips together again, forcing her to continue the deep kiss.
“Haum!? Yes, wow!”
“Chuk, churrup, chuuuk…” … !”
It stopped her from breathing.
I colored her world with me.
That was the same for me.
Puhaa, the intense kiss stopped.
Pressing my forehead against her jewels, I whispered to her with some anger.
“You shouldn’t give up on her heart like that.”
“But, Thesia…”
“Like you said, you won’t be able to separate the other three. Because I like all of you just like you like me.”
He confessed his sincerity without hesitation.
“But, Debbie.”
Side.
After kissing lightly, he continued speaking again.
“There is no need to give up your heart to others.”
“Teshia…”
“Whether it’s selfish greed or anything else, those are your own feelings. “No matter who you are, you are bound to be selfish and faithful to your desires.”
There is no such thing as a completely altruistic person in the world.
Even if you are a saint, even if you are a god, you have your own desires.
“You can’t be happy if you deny it and hide it.”
I was like that in my past life.
After killing myself and living only for the company, there was nothing left.
Even at the moment of death, there was only one idiot in the flames who was thinking about others.
What a trivial ending.
So, in this life, I will enjoy a satisfying life as a saint, and I struggle to continue this greedy double life until the end.
Even if it’s selfish. Even if it is a greed that is completely unsuited to the title of saint.
“That heart belongs only to you. So don’t give up.”
“…”
He quietly smiled.
Debbie opened her eyes blankly, then smiled her usual mesmerizing smile.
“Teshia.”
“Huh?”
“Thank you.”
“What are you doing like this?”
Seeing Debbie’s softened expression made my heart feel lighter.
“Try hard to get it. So that you can be my only woman.”
“It won’t be easy.”
“It doesn’t matter as is.”
“You must be young.”
We laughed and laughed to each other.
I quietly closed my eyes.
The kiss between Debbie’s lips and mine seemed to taste much sweeter than before.
