Chapter 336 – Chapter 336 – The Role of Vessels and Abandonment
“Yeah, mom is a vessel that holds her dad. I mean, mom is like her dad’s house. Case in English.”
My mother once said that.
Even though dad or mom is treated as a great person.
To be honest, they are all normal people.
That’s why it’s so hard to endure alone.
For the father who fights in a tougher position than anyone else.
Mom says she chose a position where she could caress her dad.
“Of course, it was because I was embarrassed to confess that I liked it, but I think I fulfilled my role.”
“For giving of yourself in difficult and happy times. I was trying to be a person who could relax and be with you.”
There were times when there was a little misunderstanding, and it became rather an uncomfortable relationship.
Then open up and talk to each other.
Dad giving herself to her mom, and mom giving herself to her dad.
You said you have reached your current relationship.
‘Bowl…’
Like that, be a vessel that can contain someone like that.
My mother gave me the name Yugi.
Of course, I’ve never lived up to that name.
I’ve tried it, but I’m a bit eccentric.
I can talk with adults in my own way, but I can’t communicate with kids my age.
There is no way that a child would entrust his body to a child who can’t communicate.
‘Um…’
So, God seems to have given us a chance.
Maybe he wanted to see if I was really capable of such a thing.
Unless that’s the case, it’s hard to explain this situation right now.
“Oh no, he’s not funny.”
“Aren’t you having fun?”
“It wasn’t really an attack.”
“Yes…? Attack?”
“I wish I didn’t know.”
Watching her answer quite nervously, I tilted her head.
Did I say something strange?
I was just asking because I was curious.
“I’m a little afraid of the reaction and I should. I’m a ghost?”
“It’s a ghost.”
“…It’s even a ghost that came to take your body. It’s a bit scary.”
That’s rather fine.
It’s safe to say I’ve been waiting for it.
When the opportunity arises, I thought that I should become someone’s vessel.
The ghost stealing my body, maybe the ghost’s soul enters me.
This also means that I will be the case for that ghost.
… Wouldn’t that tell you how her mother feels?
‘Because living now is very boring.’
Of course, because her mom and dad play well and support her generously.
There were very few things I hadn’t tried.
It’s free though.
Maybe it’s because I have a unique taste, but I wasn’t happy with just a few things.
However, her mother said that she felt similar before, but that it changed after meeting her father.
After her mom became her dad’s case, her boredom was resolved.
So if I became someone’s case, wouldn’t I be able to get rid of this feeling?
I think so.
“He’s a calm guy for his age…”
“Nye, I never told you.”
“Just by looking at it, he’s an elementary school student. It’s not that he’s vaguely tall. He has a very youthful face.”
“What about that one?”
“…Middle schooler.”
As she said that, she yawned loudly.
You look very tired.
When Dad was like that, her mom would give her a hug and ask if she was okay.
“What are you doing?”
“You look tired.”
“Yes?”
“Cuddle with me and rest.”
Of course, it’s because I’m hugging my body.
Although the appearance was very strange.
I’ll hug you anyway.
“What’s that… You’re a really weird kid.”
“Am I weird?”
“Uh. The strangest person I’ve ever seen.”
Hmm, I thought I only didn’t get along with my peers.
Am I not fit even in middle school?
Even after going to middle school, I don’t want it to be the same as it is now.
“I’m amazed at how calm you are right now. Don’t you know what I am?”
“Ghost?”
“Yeah, it’s kind of like that. They’re even taking control of your body. Like stealing your body?”
“Yeah, because I’m giving it away. You don’t have to be afraid of what you do.”
“Ha?”
…You came here because you needed a body to live with, right?
Then, if I give up my body, I think that will be enough.
Then it comes into my body, so it’s like becoming the case I wanted.
“Are you sure you’re okay?”
“Yes, it was inconvenient because I didn’t have a body, right? I’ll lend it to you.”
“…Everyone I’ve ever met has hated it.”
“Is it so?”
“Yeah. That’s why it’s always hard to take away for a long time, so I couldn’t finish what I wanted.”
“I’ll lend you as much as you want.”
“…What a strange guy.”
That’s what I say, but I feel very grateful.
After all, since we are in the same body, do we share emotions?
…Certainly, as my mother said, the case role seems to be a fun role.
“So, are you really okay? I’m an elementary school student, so can I go this far?”
“Yes, because it’s me, my mother probably believes me too.”
“It’s not trustworthy for elementary school students…”
Yes, I am treated differently from other elementary school students.
…Everyone says he’s a genius, but I think he’s just precocious.
The grades aren’t bad, but it’s a problem at the level of an elementary school student.
“He’s an incomprehensible guy.”
“So, where are you going?”
“…Dead people always have some kind of lingering desire to end things somehow.”
“What kind of lingering is that?”
“Is it necessary to take away my body and even explain that? I feel bad because I feel like I’m covering up what I’m doing.”
“It’s not that you stole it, it’s because I lent it to you.”
“That’s it. Anyway, it’s your body, but I’m moving.”
“If you want to think so, think so. I like to do what’s comfortable for me.”
Actually, I don’t care what she does.
It’s just that my body is helpful to her because I’m a little bit of her mind.
I decided to lend my body in silence.
She changed traffic with her body.
Now the train is gone.
“I used up all my pocket money. Take care of what comes up.”
“Yes I’m okay.”
“Can you tell me what the hell is going on…?”
I’ve said everything before, but you don’t seem to understand.
Rather, it’s more strange that the person who claims to have stolen the body explains all of those things one by one.
Also, the strange thing about yourself is that it is difficult for you to feel it.
“Omg!?”
“Why is that?”
“…Usually, I’m kicked out at this point. Even in my sleep, my body moves reflexively.”
“You don’t have to worry. I told you. I’ll lend it to you.”
“…Thanks.”
I saw his expression getting more and more serious.
After all, I don’t think he’s a person who can rob a person’s body with bad intentions.
That’s probably why it didn’t last long.
“…”
“Aren’t you going in?”
“It’s just that my feet don’t fall.”
And after arriving in front of a certain house.
She stood still for a while.
“…I’m home.”
But she’s got her heart in the end.
She dials the code for the front door and greets you as you enter.
“Yunae…?”
“Mom…”
Maybe her name is Yunae.
I’m sure you’ll look like a completely different person.
Her mother, recognizing her with just a few words from her, came running over with her startled look on her face.
She hugged her tight.
“It’s Yunae, it’s Yunae…!”
“Mom, I’m choking.”
Okay.
I guess it was the parents who were lingering.
…In the house, there were still a lot of things that seemed to belong to Yunae.
“The house is the same.
“Mom, she believed that Yu would come back.”
“Don’t believe that. Are you stupid?”
The dead can’t come back, Mom.
I’m a ghost anyway
I can’t go back to how it was before.
“Ah, I’ll prepare you some food. Wait. I’ll have to use my strength after a long time.”
“…Not like that.”
“While eating, we talked for the first time in a while, then. Huh?”
“…”
Yunae eventually ate her meal that her mother cooked for her, and her tears burst out.
After she cried for a long time, she confided her feelings to her mother.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t know it would be the last time. I shouldn’t have been so angry and said weird things…”
“Yunae. Mom is fine. Yunae came back like this.”
“Mom, you know. I can’t come back. I’m dead…”
Her mother bit her lip and shook her head.
She hugged Yoo Nae and tried to deny her words.
“Already, it’s been close to 10 years.”
“…Yunae.”
“I-she’s been dead for a long time. But how long will my mother be like this?”
“I am…”
“Leave me now. Mom has to live her life as a mother. I’ll get some rest. She came to say that.”
Seeing the two mothers and daughters crying and crying as they hugged each other for a long time.
I feel something strange.
I was surprised that the body I had lent me could create such a beautiful sight.
‘…This can’t be helped.’
I wonder if you didn’t know
I found out that living as a case is so good.
Perhaps I will never give up on this condition for the rest of my life.
“…Hi.”
After saying her last goodbye, Yune tried to disappear.
Maybe it’s something like resolving lingering feelings, becoming a Buddha, or something like that.
I don’t know the exact system, but that’s what it feels like.
‘But, I don’t like that.’
Fill me up for the first time.
I found someone to make me a case.
You can’t spend it in vain like this.
“Eh…?”
“Don’t go.”
“What are you doing? I’m going to go up and rest.”
“Stay here.”
“What crazy talk…!”
“From now on, I will live with you in my body. Let’s say this is Yoo Nae’s house from today.”
Of course, when she was ready to attain Buddhahood, she tried to shake off my hand.
But since I was stronger, I just ignored it and dragged it into my body.
I locked the door so I couldn’t get out.
“Hey!?”
Although the means were a bit radical.
Because Yuna, who tried to run away from me, is bad.