Chapter 184 – Chapter 11 – Yoo Hye-Eun (3)
My head was pounding, so I decided to sort things out for now.
In this world now, Hyeeun is living a normal life, not a pervert like I knew.
And she seemed to feel lonely because Hye-mi died as a child and lived alone all along.
She witnessed the same thing at the same time, in the same place, and she never expected that she would be someone from a different life.
This is enough to make me wonder if I should approach her thinking that she is a different person from the Hye-eun I used to know.
But after pondering for a moment, I shook my head and dismissed the thought.
‘Basically, Hye-eun shows that her unique personality remains.’
She had erased Hye-eun’s memory of how she liked being raped, and she was well aware of what Hye-eun looked like with her lewdness weakened.
The only thing different from Hye-eun is that rough expression and feeling depressed.
Maybe that’s not harsh, but the expression Hye-eun comes out when she’s depressed because of Jinten.
‘It’s almost like seeing it for the first time.’
Although I often saw expressions of sudden embarrassment or shock to the point of mental breakdown.
It’s the first time I’ve seen Hye-eun wandering around, losing her meaning, so it must feel awkward.
And I think it’s probably one of two reasons…
‘Maybe it’s both.’
In the end, it can be seen that the reason Hye-eun Lee is having a hard time because she can’t overcome these emotions is a problem that arises from the difference between her and the Hye-eun I used to know.
The first is that her erotic hair is not growing, so she does not engage in erotic activities such as masturbation as a hobby.
This is a part of stress relief through hobbies or libido relief.
It was not, of course, that she might find her own life difficult.
The second, of course, was the existence of ‘Hye-mi’, which Hye-eun valued most.
Originally, Hye-eun liked her Hye-mi to the extent that she suppressed her own pervert because of her.
It means that she took care of Hye-mi and felt the joy of living together with Hye-eun.
But without Hye-mi, she would have lived a much more difficult life.
I think I have often heard similar feelings.
However, it was okay because I went to the orphanage and solved all of those parts while playing with the children.
The reason why I go to the orphanage less often these days is probably because there are many other happy things.
“Oh, I’m sorry. Why did you know that?”
“It could be. Does Eunhyuk have a family?”
“Because I’m an orphan. Even when I was at the orphanage, I couldn’t get in touch with them…”
“Oh, sorry.”
“No. I asked a similar question.”
Well, the family situation is not so good, it’s not that there’s much difference between Hye-eun and me.
Of course, someone would say that Hye-eun is better because she received a lot of love from her even when she was young.
That’s what I think I received a lot from her director.
And it could be even more painful to lose what she originally had.
“But how did Hye-eun come here…”
“Oh, you don’t know. This building is where I was originally a Hunter.”
“Really?”
“Yes.”
Hye-eun had never told her, so she didn’t even know about this part.
She probably didn’t even mention it because she didn’t think it mattered much…
So, she said, Hye-eun kept wandering around here?
“It sounds like something is relieved. There aren’t many people I can talk to openly like this.”
“I will. In fact, when you’re frustrated, there are many times when you feel comfortable just by confiding in someone, right?”
It was a subtle request to tell if there was anything else left.
Hyeeun stood up from her seat as if there was nothing left.
Well, she was trying to get as much information as she could if possible…
I can’t feel too obsessive, so should I do this?
“Oh, yes. Are you still rejecting that request?”
“A request?”
“You asked me last time? Scout request.”
“You saw it earlier. There are a lot of kids to take care of together.”
“Hmm, I’m in the middle of a burning office romance. It’s a bit ambiguous to change jobs in that state.”
“Yes?”
At this point, it dawned on me that Hye-eun put her scout on me.
Even at that time, she couldn’t handle Chaerin, so she refused, but of course she thought it was polite.
But did she really think that was a throwaway idea?
“Keuheum, it was cold… Now I have to go back and do some work. Thank you for today.”
“Thank you for burying me.”
Hye-eun tried to get out of the roof, but she stopped for a moment to see if there was something on her mind.
She immediately shook her head and disappeared beyond her door.
That’s why it’s rather embarrassing.
“Her trait itself works, but she didn’t work for Hyeeun…”
First of all, seeing that she wants to be with Hye-eun again, it seems to be asking them to be in love with each other here too.
However, since the characteristics do not work, it is impossible to seduce her by training using her characteristics.
However, it is difficult for her to develop her mind while acting as it is by referring to the time she met with Hye-eun.
Because now Hye-eun is moving with a completely different way of thinking from her existing Hye-eun.
“I’ll just have to start getting to know you slowly.”
First of all, my characteristics don’t work only with Hye-eun, she works well with other people.
Previously, she refrained from using her talents at all because she didn’t want to harm others.
However, since Hye-eun is here in her memory anyway, she probably doesn’t have to pay attention to such details.
In the end, I put characteristics on each manager, and naturally created situations where I could meet Hye-eun.
Then, of course, you will remember what happened then, and I started by watching the reaction.
“Thank you for your effort.”
“Eunhyuk too.”
The tone itself is normal, but when I look at me, I can see that there is a certain amount of laughter.
Fortunately, Hyeeun is insignificant to me, but she shows a crush on me.
At times like these, she has to push.
“Then why don’t you have dinner with me? I’m bored these days because I don’t have any friends to chat with.”
“Where do you keep your girlfriend?”
“There are things that only friends can tell.”
“It is.”
And he doesn’t necessarily induce Hye-eun to talk.
Just like I’m excited, I laugh while discussing things I enjoyed, things that were fun, and even things that were difficult.
If you keep filling it up like this…
“Right?”
“I will. Umm…”
Because I only talked so much, she was rather missing the timing to dig into what she had to say.
It’s not a nice act, but as I kept doing this, Hye-eun must have been anxious to have a good conversation.
When you’re impatient like that, you naturally get impatient and spit out the words you want to say the most.
“Do you know what this is?”
“What is it?”
“They say it’s a poison that can work up to level A. Originally, it was a research sample, but I secretly stole some of it. If it’s this amount, I’m sure I’ll die.”
“Yes!?”
…Of course, I did it on purpose until the topic was induced, but the story that came out of it was beyond my imagination.
She honestly tried to put up with it, even for the sake of her teammates and those who believed in Hunters, including herself.
It was losing its meaning more and more, and I couldn’t stand it anymore.
“I did. It’s strange. Why am I looking at you, so I don’t want to do that. Does telling this story create a new secret? With that thought in mind, I didn’t want to do anything.”
“That’s fortunate.”
It was the part where I realized that Hye-eun’s condition was worse than I thought.
I think I’ve been thinking of several stories to comfort myself, but I forgot all of them because what I just heard was so shocking.
What the fuck should I say at a time like this?
“Ha, Mr. I almost didn’t have face with Hye-mi.”
“Yes? What?”
“Oh, I’m talking to myself.”
“Um…But you said Hye-mi, right? That’s strange. My deceased sister’s name is also Hye-mi. Do you know anyone you know with the name Hye-mi?”
“…Yes. A very nice girl.”
Although I unconsciously tried to touch Hyemi’s horn that was hanging around her neck.
Of course, there was no way it was hanging around my neck now.
Originally, Hye-mi didn’t have her horns cut off at this point, but Hye-mi didn’t even exist in this world in the first place.
“I don’t know what he’s thinking. When he needs it, he does his best to help even if he doesn’t say anything. Even though he’s okay, he’s fussy and tries to make people happy… He’s a very nice kid.”
“Oh… He’s a nice person. Can you introduce me too? Perhaps because of his name, I’m kind of attached to him… I wish I had a younger brother like that.”
Hye-mi-ra is responding from her keyword to here.
I sighed for a while before realizing that I wasn’t the type to be able to say anything well about things like this.
It would be easier if I just hit it with a ignorant effect.
‘Should I rather do that?’
Even if he was treated like a madman, he couldn’t help it.
To be honest, at the point where I was an awakened person, there was a possibility that they would believe me if I explained it using that.
The fact that a man is an Awakener might be considered an emergency under normal circumstances.
Since it is Hye-eun’s personality to accept it coolly, it might work.
“Hye-eun, do you know about the prophecy-type characteristics?”
“…It’s not very common, but it’s a famous story. It’s said that there are many people who deceive people with lies.
Right now, only Hye-mi had such a characteristic.
Well, now I have to say that I have one.
To be honest, if you’re experiencing the past in a slightly different world, it won’t be much different even if you’ve seen the future.
“What would you do if I had that trait?”
“Are you kidding?”
“…Honestly, it’s kind of serious. Even if you think it’s a joke, I think it can’t be helped.”
“…”
“Well, it’s hard to tell such a serious secret unless it’s at least Hye-eun, who knows my other secrets as well. Maybe she’s already a very close girlfriend.”
“It’s a prophecy… Well, did you even see the future for me?”
It’s hard to explain because I’ve seen something ambiguous to call it the future.
A prophecy is a description of what will happen in the future.
What I’m trying to do is explain things that didn’t happen.
“It’s not like that. I saw a future that didn’t happen.”
“A future that hasn’t happened?”
“To me, I see a slightly different future. A future in a world that has been changed by different choices or different events in the past.”
Hye-eun must have been a little interested, so she started listening to the story with concentration.
In fact, from here on out, she thinks that Hye-eun has no choice but to be very interested in the content.
Because the last time we met, I reacted strongly to the name Hyemi.
“Didn’t I just tell you about a girl named Hye-mi?”
“Yes. Isn’t it?”
“That… Mr. Hyeeun, her sister’s story is true.”
“Yes?”
In a world where Hye-mi did not die, what kind of life the two sisters lived.
How much Hye-eun cared for her Hye-mi, and on the contrary, how well Hye-mi followed her sister.
Also, how perverted Hyeeun of that world was.
Finally, after learning that her older sister is going crazy with her perverted hobbies, Hyemi explained everything about her hobbies, pretending to be contemptuous of her older sister.
“I saw it in the prophecy, it’s really strange. Asking me to rape myself. Or is it a novel that secretly adds Eunhyuk’s hobbies?”
“No. I was very embarrassed too.”
“Hye-mira… That’s a name I really miss. If you think I lived with Hye-mi, you mean I wouldn’t have become like this?”
“He’s become a bit perverted, but he doesn’t look so forlorn.”
“Did that bother you that much?”
“… Maybe in those memories, you were in love with me, right? But if she said that she was making that expression, of course it hurts my heart.”
“Actually, I thought it was strange. Why would that person look at me so affectionately?
Was I looking at you like that?
I don’t think it was that much, but Hyeeun smiled and stroked my hair.
“I believe. No, I don’t know if that’s exactly what I want to believe.”
Even if Hyemi is not in this world, if Hyemi is alive in another world.
So, I think that alone is very fortunate.
Hye-eun spat out those words with a very vague expression.
“Hyeeun-ah… Oh, I’m sorry, Hye-eun.”
“No. I understand. That’s why. I’d like to hear more about it.”
“Yes? I think I’ve explained most of the whole thing.”
“I see. More detailed.”
Hye-eun turned her head as if she was embarrassed.
I frowned because I couldn’t quite understand why he was doing that.
Then, as if Hye-eun finally made up her mind, she put her lips in my ear and she whispered.
“I’ll try it myself, with my body, with erotic things, experiences…”
Ah, of course, this Hye-eun was also Hye-eun.
