Chapter 86 – Scars (2)
12. Scar (2)*
Kaya and Shay, the two of them lay side by side nearby. Who would have thought that I and Cestia had been placed separately, but the two of them had been laid down together?
I wanted to say that I did very well.
“… They are like sisters.”
The faces weren’t all that similar. Both had beautiful faces, but they were of different types. The hair color was very different, and the shape of the ears was quite different. Their personalities were completely different, and so was the atmosphere they gave off. Still, it was because they remembered their last battle, and they looked like close sisters.
‘Scar.’
My eyes went to the hand exposed from the blanket. Both had unseen scars on the backs of their hands. It wasn’t a severe scar. Still, my heart ached. These are women whose self-esteem about their bodies is already digging into the ground… If you have scars like this on your hands, how many more scars would you have on your body?
“I wish I could transfer everything to my body.”
I didn’t give them much, but it seemed like I was giving them only painful memories and scars. What’s even sadder is that only District 1 has yet to clear the dungeon… No matter how much this dungeon-level force spewed out, it wasn’t a dungeon area.
I think the possibility of that is small, but I imagined that if they get tired of this incident and leave the corps of warriors.
‘It’s terrible.’
The emotions that immediately came to my mind were tremendous despondency, futility, loss, and darkness. Admitted. That I was already in a state where I couldn’t even try going to the dungeon without them. Recruit new people, build new relationships, take care of your mental health again… I couldn’t possibly do that. I’ve been through that hardship until now… The mental exhaustion was too great. It was a terrible dream.
‘All I can give you is a few gold coins and my body…’
What if they had seen through the thoughts I was thinking right now? Should they pretend they don’t trust them, or should they boast that they will never leave the corps of warriors? Or, will you laugh awkwardly, saying that it is difficult?
“I’m sorry for hurting you.”
And… I’m more sorry that I won’t miss it all the time.
After looking at their faces for a while, I left the room.
**
It was around dawn when I woke up, had a simple breakfast, and went back to sleep. And when I opened my eyes, it was night. The body that had been overworked to the limit, no, beyond the limit, was sucking up time.
Still, thanks to the forced sleep, I was in a situation where I was somewhat better than at dawn, and I went to my colleagues’ room once again.
“Kaya… Shay…”
At first glance, Kaya and Shay were lying in the same positions they had seen at dawn, enough to be mistaken for corpses. Even if the chest didn’t move very minutely, there was no movement to the point where I was screaming what the hell was going on.
I know that I am safe, but I was very sorry and confused as I had hoped to wake up sooner rather than later. That’s because his condition was much worse than mine.
I quietly left the room so as not to interfere with my recovery. And as I was about to go back to my room, I remembered Sestia and went to her room. She also woke up around the same time as me and looked relatively fine, but maybe she didn’t know. I was her captain, even though she refused to become a full member. I had the responsibility to look properly until the recovery was over.
-That was her thought until entering her room.
“Aaaaah, Hendrick, Hendrick-!!”
‘What is this?’
She knocked, but there was no response. So, assuming she wasn’t in the room, the moment she was about to leave, she felt someone’s presence and she gently opened the door. And i… I saw something I shouldn’t have seen. Maybe I opened Pandora’s box.
“Haaang, haueuk, hww, aheuk! More, more… ! Hendry gains!!”
‘Sir, fuck. What’s happening.’
Cestia was gurgling like a storm as the bed was about to collapse. Her vulgar, lascivious breasts, large as her melons, were bobbing around her, and her slightly protruding lower abdomen was twitching incessantly. Her thighs, soft and fleshy enough to say that she was fleshy, were constantly tucked in and wide open. A stick was revealed between her crotch, and she was gone again and again.
The problem is, my name is in her moans. And even though I only slightly opened the door, I was able to see that figure straight ahead.
“Ah, it’s not enough, this is not enough… The feeling at that time, the feeling at that time, no way, ah… ! More, more, more…”
Is this woman who is drooling from her mouth up and down and masturbating vulgarly? Is she really the same person as the noble, benevolent and responsible chief nun I saw at dawn? No matter how negative traits are… Even if she tasted a part of it in the dungeon, she understands how much the gap should be. Isn’t that just a completely different person, a different personality level? It was such a huge shock.
‘But damn, why am I doing this…’
Gulp
She was also her defenselessly intense masturbation, but I was also a problem spying on her. If opening the door was a mistake, the normal reaction would be to quickly ignore it and erase it from her memory.
It was hard to take my eyes off Cestia’s body. Her heart skipped a beat, especially when she called out my name in between her and gave out her strange moans.
‘No. Kaya and Shay are still unconscious, and she pathetically says, “What are you doing?” No.’
Are you a fairy! Is it because of the witch!
I was able to take my eyes off Sestia’s body as I remembered the faces of Kaya and Shay. It hadn’t been long since he had drunk the two of them at once, so why was he looking at Sestia like that for something lacking?
It was a futile desire. Fuck now that I can move a little bit, I sternly scolded the shady self who started to come back to life like a ghost.
‘Is it that hard to pretend you didn’t see it? Responding right away just because you’re upset is like a beast! Besides, Cestia isn’t even a lover!’
– Kaya and Shay were also lovers from the beginning, so did they fuck each other?
‘Fuck. Even so, we were in the same corps of warriors, and we live together! Cases are different in Cestia!’
– Even though you call my name so earnestly?
‘People have tastes that need to be respected, and dark histories that need to be ignored.’
– Isn’t it waiting for you to say that you will touch it when you go back? It was like that in the morning too.
‘Th-That’s just a damn thing I said by accident!’
But rather dry. I fucking feel it every time, but the words of my shady self always sounded plausible. What if Cestia’s joke wasn’t really a joke? What if the ‘promise’ she said at the end was really what she meant by saying that she would touch her heartily later?
Now, if you masturbate while calling my name, if you really want something like that with me?
‘No. Even if it is, it can’t be done. It’s not shameful, and it’s not good for Kaya and Shay.’
She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. Calm down and relax. I managed to calm it down to some extent. Now all I had to do was close the door and go back to my room.
“Huh, heuh, that, look at it like that, uh, where are you going… Hendrick…”
The moment I came across Cestia’s excited face through the crack in the door, I failed.
**
“Three, Sestia, this. Therefore.”
“It’s okay, so please come…”
He approached her awkwardly with his head turned 90 degrees to the left. When I got a glimpse of how long she had been masturbating, her naked body was glistening with sweat.
“So, uh, I was going to check how things were, uh.”
“Really… Because it’s okay…”
“Oh, no. Why don’t you put some clothes on first!”
“You said you’d touch me later… Why are you pretending not to know this time?”
“Uh…”
“The feeling of the moment she touched me doesn’t leave her head. The body remembers and wants it. My body isn’t all better, but I feel like I’m going crazy because I’m getting hot all the time. No matter how long and hard it is to be alone… It doesn’t resolve. Haha… !”
Zubeup-
Cestia woke her up. Then, an obscene sound came from her crotch, and her unidentified stick, that is, a dildo filled with her love juice, came out.
‘Holly-Lee, how tall is that?!’
The size of the dildo was also large, but my eyes were drawn to the juice that flowed down her thighs. It was so lascivious that it burned her throat. Perhaps noticing my gaze, she stroked her thighs with her fingers. Then, she sucked with a proud squeal.
“I know. You will be contemptuous. Such a vulgar and lascivious woman hides her true nature and goes around preaching the word of her goddess. But you know what?”
Cestia often came to her knees. She drew closer to me who was standing by the bed.
“Before I turned to the church… She has been raped.”
“… !”
At her sudden confession, her mouth gaped blankly. The impact was an extremely powerful prologue.
“That wasn’t enough, so I became pregnant with my enemy’s child at a young age. The first act of Lia’s life, an extremely ordinary farmer’s daughter, ended there.”
“Cestia.”
“Maybe it was thirteen or fourteen. I don’t remember very well. To be sure, my parents abandoned me, but I couldn’t abandon the child in my belly. Even if it is the child of the enemy who destroyed my life, half of it is my own blood. Because he is my child.”
Sestia, who casually talked about the terrible story, took my hand and led it to my chest. It was an irresistible atmosphere. It didn’t seem like that. The soft feel of her hand was wonderful, but not thrilling.
“What I was thinking of was converting to the church. She didn’t learn much, so she didn’t know much, but I still thought that if I became a nun, I would be able to trust my body and raise a child. Of course she didn’t know that becoming a nun would take a ton of effort, but even then, that was the best I could think of.”
And, I gave birth.
Lovely daughter.
“There was also hatred. It hurt so much. The pain of losing the balance of my body, twisting my bones and tearing raw flesh, I couldn’t properly express in words. I was young too. However… What’s wrong with the baby? Since the baby is also in my narrow stomach, it must have been difficult to pass through a narrower place. It’s red and wrinkled, and the body proportions are strange… The moment you hold such an ugly baby in your arms… That’s right. The place that Hendrick-sama is holding in his hand right now. The moment her daughter’s face touched it, her hatred vanished. It’s mom mom. I am your mother.”
A smile appeared on Cestia’s face as she remembered that moment. She wasn’t the smile of her seducer that she had seen a moment ago. She was the smile of a benevolent mother.
It was so polar opposite to the monster somewhere, I gnashed my teeth.
“After she gave birth and took care of her body, she abandoned her old name as she became an apprentice nun. And she is named after one of those who have risen to the ranks of saints. It was her last name Cestia, to which she added just one letter of her original name, making it Cestia. And…”
She opened the top drawer of her bedside drawer. There, a black object presumably a necklace was broken into several pieces.
“My daughter’s name, from the meaning of Cestia’s best, Cestia’s treasure.”
Bestia.
I wrote
“That was already, 19 years ago. Whooping…”
Cestia’s face as she looked at her broken necklace.
She was broken
