Fell in the Highest Difficulty Dungeon 48

Chapter 48 – District 1 (T2) (21)

8. District 1 (T2) (21)*

‘It hurts. It hurts. It hurts.’

Stop. Stop. Stop it. Please stop.

‘Scared. Scared. Scared.’

Why should I be in this situation?

How long do I have to be in this situation?

‘I’d rather have them kill me.’

What did I do wrong, such terrible pain. You have to feel the pain that you don’t adapt to, and you can’t even die every day.

‘There is no one who can save me, anywhere…’

When Dad and Mom passed away in a miserable way.

Already, my world is crumbling.

‘I’m not your toy!’

Why are you treating your precious body given to you by your parents like a tool? I’d rather die!

‘It hurts! It hurts!! It hurts!!!’

The other people who were with me didn’t last long before disappearing somewhere, why didn’t I die?

Am I holding up well?

Or are you deliberately keeping me alive to torment me more?

I want to die. I want to die!

Stop, please stop!

Do I have a meaning to live? Maybe it’s not a person.

Is it meaningful for me to struggle?

The end of my life, I don’t want it to end like this.

To make it meaningful… What should I do?

Kill! Kill! Don’t kill me

If I don’t kill it now, as much as I’ve suffered!

No!

Including the pain your parents must have felt!

No!

I’ll repay you tenfold for all that! So kill me now! Before tearing them to pieces without a trace!

Under! Do you think I’ll give in to this shit?

Porridge…

“Aaaaa!!!!!”

She screamed and woke up, hurriedly turning over her clothes and touching her exposed belly. Aside from being damp with sweat, except for the scars that had appeared a long time ago, her body was no different from normal.

Haha…”

She had a dream she didn’t want to have. A memory came to her that she did not want to recall. The pain at that time was vivid. Kaya’s body was damp with sweat as her sister wiped it. It was embarrassing.

“…”

It’s hard. Bothered. What are you doing wiping After wiping and lying down to sleep. I will wake up from a similar dream again. Then you’ll be covered in sweat again.

If so, wouldn’t it be best not to brush and not sleep? Okay. OK.

Let’s do nothing.

I feel sorry for Kaya, who cleaned her body, and the captain, who set up her tent and fed her.

I don’t know what to do

So I’m no help at all, like this…

– Shay. I’ll go in.

‘Very, Captain?’

As Shay froze, startled, Hendrick burst into her tent. The first thing Hendrick saw as he hurriedly ran in wearing only her panties was Shay’s breasts staring blankly at him.

**

“Shey, Shey! Are you okay? Are you sick? Aren’t you sick?”

Hall-Lee.

I hurriedly turned my head and first checked Shay’s safety. Shay’s chest, glistening with sweat, shimmered in front of her eyes, but she didn’t know why she was sitting there blankly, with her top turned inside out. She never forgot her first purpose.

“Ah. It’s okay, it’s okay. A little, bad dream.”

“Nightmare… Okay.”

As expected, the scream seemed to come from a nightmare. Okay. Nightmare. This can be happen. In particular, the nightmares in dungeons were quite different from normal nightmares, so it was quite possible.

Then now…

– Oh, yes. It’s going to be a lot of trouble, but get some rest for tomorrow.

Should I say yes and go out again?

If it was normal, there was a high probability. At best, I would have given her a glass of water, put on a worried expression, and told her to be at ease because we are here, so please sleep well.

But I missed it

A body full of hideous scars.

When she said that the front was less than the back, she was lying.

What if I had scars like that all over my body? I thought I would have died long ago. How much pain would he have suffered if he had scars like that all over his body?

Shay said it was okay. But contrary to her words, her body didn’t look okay at all. Her whole body was covered with cold sweat, and although she didn’t seem to know it, her entire body was trembling.

I was concerned about how I was dressed for a moment, but then I turned it off. She didn’t know why, but since she had her top off too, she felt better.

I walked her close to her. Shay was still dazed, she sat. She seemed to look at me for a second as she entered the tent, then she lowered her head and continued to look at her belly. She didn’t even want to cover her breasts, she didn’t say anything and she continued to do so.

Her reaction was violent when I put my hand on her stomach.

Jab-!

“Don’t touch me!”

“…”

“Ah…”

It was several times more harsh than when he had previously touched her shoulder over her casual clothes. If it was natural, it was natural. Now I tried to touch her bare skin, where her scars were exposed. Her expression, which was blank, was quite restless.

“Sorry for trying to touch you.”

“No, no. Are you okay. Really. Captain.”

“Okay? Are you really okay?”

“Yes?”

I ignored the pain in the back of my hand and moved my hand again. Shay’s expression grew more terrified as my hand moved closer to her stomach.

The moment my finger finally touched the scar.

Jab-!

My hand bounced back violently.

“Ahhh… No. This, this is not what I mean! Therefore. Therefore… !”

Lighted the magic torch. Her expression, which had looked very blurry, became clearer.

She was obviously terrified.

To be precise, to her hand that goes back to her own ship.

“Uh, uh, uh, uh, please don’t do that. Please.”

Shay immediately began to sob. She could even hear the sound of her upper and lower teeth clashing in between conversations.

Totally ignored

I put my hand on her stomach for the third time.

‘1, 2, 3, 4.’

5.

This time it took 5 seconds.

Less than 1 second at first. Second about 3 seconds. The third time it increased to about 5 seconds.

I put my hand up again.

“Please… Captain! Why are you like this! Why!”

“Do no harm. I won’t hurt you.”

The back of his hand was red and swollen. For some reason, the strength of all the female colleagues seemed to be strong. Still, I couldn’t give up here. Intuition as a gamer, intuition as a captain, intuition as a man, and intuition according to the degree of relationship. You can bring anything and attach it.

Now, when her mentality is at its lowest point, it’s the timing.

I tried tenaciously. In her head, she thought of trying to connect with a dog who had been abandoned and abused several times. In order to heal her fear of being touched, she thought she needed her touch.

I was slightly worried that if I made a mistake in the middle, the trauma might get worse…

‘I’m really sorry about that, Shay. Forgive me for having to make extreme choices. No, it’s fine if you don’t forgive me.’

Now I had to do all the damn thing to get the mo to float. I didn’t need to play or yut. Only mo. In order to float the hair, I threw the gambling water and threw judgments close to the prescription of the deadly drug in succession.

To clear this damn highest difficulty dungeon.

‘Since I made the judgment and practiced it, of course I take responsibility.’

Even if after returning to Salem and recovering, Kaya’s obsession with me will remain. Even if Shay develops another symptom.

Only I will handle it.

So, bear with me a little. Shay.

**

Squeak- Swish-

It took about an hour. My hand stroking Shay’s belly was very careful. She was shaking her hands as if she wanted to get rid of me at any moment, but she finally managed to hold it back.

There was a mixture of deep sorrow and resentment in Shay’s voice.

“How… Why are you doing this, Captain… ? I said it was okay… You said it was just a nightmare… Why do you make me, who rejects me, make me so miserable… ?”

“I’m worried about you.”

“I’m worried… ? Stop talking nonsense like that!”

Shay snapped. Finally, her emotions, which had been weighed down by her lethargy, were coming out.

“Is it so! Vow! I swore! I swore! While the captain and my sister were watching, I swore to Justitia! I know me too! That I am no help to the lower ranks of the warriors! You and your sister are bothering me! The fact that going on like this would make it difficult to break through the zone! I know everything!”

“Okay.”

“Is it so! But what should I do? Everything feels futile! No matter how hard I try, things are getting worse! Even if I defend properly! Even if I try my best to attack! I don’t think I’ll be able to achieve my goal, and the older sister and the captain I tried to protect suffer the same way!”

Tears were running down Shay’s cheeks before she knew it.

“I hated heresy more than anyone else in the world and talked about it as if I would beat it up, but how pathetic am I now? Yes? Isn’t it? I will try to survive somehow. I promise to cheer you up somehow. I’ll give you some rest! So, somehow, I will make Claymore hold up in front of Ethan again! You will forcibly comfort me, who is useless, pathetic, and helpless! Even in a country like this!!!”

“That’s not it, Shay.”

“Do not lie!!!”

Shay grabbed me by the neck. Her breath choked her jaw.

“I look pitiful! I look hideous! I look like a worthless burden! Even so, there is no one who can use it right now! Because there are only two people to fight with right now! You’re trying to use it as a meat shield!”

“A meat shield, that’s harsh.”

“Shut up! Shut up!!!”

I was dizzy. Shay, who had grabbed her by the neck, was now holding her by the neck and rocking her frantically back and forth.

“Look! Open your eyes and look here!”

She roughly grabbed the back of her hair and pulled her to her own abdomen, where I had just been stroking her.

“My stomach was cut while I was awake! She couldn’t even pass out no matter what witchcraft she used! Those evil bastards tricked me into seeing it live! They split my stomach! By removing the uterus! Doing weird things to the womb! Put it back in! Everything, even roughly sealed!”

There was a twisted scar on Shay’s lower abdomen.

“I felt terribly helpless. Their stomachs are torn alive, and the room for the precious baby is violated in an unknown way… I couldn’t even die on my own. She said that she still feels the helplessness she felt then. Even when swinging a sword, when blocking an enemy’s attack! Even when walking!! Even when I close my eyes!!! Now, even when you forcefully stroke it!!!!”

That, that!!!

Shay’s eyes were bloodshot and red.

“A subject I don’t even know what I’m feeling, what do I know… Are you saying something that doesn’t even sound like you’re worried!!!!!”

“Surely.”

I grabbed her wrist. Shay resisted, but this time I didn’t stand still. Gave me strength

“It is impossible for me to know or understand all of your past.”

“Someone who knows that!”

“Nevertheless, because I want to know you and understand you. I.”

“… Under?”

“As a fellow fighting alongside you. And as the four captains who embrace you and lead you to the end of the dungeon. I cannot leave you alone.”

Shay’s expression, which was extremely angry, cooled. Well yes, you were that kind of person, she seemed to say.

“… I’m sorry for getting angry. I’m sorry for slapping your hand and strangling you. I’ll try to rest and recover somehow. That’s what the captain wants. Right?”

“Shay.”

“Why, Captain…”

Shay’s order to congratulate the guests did not continue.

Whoop-!

The moment I kissed her belly.

Because it hardened like a stone statue.