Chapter 17 – Preparation (3)
6. Preparation (3)*
Gulp-
This guy’s saliva came out again even though he had just swallowed it. Kaya’s breath, her hair, and her scent were making me Pavlov’s dog.
‘No, at least Pavlov’s dog was supposed to be tested several times.’
“That… Kaya. It’s too close.”
“… Yes.”
I spoke carefully, fearing that my breath would touch Kaya’s face if I opened my mouth to speak, but for some reason Kaya’s answer seemed to evoke regret. I couldn’t tell if this was the right feeling or if it was my delusion, so I felt frustrated and going crazy.
“I am your destiny… What exactly are you talking about?”
“…”
When I asked with the feeling of a jerk equipped with Han Yu-jin’s passive, there was no answer from Kaya. So, when I turned her head and looked at her, she was making such a face, even if I had to say this.
“Oh, no. It’s okay if it’s difficult to answer. Because I know why. Uh. You mean, as long as I keep going to the dungeon, you will follow me to the dungeon, right? Right?”
“…”
No, I just sorted it out naturally, but why is there no answer, Kaya!
“Uh, anyway, I don’t know what you did wrong, but by my standards, you didn’t do anything wrong, and since I consider you my colleague, unless you run out saying you can’t do it…”
“Captain, what did you think when you saw my body?”
“… Uh?”
It felt like someone had hit me hard on the back of the head. Now, what did Kaya say?
“Captain, what did you think when you saw my body?”
“Oh, that, sorry. I didn’t see it on purpose.”
“I want to hear the captain’s thoughts, not the inevitable situation. For seeing my body.”
“That, that…”
I felt some persistence, but since Kaya said that the situation was unavoidable, can I be honest about this?
“It’s beautiful, exciting… Did you fall well?”
“…”
“Um, sorry. Anyway, is that a bit like saying this?”
“Wasn’t it dirty?”
“What?”
“Wasn’t it vulgar?”
There was no shame to be found on Kaya’s face. She was still serious… Yes, it was desperate.
It seemed that my words and my thoughts were filled with a desperate wish that they were not lies.
Furthermore, Kaya seemed to have her self-loathing tendencies beyond her low self-esteem towards herself.
This is not good
“No, why are you?”
“The reason I apologized to the captain is because I showed my body to him carelessly. With my dirty body, I could have stained the captain’s eyes and disturbed his mind.”
Quite the opposite. Instead of being polluted, the eyes are purified.
No, it’s true that my heart was disturbed in a different sense. But, I don’t know why my body is dirty.
Even though I shook my head in denial, Kaya’s self-loathing remarks did not end.
“The captain is good. Because he is considerate of me and tells me that I am not dirty. But you don’t have to go that far. Didn’t the captain also look at me and avoid me?”
“… Under?”
“When you came out of the bathroom, didn’t you close your eyes and step back? Still, for the sake of going to the dungeon and for the sake of my colleagues, I am admiring the words and actions of the captain who tried to hide his reluctance towards me and was considerate of me to the end. So, you don’t have to be burdened with pointless lies.”
What the hell did he just say…
The stimulus from her body was so strong that the act of withdrawing inadvertently seemed to have touched her trauma again.
Dirty and avoid However, she is telling a sweet lie for herself, a colleague from Dungeon Row.
That’s what Kaya claimed.
Whoa.
Hey, you bastard who doesn’t know if you’re the person who brought me here or what. Shouldn’t you have said ‘the highest level’, including this? It seems that the dungeon’s difficulty level has already disappeared, but you’re going to hurt your head like this with your colleagues? So, did you include a relationship diagram?
Good. Ok this is it
Even though I am a stranger to this area, thinking that this is also a step to clear the dungeon gave me a strange confidence.
Okay.
Let’s think of it as preventing her first ally, a Tier 2 battle nun, from inadvertently endowing her with irredeemable traits like masochism and self-loathing.
To prevent that.
– My body is dirty. So I saw it and avoided it.
She needed to fundamentally change this assumption she believed in.
-Your body is not dirty at all. Rather, it is because you are so attractive.
It sounds like a self-inflicted statement stemming from trauma, so you’ll need to be a little stronger to overturn it here. If she was dumbfounded and moved on to a formal apology and consolation, there was a high possibility that her perception would harden forever.
‘That doesn’t work. I can’t leave the pus unattended.’
I stood up and looked down at Kaya. Perhaps it was the first time this had been set up, and she could see her visibly flustered.
Without a word from her, as she got closer and closer to her face, she turned her head to her side and opened her mouth in an urgent tone.
“Very well, chief. Eh, you shouldn’t do this. If you feel burdened because of what I said unnecessarily… !”
“What are you doing?”
“Yes?”
Kaya asked stupidly.
“What are you doing?”
“That… That.”
“I told you not to do this. What’s wrong?”
I brought my face closer. Now my inhalation touched her cheek. The side of her hair swayed slightly.
“My, my body is dirty! If you’re doing this because you feel responsible, guilty, or repulsive because of what I said, even now.”
“It’s embarrassing to say, but it’s the first time.”
“Heh?”
It was a strange and funny reaction. Thanks to that, while I was moving my actions, my body was full of tension in my heart, but it was relieved considerably.
“It’s the first time I’ve seen a pretty girl like you up close. It’s the first time we’ve had this much conversation. It’s the first time we’ve risked our lives fighting together. It’s the first time I’ve ever seen a body. I mean, this is the first time.”
Kaya’s eyes widened as she listened to my confession. Haha It would be unbelievable that in this world, which is a medieval background, I have not had a single experience with a woman at this age. It’s because the face is fine and the limbs are fine. Of course, I didn’t know how much the guy named Hendrick I possessed hit women in the past, or whether he was a single mother like me.
“Did you avoid it because it was dirty? No. Because your body is too pretty to be close to. I was afraid that if I looked at it more, I would not be able to endure it and make a mistake. Basically, it was because I didn’t know how to treat women. If I keep watching, I’m afraid I’ll inevitably get excited because I’m a man. You’re a precious companion, you can’t make a mistake.”
“Precious…”
Kaya catches the words she put in as lip service. What happened For now, it was time to focus on changing her perception.
“Kaya. If you don’t mind, I want to prove you wrong… Will it be okay?”
‘Ah! What is this asshole talking about!’
Even after she spit it out, she felt sorry for her, but Kaya looked at her eyes and it seemed that she was already insane.
… Nod
When she nodded her head subtly, instead of moving her trembling hand, her arms covered her with her entire body. The sound of Kaya holding her breath was unusually loud.
‘What the fuck is this feeling.’
All I was wearing was a thin shirt, and Kaya seemed to be wearing only one ‘serious’ nun’s uniform. The feeling of her body touching her body was so unfamiliar.
There were clothes, but I was dizzy at the soft sensation that I wondered if they were touching each other. Her hands were shaking more than before.
‘It’s crazy. Fucking crazy.’
Seeing things like this, are the experienced guys teasing him for being a virgin?
But what should I do?
I just touched it through my clothes, but it’s so exciting and good that I tremble.
But as long as it calms my excitement, what’s the difference between masturbating? The first purpose was to clear up the misunderstanding stemming from Kaya’s trauma.
I even took advantage of the tremors that came from my inexperience.
“Kaya. See? I’m so nervous He said it was because he was going crazy with excitement just by hugging a pretty girl like you.”
“…”
“Can’t you prove that?”
Kaya still nodded her head.
That, yes It won’t be enough to prove this. It might look like you’re gritting your teeth and holding back the dirt with stupid words, right?
So, can we go to the next level?
I reached out and touched her cheek.
“… Ah.”
Her cheeks were soft. And it was soft. Resisting the urge to inadvertently pinch her, he raised his other hand and cupped her opposite cheek. Perhaps because her face was small, it was almost completely covered with my two hands.
“Even like this?”
Nod-
Even with her hands holding her cheeks, Kaya nodded her head. Okay. She covered her whole body at first, so what’s the point of wrapping her hands around her cheeks?
After she took a deep breath, she moved closer to her face. And.
Lips and lips made gentle contact.
Kaya’s eyes widened to the point where they couldn’t grow any larger. Eyes shaking violently as if an earthquake had occurred. Both of her ears popped up. Breathing completely stopped.
In the moment when the world seems to have stopped, I savor Kaya’s soft lips… Hagi had to fight the urge to take off her nun at any moment.
A first kiss that can’t even be called a kiss that can’t be said to be proficient.
“Ah… !”
A sweet exclamation burst from Kaya’s mouth as my lips parted. It was a voice that made me groan from below.
Sup- Whoo-
She met her eyes again with her.
“Even like this?”
“… Yes. Still, it’s not enough.”
Instead of nodding her head, Kaya replied in a confident tone, as if hoping for something from her. And she gently closed her eyes.
I covered her lips again. This time, I mustered up a little more courage and stuck out my tongue. With the tip of my tongue, I tapped her tightly closed lips, and the lips, which had been still for a while, seemed embarrassed to allow space little by little.
But the tip of my tongue had no intention of advancing a little.
Once the door opened, my tongue, which had been retracted, physically greeted Kaya’s shyly hidden tongue. Both I and she breathed in at the soft, squishy and infinitely strange feeling, but the misfortune of biting her tongue did not happen.
Kaya’s tongue was passive and mine was clumsy. But it didn’t matter. This was a space for just the two of us, and it was enough for the two of us to like each other.
My tongue got better little by little, and Kaya’s tongue got a little more responsive. The soft muscles that had been used only for talking and passing food all this time became obscenely intertwined and intertwined, using each other’s saliva as lubricant.
Whoop whoop… !
Maybe it was because he forgot to breathe properly because of the excitement, but he had trouble breathing and set aside his feelings of regret, ending the deep kiss that seemed to have lasted over 10 minutes.
When she came to her senses, her arms were holding my back tightly, and my thighs were tightly restraining her lower body.
For a while, only the rough breathing of the two of us came and went in the room.
“… Even like this?”
Even as I spoke, I intuitively realized that this was the last question. I don’t know how my eyes and expression came to be… Maybe he didn’t look like a very excited dog.
Fortunately, Kaya seemed to be the same.
“Yes. Still, it’s not enough.”
She smiled as she tugged at the back of my hair.
“That I was wrong, that I was completely wrong… Please prove more. Leader.”
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