Chapter 154 – Liquidation (3)
19. Liquidation (3)
“Can’t you get out? What does that mean?”
“It is literally. It is a form in which the strange energy of faith your child has and the existing faith toward you coexist. It means that I can accept you for the faith I have for you, and then I can imprison you for the faith I have for that wild child.”
“That… It’s nonsense. I hadn’t even heard of it.”
“So do i. But when I descended directly and saw it up close, I could definitely feel it. Your child… Umm…”
“Why are you slurring?”
“Ah, to be blunt. If someone asked your child to choose between you and the wild child, he would choose the wild child without hesitation. No Should I just say that the child behaves in the direction he wants? If the child apostatizes, he will forsake you, and if you ask him to corrupt, he may corrupt. For your child, the devotion to you is instrumental in helping the wild child. It seems that your child doesn’t realize that fact.”
Raella’s face hardened.
“Your child still adores you. He hasn’t changed However, ‘belief’ towards a blind child, no, it can already be said that it is the realm of blind obsession. Anyway, that obsession grew and got eaten up.”
“So, what about your child?”
“My child was less than yours. That’s why he hurriedly descended before it got any bigger. Should I say that it is maintained in a state of equilibrium right now? But your child… After I descended on my child, that strange aura grew rapidly. Out of control.”
“That… I can’t. No, but it’s what Titi said, so it won’t be a lie… What should I do…”
“Anyway, Raella, you were passive about descending. I decided not to do it after coming down first and if there were any abnormalities, so you don’t have to.”
Raella looked at her own child in the reflection of her marbles. She recently ignored all of her child’s prayers. It wasn’t even decided whether she would come or not, but she didn’t want to give me unnecessary expectations or disappointment.
She waited until Eustitia finished her descent, and after thinking about it for a while, she offered to tell her, but the answer she heard was very negative.
“Advent looks dangerous.”
“My child… My child, who is walking the path of the greatest but painful achievement, is eagerly hoping… I am suffering…”
“You can help in other ways. You can tell the church and order material support, or you can learn new skills through it.”
“That wouldn’t satisfy my child’s wishes.”
“Hey. Is Advent as easy as taking a walk? I’ve paid a hefty price too. It’s like gambling. But it’s dangerous for you, who already have so many followers, to keep up with the status quo, to focus more on a specific individual than this. Wouldn’t it be better if there was no risk…”
Everything Justitia said was right. However, Raella felt her heart suffocate. Even before Justitia said, ‘I saw the possibility’, she used to help Hendrick and Kaya once in a while by subtly using her strength. It was not at all nonsense that Hendrick shouted and praised Raella in an extreme situation.
For example, when Kaya uses the ‘God’s Will’ skill.
When the urgency of her child’s prayer reached its peak and she couldn’t bear to watch it, she had to suffer the pain that broke her heart just by energizing her.
Thinking back then, I became more impatient.
It was the same when Ai’s group was in District 1, and it was even worse when they were in District 2, but as they go deeper, their own intervention will become almost impossible. That’s why she wanted to give her power as much as possible, even at the risk of pain this time. Like Justitia.
– Mr. Raella, Mr. Raella, Mr. Raella.
Even at this moment, his child desperately wanted and wanted again. Her own advent.
For her man, that sublime miracle she would never have dared to imagine or wish for.
‘To tell the revelation that you will find your destiny in Salem… It’s none other than me.’
A momentary whim and coincidence overlapped revelation created this flow.
Although she was sad that the child no longer looked only at herself, Raella was happy that she had finally established her own will and desire. At the same time, I felt responsible.
“You… I am thinking of doing it.”
“Yes?”
“Aww, your eyes. I have a taste now.”
“My, how are my eyes?”
“Sometimes, whenever you made that face, you always had an accident. How many times do you think I’ve cleaned up on you so far?”
“…”
“Right now, you’re not in a state to hear me dry. Did I warn you enough?”
– Let’s pray together. If we can’t be together, Shay and Illumina are together. And do you know It could be that Raella-nim is holding back for a bigger gift. So let’s not suffer alone. Huh?
At that moment, I heard the words of a wild child. Hearing that, he saw a smile on his child’s face.
Raella was determined.
**
After having a sincere conversation with Kaya, I stopped by Raella’s Monastery every day to pray sincerely. It’s not that the prayers until then weren’t sincere, but what should I say anyway. There were prayers with a slightly light feeling, and there were prayers that ended with vague praises. But today’s prayer was different. It wasn’t a prayer for me, it was only a prayer for Kaya.
“I am well aware that Advent is not as easy as eating a meal. Kaya may not be a suitable descendant. So Shay also became the Advent body, but what can Kaya not do?
A quiet prayer room with only a statue of Raella the size of my forearm and a book of scriptures. There, thinking of the statue as a real goddess, she was praying as if having a conversation.
“Until now, I have never heard Raella-sama’s words directly, but I have felt Raella-sama indirectly a few times. It was the same when swearing by the rosario, when Kaya wielded her mace, and even in the resting place in the dungeon. And I could feel Raella-nim’s kindness not only through Kaya, but also through Sestia.”
Goddess of love and generosity.
A few times I thought it was benevolence through mace as a joke, but it was a joke derived from ignorance. After I learned through the scriptures why Raella-sama became the goddess of mercy and generosity, I didn’t have such stupid thoughts anymore.
“Kaya is wonderful, but I, who leads her, is suffering a lot because she is lacking in many ways. Still, we are constantly working to keep moving forward. Of course, I know that even if I try ten times, doing well once is more important. In order to do that once well, I will try ten times, if not ten times, a hundred times.”
District 3.
A crazy area where even I, who have played thousands of hours, can get hooked right away with the slightest mistake.
After passing through Area 1, which was like a game, and Area 2, which was full of cockiness, Area 3 of the devil, where the sound of ‘fuck mangem’ popped out every time it broke through a room.
In addition to the unknown area 4 that I have never played before.
“As you have watched over us and helped us so far, we would appreciate it if you would continue to do so in the future.”
Districts 1 and 2 were so fucked up, but what about District 3? What about District 4?
It would be a lie if I said I wasn’t afraid.
However, praying to an absolute being was an act that brought comfort to the heart more than I thought.
Nothing can be solved right away, but just thinking that Goddess will listen to my prayers makes me feel like my work will go well.
“I will come again tomorrow. Goodbye.”
It was the time when I was about to return the scriptures I had opened after today’s prayer.
[Hey.]
“Huh!”
I woke up awkwardly and was startled by the sudden voice that penetrated my brain, and I fell over. I looked around, but nothing had changed. No, the face of the statue was shining very faintly.
“Stop, please…”
[I can’t talk for a long time.]
His voice was warmer than any other voice. It felt like my ears and heart would melt.
[Will you pass it on to my child? There was something prepared, so I couldn’t answer.]
“Ahhh.”
[I’m always watching. Don’t be in a hurry I say I love you.]
There was concern and affection in his warm yet soft voice. When she came to her senses, she was on her knees in front of the statue of the Goddess, and she was frantically nodding her head.
[And… Can’t you lose to Justitia?]
“Yes?”
[Whoops…]
She was silent at the end of her laughter, which caused a gurgasm, no nergasm, in the goddess.
“Chew, no Raella-nim! No, wow… How do I get to the inn? I will go crazy.”
The front of my pants was sticky…
**
“La Ella, bitch… It’s new, but you’re really crazy.”
“You’re talking too much, Titi! I am not crazy.”
“Okay. I’m not crazy It’s crazy.”
“Why… ? Are you even going to say that?”
“No! Under!”
Justitia shouted, pointing to Raella, to be exact, the second Raella right next to Raella.
“If divinity and existence are separated and descended, even if you go crazy, you’re crazy enough then!!!”
“Because this is the real me too, it’s no different from descending on me, and even in the worst case, only a part of me loses. I thought it was a good idea…”
“What a good idea!”
Eustitia rubbed the back of her neck. I felt like I could understand why so many people in a fictitious day were overcome with anger and committed evil things.
“Really well thought out! No matter how you think about it, that’s not it! It’s not just the concept of taking a part of you off! Did you commit it after imagining what would happen to that child who could be mistaken and a part of you might invade your concept, and combined with a part of you?”
“Thanks for your concern, Titi.”
“Ah.”
Justitia sighed.
She even tried to commit a crazy act of separating herself and making Advent, but now that there was no way she would listen to her words, it felt ridiculous to be so enthusiastic.
‘It’s been like that for a long time… She’s a gentle, docile, and kind bitch, but once she gets stuck…’
Come to think of it, didn’t Raella’s child’s obsession with the wild child spread to a strange ‘belief’?
‘That mother and that daughter, really.’
Justitia blankly watched the conversation between the Raellas.
“Raella. Is she ready?”
“Yes, Laella.”
“I’ve said it many times, but it may never come back.”
“I am determined. Like Titi, I want to pay the price to defeat her bastard.”
“Sorry. And thank you. Raella.”
“Don’t be sorry, Laella. I do it because I want to.”
“Thank you. She told the child. The business world will end soon…”
“Do not worry. Nothing will go wrong. Either for me or for the child.”
“Believe.”
Justitia gave up thinking.
