Chapter 256 – Choice (1)
“Cha Jin-woo is not a body that can impregnate anyone. Have you ever heard of azoospermia?”
Mr… Fuck.
The doctor’s words set the four of us up in a violent storm. No one spoke or moved, but I could tell that a great commotion was going on in my heart.
“Seo… Sir, what is that… What are you talking about?”
“It is literally. You’ve worked hard until now, but you haven’t had children, right? I know that the first child is not Cha Jin-woo’s biological son. The reason is that Mr. Cha Jin-woo has azoospermia.”
The doctor said calmly.
The first child is already not your child, so why are you surprised by this?
But there was a clear difference between what it has been like so far and what it will be in the future.
My first son, Seung-woo, is not my child, but the child Seung-yeon is carrying now is my seed. The difference between being able to create my seed and not being able to do so is the difference between heaven and earth.
Cha Jin-woo slowly got up.
The guy one head taller than me held Jian tightly in his arms.
“Haa… Mr. Jinwoo… Huh…”
Jian bursts into tears in Cha Jin-woo’s arms. Shedding tears like chicken poop, she cried in Cha Jin-woo’s arms.
But the old doctor didn’t wait. He flips back another piece of chart and sweeps up his glasses.
“If you wish, I can also tell you about the child you are pregnant with and the birth father. Of course…If you want.”
Whoa…
Pandora’s box is in front of you, but how many people will pass by it? Cha Jin-woo and Jian had already gone where they wanted to go. The old doctor’s words are not a suggestion, but a punishment that will soon be meted out to them.
“The child’s father… Who is it?”
Cha Jin’s voice cracked. It seems that he is barely holding back the bursting tears, just as much as Jian in his arms.
“Haha.”
The doctor checked the last page of the chart and laughed.
“It sounds like a name. Jinwoo. Kim Jin-woo is my biological father.”
Calling names as if they are familiar now, they stare straight into my face. Even the name is the same He seemed to be able to resist the laughter that erupted from the doctor’s face.
“Ha…”
Dump…
“Ji… Mr. Jian! Mr. Jian!”
Ji-an collapsed in Cha Jin-woo’s arms. As soon as my name was called, I lost my mind and collapsed.
And I don’t remember much after that.
We panicked, the doctor urgently called a nurse, and the sound of sirens resonating throughout the hospital. We spent almost a full day in the hospital before the incident calmed down.
“Fortunately, there is no danger to life. Mother and child… Both.”
The old doctor, whose face had gone white, said as he took off his surgical gloves. I’ve seen mothers collapse right in front of me, so I don’t think so.
His face, which had been amused as if he was watching a last-minute drama right in front of him, now looked like he was fed up with it.
Fortunately, Ji An quickly regained consciousness. He still needs absolute stability. He has to be hospitalized for several days, but normal communication and conversation are possible.
“Seungyeon-ah, go in first and close your eyes. Jinwoo and I will be here.”
After sending her wife in first, Cha Jin-woo and I pulled out coffee from the vending machine in front of the hospital room. They stayed up all day and stomped their feet together, so the two of them were incomparable.
“Here, eat this.”
“…Thank you.”
Cha Jin-woo looked at the hot coffee I served for a while without saying a word. I also had nothing to say. I didn’t even have the energy to talk.
“I will leave when Jian is all well.”
“Yes?”
“Sure… I’ll have to talk to her wife more, but I’ve made up my mind. Only, Sua. It’s not easy to make a decision because of Sua.”
Cha Jin-woo’s voice was firm. As if he had been thinking about it all day, his determination seemed firm.
“I am leaving. Then, Mr. Jian, how do you say how to raise a child in your belly?
“Does my decision… Sound easy?”
Cha Jin-woo’s eyes flashed. A mix of emotions showed on his face as he looked at me.
“Ah… I know. Do you know enough about how I feel? But it’s too fast. Let’s talk together once Jian wakes up. Yes?”
“No. Then it will just pass by. The child in Jian’s belly will be born, and I will look at that child and think of Jinwoo for the rest of my life. You go back to that hell.”
“…”
Hell.
I couldn’t throw up at Cha Jin-woo’s words. I am in that hell too. It was inevitable that every time I saw Seung-woo’s face, I thought of the faces of the other men Seung-yeon was on top of.
“Mr. Jinwoo…”
Dump…
“Why… Why are you like this?”
Suddenly, Jinwoo Cha knelt down in front of me. When a body much bigger than me sat down in front of me, I too was startled. Fortunately, there was no one in the waiting room, so it’s a shame.
“This is a request between us, between us men.”
“Ah… I get it. Wake up at once yes?”
“Will you listen?”
Cha Jin-woo’s eyes flashed. For some reason, his face was stiffer than ever.
Cha Jin-woo pursed his lips as if to speak.
“What… What is it? I’ll listen and then decide.”
I knew the weight of what Cha Jin-woo was trying to say. Whatever the offer, it’s not a fact that the average man can handle.
“Jin-woo, please save me and Ji-an from hell.”
“Yes…? Save me What do I mean?”
“I want to erase the second one in Jian’s stomach…”
“Ji… Mr. Jinwoo! Are you crazy?”
Did I shout too loud? The nurses passing by outside the door flew in and flowered.
I had to quickly lower my voice.
“Muh… What are you talking about?”
“It is literally. The only one who can save us from hell is Jinwoo. I’ll try to convince Ji An somehow… Jin-woo just needs to agree to the operation.”
Cha Jin-woo prayed earnestly. It looked as if tears would soon flow from his deeply sunken eyes. He even grabbed my crotch.
“Rise up at once. I don’t think that’s what we’re talking about here… Come on!”
I had to calm him down.
Talking about abortion in a hospital that conceives life. It was a scary story that someone passing by would hear.
I knew Cha Jin-woo’s hell.
Because I’ve been swimming in that hell longer than anyone else. That the seed of a man other than mine is growing in his wife’s stomach. It was a lot more stressful than I thought.
Of course, I also found out about it after a while after Seungwoo was born. I was just guessing, but when I found out that Seung-woo was really not my child, I also found out that there is a deeper hell.
But Cha Jin-woo is two.
Two, not one.
Not only the first daughter, Sua, who didn’t hurt even if she put it in her eyes, but even my own child was growing in Jian’s stomach.
I could understand Cha Jin-woo’s struggles a little, very little.
“My husband… ? You can visit us now.”
Finally, the nurse came out of Jian’s room and said. Even when she looked at Cha Jin-woo and me, it seemed as if she was asking what kind of relationship the two of them had.
Truly… It is a difficult world for corrupt couples to live in.
Clap.
Slither…
The door opened, and Jian’s figure appeared. Her face, which was originally white, looked pale. She was wearing a hospital uniform, so her large, braless breasts were stretched out.
“Miss Jian! Are you okay?”
“Honey… Are you okay?”
Cha Jin-woo and I asked at the same time. Regardless of who is the husband, the two of us knelt side by side next to Jian’s bed.
“Uh… You both didn’t go and waited?”
There was a sense of embarrassment in the way he looked at the two of us. Is Jian worried about who to call her husband?
“Of course you should. Do you know how worried she was when she suddenly collapsed?”
Cha Jin-woo grabbed Jian’s hand. His sincere expression, the face he had just begged me to get rid of.
“Mi… Sorry. Unbeknownst to me, my strength was suddenly released… “
Squeak.
Jian removed her hand. Cha Jin-woo’s hand was placed on the bed.
“That… Okay. But Gian, I have something to tell you… “
Cha Jin-woo said with difficulty. Seeing the troubled expression on his face, I could guess what he was talking about.
“Honey, I’m so tired right now… “
“Uh… ?”
“I can’t talk for a long time now because my body is so tired. I’m sorry… Can we talk slowly later?”
“… “
Cha Jin-woo could only nod his head. Jian’s face is sick to anyone, and she was too weak to handle Cha Jin-woo’s words.
“Then Mr. Jian… Take good care of yourself and get some rest. If you need anything, just let me know.”
I sincerely wish her well. The moment she closes the door and leaves.
“Jinwoo, no… Tell my husband Can I talk to you for a minute?”
Jian called me, not Cha Jin-woo.
“I’m sorry honey, but could you move over for a moment?”
Jian’s polite request, Cha Jin-woo reluctantly closed the door and went out.
“Hmm… “
Serene stillness.
At las… Just the two of us
Jian and I didn’t make eye contact with each other. She knows that if she sees her eyes, she will want to hug her.
Instead, I grabbed Jian’s hand, which had escaped from Cha Jin-woo’s.
“Mr. Jinwoo.”
“Yes.”
“I missed you.”
For the first time today…
This is the moment when Jian’s eyes sparkle.
