Chapter 177 – Truth Can’t Be Faked (2)
I couldn’t contain my burning face. After wiggling his fingers like an idiot, Shili once again mustered up the courage to try an excuse.
“Bah, what I just said…….”
But it was a bunch. Her trembling voice is full of embarrassment, so anyone who sees it can’t help but doubt it.
If it hadn’t been for the promise with the elf, I would have evaded her words and ran out of the room right away.
Esily, who had intentionally held her breath, slowly raised her gaze despite the awkwardness.
“…….”
Theorad, who was staring straight ahead unnaturally, was unfamiliar. His fists resting on his lap his were clenched, so it was obvious that he was tense.
If it was natural, it was natural. Theorard had spent many years trapped in the consciousness of the elves as he went to treatment at night in isolation.
Although it is said that the treatment of the isolated night was successful and the return to reality restored dull emotions and memories, the years of wandering in the consciousness of the elves did not disappear from memory.
No matter how much he shunned women, even Theorad was born as a man. I would be lying if I said that I hadn’t missed a woman’s skin all this time.
‘However…….’
For Theorard, what should take precedence over sexual desire was, of course, the happiness of those around him.
Because it was Theorard’s theory that one should never hurt others for the sake of one’s own desires.
That’s why he was in charge of nursing the elves, restraining himself and enduring all his desires. Because it was right to pursue reason rather than instinct.
In the meantime, Essili suddenly came to visit and declared that she would stay in one room all day. Even with all the holes for her escape her to be blocked.
Theorard, who unconsciously had a strange imagination, shook his head vigorously.
‘Stupid…… ! Wake up!’
It was disqualification as a human being to have ugly fantasies about his lovely fiancée. Esily probably didn’t come here with such promiscuous intentions, but she must have been possessed by the devil of lewdness.
Theorard, who had cleared his mind by taking a deep breath, looked back at Esily as if it was nothing. The light brown eyes that had reached liberation slowly narrowed.
“Okay. If the elf said it was okay, she could spend a day with me. However, there is something that needs to be done in advance before we can have a sad conversation, so is it okay if we take care of that first ?”
“Yes? Ah……”
When the misunderstanding is resolved, I feel refreshed. It was as if he drank wine mixed with water, and she couldn’t get rid of the flat feeling.
She didn’t show it though. Because I didn’t hate Theorard’s consideration like this.
“Of course. Can I watch from the side?”
“Well. It’s a tedious task to look at, but……”
“…… It can’t?”
It’s cute how you ask questions. Looking at it, I naturally smile.
“It can’t be. See it if you want.”
It was no big deal for her, so she had no reason to deny that Esily was watching from her side of her. Theorard got up with a smile and went to the desk in the room and sat down in front of it.
On the desk, numerous letters from hometown (mostly asking for regards) were piled up.
The amount of work was enormous because it included not only the aristocrats who were building friendly relations, but also the students and faculty of the Mage Tower, the family members, and the correspondence of the residents of the territories.
Even though I write replies by hand every day, the next day, the letters pile up on my desk so that the letters do not stop, so it was difficult.
Nevertheless, Theorard did not ghostwrite or discard the letters. This is because he thought that ignoring the messages of concern and support was not the right thing to do as a human being.
Of course, from Essilie’s point of view, watching it, she couldn’t help but feel anxious. Essilie, who got up from bed and approached Theorard’s side of her, looked at her with a rather pitiful look in her heart.
‘Sir Theorard…….’
It was an understandable sight as to why Theorard had stretched himself out the previous day without even washing himself.
It must have been because there was no time left to wash up as he was writing a long reply after returning to his room as soon as he finished taking care of the elf.
It is pitiful to see Theorard, who has always kept himself clean, writing with a disheveled appearance.
He was fidgeting for help, when Theorard looked back at Essilly and hurriedly rose from his seat.
“This……. Sorry. I was out of my mind.”
Theorard went to the corner of the room and brought a chair before Esily could say anything. He puts a chair on the other side of the desk, takes out a handkerchief and wipes the flat seat neatly. When the work was finished, Theo Rad patted off his handkerchief and put it back into his bosom.
“Your legs will hurt if you stand and watch, so sit here.”
“Ah…… Thanks.”
Essilie approached the chair and was about to sit down, but she hesitated. Now that he can spend time with just the two of them, does he really need to distance himself?
The trouble was short and the answer was quick. Esily, holding the chair, went to the seat right next to Theorard and gently put it down.
“I’ll take a look here.”
It was a notice, not a request or conciliation. It was as if he was saying, ‘I am your fiancée, so I have the right to watch from the side’.
A loose laugh flows from the cute threat. Theorard, who nodded his head, answered as he sat down.
“Let it be.”
After receiving permission, Esily sits down with a shy smile. Theorard from then on concentrated his nerves on composing his correspondence with his.
Square square-
I’m more than happy with the white noise that resonates as pleasantly as the elegant handwriting.
After writing a long reply and folding the paper straight, Theorard lifts a spoon heated by candlelight.
Then, sealing wax was poured into the center of the envelope and the family seal was stamped in an orderly manner, so there was no superfluity.
Even though her appearance her was disheveled, it was as if she could sense from her every action of her that her behavior her was not lax.
“…….”
Maybe that’s why, without knowing it, I fell in love and watched Theorad’s profile of him.
The slim jawline and half-opened eyes are truly attractive. His tightly pursed lips and gently lowered gaze conveyed a sense of elegance, as if expressing an ideal of nobility.
Even the few strands of her hair her, swept back, sticking out in front of her, looked lovely. It might have been a bean pod, but at least it looked like that in Essilly’s eyes her.
Unaware of that fact, Theo Rad eagerly wrote a reply, then let out a sigh and put down his quill. It was because it bothered me that even though close to an hour had passed, there were still half of the correspondence left to deal with.
“Esley. It’s going to take a long time, but if you’re tired, you can take a nap in bed…….”
Theorard, who turned his head without much meaning, was taken away in real time. It was because even though he and Esily were close, they were too close.
As she tilted her upper body forward, Silly was looking up at her from a distance of about a hand’s span.
Even in the cloudy weather, under the blonde hair that boasts a neat shine, the blue eyes that contain affection flicker slowly.
Close enough to hear each other’s breathing. In the space surrounded by silence, Theo Rad gulped and hesitated about his actions.
One hesitation did not last long. Theorard, who puts his reason down for a moment, slowly lowers her head, and Essilie closes her eyes.
The distance got gradually closer, and the two’s lips lightly overlapped. Afterwards, the two opened their lips and coveted each other’s tongue.
“Oh, yes…….”
A low moaning sound. After mixing their tongues for a while, the two almost instinctively hugged each other.
Esily grabs Theo Rad’s back and arms her, and naturally digs into her arms her. Her soft breasts her pressed against Theo Rad’s body her.
Theo Rad also cupped Essilly by the side of her and kissed her more tenderly.
Then, suddenly, Theo Rad removed his mouth and bit the street. Because she believedly realized that she acted too impulsively.
Theorard said, wiping the saliva from his mouth with the back of his hand.
“…… Sorry. I must have made a mistake.”
A raised voice comes through, trying to remain calm. Her excited face her exhaled unorganizedly, but she withdrew her arms, not hiding the regret.
“Okay, it’s okay…….”
Even though she said that, she couldn’t hide the goong feeling that was carried on.
Wasn’t the fact that she allowed the kiss the same as permission to go further than that?
I don’t know if it was in the past, but now we’ve already had sex once. It was Esily who was the first to not like Theorard’s nice, naive side of her.
“That…”
Theorard, who had been scratching his cheek awkwardly, smiled awkwardly.
“Isn’t today a safe day? It would be difficult to have a child before the ceremony, so I think it would be better for both of us to be patient and restrain ourselves.”
“Be patient…….”
She kissed her first and then told me to hold on, which somehow offended me. In addition, a sense of shame rises, wondering if I don’t have enough charm for Theorard to control his sexual desire her.
No matter how you think about it, it was Theorard who was bad. Seeley, unable to manage her expression her any longer, pursed her lips and looked away.
Esily is openly revealing that she is upset, so she is in trouble. Theorard cleared his throat and spoke calmly again.
“When the ceremony is over, I’ll give you anything you want. I will try to be a good husband, so can you forgive me just this once?”
“…… I know. I never doubted that Sir Theorard would make a good husband. But I don’t think it’s good to put up with her her needs too much.”
“Esley. I…….”
Esily looked up at Theo Rad with her pleading eyes.
“Tell me honestly. You don’t want to have a relationship with me.”
“No way! Not for a single moment has she ever thought that she would hate being in a relationship with you!”
“Then…”
Esily raised her hand, grabbed her by the bosom of her dress, and pulled it under her. Her dress her, flowing down the contours of her coveted breasts her, reached her waist her.
Thanks to that, I could see her belly band tightening around her waist on her, and her pure white corset covering her breasts on her.
That her Theo Rad’s gaze is fixed on her chest restores her confidence in Essilly. Gathering her courage her, she grabbed Theo Rad’s hand her, which was carried on her slender outstretched arm her, and brought it to the straps of her corset her.
“…… Prove it.”
Esily’s voice is heard in a rusty tone. Theorard, who had been in conflict for a while, loosened the straps of his corset as if he had been possessed by a demon.
As she is, she pulls her corset down, revealing her bouncy breasts. The pink nipples in the center of the white jade-like breasts were always beautiful to look at.
“You have been through a lot. So…….”
Her hesitant words make her raise her head.
Essilie had a flushed face, and though she was very shy, she pursed her lips as calmly as possible.
“It’s okay to fool around with me as much as you like.”
