Chapter 170 – Mesgaki and Remnants of the Past
“Wow! The bed is big!”
“Aww!”
“It’s a queen-size bed, so it’ll be enough for the two of us and Nero.”
It has not been kept secret until now, but the appearance of Eun-je’s house when she first came to it was unexpectedly clean and spacious rather than narrow.
No, you always say that you are an unemployed editor, but you live in a nice place again? I thought I would eat ramen every day in a studio. Seeing that he lives in a nice place unexpectedly, I wonder if he has a lot of money.
“But what is this?”
A black string lying on the floor.
I wanted something like this, so I grabbed the string and listened slowly. As the long end was pulled, the area gradually widened and soon became a triangle.
A triangle with a string? This…
Poof!
“Hey, why is this here! I’m sure it’s all cleaned up!!!”
“That sucks.”
“Sorry, I accidentally forgot that in a quick cleanup this morning.”
“Okay?”
Well, you don’t have to be ashamed to see some panties. Contrary to the appearance of sexual harassment unexpectedly, it might be a bit soft in real life.
After taking off the outerwear she had been wearing outside, she sat down on the bed she hadn’t seen in a long time.
Fluffy.
Mommy mommy.
Even though I only raised my hips, the feeling of being gently wrapped and hugged made me feel better.
“Oh, the bed is so soft.”
“Isn’t it? Maybe it’s because I have big breasts, so I couldn’t lie on my stomach unless it was a soft bed.”
Eunje takes out the refrigerator and takes out a Coke while naturally organizing the outerwear I took off. I stroked the hair of Nero who was next to me and waited quietly.
“What did you eat for breakfast?”
“No…”
It happened to me on the way out to buy ramen. There was no time to eat. No, anyone who could eat in that situation would be able to boil and eat ramen right in the middle of a battlefield.
“Would you like some simple ramen? I haven’t eaten yet, is that okay?”
“Yeah. I was going to eat ramen this morning anyway.”
Bubbling.
I listened to the beautiful sound of the water boiling.
“I’m hungry…”
Nero cried out that he was hungry. I put the cat food I had brought before coming to Eun-jae’s house today and put it in Nero’s rice bowl.
While waiting for the ramen to finish boiling, Nero fed Nero with water as well. Fortunately, it seems that it was really a godsend to bring rice and food.
Even if I starve, my cat can’t starve.
“The boss is done, let’s eat now.”
“Okay.”
Ramen noodles served in a pot of boiled Yang Eun-je.
It sounds really strange, but when you see something from the smell to the egg, it looks like it was cooked really deliciously.
Homeschoolers say they make good ramen by boiling it every day, but is that correct?
“Hmm~ It’s delicious. Are you good at boiling ramen?”
“Of course! I eat ramen every day, but what if I can’t do this too?”
It’s good.
There are some delicious things because I haven’t eaten anything since morning, but Eun-je made one water adjustment amazing, but it seemed to be more delicious than when I boiled it.
He scooped the noodles out of the bowl with chopsticks and quickly put them into his mouth. I drank water to cool down the hot noodles, and cooled the heat by putting red kimchi in my mouth.
Perhaps it was kimchi that went well with ramen, but even though I only put one in my mouth, it felt like my mouth was purified with the taste of kimchi.
After finishing the ramen Eunje cooked, I took the bowl Eunje left behind and took it to the sink.
“You did the cooking, so I’ll wash the dishes.”
“I’m a guest, so it’s okay if I don’t… And since I haven’t had one since yesterday, it must be a lot?”
“I’m doing it because I’m grateful, so just accept it.”
It’s a nuisance to come to your house suddenly, but wouldn’t it make sense for me to help you with even simple chores like this? As a man, I must
It sounds strange, but in this world, it’s natural for men to do housework.
“Really? These are the things I ate, so let’s do it too.”
When I started washing the dishes, Eun-je took out another glove from the side and started washing the dishes together while rinsing the dishes with foam on them.
Puffy.
Without saying anything, he concentrates on the work he is doing and moves quickly to get the job done. Like a machine.
“Because we’re like this… Don’t we feel like a couple?”
“A married couple? Um~ Pongpong girl Eunje?”
“You’d better call me Mrs. Pongpong.”
Well, it was a situation that couldn’t be denied if they said they looked like a couple or newlyweds. A man and a woman were washing dishes with their bodies attached to each other, but who would think it was a stranger?
Dishes and cutlery that had been dirty began to turn white enough to shine brightly at some point. Seeing things that are clean makes me feel more and more at ease.
“Finished! Kkeuhah… How about taking a break now, boss? I’ll bring out some snacks for you.”
“Okay. But snacks? Do you have any snacks at home?”
“Of course. Originally, a woman like me has to eat a lot of sweet snacks every day to maintain her breasts.”
Eun-je, who was massaging my breasts as if showing off, headed to the refrigerator and took out something square and gave it to me.
“Ruler!”
“Is it ice cream?”
“Maybe it’s autumn now, so it’s being sold very cheaply around the house? So I bought a lot.”
“You know you get a stomach ache if you eat too much of that, right?”
“Your body must have already adapted to it after you’ve done it twice already…?”
I don’t know what it is, but seeing as he said that, I wasn’t particularly worried. The taste of ice cream while holding Nero in your arms.
Sweet yet.
“Mistress… You’ve got hair in your mouth right now. Nero, why don’t you really shave all your hair?”
“I’m sick of it.”
“It’s a pity that I can’t understand what he’s saying.”
If you are a person who raises a pet, don’t you want to talk with your own animal at least once? Because my dog or cat usually wants to ask what they think of me and how their relationship with me is.
After removing the black fur from her tongue, she stared at the ceiling, tasting the ice cream again.
A lot of things seem to have happened this morning, but compared to the last stalker incident, the current situation seemed to be a little better.
At that time, it was so serious that I wanted to die, starting with hallucinations. But now it just didn’t matter.
Why? Have you been through too much? Or did I just get used to it?
People cannot adapt to emotions. They say that going through sad things makes you less sad, but that doesn’t mean that you are less sad, it’s that your emotions dry up.
Without even realizing it, he was slowly dying.
When you realize later, you will live as usual without even knowing that your feelings are dead.
So am I in a similar situation? Starting with being dragged into this world, sexual harassment, sexual harassment, and a gutter-like life and a stalker. Lastly, my parents who bully me until the end.
Actually, my feelings may have already been dying from the beginning.
“Are you okay, boss?”
“Why?”
“That… Tears are flowing from your eyes.”
Are there tears flowing? I’m fine, but what are the tears?
When I touched it with my hands, I wonder if I was really shedding tears, and the salty water on my fingers proved that I was shedding tears right now.
“Aww.”
Nero licking the tears that flowed down my chin.
“Me… Why no, more than that, why are you shedding tears? Su-san, aren’t you sad? Why?”
“Sah… No, Jaejoon.”
Eun-je just hugging me without saying anything. I feel the big breasts and warm warmth in my head.
“If it’s hard, say it’s hard. Why are you trying to handle it alone? I am there, and there are people around you and viewers waiting for you.”
I know that.
However…
But… Why does it seem like you’re getting sadder and your heart hurts?
“Huh… I’m sorry, I, actually…”
It’s tough.
“It was hard…!”
Starting with this unknown world that I didn’t want, I gradually miss my family and my life like a gutter.
The vacancy of the family and the irrationality of the world that could not be filled no matter how hard you worked on broadcasting. All of this seemed to be entangled together and now flowing into my tears.
In fact, if there was something to be confided in, I wanted to tell it.
It’s been really hard, and I’ve been running really hard up until now.
I cherished it more than others, and I forcibly broadcast it as a concept in order to survive.
And…
“Thank you… Thank you everyone.”
Thank you.
Obviously, I am the only one who has to suffer, but the people who helped me were so grateful and lovable that tears came out.
Why are you doing this for someone like me?
“Yes, cry when it’s hard. People are not robots.”
“…”
Without saying a word, I quietly felt the warmth in Eun-je’s arms, which felt like mother’s arms. If you listen carefully, you can hear the sound of your heart beating at a certain beat, which calms you down.
Pounding. Pounding. Pounding. Pounding.
Every time the sound of my heart resonated, it seemed that my body was losing strength and digging deeper and deeper. Warm yet soft It’s like hugging a warm marshmallow.
If it is
Really, what would the world look like if I could love someone and give it all away?
Will you be happy?
Or should I look at myself as a fool and curse. Shall I go down to the single layer while cursing myself like a hogu and giving it away?
I don’t know about that, but maybe I’m a little satisfied with the current situation.
