Chapter 147 – Date With Eun-Je
We connected while feeling each other’s tongues, and soon we slowly fell apart and looked at each other’s faces.
Eun-je licks his lips without saying anything.
I was hugging Eunje without saying anything.
Haha… I’m going crazy.”
“Huh…”
Perhaps it was autumn, and as night fell, I felt the temperature around me gradually drop. The heated breath became white steam and seemed to express each other’s heightened emotions.
“…”
“Kuhm, big…”
It was hot until the moment we kissed each other earlier, but now only the heat remains, creating an awkward atmosphere.
Still each other’s lips were glistening with saliva, and each other’s focus was on their lips. It seemed like they would covet each other’s lips like animals if there was just a little opportunity.
“Uh… I can’t give you much money? So, but… Can I repay you with something else?”
Gulp.
Eun-je, who was looking at me, glared at me as she repeated swallowing saliva. Or more precisely, he was looking at my lips.
He slowly wrapped his hands around her waist, looked up at her, and smiled.
“Can you… Repay me a little… With a kiss?”
He showed everything with his actions as if he didn’t need an answer. Slowly, very slowly, as they opened their mouths, they began to share each other’s warmth more and more.
As she slowly rubbed her lips, she seemed to be asking for permission to let her tongue in.
Chew up… ♡
He tapped his tongue on his mouth, which had been tightly closed until just now, and slowly opened the locked door like a key. As a courtesy, I slightly blocked the tongue that was pushing in through the slightly open gap and slowly allowed it to come in.
Her tongue and saliva, which were going all over her mouth, began to cover me little by little as they entered my mouth.
“Haha…”
“Chuuuuu♡ I love you, Chuuuuu♡”
As if I had gradually gotten used to kissing, my mouth was covered with saliva even more harshly than before, and even faster.
I felt someone other than myself being imprinted in my mouth, nose, and eyes.
Chae-hyang, face, saliva, and this atmosphere. It was a kiss that I will never forget again. If she felt a little better, she slowly reached her right hand over her heart and placed it on top of her chest.
“Hmm…♡”
Even though I didn’t even touch it, there was an immediate reaction.
As we continued to kiss, we just enjoyed this moment without thinking about the time.
“Ah…”
Neither had ever kissed before, so it didn’t last long and eventually they fell apart. Even the moment I fell, feeling regretful, she slowly touched my cheek with her hand.
Feeling the warm touch, he entrusted her face as if asking for more touches.
“Kuhoo, you can’t kiss me♡ You’re so stupid♡ As expected, our Eunje is a virgin♡”
“Okay? Shall we do it one more time?”
When I teased Eun-je, on the contrary, she responded naturally.
I could already see the fire of desire and sexual desire burning in his eyes. I thought I should cut it here instead of going further.
Because if I went further, I might fall for Eun-je too much.
He closed his eyes and covered his lips with his hand as he tried to kiss them again.
“Eup…!? Can’t we do more? Do you hate it…?”
“It’s not that I don’t like it, but stop…♡ If you want to do more, just get 10 on metube and come over♡ A crappy editor who can’t kiss♡”
While expressing her regret, when the exact condition of 100,000 on Me Tube ran out, her eyes showed emotions of conquest and persistence.
I felt the desire to make it come true unconditionally, passing through my eyes.
She put her fingers to her belly and she put the tinder into the fire of her passion.
“Don’t you want to try something worse than kissing…
“I’ll definitely do it. Whether it’s 100,000 or 1 million, no matter how long it takes, I’ll do it all… Wait for me.”
Eun-je, who was usually a bit of a loser, hugged me tightly as if she had become a real woman. She then kissed her on the cheek and whispered to her to work hard.
***
Keeping in mind what happened at the amusement park, we headed home. It was late, so I took a taxi instead of a bus, and Eun-jae, who was sitting next to me, was teasing me and I felt closer than before.
“Can I touch her thighs?”
“Uh… Yes.”
Starting with the active request for skinship just like before, he leaned his head on my shoulder and then put his head on my lap and began to enjoy my body freely.
The words of the editor and the broadcaster, but looking at the behavior alone, it was enough to believe that they were a couple.
After playing around, the car started to go faster and sooner or later, maybe it was because the villa I was living in was closer… I arrived first.
“Ah, goodbye… Jaejoon.”
I gave the last gift to Eun-je, who waved her hand with regret.
Side…♡
“Until the next time we meet, practice kissing with cherries, Ada’s virgin Eunje♡”
I closed the taxi door and slowly entered the house. When I entered the house, along with the bright light, a black object jumped out from afar and attached itself to me.
“Oohhh!”
“Our Nero~ How have you been while Daddy’s gone? No rice and water? I’ll give you a snack, so wait a minute.”
“Okay.”
I opened a can of tuna for cats that I had hidden for Nero, who was waiting quietly in front of the rice bowl, and poured it into it. I hadn’t put it all in yet, but it was uncomfortable because I had to drive my head first, but I cleared my hair and finished the job quickly.
After stroking Nero who was eating a snack, I started getting ready to sleep. I spread the blanket and fell into my thoughts on it.
‘Today… We kissed.’
I don’t know if the first kiss is right, but in my memory, I think the first kiss is right. The warm touch and the warmth and scent that slowly enveloped me.
The more I closed my eyes, the more the sensation from before came to life and seemed to follow me.
‘Yeah, but I felt good.’
If you were forced to do something with someone you dislike, you would feel disliked about anything that made you feel good, but strangely, I didn’t feel that way when I was with Eunje.
No, actually, if you think about it carefully, it might be similar even if it was a different woman besides Eunje.
Jaehee and Jaeyeon noona.
The two of them, like Eun-jae, continued to send signals that they liked me by doing me a favor. I really didn’t know at first, but eventually I had to.
Ah… That girl likes me. You do this for me
I was ignoring it even though I knew it.
Because I was scared
It seemed that I was trying to keep a little more distance because I knew that I had no self-esteem and that there was nothing I could do for me because I had a lot of things and then got stuck.
Even in the midst of that, the past of the ajumma who sexually harassed me was combined into a complex effect that pushed women away.
Yet I…
Today I went out of her way for the first time with her eunje and kissed her. Feeling each other’s lips, longing, exchanging saliva.
Eventually admitted it.
I was actually liking them.
Maybe it was because he helped me and loved me, so I was getting over it little by little.
“Then what should I do? You can’t love everyone equally.”
If you fall in love with someone, the other two will be hurt. If no one chooses, someday they will be disappointed and try to leave.
I don’t want to lose it, but I never thought about losing these ties.
“If… Really, if there is a God… Give me an answer.”
Why did you bring me to this world?
“Why did you put me into hell?”
And why is it such an ordeal?
It is said that human beings meet their destiny at least once in their lives. But now, if it is my destiny, Jaehee Choi, Jaeyeon Park, and Eunje Yang.
All three were indispensable figures.
I know I am selfish and greedy. But… I don’t want to make those people suffer, when I should be the only one who suffers.
[“Then why don’t you choose just one person and love everyone equally?”]
“There’s no way that would make sense. That’s fishery management.”
[“How about that? Everyone loves you and wants to have you. Maybe they’d rather you do that.”]
“…”
I wanted to say something, but I had nothing to say.
They want my love and attention, and I want them.
If so, what should I do?
You have to love everyone equally, or choose someone and throw it away.
“I think it was better when I didn’t know this.”
Rather, if you didn’t know love. I might have been less hurt if I didn’t go through what happened today and continued to broadcast while extorting their love as usual.
“I love you… Everyone.”
I, who was clumsy in expressing my feelings and did not reveal my true feelings, felt the pain of love along with the feeling of love for the first time.
***
“Whoa, cool…”
Jae-yeon, who had just been working hard, spent her time alone at the officetel, watching TV with a can of beer with her top half open.
While she was enjoying a comfortable rest, she checked the text as if she remembered something.
[Shin Jae-jun: Maybe… Can we meet tomorrow?]
“Well… If you ask me to meet you, I’m fine.”
