Chapter 100 – Mesgaki and the Stalker
“Now, I didn’t know what I would like, so I tried everything, but eat anything.”
“Thank you…”
Jaeyeon pushed the chair as if to sit down, and I slowly sat down and looked at the table.
It’s a world apart from the rice I usually eat, so if you look closely, you can feel that all the food is made with sincerity.
Among them, there were foods that seemed like it would take a lot of work.
From grilled fish lightly dusted with flour rather than just grilled, to pork ribs that are difficult to eat at home.
And it wasn’t ordinary seaweed just by looking at it, but there was seaweed that was presumed to be baked directly.
Did you make soybean paste stew?
“Try to see if it tastes good. Because I don’t know if it will suit you well because of my taste.”
“Huh…”
Slowly, I picked up my chopsticks and gently tore off the skin of the grilled fish and put it in my mouth. Because it was lightly fried, it boasted a crispy texture.
‘It’s delicious… And warm.’
Except for delivery, I wondered if it was probably the first time I had eaten food prepared by others after coming to this world. The warmth of the food slowly spreads from my insides.
“Delicious?”
“Yeah, it’s delicious… What, is it at the level of 1st tier among hot water?”
“Thank you for the compliment.”
After that, Park Jae-yeon, who was sitting in front of him, began to cook slowly and start to apply fish.
I literally put the flesh of fish with the bones and flesh separated on top of my rice…
“Big… Cool.”
“Are you okay? I’ll give you water, so stay still.”
They even gave me water when I was choking. He cared endlessly for me and helped me if I needed anything.
Like…
“I ate well~… I’ll clean it up now.”
“I, I… I’ll wash the dishes.”
“No, you went through something like that today, but I, as a woman, have to do it.”
“Ah… Thank you.”
“Thank you.”
Park Jae-yeon, who smiled lightly, took the tableware he had eaten earlier and began to wash the dishes slowly.
Without thinking, I sat quietly in her chair and watched her from behind.
As she hummed, he gently bounced her hips sideways, as if pleasing. Her silence followed, which gradually widened in proportion to her thin waist, and the beautiful hips that continued from there, were cute and pretty.
Maybe it’s because I often see her from the front, but I rarely see her from the back, but Park Jae-yeon seems to have a pretty side of her back.
“Embrace your face in your heart~ I want to cry today…”
“Hmm.”
“Jaejun, if you have nothing to do, would you like to sit on the sofa and watch TV? The remote control is on the sofa, so use it however you like.”
At that, I turned my head slightly back and looked at the sofa.
The soft looking sofa seemed to be calling me.
When I looked around Park Jae-yeon’s house, which had a lot of money, probably because he worked for a large company, it was a different spec than ours.
The TV is not a normal TV, but a wall-mounted TV hanging on the wall? These things looked similar to the house I lived in before being possessed.
The fact that I was able to earn money with coins was also possible because financial support was available at home.
I just passed the time watching TV. I didn’t really like TV programs like variety shows or dramas, so I made the TV like a radio that made it quieter and quietly closed my eyes.
[Prostitute bastard… What’s the difference between selling laughter and being a prostitute?]
[Jaejun-ah, if you’re not a mother for the rest of your life, there will be no one who will like you?]
[Why do I have to return this body? I am satisfied now.]
As soon as I closed my eyes, I heard strange noises in my head and strange memories flooded my mind.
Let’s forget… All these bad memories should be buried and forgotten.
I tried to forget all of these memories as I closed my eyes, but the noises I heard earlier seemed to grow little by little.
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The sounds in my head gradually grew louder, and soon a strange sound, like a radio searching for radio waves, filled my head.
The TV sound I had been playing earlier had disappeared and now I was confused by strange hallucinations.
Why are you doing this all of a sudden? I can’t hear anything.
Going crazy Strange noises keep coming through my ears and tearing my eardrums apart.
“Don’t… Don’t… Don’t bully me…”
The strange sound grew louder and then faded little by little, blaring loudly with the determination to explode my brain again.
Why am I doing this? Have you ever had a mental illness? It’s not? Are you sure I’m fine?
As strange thoughts came to him, he gradually condensed his body into a smaller one to protect himself. Cover your ears with your hands and place your face on your knees.
As it is… If you hold on like this, it will get better someday.
“Are you okay. It’s safe, so you can rest assured.”
Kwok.
It felt like something warmly wrapped around my body, but the hallucinations like screams were still ringing in my head.
If there is anything that has changed, is it that something warmly wraps my body and strokes my hair slowly?
Slowly…Very slowly, as the hallucinations begin to diminish, I feel a sense of relief. For the rest of my life… I want to stay like this.
I wanted to stay like this because I felt comfortable after suffering until just now.
“Are you okay now? Rest assured that there is no one here but me.”
“Ah… Wouldn’t it be more dangerous to be alone with two women?”
“It is.”
After I regained my senses, it felt like I was back to normal. Just a moment ago, I felt like I was going crazy with strange hallucinations and screams burning my head, but now it was calm and warm.
Throbbing… Throbbing…! Pounding!
When I found out what was so warm, Park Jae-yeon was hugging me. I put my face on his big chest and put his legs on his lap.
Warm hearts help me to be more stable.
A good scent relieves tension, and a warm embrace makes me feel warm. And when I buried my face between my breasts… The constant beating of my heart seemed to try to put me to sleep.
‘I just want to sleep like this.’
Maybe it was because I had a lot of work today, so I felt like I was falling asleep quickly. Even the box tea that Jaeyeon gave me earlier was loose, so it felt subtly pleasant to rub against my skin, and the warm embrace seemed to put a newborn baby to sleep.
“Are you sleeping?”
“…”
He slowly moved his head up and down.
“Let’s go to bed… You’ll catch a cold if you sleep here.”
I tried to stand up, but Jaeyeon picked me up and carried me to the bed, as if I was just sleeping.
A body swaying slightly in a warm embrace, a pleasant harvest that comes from time to time.
I think it would be the most comfortable moment after coming to this world.
‘Did a woman’s arms feel so good in the first place?’
It calmed me down as if I was held in my mother’s arms, and the warm warmth felt so good.
“I’m going to the living room, so good night…”
No. If you leave like this, the warmth will disappear.
As I thought the pleasant warmth would disappear, my body moved first and grabbed Jaeyeon’s sleeve.
I can’t send it like this.
“I have to go to bed too…?”
“Together… Can’t we just hang out together? I… It’s so hard.”
“…”
“Hug me.”
I spread my arms wide to the sides and looked at the reenactment.
His eyes were getting used to being in a dark room, and his pupils were unusually wide and his nose moved little by little.
And I stared at Jae-yeon even though I saw her throat swallowing saliva.
I don’t know what will happen to me, but just for today… Please give me warmth.
When you’re like this, it’s like being held in your mother’s arms.
“Okay… Is it okay if I stick with that a bit?”
“Huh…”
I put my hand on my back to take off the bra I was wearing before I gave up and took off my underwear. She threw the black bra roughly around the bed and lay down slowly next to me.
The dark moonlight acted as a backlight, so I couldn’t see her face well, but I slipped into the arms of Jae-yeon lying next to me.
It’s warm… I like this warmth.
I missed this warmth so much for me who was pickled in loneliness and solitude. While raising Nero, he calmed him down to some extent, but in the end, there were times when he missed the warmth of people the most.
But to be able to feel that warmth now… I love it.
I fell asleep quietly in Jaeyeon’s arms.
I don’t think I’ll have nightmares today.
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“What should I do with this?”
Late at night, staring at the moonlight shining from behind, I saw the boy in my arms.
The small body and appearance that stimulated the desire to protect kept making me think strangely.
A man of his taste asked me to sleep next to him, asking for a hug.
It was a word that could have been misunderstood at first glance, but he endured it and somehow endured it.
I’m patient like this, but I’m sleeping next to you…
Even though he was envious, he seemed to get a little pleasure from making it like this.
“Mmm…”
“Very soft…”
When I poked a finger in his cheek while he was sleeping, it burrowed into his cheek, and when his finger disappeared, it came out again.
“I should have gotten it sooner…”
I didn’t feel comfortable because I had seen strange hallucinations or sudden panic attacks earlier.
He did his best to find it while looking at the topography and maps he had seen on the air, but he thought that if he had started a little earlier, things would have changed by now.
Although he handled the work quickly at the company, he should have stopped even halfway… He regretted it a little, but he quietly closed his eyes as he saw the boy in his arms.
‘Let’s stop renting tomorrow. I can rest less…’
I wanted to make this boy as happy as possible.
