Chapter 1 – Become Mesgaki.
Fuck you.
Really sucks
No, life just sucks.
It sucks that the world suddenly changed, and it sucks that I am being subjected to unreasonable things now.
“Student, your ass is pretty.”
“Go away.”
“My aunt has a lot of money, can I buy you?”
“Go away.”
“It’s a little more picky than it looks.”
No matter how hard I try to raise my eyes to get out of here, this crazy bitch won’t fall for me.
No, is it natural to touch a man’s butt on the subway in the first place?
If I was pretty, I might be able to put up with it, but I couldn’t stand the sight of a strange bitch who looked like Mrs. Shimura touching my butt.
“Fuck! Don’t touch me because it sucks!”
“Oops, don’t yell so loudly.”
“Then don’t molest someone’s butt.”
“I touched him like a son… Don’t be so angry.”
“What kind of crazy bitch is fiddling with the butt of a boy who looks like his own son!!!”
I felt that the anger that had accumulated over the molestation had subsided a little as I was screaming at a woman who looked like Mrs. Shimura.
Normally, it wasn’t something to be so angry about, but strangely, after the world changed, aunts who looked like dicks committed sexual harassment all too often, whether on the bus or in public places.
I tried reporting it to the police, but the process was rather long and annoying.
When I asked someone else for help, he hesitated and asked if he could give me his number, saying that he helped me, making it even more annoying.
Once again, he handed it over to the police and returned home.
Of course, the process of explaining what happened is cumbersome, and writing a statement is even more cumbersome.
“Oh fuck!”
– Peruk.
As soon as I got home, I threw a pillow the size of my body against the wall.
I felt it after coming here, but it is uncomfortable that my body has become smaller and weaker.
It was so disgusting to see the old people kicking each other in one shot to overthrow the ramen with the body they had all over the world.
Even in this world, I have no parents, no one to lean on.
“Really… Really… Why did I have to go through this…”
Why do I have to go through this?
Why should I give up everything I’ve achieved?
Why am I the only one who was molested and had to live an uncomfortable life?
Everything women do in this world looks disgusting and pretentious.
I hate women who approach me with lust.
No, women who are openly harassing women are more disgusting.
It’s just, it’s just that this world is so disgusting…
“Ha ha… Ha ha…”
I promised my father not to cry because I was born a man.
That promise disappeared as it passed into this world.
My father is gone and there is no mother who always supports me.
There is no older sister who takes care of me even though she longs for me every day.
“I… Want to go back… Haaa…”
Salty water flows from the eyes, intensifying the emotions.
It makes me sadder when I think of the absurdities I suffered until now.
“Do I have to change…? You don’t like being forced into it?”
It should change.
How should a normal bird live if it is caught by humans and locked in a cage?
Even if he wants to fly freely as usual, he is trapped in a cage, unable to fly freely, and has to look at the world only through the window.
Even if they want to go out and get their own food, they are locked in a cage and wait for food from their owners.
If so, how should the bird change?
It was simple.
All you have to do is accept life in a cage and fawn on humans.
“Hey? Are you really touching me? Wanna fuck your life? Haha?”
“That, it’s not that, it’s a real poem…By mistake!!”
“There is evidence like this to say it was a mistake~? Pooh! Do you really know that Auntie’s life is over?”
It should change
I relieve stress by making fun of the women who molested me.
And stealing money
Yeah… That’s how it worked.
I give up my old self and receive a new me.
I, Shin Jae-joon… Become a nasty man who teases women.
“Hmm… What should I do… Lady, if the police see this, it’ll be a big deal…”
“Please, just once…!”
“Once? Then you shouldn’t have touched… What to do with my wounded heart.”
“Ah…”
“Kukuk… Really fun~.”
Fun.
It’s funny how he kneels down on me and puts his head on the ground as if he has no pride.
Fun.
It’s just that this kind of activity is so much fun.
“Ah~ What should I do… Is Aunt Married?”
“That’s it… Do it, did it…”
“Did you touch the butt of a man your son’s age when you were married? Really? Gae perverted~ crappy~.”
Clearly angry and annoyed, he is clenching his fists tightly.
Why do you get angry when you touch it?
Disgusting
“Ummm~ I don’t like destroying families~ Fufufu… Auntie.”
“Huh?”
“A lot of money? I don’t have enough money to live on, but I mean.”
Stretched out three fingers
“Maybe this will ease your anger?”
“Gee, really? Do you really think it will be solved with 300?”
Three hundred?
I called for 300,000 won.
If you say you give something a lot, it’s just a good thing.
It’s good to hear that it’s 3 hundred.
Doesn’t it make a lot of money because they bring it naturally and touch it on their own?
“Umm… I’ll give you an account, so send it by tomorrow and I’ll look at it.”
“Really? Is 300 really okay?”
“Then don’t believe me~ Kukuk… Do you want to go to the police station together and have seolleongtang?”
“No! I’ll send it to you today! It’s a promise!”
You must be feeling happy, feeling that you have come back to life after dying.
Well, if you really run away, I will hand over all the evidence photos and audio recordings to the police and have them judged by the law.
I walked slowly, thinking that I had just earned a little money, and the sun was gradually disappearing over the horizon in the distance.
When the sun disappears, it rises again.
And people take that year for granted.
Why is it natural?
It could disappear suddenly or disappear into another world.
‘Seeing the sunset made me emotional for a moment…’
“Uh? Jaejoon, are you here?”
“Ah… Hello.”
“Is it getting late to come home? You’d better go quickly, because the neighborhood is ugly these days.”
“Ah yes…”
The woman in front of me right now is the daughter of the landlord of the villa where I live.
It’s a little bit fucked up to look at my bare legs all the time, but what can I do?
“When is the monthly rent?”
“I’ll give it to you by tomorrow.”
Mistress… I didn’t pay the rent…
But there will still be a lot of money left… It will be fine.
“Then I’ll go…”
“Oh and.”
‘Oh shit…’
“And do you have a girlfriend?”
“There is.”
“Ah, that’s right.”
It annoys me to always ask if I have a girlfriend.
Such a villa.
Will leave someday
Before I could say anything more, I went home first.
Shit… Until just now, I was happy that I had made money, but seeing that girl’s face made me feel bad.
But what do you do again at home?
I bought computers and equipment with the money I earned the other day, so I could play games, but I didn’t really want to.
I used to have fun with my friends…
Having no friends or family, I had to do it alone, so it was hard to have fun.
I turned on Me Tube to see if there was any interesting video.
“There isn’t much to see either.”
A world where men and women have changed.
Whether it’s a streamer or a YouTuber, it was hard to see for a long time because the gender was changed, so it felt strange and disgusting.
-Wow!! This is too difficult!
Inside my phone, a video of a man of similar build to me playing a game was played.
The man grimaces, saying that a game that looks easy to me is difficult, and he is taking money from women watching the broadcast.
Is this really fun?
[Ah haha anyway, just say haha.]
[Mistress, I want to replace you.]
[Wow… Did you hear the groaning today?]
[I recorded it lol.]
Live chatting was like a new world.
I get annoyed when I see it, but people say it’s fun and cheer and enjoy it.
And they give a lot of money too.
Can I do this too?
I saw the possibility.
I saw the possibility of making money by controlling people’s emotions at will like that man on the live broadcast.
“Can I be like that?”
For me, this broadcast was an opportunity to change my life.
Gulp…
I hear the sound of saliva going down my throat and my body moves on its own.
Today, with the money obtained by threatening the aunt, 3 million won is used to equip the necessary equipment for the broadcast.
I know that not everything that is expensive is good, so I try to find out as much information as possible.
Value for money…
Value for money…
She has spent almost all the money she has left after paying her rent, but she doesn’t care.
If you fail this time, you can sell your body.
After selling it, I take on a new challenge again with the money.
This is the way this world has allowed me.
It doesn’t feel good, of course.
“Whoa… Let’s calm down… Really… It’s just the beginning.”
[The broadcast begins.]
Prevention: Mesugaki lintel.
Mesgakira… I know that in this world they call me Osgaki or Mesgaki.
[What is it? What is Mesgaki?]
“Ha? Don’t you know anything like that? Hehe~♥”
I will become Meki, a Mesgaki broadcaster, not me as Shin Jae-Jun.
This was my first broadcast.
