## Chapter 76 – The Foxkin’S Inner Thoughts (4)
Most foxkin, upon realizing the purpose of their vaginas only on their wedding night, pay little to no attention to their erogenous zones, including their vaginal opening, throughout their lives.
It can be said that they don’t pay attention to the inside of their vaginas, except when cleaning themselves, where they must open the hole to thoroughly cleanse the inside due to the importance of hygiene.
Of course, there were exceptions.
Occasionally, they might come across erotic manga or witness couples engaging in intercourse outdoors.
It was quite common for them to be unable to resist the curiosity of whether it truly felt good, leading them to gently touch their clitoris or nipples.
Yuliana, who had enjoyed mountain adventures with her friends since childhood, was one of them.
In Yuliana’s case, she had a fair amount of curiosity about sexual matters, so she had tried the widely known vaginal masturbation.
She had spent a considerable amount of time forcibly opening her tightly closed vaginal opening and gently caressing the surrounding area.
However, no vaginal fluids were produced, and even when she mixed her saliva in, the result remained the same.
Greatly disappointed by this, Yuliana had cut off her interest in sexual matters until recently.
She believed that if she couldn’t feel anything from masturbating alone, there was no need to pay attention to it.
Since coming to Sihyeon’s mansion, she had been forced to experience countless orgasms through the first insertion by a masturbation device, but she still couldn’t shake the conviction that she couldn’t achieve orgasm through self-masturbation.
But it turned out that she hadn’t felt any pleasure because she hadn’t prepared properly.
She had thought that imprinting the shape of a man’s penis in her mind was only for the purpose of arousing sexual desire, but that wasn’t the case.
It was playing the role of transforming the body of a fox girl, who was completely unprepared to accept a man even after becoming an adult, into that of a complete lady.
Yuliana, who had completed her preparation by imprinting the shape of Sihyeon’s penis in her mind a few days ago, was now a fox lady capable of producing vaginal fluids.
And it didn’t stop there; she had just experienced the insertion of the glans.
Squish, squish.
“Heeh… Heuk… Si, hyeon… Oppa…♥ Ahh… Go, going… My pussy is coming…♥”
It was only natural that she would become completely addicted after her first masturbation.
“Heuk…♥”
Yuliana, feeling the somewhat familiar sensation of orgasm, roughly pulled out her finger and stared blankly at the vaginal fluids gushing out.
She hadn’t intentionally poked her vaginal opening.
She had simply sat comfortably on the bed, inserted about half of her middle finger, and moved it back and forth a few times.
Yet, she had experienced a much greater climax than when using the masturbation device.
“Heung… Heung…♥ This… is unbelievable…♥”
Yuliana couldn’t stop her finger from moving on its own, even though she was still in the middle of her orgasm.
No, she had no intention of stopping it in the first place.
Even when she was just lying down and breathing, his penis came to mind.
She felt like she would go crazy if she didn’t do anything, so she had to do something.
Plop.
“Heuuh…♥”
For that, she had no choice but to poke her vaginal opening more roughly.
But that wasn’t the biggest reason.
“Haaah…♥ Heuh… Eueut…♥”
Yuliana paused her deeply inserted finger and looked straight ahead.
Even with her vision blurred by the tears welling up, she could recognize the expression on the face of the person in front of her.
“I, I too… am, am feeling so… good…♥ Sihyeon… Oppa…♥”
It was clear.
It was exactly the same as the figure she often met in her dreams.
Sihyeon, with a smiling face, was clearly appearing in front of her, caressing her vagina with his own hands.
A big smile appeared on Yuliana’s lips.
“Eung…♥ I, I’m… Oppa’s…♥”
Squish, squish.
“Aang… Haang…♥ Yu, Yuliana’s pussy… can be Siheon Oppa’s… Heut… Heuung…♥”
Even when she had so desperately wanted to be embraced by him, she had never had a dream of doing such lewd things.
But as soon as she started her first masturbation, she had this experience.
She thought that there was no other way to describe this feeling than as ecstatic.
“Hiss… Heut…♥ Your finger… is fast… I, I like it…♥ Eut, ah, haat… I like it so… much…♥”
Yuliana had completely lost her reason at some point.
She moved her finger back and forth as fast as she could, frantically digging into her vaginal opening.
It was virtually impossible to stop midway.
The more she tried, the clearer the image of Sihyeon in front of her became.
She couldn’t hear any proper words, but his lips were clearly moving slightly as if he was saying something.
There was no reason not to try desperately.
Even when her whole body was soaked with sweat and the spot where she was sitting was soaked with vaginal fluids, Yuliana couldn’t stop her hand.
“Huk, huk… Haak…♥ Oppa… Oppa…♥”
She desperately wanted to hear an answer.
“Do, do you… like me…? Yuliana… do, do you like me…?”
If she could hear it just once in his voice, she felt like she could say the words she had always kept to herself.
Her expectations were quite high when his lips moved in time with her question.
“……Hiccup.”
So, after realizing that she would never be able to hear the answer she wanted from Sihyeon in front of her, she had no choice but to stop masturbating, sniffling.
It wasn’t because of disappointment.
It was just that she had unknowingly had excessive expectations due to the pleasure that had filled her head.
She already knew that she didn’t deserve such an answer, so it was strange that she was disappointed.
Nevertheless, the reason she had to stop masturbating was because of a sudden fear that had arisen.
The reason was that Sihyeon’s figure had disappeared as soon as she stopped masturbating.
Yuliana trembled slightly and pulled out her finger.
“Heuk….”
Then, she forced her limp body to move and burrowed into the blanket.
In the darkness, she curled up like a ball, hugged her legs, and buried her face in her knees.
But her body only trembled more, and the conversation she had with the pigeon earlier flashed quickly through her mind.
‘Hmm. Hell?’
‘Yeah. I’m asking because you’ve died several times, so I thought you might know about it in detail.’
‘It’s not too bad. The problem is that I have to see that damn gatekeeper’s face.’
‘Gatekeeper?’
‘Yes. There’s a big giant who sits in front of the gates of hell and takes naps all day. Among those who have committed heinous acts on earth and have been dragged to hell, if he judges that they cannot be reformed, he prays for their souls and melts them cleanly in the fires of hell.’
‘What kind of heinous acts are those…?’
‘Well, you know, those guys who live their lives like shit, rape women and make them their bitches… or dare to sleep with a goddess…’
‘……Hiccup. What, what should we do about my Oppa…?’
‘I’m just kidding, so don’t cry.’
‘Really…?’
‘Yeah. In the first place, the hell guys’ hobby is to revive the demon king every day and have him cleanse the earth. Then, when the unjustly killed souls come flooding in like flocks of pigeons, they appease them appropriately and pretend to be generous by reincarnating them, and behind their backs, they chuckle, hoping that they will die more miserably next time. Why would they punish criminals?’
‘But you said there’s a gatekeeper…?’
‘That bastard was just doing it because he was bored. His hobby was to pick fights with people trying to pass through the gate and make them say that hell sucks. Well, I heard he’s been pretty quiet lately. He got hooked on a board game after being provoked by a demon goddess the other day, and now he’s grabbing people on the street and forcing them to play a game with him.’
‘Then, if you play a board game with that gatekeeper, you can wait a long time in front of the gates of hell, right?’
‘Well, something like that.’
‘Hehe. That’s a relief.’
She was also certain that Sihyeon’s soul would not be immersed in the fires of hell.
In the first place, she had come here risking her life, so she wasn’t afraid of dying at all.
However, according to the pigeon, all the dead must pass through hell once, so eventually, both she and Sihyeon would have to pass through the gates of hell.
At first, she thought that even if she wasn’t forgiven while she was alive, she could reconcile later.
But at this point, she was becoming increasingly anxious that it might be impossible.
She could endure everything else.
But the fact that she might never be forgiven by him was unbearable.
That one fact was terribly frightening.
*
After their first garden walk, Yuliana’s speech decreased drastically.
Even when I and Seri visited her at the same time, and when we visited her rooms separately, Yuliana only answered by moving her head and licking the semen in her bowl.
Two days passed like that.
Nothing much had changed.
“Bell Unnie… please… get better soon…”
“It seems like you’re very tired from not sleeping a wink at night and taking care of Bell Unnie.”
Bell, who was being nursed by Elina, was still unconscious.
“Seri, you look just as tired?”
“No. Seri is able to endure it because Master hugs her dearly every night. Seri will take care of Elina and Bell Unnie.”
Seri was spending her busy days taking care of the two of them and even worrying about Yuliana.
It was quite difficult to watch Seri like that.
“Heuk…♥”
“I can tell right away if something happens to Elina’s body, and I can take care of Yuliana’s affairs, so Seri, you can sleep for a while.”
I forced her to lie down on the bed and left the bedroom, threatening her with a week-long sex ban if she didn’t listen.
It was almost Yuliana’s lunch time, so I was thinking of squeezing out some semen for her.
Thinking that, I opened the door and approached Yuliana, who was sitting on the bed as usual.
But Yuliana clearly seemed to have other ideas.
After removing the blanket and taking off her negligee, she.
“……Sihyeon Oppa. Can’t you just rape me?”
She leaned back and spread her legs in an M shape.
Then, she looked straight at me and smiled.
Judging by the fact that she was even sticking out her tongue, it was clear that she was in heat.
“I’m not interested in anything anymore, and since your penis is already imprinted in my mind anyway. I want to give up my virgin pussy and end it all like this… Can’t you do that? Huh…?”
But in my eyes, she was still just a fox emitting a red aura.
