Chapter 33 – Alcohol.
Emotions disappeared from Cashew’s eyes.
She turned her emotionless eyes and looked at the door.
She lightly opened the door and went out.
Diamond was nowhere to be found, and only Elena remained, waiting for the cashew nuts to come out.
“Princess, how are you… “
Elena, who spoke lightly, cut her off when she saw the state of the cashew nuts, which was not normal.
Cashew stared blankly at Elena. That was all she said. Even though she just looked, for some reason, the threat of a beast was emanating from her.
Perhaps her survival instinct to live was stimulated, Elena spontaneously put her hands together politely. She straightened her legs, straightened her back and bowed her head.
A servile and miserable attitude. The cashew nut looked at it without any emotion. She soon lost interest and headed her way again.
She moved her steps and headed for her school gate. She was guarding the school gate by Eni to prevent students from escaping the school during lunchtime. She and she spotted the student out of the blue and quickly tried to restrain it.
But when she realized that it was a cashew nut, Eni stopped walking as she approached.
Ennie’s eyes scanned Cashew’s expression. And when she saw that emotionless expression, she got out of her way without a word.
Ennie’s expression as she looked at the back of the cashew nuts that were disappearing far away was full of her worries.
She walked and walked She, in her playing her cashews, he in her walked as far as her feet could lead. He didn’t know where he was going. He just goes with his body, with his mind. He walked until he could think of something.
And at some point, a word popped into her mind.
‘Alcohol.’
I wanted to drink.
Suddenly, a bottle of alcohol at home came to mind. Cashew nuts’ father, Leo, said this and left it behind.
‘When I’m really having a hard time, I’ll drink it at least once.’
He was the only one he spoke to over the phone, but if he left it for that purpose, there was no reason not to drink it.
She hurried toward the house. She had lived in the town for several months, so she could find her destination by walking aimlessly.
After a while, the house came into view. I opened the door and entered the house. I opened a cupboard that might contain alcohol. I saw a bottle with a noble pattern painted on it in the corner. The name ‘Golem’s Heart’ was written on it.
He took out a glass and poured the drink. The strong smell of alcohol tickled her nostrils. I thought I shouldn’t drink too much at once, but that doesn’t matter anymore. Drank it in one go
“Kheuk… “
A burning mass flowed down his esophagus, inducing pain.
Still not enough. I needed another drink. This time the glass was full. I couldn’t control it well, so it overflowed a little, but I didn’t mind and drank it as it was.
“Cough, Cough… “
After two cups of poison, the delicate lady’s body could not stand it any longer.
All the emotions I had been suppressing and holding back came out.
‘Efri, I’m sorry… Please forgive me… ‘
‘Cashew nuts, we must protect the status of the duchy.’
‘Originally cashew nuts, she had no reason to love Efri. What the hell have you done?’
‘It’s boring. What should I do to get out of this role play?’
‘I need to feel the passionate life once in a while.’
‘Being beaten feels good.’
‘Lilia Aresis!!’
‘I feel like I’m going crazy, my body is hot… Please, Epri… Hit me more… Soothe my body… ‘
‘Did you say you’re a beginner? Never leave with that person. I regret it later.’
‘Love you. Efri. I will love you until I die.’
My thoughts were not organized.
I wanted to forget everything. I drank another glass.
However, the alcohol made the scene more vivid in my memory. All the memories that had been hovering around him as fog now turned into reality and rushed towards him.
It hurt.
The pain that Cashew felt after drinking strong alcohol was painful. The harsh words he said to Efri hurt. It hurt that she wasn’t really a cashew nut. I couldn’t stand being excited like Pervert, and the mistake I made hurt.
The whip on her butt that Lilia had hit hurt. In the first play with Efri, the store owner’s words hurt. It was the first time she felt masochism, and it hurt.
It just felt painful to be possessed by this body.
The pain created more pain, and the greater pain gathered and made it impossible to bear him anymore.
I really wanted to die.
Okay. You have to die Goodbye to the bad relationship with this disgusting cashew nut Lüberg. It’s time to say goodbye to the unanswerable pleasure of masochism.
He moved the cashew nuts to the living room. Valnir was inserted into the sword stand I had purchased.
I picked up Valnir. I heard it backwards.
He took both of his hands and pointed them towards his heart.
He felt his throbbing pulse towards the gripped handle.
The black seemed to rush into the cashew nut’s chest without regret.
The gap between them was narrow.
A distance where even the slightest movement can take your life.
He tried to stab it as it was.
If it wasn’t for someone’s face that came to mind just before that.
‘Efri… ‘
If she dies in this state, what will happen to Epri?
Epri’s expulsion is an established fact. The only person left to rely on now is himself. If life disappears from Cashew Lüberg’s body, Efri has no reason to live anymore.
If he dies, Efri dies too.
The tip of the sword trembled and eventually pointed to the ground. In a moment of anger, he threw Valnir away. The heavy sound of obsidian rocked the floor.
He didn’t want to think about anything. He drank another glass. He endured the pain and drank another cup. Until he lost his memory like that, until he couldn’t feel anything anymore. Drank and drank
Soon the point came. Soon he felt nothing, and couldn’t even remember.
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When he opened his eyes, his whole body was howling.
“Ouch… Ugh… “
Even if it was me on Earth, this body probably isn’t used to alcohol. It was a natural price to pay for drinking something poisonous with such a body.
While thinking about how to alleviate the pain, she came up with a mana potion. It was a bit heartbreaking to use such an expensive thing to relieve a hangover, but what can I do when it hurts? Write it quickly
I groaned and got up from the sofa. I quickly took out a mana potion and put it to his mouth. The bluish liquid gurgled over and purified the body and mind in an instant.
It was the moment when a mana potion worth millions of won turned into a hangover cure.
I looked at the clock and it was 2:00 AM. I was wrong anyway, so I thought about what to do.
What had to be done was clear. He had to think of a way to deal with the danger that lay ahead.
Fortunately, thanks to the mana potion, my mind was clear. I could feel my head moving rapidly.
He started thinking very seriously about his own future.
Until now, he had been trying hard to make and wear two masks. The image of himself immersed in masochism, shown to Epri. And the figure of the acting cashew nut Lüberg, modeled after the cashew nut that originally existed in this world.
If you were to ask which one was real, it was pretty obvious which one to pick.
‘Of course, I’m the real one who loves Efri.’
However, if you choose the former, a problem arises. Cashew nuts can no longer exist as cashew nuts.
It is no longer just a cashew nut Lüberg walking on a solid road. A woman becomes a person who likes women, which is not normal. Of course, from his point of view, it was legitimate love, but I don’t think everyone in the world would have ‘him’ in the body of cashew nut Lüberg.
It meant telling the whole truth tomorrow would make you a pervert reds at the academy.
Is Epri a worthy person to protect Epri despite such disgrace?
‘Of course.’
I didn’t even have to think.
When I put my thoughts together, all my doubts were cleared.
If that happens, you don’t have to abandon the pleasure of masochism. On the contrary, you can pursue it even further.
You can love Efri. With sincerity, you can serve the master until the day you die.
You can get away from the boring smoke of cashew nuts. Anyway, his real personality and the original personality of cashew nuts are the same in a big way. The people around him may be a little puzzled by his changed appearance, but it’s not a big problem.
Now everything is settled.
Cashew Nut Lüberg is a masochist.
The unanswered pervert, excited by being beaten, excited by being insulted, excited by being humiliated, excited by submission.
Cashew Lüberg loves Efri Sugar.
It’s not just love. Owed his life I have to live for her Effrie who stopped her from committing suicide, and for her who sprinkled a pinch of sugar into her dull life.
There was only one thing this cashew nut Lüberg had to do.
‘Efri, I have to go get him.’
At the disciplinary committee tomorrow, everything will be revealed and Epri will be protected.
She couldn’t overcome her desire alone and hit the duke’s daughter with the feeling of expulsion, but if the two liked each other and tried to make love, the expulsion could be prevented enough. The hawk is really good, but… That’s rather good
When it came to this, it seemed that the head of the Life Guidance Department had done a really great job. Rape was an obscene act to share, and expulsion was the same anyway.
But if you share the rape attempt, it’s just a childish act of young people. Of course, it wasn’t like going to the expulsion.
‘Later, I’ll be sure to say thank you.’
Besides that, there was one thing I was worried about.
The cashew nut family.
They weren’t real family from his point of view, but they were more often associated with cashew nuts than Efri in this world.
Not even just family. It is a special family bound together by the element of dukedom.
When you think about it, it’s a very troublesome factor. What will the family think when they find out that cashew nuts are pervert reds? Leo, his father, valued the honor of the duchy, so he would probably beat him to death.
Eventually, after thinking about it for a while, I decided to put it off.
I tried to postpone it, but it didn’t. The word duke who was separated from his family was tickling and stimulating his heart. I held on to the word and turned it around for a while, thinking about it.
Then, suddenly, a spark flew from Cashew’s head.
‘Yeah, so that’s okay?’
Why does a constitutional monarchy exist in modern society?
Because their very existence is history. Because it is worth preserving as a human cultural asset, the family is maintained with the logic of ruling but not ruling.
The Duke of Lüberg is also an obvious part of history. And if you were to pick the most famous person in this family?
Luxanna Lüberg. Her love story has been dramatized and written into a novel, made into a play, and made into a screenplay for a drama. Even a movie came out.
Many people in the kingdom of Lenugatt are familiar with Luxanna Lüberg’s narrative. She sees the narrative and feels emotions.
Cashew nut Lüberg is Luxanna’s daughter. Many years have passed between them, but she is the rightful heir anyway.
If you use that narrative, even if it’s a red pervert, you can definitely bring one.
A romanticist who succeeded Luxanna Lüberg, who descended into modern times. I don’t know what I could do with it, but at least it definitely prevented me from falling into the abyss.
‘Come to think of it, Efri also said he became a sadist because of Luxanna.’
It was ironic indeed. To think that the fate that was brought about by the existence of Luxanna was completed by utilizing the existence of Luxanna.
That’s how he, ‘she’ decided not to think of himself and cashew nuts separately anymore.
He crashes into Efri’s disciplinary committee. She plays Luxanna Lüberg without hesitation. She makes everyone sentimental and rescues Efri.
I went out to the backyard to make up my mind. A full moon hung brightly in the sky.
‘It was obviously a full moon at that time.’
The first time I properly opened my eyes to masochism. When I looked at the night sky at that time, the full moon was shining.
Obviously I thought so when I saw it. The bright and round shape seems to support that opinion.
After all, he didn’t say anything wrong. That’s how I met Efri and found the meaning of her life that had been lost.
Obviously, it will be right this time too.
