Chapter 229 – #56_Wedding
#229
One.
For a while, the standoff continued.
Yu-jin didn’t let go of Yu-chan’s wrist over her, and Yu-chan was holding onto one of her breasts over her pajamas over her.
The purpose of her coming this far is not because she intensely wants to blend her body with her.
Will Yoo-chan leave? Wouldn’t it just be that the relationship that was so mellow would come to an end someday?
It is to want a certain guarantee in the anxiety called.
Obviously, after spending time with Yoo-chan, Yu-jin became very stable.
However, what is stable is only her appearance of her.
As if a whirlpool was swirling in the depths of a seemingly calm lake.
Her heart is shaken and staggered as it was.
Because she never once tried to face it and overcome it.
It is because she hides in the shadow created by Yoo-chan and turns a blind eye to her pain and guilt her.
Uncorrected confusion inevitably causes cracks in the heart.
Eugene, who showed a playful and lively appearance, was far from the top of her room.
The cracks that had been piling up for so long disintegrated at once with a creaking sound.
“Sam doesn’t want to be with me? Don’t you see me as a woman? What are you doing? Hurry up and touch me more.”
There’s just one thing I don’t like.
Use a herd and force yourself.
“I didn’t wear panties or a bra today. Just as long as the teacher touches her, she can touch anywhere.”
When Yu-jin tried to force her to touch her breasts her by pulling his wrist her, Yu-chan quietly let go of her hand her.
Eugene’s voice grew louder as if he was excited by that appearance.
Her fine expression contorted once again.
“What the hell is the problem! Give me an answer. I’m really ready, but a woman goes this far first, but won’t you do anything?”
Aggressiveness that erupts explosively to hide a weak and shaken heart.
She can’t suppress the outburst of emotions even though she repeats endlessly, “I shouldn’t be like this, I shouldn’t be like this…”.
It’s not that Eugene didn’t show signs of this at all until now.
However, this is the first time such a dramatic expression has occurred.
Although she showed passive aggression at Yu-chan’s lukewarm attitude, she never expressed direct dissatisfaction or anger.
“Is it funny? Am I funny? Is n’t it funny how a girl I’ve never seen even as a woman whimpers that she won’t have sex with her because she’s hot on her own?”
Using her delusion of persecution as a full-fledged catalyst, she lost control of her like a truck with broken brakes, and now she began to reveal even the old things she had been hiding.
“I kissed Seohyun like that. I didn’t even touch her…”
What Eugene looks like is a kind of projection.
She feels anger and shame at Yoo-chan’s attitude of not treating her properly, but she attacks her partner her because she can’t accept the fact that she feels shame for that reason.
Yu-chan’s no-nonsense attitude did not help Yu-jin regain her composure of her.
Eugene threw her cakes from the table with her nose on the floor.
It is safe to say that she has already lost her temper of her.
“I think the teacher did something great for me by running errands like this? No, I have a lot of money anyway. Even if there is no teacher, I can buy a cake by myself. Even if there is no teacher, I can find any number of people to comfort me!”
For her now, there was no gray area for her emotions.
The stress that she has been building up since her mother’s death her, his unresponsive attitude her even though he tried to seduce her with his body her, and the fear of being abandoned by Yoo-chan.
These three beats are aligned and drawing the wrong perception.
“No, I had to do this much in the first place. How much did teacher hurt me? Even if Seohyun and teacher hadn’t met then, I wouldn’t have had such a hard time. I don’t know.”
Yu-chan calmly watched her attitude her.
Diagnosing others with a black box is an analysis that relies on intuition and experience.
It was also meaningful to analyze her according to her standardized psychological frame her based on her black box her.
Extreme behavioral changes caused by emotional instability, self-destructive outbursts.
Isolation and anxiety close to panic felt in a black box.
The contradiction of ambivalence between affection and humiliation.
A rage that loses its vigilance and rushes at once.
The attitude she presents now is an early type of Borderline Personality Disorder.
The final form of broken affection.
In this way, she expresses her heart that she wants to love her until the end even though she is angry and aggressive.
Yu-chan admired.
She never imagined that she would look like this.
The flower that finally bloomed after a long wait was much more beautiful and sorrowful than he had imagined.
“Kiss me too. Quickly!”
Yujin pushed Yoochan across the table.
She grabs him by the collar and forcibly pulls him up to meet her lips her.
Yu-chan pushed away Yu-jin’s body from her.
Grab her wrists her and get up from her seat her to hold her arms her.
“Let go…! Let go of this…!”
Eugene waved her arm while shedding tears.
However, Yu-chan’s grip on her was not strong enough to be released with her childlike resistance to her.
“I like you so much, but why doesn’t you do anything…?”
The voice that she had been screaming in anger until now returns to that of a weak girl.
She begins to atone as if she realized what she had done.
“I’m sorry… I’m sorry… I think I’ve gone crazy for a while… You try so hard for me… You know what a special person you are to me, right?
I’m not like this kind of kid… What would I do without a teacher…”
Yujin put her cheek on Yuchan’s chest and started sobbing.
It is an attitude that has changed from black to white.
After the devaluation, extreme idealization and regret for one’s own runaway.
As soon as the malfunction of her defensive psychological mechanisms is over, her desire to get her guardian back is revealed.
It was the first time I had seen Eugene cry like this since the day her mother her died.
She let go of her throat and bursts into tears, to the extent that she wonders if she may have fainted from crying again this time.
“Get some rest today.”
Before long, Yu-jin’s body stiffened at the cold voice of Yu-chan.
I looked up at Yu-chan with an expression of disbelief, as if I had been told to listen to the words that the world would perish.
He was carelessly adjusting his clothes to her as if nothing had happened.
“Sir…Sir! I’m really sorry… I’m really reflecting on it, don’t go… Sir…”
Whether the disease is still severe or not, the stabilization of emotions is quicker.
Eugene saw what she had done and started to rectify it in a hurry.
She holds the cakes scattered on the floor with her hands and puts them all on the plate.
“Sir, you know that I really like you, right? You know I said something I didn’t mean to? Thank you so much for buying me a cake. I’ll eat all the cake too.
Eugene picked up the cake, which fell so violently that it was hard to recognize its shape her, and pushed it into her mouth with a clap.
She does n’t care if there is whipped cream on her cheeks her or not.
What she fears the most is that her Yu-chan will feel her disappointment over this and leave her forever, she says.
“It’s delicious, it’s real… It’s delicious…”
“See you tomorrow, I just want to think about it.”
Then she leaves her and turns around.
Borderline Personality Disorder is classified as one of the most challenging personality disorders among psychologists.
However, Yu-chan has the ability to see the black box.
If it was Yu-chan, it was possible for her to take just a day and restore Yu-jin to normal through her steady management of her.
Not only that, but it wasn’t difficult to clean up her broken heart her, which was just an early symptom that was just beginning to manifest, and fill it with her love her.
But she doesn’t.
He turns his back indifferently and leaves the room.
Anyway, today I have an appointment.
“Teacher…”
Eugene’s cries of lament were cut through the closed door.
2.
Shin Harin got out of the car after parking.
While her husband was on a business trip and Jimin was taken care of by her mother-in-law, it was a time she felt alone for the first time in a long time.
No, soon it won’t be alone time.
This is an unmanned tel in Paju.
The days when Harin was still playing at Yuchan’s tricks.
It was a cheap motel with few guests, but it was good because it didn’t stand out from others.
Therefore, it was a place she often visited to enjoy secret fire games between managers and singers.
In a way, it would be good to say that it is a place where memories of two people are buried.
Whether it can be called a memory is questionable now.
Taking her suitcase out of her trunk, Harin checked herself through her car window.
With a mask and gradation sunglasses, you can’t tell who it is even if you watch it through CCTV.
I went through the unoccupied hallway and went up to room 302, which Yoo-chan had given me.
It seems like it’s been a few years, but it hasn’t been remodeled at all, and the wallpaper and carpet are still dirty.
The appearance that hadn’t changed in the slightest somehow made me feel nostalgic.
When you knock, the door opens.
There, I saw Yoo-chan, who had already finished taking a shower and had taken off her top of her.
“Come in.”
After taking a look around her, Harin stepped into her guest room her.
Yu-chan first walked to the sofa and sat down carelessly and crossed his legs.
In the dark room where the light of the neon sign streamed in, thick cigarette smoke was rising.
“Do you remember here? Do you want to wash first?”
-Weeing weeing weeing
Harin, who was coughing dry from the smoke from her cigarette, turned her eyes to the sound of her vibration coming from somewhere.
KakaoTalk notifications popped up on Yuchan’s cell phone on the table at a frantic speed.
“It’s nothing special. Show me your face. I haven’t seen you in a while. What is that?”
Yu-chan shrugged his arms open and turned off his phone altogether.
Harin took off her sunglasses and her mask on her.
Gorgeous.
That was the first impression Yu-chan had.
The wedding makeup, set in a private shop and clearly capturing the features of the hair and face, made Shin Harin’s naturally bright face stand out even more.
It reminded me of the way she used to go on her stage.
“How are you? Today.”
“Pretty.”
Yoo-chan smiled with satisfaction at the elaborate dressing that seemed to have taken two hours.
“A shower?”
“I came.”
“What did you say to her husband?”
“… He said he was going to visit her friends her.”
Originally, I was planning to have a little conversation and arouse interest, but I start to expect more than I thought.
Today is the day she is supposed to make her a second child, she says.
“Change your clothes and come.”
At Yoo-chan’s command, Harin took the clothes she had packed in her carrier and headed to her bathroom.
And after 15 minutes.
It’s been too much time to just change clothes, but it has to be.
Harin’s outfit today is not an ordinary one.
I opened the bathroom door and Harin appeared again.
Yuchan turned on one of the sub lights with the remote control.
The word pure white bride really suits her.
A frill that sensually wraps around the upper body and waist spreads in an A shape from the waist.
It shows off the overall silhouette of her body while maintaining femininity and elegance.
It was a wedding dress from the Prince line.
Yoo-chan got up from her seat and circled around Harin, who stood still like a mannequin.
Looking at her delicately wrapped hair and the fluttering veil of her, the words of an angel’s descent came to mind.
“Did you wear it when you got married?”
“…Yes.”
“It’s pretty, I even gave birth, but it’s surprising that the clothes fit then?”
“Don’t tease me…”
Harin lowered her head in shame.
Originally, the wedding dress itself was tailored to fit the body.
However, Harin’s breasts have grown two sizes since her pregnancy.
Every other part of her fit her her roughly, but about half of her breasts her were sticking out of the cups of her dress her, peeking out her nipples.
She tried to push as hard as she could, but this is the limit.
While everything looked innocent, her nipples protruding alone stimulated her sensuality beyond imagination.
She prepared a lot for today.
In order to match the size of the waist and hips of the dress, she started dieting and exercising a month ago.
Not only did she pack a wedding dress that she had never worn during the wedding and wedding album shoots, but she also put another identical wedding dress in her closet her in case it gets dirty. .
It was Yu-chan who came up with the idea, but Harin also actively helped Yu-chan’s plan her.
In order to feel the despair he gives more deeply, and to enjoy it more, he did not hesitate to cooperate.
The guilt he felt until he got out of the car was gone.
As soon as I enter the motel room, as soon as I see him, strange feelings keep coming to my mind.
Hug me a little more, break me a little more
She is called to a cheap motel room wearing a wedding dress full of memories with her husband her.
What contempt and shame will he make me feel this time?
Harin’s nipples began to erect little by little from anticipation, excitement, and anxiety.
