Chapter 222 – #54_Freedom(5)
#222
One.
I thought maybe I would never be able to come out again.
I thought that I might end up being a toy trapped in his cage forever, being humiliated, trampled on, and dying.
Honestly, other than that, isn’t there any other ending to come to mind?
“I don’t have much to pack. Get in the car quickly.”
“Yes, Dad.”
Even though I filmed a video revealing all of my personal information, I was provided with a strange couple monitoring app and a small wiretapping device.
My heart was racing with excitement, even if that meant his brutal reign his would follow.
You don’t have to be locked up anymore.
At least you can breathe the outside air and enjoy partial freedom.
It was a very big difference when I thought of the basement, where it seemed like dot damage was entering my mind just by lying down.
“Then why are you letting me out all of a sudden?”
But it wasn’t without doubt.
If for me the cellar was the perfect confinement without any choice, it would be a safe deposit box without any danger to him.
Sudden freedom to victims who have been imprisoned so far?
I needed to find out the truth.
“Anyway, you won’t be able to get away from me the moment you have those videos.”
That’s it.
When Yoochan held a screening a while ago,
My heart shrank just by watching the video of the slaves under his care.
I felt like I was going to pass out, and I was beaten with shame, and my heart was in tatters.
How much more such a video is released to an unspecified number of men?
My mind will not be able to withstand before the danger to my personal life.
“That’s true, but…”
“But this doesn’t change your position, so I hope you’ll be careful with your behavior. If you look suspicious in the slightest, I’ll throw you back in the basement.”
“Yes…”
If I hadn’t rebelled against him at least, I would have been in a much better situation than I am now.
Except for being sexually exploited by him from time to time, I would have been able to enjoy my daily life as usual.
No, you shouldn’t regret it!
The moment when she rebelled against Yu-chan was one of the proudest moments in Maria Kim’s life of hers.
Although he was mercilessly humiliated and tainted by his cruelty of her, I have no intention of denying that choice itself.
But if someone asks me if I would make the same choice when I went back…
I wasn’t sure what to say.
It’s probably because you’re mentally exhausted.
“We’ll be staying at a hotel for a while before we go home. Before that, there’s something Maria should know.”
“What is it?”
“Don’t come out of the hotel and stay calm. If you need anything, I’ll often let you go for a walk. I’ll put your favorite books as much as you like.”
“What is Maria supposed to do there?”
Wasn’t that the only thing that changed the place of confinement? I’d like to, but this alone is a huge improvement.
Any hotel would be better than a cellar with no sun.
“Sometimes when I visit you, you just have to serve as diligently as you do now. Don’t think bad things about rebelling like last time.”
“Maria doesn’t have any strange thoughts…”
For the time being, I have to live in silence.
It is dangerous to act hastily as soon as the situation changes.
Find a hole in his surveillance network, create a situation where he can’t spread the video, and then call the police.
He may think he has subdued me, but I have never been subdued.
“Of course it should.”
Yu-chan snorted and turned his steering wheel toward the national highway.
This is the second outing after being locked in the basement.
The first outing was not a very good experience.
I had to see strangely processed corpses, and it was a dark night, so I didn’t have time to look at the sky and feel the beauty.
“Ah…”
When I got out of the forest road dominated by vegetation and saw the wide-open rice field and the purple sunset embroidering the sky.
I was in tears.
The scenery that I thought I might never see outside again comes to me so precious.
Yu-chan didn’t say much when he saw me in tears, and thanks to that, I was able to keep the scene in my heart like a photograph.
2.
We had a light meal outside.
I was able to replenish my energy at a chueotang restaurant near Uijeongbu Station.
Originally, chueotang was one of the foods I couldn’t eat.
Aside from the taste, the fact that it was made by grinding mudfish was shocking to me.
However, for me, who had to eat only a stiff calorie bar and bottled water for a long time, today’s chueotang was a delicacy and a feast that would melt your tongue.
The radish dumplings were especially delicious.
About an hour after the meal, he brought me to a 3-star hotel near Janghang-dong.
Even if you’ve never been there, you know the name as you’ve lived in Ilsan for a long time.
I followed Yoo-chan, who packed her suitcase with her, and headed to the room.
The room was a suite.
As an aside, I’ve been fantasizing about suites for a long time.
It is not a fantasy as a special sex place with a lover, but a staycation in a suite room.
If you rent a hotel for a day, read a book until you are exhausted, and fall asleep, wouldn’t there be a paradise like that?
And this suite was luxurious enough to satisfy my fantasies.
I thought it would be just because it was a 3-star, but it was surprisingly well-organized and tidy.
“Ugh!”
Yoo-chan pulled my head vigorously as I tried to examine every nook and cranny of the room with thrilling steps.
All of his violent acts stirred a lurking fear in the depths of my heart.
To bend one’s heart to primordial violence,
If I had seen it before, I would have laughed at it, but no matter how I look at it, this person is so scary.
“Maria, listen carefully.”
“Yes, I am listening.”
Yu-chan held my head like a rein and began to preach his distorted thoughts of her.
I could clearly see the outline of him as to why he had let me go.
“You’re here is part of my management to make you last longer. In other words, I’m acknowledging your usefulness.”
Know.
Even if I came out of the basement right away, it would not change my position as subordinate to him.
Actually, I had no intention of going against him in the slightest.
It’s better for you to pretend to be obedient as you are now and to please him as much as possible.
“Take it off.”
As soon as Yu-chan’s order was over, I took off the normal clothes I had been wearing for a long time.
When she takes off her outerwear and pulls out her underwear, the piercings and tattoos on her nipples and clitoris are revealed.
It seemed that the traces kept whispering.
‘Your life is already over, you can’t get away from him anyway’.
I knelt naked in front of him and looked up at him.
As a pet, it is an attitude of listening to the owner’s words.
“What if I find you worthless? I don’t care if you’re broken or not, I’ll send you back to the basement.”
Yu-chan pressed my head and said in a quiet voice.
No matter how you think about it, this guy has a knack for intimidation.
He had the charisma of a professional advisor, from his tone and tone to his content.
“After I send you back to the basement, I won’t hesitate to destroy you anymore. I’m going to trample on you as much as I regret being born in order to raise your best performance with your insignificant body.”
“Yes… I’ll keep in mind… Dad…”
Soggy malice flows.
The fact that he brought me out is both an opportunity and a test for me.
A strong possessive desire is latent in all of his actions.
In other words, it means that the act of completely destroying slaves is avoided.
So far, for me, his character has been fortunate among misfortunes.
There are so many rapists who feel sexual desire when they see women die and get hurt, but there are very few cases where they do direct harm to my body.
But Yu-chan was talking.
The moment I go back to the basement, I will give up that possessive desire.
In that case, there was a high possibility that he would show the sadism that he had been expressing while maintaining a close-knit balance until now.
Even now it’s hard for me.
If the water level rises further here, I probably won’t be able to last.
It wasn’t the time to be relieved to have gotten out of the basement.
Before I take any means to trick him out of his grasp of his,
I had to like him and solve the problems he presented.
I get up from my seat
Leaving behind his puzzled expression his, he turned his back and stuck out his butt.
Grabbing the flesh of his buttocks and showing his back hole wide open.
If you are servile, you are servile, and if you are humiliated, you are humiliated.
I will survive though.
“Don’t you want to go to the bathroom, Dad?”
“Ohh.”
“Maria is always ready. It’s her daddy’s private urinal ❤”
He makes a snorting sound, plays an aegyo that will appeal to Yoo-chan, and shakes his hips from side to side.
Whether it’s a pet or a urinal, anything will do.
No matter how rough the road, I’m ready to walk it.
2.
[Yujin, how are you? My aunt, Aunt Kang Jo-young. Eugene didn’t answer her phone number her, so he left a message like this]
[It’s nothing else, our families are so busy that we haven’t seen each other’s faces. Still, do you remember that your aunt was pretty when Eugene was young?]
[Even if Eugene is a decent adult, her aunt wants Eugene to have a family of her own. Even if I ask the lawyer, he won’t tell me where he is and why don’t we see his face?]
[My aunt is doing this not because of money, but because Yujin is so pitiful and pitiful. Let’s have a meal together. Jinsoo and Uncle both want to see Yujin.]
[Contact me, I’ll wait]
Eugene was leaning against her bedside table and fiddling with her cell phone her.
Her phone her was playing a voice message from her aunt, full of her pretentious kindness her.
Her mother and aunt her did not get along.
She was, in fact, her mother’s only family her, an ugly daughter.
She does n’t know what caused the separation, but Eugene says she has n’t seen her relatives’ faces since she was 10, not even on her holidays.
It is obvious why her aunt is contacting her now.
There was no such thing as her love or family bonds her.
She is doing all sorts of tricks to try to get some money.
“Disgusting!”
Disgusting snobs.
Like black gunpowder, the stuffy emotions explode in an instant.
-Bang!
The cell phone he threw hit the wall and was smashed.
“Dirty! Dirty!”
Eugene picked up her cellphone again and threw it on the floor again and again.
She does n’t care if her shrapnel cuts her hand her and bleeds her.
Her breath was choked and she seemed to die.
Eugene, who was about to throw away her broken cellphone once more, sat down and sobbed.
“Teacher teacher…”
After Teacher Yu-chan goes to work at the academy, she is alone again.
She knew she would be okay though.
Because she was able to forget a lot of really sad things while she was with him.
Because she was comforting.
Little by little she thought her heart had calmed down.
But no.
The hotel left alone was too spacious and lonely.
“Miss you.”
Miss you.
I already miss his kindness and consideration of him.
“Because if you wait, he will come… “
If you see her crying, she will hug you kindly.
If you see a scarred hand, you will be upset and ask what’s going on.
When will you come?
It is already past evening.
The teacher promised that she would stay with her for a while.
Like yesterday, before going to sleep, you will be able to relax a lot and hold the teacher’s thick hand her.
Can’t we just go see each other?
Not.
It seemed like it was too much of an insult to the teacher.
I take out vodka from the minibar and drink three sips at once.
I couldn’t soothe this cramped heart without alcohol.
Why are all adults this way?
Is money really that good?
Eugene, who inhaled vodka that was poisonous enough to make her stomach ache, wiped away her tears with a hand dripping with blood.
Suddenly, the uneasiness that I had denied until now grew in my heart.
Maybe the teacher needs money too?
It was the most terrible family that Eugene had been putting off even thinking about.
What if all his kindness and consideration his were a pretense born out of coveting his mother’s heritage his, like his aunt his?
“No, the teacher can’t do that!”
Even thinking like this is a huge disrespect to the teacher.
He had no right to discredit his friendship her in this way.
Even thinking so, the seeds of doubt once sprouted disturb the mind.
32 billion was a lot of money even for Eugene, who had no economic concept.
It is money that can change a person’s life.
To the point where her aunt her, whom she had never contacted before, put an iron plate on her face her and pretended to be kind enough to ask her to come in as her adopted daughter her.
If even the only supportive teachers are dirty adults like their relatives…
Who the hell should I lean on?
If the teacher truly loved her, she could have handed over all this money.
But if all he does is play for money,
That much was unacceptable.
