Chapter 175 – #44_Four Leaf Clover(3)
One.
It has been three days since the first snow fell.
Even after that, the sky sprinkled snow from time to time, but perhaps because the cold wasn’t severe yet, the West Sea had never piled up to the extent of making a snowman.
Seohae felt sorry for her.
10 a.M.
Seohae, who sleeps like a squirrel in hibernation, and Yoo-chan, who spends half of the day in bed in line with her biorhythm.
Yoo-chan had been staring at Seo-hae’s face for three hours since she opened her eyes.
Just as Yoo-chan’s poison penetrated Seo-hae’s heart, Seo-hae’s daily life permeated every nook and cranny of Yoo-chan’s life her.
Even after completing her training, it was a strange and different experience for Yu-chan, who always kept her distance from slaves.
“Ugh…”
Seohae, who had been tossing and turning over her body Her like her habit of sleeping, opened her eyes.
“Good morning.”
“Hey, good morning mister.”
Whispering in her sleepy voice her, Seo Hae pointed her lips out and kissed Yoo Chan.
Morning Kiss was Seohae who strictly adhered to after brushing her teeth!, But today, for some reason, she has a lot of aegyo.
“Have you been watching that all along? What’s up? Originally, I just kneaded it until I woke up.”
Yoo-chan said to Seo-hae.
“You have to stand.”
“Yes?”
“Today.”
A promise between the two of you.
Seohae, who was confused for a while, seemed to realize what his words her meant.
Seohae, who raised her eyes wide for a moment, showed an expression that Yuchan could not understand.
He seemed to be laughing, and he also seemed to be crying.
However, it soon returns to an easy-to-understand face.
A face I’ve always seen.
It seems embarrassing and awkward.
Smiled slightly
2.
An apricot-colored sweater, a black skirt, brushed leggings, and boots.
Even though it would all be covered by the long padding anyway, Seohae wore the clothes she cherished the most among the clothes she brought.
Seo-hae was not good at tying a scarf, so Yu-chan did it herself.
Today, we decided to travel around the island village together.
Putting her hands in Yoo-chan’s pockets and holding them tightly, Seo-hae headed to the lighthouse first.
There is a bit of unmelted snow on the golden grass, but not enough to interfere with walking.
“I hated winter.”
“Why?”
“Because it is lonely.”
Seohae sitting on the bookshelf of the lighthouse, where he first met Yoo-chan, who was smoking at the lighthouse.
The two naturally started talking.
“I’m fine now, though. Uncle is with you.”
Being able to spit out cheesy words in a carefree way was one of Seohae’s shortcomings in her.
Yu-chan put the cigarette butt into the case.
Objectively, what Yu-chan did to Seo-hae was far from her love for her.
It is close to domination and submission by grasping weaknesses and forcing them to do so.
It’s strange that the West Sea, which has no way of knowing it, comes out like that.
Seohae approached Yuchan who put her cigarette in her.
“Give me one too.”
After her momentary hesitation, Yoo-chan obediently handed her her cigarette.
“Why are you nagging me like that?”
“Today is a day where I want to break away for some reason. I’ll just do it once for the first and last time.”
Seohae, who spoke with particular emphasis on the first and last part, asked for a cigarette.
She playfully flicks a cigarette between her lips and her.
“How about it? Aren’t I a bit decadent?”
“Are you really going to avoid it?”
“How about it? I have to do everything.”
Yoo-chan had no intention of stopping Seo-hae, so he obediently handed over the lighter.
Seeing what Yoo-chan was doing, he tried to imitate it, blocking the wind with his hand and reluctant to click the lighter.
“Mister, this doesn’t catch fire… You didn’t give me a defective product, did you? Isn’t it too much for you to smoke every day?”
“You have to attach it while sucking the filter.”
Seohae, who had been keeping her eyes on her fiercely, probably thinking that Yoo-chan was having a heartache, was embarrassed and followed Yoo-chan’s instructions to her.
And the result was obvious.
“Kheeng!!!”
Blowing out cigarette smoke and breath like a breath, Seohae coughed repeatedly with his face flushed.
Yu-chan’s favorite cigarette is Marlboro Red, which is famous for being strong.
Seohae, who had never smoked a hookah, let alone a cigarette, was not something that could be smoked as naturally as breathing.
“Heh… Heh… Water…”
As expected, Yoo-chan picked up the cigarette butt that Seo-hae had missed and handed over chamomile tea wrapped in a thermos.
“So who’s going to be stupid?”
“Because you smoked so easily… Ha ha… I thought it was easy! It’s all because of you!”
Seohae, who gulped down the lukewarm tea, expressed her dissatisfaction with tears in her eyes.
“Ha, my tongue and throat are itching from my appetite. Upset.”
Seo Hae punches Yoo Chan in the chest with whining momentum all day long.
Just today, Yoo-chan was determined to accept all her childishness in her.
She inhaled so hastily that she gently wiped her face with her handkerchief of her philtrum and chin smeared with chamomile.
“Let’s go. There are many places to go around.”
“If it didn’t snow, we would ride a bike together, but it’s a pity.”
“Sometimes it’s nice when it snows.”
“I’m already fed up.”
While making nonsense like this, she heads for her next destination.
There are no people, perhaps because winter has come and the residents have dug into the house.
Not a single car was seen on the road.
“It’s like a themed village. She was on a school trip.”
It was a strange thing for Seohae to walk side by side holding her hand like her couple.
Yu-chan did not allow such foolishness, and Seo-hae also followed his will.
Maybe that’s why Seohae’s face was much brighter than usual.
Even though her today was her last day given to her, so it was.
Listening to the chatter of Seohae next to her, the two of them naturally moved their feet to a hillside road full of sunflowers.
That title is quite different from what the hill road looks like now.
Sunflowers have been cut from the waist of the stems, and only a dull stone wall with light frost has taken the place where the flowers used to be.
“It was pretty here too.”
The present West Sea did not carelessly look at a small thing.
While talking nonstop to Yu-chan, she occasionally stopped and looked at the scenery for a long time without saying anything.
I’m slowly pointing my hand at each stripe on the stone wall as if I’m going to engrave it in my heart, not in my eyes.
“Mister, where on this island do you like the most?”
“…A camper.”
“Why?”
For no other reason.
From Yu-chan’s point of view, no matter which view of the island he looked at, he felt the same emotion, and he just liked the camper, which was more comfortable.
“Just. You?”
She had no intention of bragging about this reason.
It was because if it did, it was obvious that the bruises of the West Sea would be heard.
“I am a lighthouse.”
“I see… “
“And the circumference of the beach, the sandy beach, the downtown area and the school, and the top of the hill and now the hill road…”
“It’s almost everything.”
“Yes, all of them, all of them are good.”
“If that’s the case, why did you ask?”
Yoo-chan made a sad expression, and Seo-hae laughed heartily as if he had expected it.
“When you’re annoyed or angry, you have a natural expression.”
“Is it?”
“Yes, and even when laughing. Aren’t you an annoying person?”
Seohae, who was panting up the hill, was eager to express all her complaints her so far.
“No matter what you say. ‘Is it? Maybe. No point. No work no. I’ll refuse.’ Just be firm.”
She tried to lower her voice with poor vocal mimicry, but Seohae’s vocal range her was not very similar because she would have been in charge of a soprano if she had become a vocalist.
“That’s why he was dumped by his girlfriend his. Well, that’s why you were able to enjoy the good fortune of meeting me~”
Seo-hae, who teased Yoo-chan by stabbing her in the side of her, raised the corner of her mouth.
She did n’t know what reaction she wanted, so Yu-chan saved her words of her.
In that way, she listened to all of her complaints about the West Sea and went around her island village.
As she made her way around the school, the shopping mall, and the surrounding road, she realized that the sun was setting.
It’s only 6 o’clock yet. Certainly, the winter days are short.
Seohae seemed to keep all of her images of her in her mind of her.
Yoo-chan felt unfamiliar with her appearance before her death her.
Have you ever killed anyone?
Murder itself was not a pleasure, but if necessary, it was killed.
And their reaction before death was always hysterical.
I thought that there are few people who greet death with aloofness, at least in this Korean society.
The West Sea is not like that.
Is she tired of clinging to her life that much?
She kept her mouth shut even though all sorts of questions came to her mind her.
It’s her absurd assumption of her, but maybe it’s because she feels a sense of her debt to her to her.
“The winter sea is somehow romantic.”
“It’s because there are only two people. Because no one comes to bathe in the winter.”
Seohae watched her twilight slowly sinking towards the horizon, not paying attention to her Yuchan’s reaction to her.
She paints the blue sea golden and sees off the majestic sun that goes down.
“…That’s the last sun I see.”
For the first time, she spoke of her own death her, even indirectly.
Have you changed your mind? Yu-chan carefully examined the West Sea, but it was a futile prediction.
Seohae was smiling as if he was relieved.
There was no fear or fear left there.
“It’s so pretty. I think people in the past would believe that God created the world.”
“Yes.”
“How will I die?”
“I’m going to use a drug called pentobarbital, which is used in hospitals.”
“Are you sick?”
“I’m a bit thirsty, but I can close my eyes as if I’m falling asleep soon.”
Seohae hugged Yuchan by the waist and closed her eyes.
“Scared?”
“Yes, even though I thought about it a lot from before. Scary.”
Seohae’s body was trembling so thinly that she could feel it through her thick clothes.
As if to separate her fears from her from her mental readiness from her.
“The things I’ve seen, the people I’ve met, the scent, the touch, the taste, I’m afraid to say goodbye forever.”
“Then…”
Shouldn’t you die?
Even though it came to his mind, the most unfamiliar words could not be connected.
The West Sea kissed them.
Seohae hugged his neck her and forcibly pulled it down to a level where her lips could meet, and she slowly sucked the tip of Yuchan’s tongue.
“Go back. We.”
There was no disagreement.
3.
As soon as Seohae entered the house, he finished taking a shower.
Come to think of it, it’s time for her to fill up with water…
Since there are two of us, we need to refill water often.
But after the work is over, you won’t need it, so it’ll be less of a hassle.
Yu-chan sipped his mouth with brandy from a glass and slowly looked around the camper he had been in for several months.
One of the rare feelings for him was attachment and obsession.
Even if it’s just a thing, if you like it to this extent, you want to have it.
So was the woman.
Yoo-chan took out the ampoule and syringe she had prepared in advance from the shelf.
Fill the cylinder with the correct amount of drug and put the empty ampoule out of sight.
“Mister, throw it under the lighthouse.”
After finishing the shower and brushing her hair, Seohae said calmly.
“I put the will in the drawer of the lighthouse. I’ve told her aunt several times, so you won’t get suspicious.”
“Okay.”
Seohae looked at Yuchan as if he was strange.
“Aren’t you too lazy today? Are you sad that I am dying?”
Seohae’s strangely happy reaction made Yuchan feel a bit ridiculous.
It’s amazing that I can take care of other people even when this situation comes.
Seohae hugged Yuchan.
“I am ready.”
Yuchan also hugged the West Sea.
“There is one last thing I want to do.”
“What?”
“I did it every day with my uncle.”
After all, that’s the last one.
The best closeness that a man and a woman can do.
They rub each other’s naked bodies and make sticky contact with their mucous membranes.
This is Yuchan’s thoughts of her.
And share something more precious than that.
This is probably Seohae’s idea.
Perhaps it is the instinct as a species called humanity to want to leave a seed in an urgent situation.
Seohae was strangely active.
But that’s a request Yoo-chan can’t grant.
Yoo-chan, who was kissing Seo-hae, lifted the syringe she had hidden.
Check the position of the vein with a side glance and insert it carefully.
“Ah!”
Seo Hae, who was kissing Yu-chan passionately with her eyes closed, was surprised and pushed him away.
Pistol was already pushed to the end.
Seohae’s puzzled gaze scans Yuchan.
“Uncle…Why…?”
The staggering naked body of Seohae collapsed onto the bed.
The eyelids of Seohae, who had been looking at Yuchan with disbelief until the end, slowly closed.
