Chapter 114 – #29_Sunflowers and Milestones (8)
One.
Usually, there were two options for Yoo-chan to take after rape.
Encourage continued sexual intercourse through outright blackmail.
Sexually exploited by intimidating people so they don’t even dare to disobey.
However, Yoo-chan, who had ejaculated twice in her vagina of Seohae, left her in her bathroom and went out alone.
She then went away alone.
Didn’t want to see her in her in her.
After this intense excitement subsided, Seohae did not want to hear her words of her.
Whatever it was, it was strange.
If she reports it to the police, or to someone she knows, Yoo-chan will be sent to prison.
I thought it didn’t matter anyway.
As if in desperation, Yu-chan shakes off his thoughts and smokes a cigarette while feeling the hot summer air.
2.
Yoo-chan was smoking her cigarette as usual, lying on her hammock set up in front of her camper.
It’s a summer day when your skin turns red in no time under the scorching sun, but a cool breeze blows pleasantly from her hammock her with a tent.
Above all, the fact that this place has no asphalt and is covered with grass to block her radiant heat must be the secret to a pleasant summer.
The last three days have passed since I saw the West Sea.
Seohae did not seek Yuchan again.
However, since the other people looking for him, such as the police, were nowhere to be seen, he didn’t seem to have reported it anywhere.
The sky seen through the shade nets was the same as usual, but instead of clouds, only complex thoughts were twisting here and there.
Why did he do that?
It was a very irrational and emotional impulse.
It is vaguely expected that the act will sentence the relationship with Seohae to ruin.
Even after bringing about the unpleasant ending, the only thing that dwells in the heart is a brief resignation.
Yu-chan’s eyes widened as he passed the time without thinking.
It was because he came into sight of a familiar figure whom he thought he would never see again.
It was the West Sea, holding a bunch of wildflowers on a slope.
Yoo-chan felt his insides his boil at the sight of Seo-hae looking for someone while looking around.
A feeling he cannot even define himself.
Numerous fragments of emotions that could not be defined by words were entangled in Yu-chan’s mind.
Those feelings were too complex for the inexperienced man to accept, and he did something absurd even thinking about it.
As if she was angry, Yu-chan ran to her and stood in front of Seo-hae.
The West Sea, which shrank slightly from its spirit her.
Eventually, Yu-chan stood in front of her and realized that he couldn’t utter any words.
In front of Yu-chan, Seo-hae did not get angry or shout.
She just smiled at him very slightly.
“Nice to meet you. How have you been?”
With a violent shock as if he had been hit on the head, Yu-chan understood.
Seohae made herself a loner to avoid hurting the people around her.
No matter how much Yu-chan did her nasty things to her, there was only Yu-chan left for her Seo-hae to lean on.
It gave Yu-chan, who always felt inferior to her husband Seo-hae, a low sense of superiority to her husband her.
At the same time, she became disillusioned with herself for even feeling this way for her little girl.
To Yu-chan, who was frighteningly silent, Seo-hae continued to speak casually.
“After that day, the fever was so bad that I couldn’t even move in the house.”
Seo-hae speaks while twisting the ends of her hair as if it’s awkward.
Yoo-chan could n’t understand the emotion in Seo-hae’s gaze when he said such a thing.
It’s like watching her kicked puppy crawl back to her feet her and pet her her.
She was thoroughly subdued by him, and her drugged women were like that,
The West Sea did not fall under either of them.
Do you feel no resentment or anger?
After experiencing her first experience as being raped in the bathroom and leaving her alone?
“What are you up to?”
There was only one action Yu-chan could take.
Grasping her slender neck her, Kabuki strains her hands as if educating her dog.
It was both a threat and a hint that she could end her life at any moment.
She said in a calm and clear tone, because in reality she controlled her breathing her to the point where it didn’t even bother her.
“I know that everyone in the world is the same. I just came to see you. The plan is the plan of a guy who will freeze to death.”
“What?”
“I know how much it hurts. My stomach ached, my lower legs were tingling, and every time I took a shower, blood pooped blood!!!”
Then, she grumbled and cut off Yuchan’s arm.
She doesn’t have much strength, but Yu-chan let go of Seo-hae’s throat so easily that even he himself was dumbfounded.
“The more I look at it, the more I understand why it was a car. Where is the man who pushes against a woman who confessed to him like that?”
Seo Hae’s teasing follows, believing Yu-chan’s words that she broke up with her girlfriend her and traveled alone.
She always used that as an excuse to bully Yu-chan.
Her attitude as if she undoes everything.
The attitude is that Yu-chan is the only one who feels a terrible sense of incongruity in his usual appearance of her.
Swept away by her atmosphere her, Yoo-chan was not ready to accept her.
Her deliberately throws words at her to provoke her.
“So, did you come to pay for it again?”
What was inflicted at the same time was the fierce kicking of the West Sea.
The kick that stretches through the hem of the skirt of the dress blown by the summer wind accurately hits Yu-chan’s stomach.
“Kyaaak!”
And the West Sea, which is splendidly self-indulgent.
From weight differences to muscle differences.
Even the straight kicks did not give Yoo Chan a decent blow.
It seems that Seohae, who fell in love with a cool scream, was quite resentful.
Grabbing her her elbow that hit her hard on the floor, he does n’t neglect to glare at her as he rolls over her.
“Agogogo…”
Her bewildered look made her nervously edgy and made fun of her own predicament of her.
What are you seriously annoyed with such a young kid?
“I hate you once… “
Seohae stretched out her hand as if to ask her to stand up.
When Yoo-chan ignores her with her arms crossed, she stands up shyly.
The pure white dress was stained with green water from the crushed grass.
“So what is it that makes you so cold? Did you think I would report it?”
Seohae brushed her butt and came closer to Yuchan.
She must have just been through something terrible, but she showed no signs of being intimidated.
“I don’t report it. She doesn’t mind having sex if he really wants to do it with me.”
Saying that, Seohae held Yuchan’s hand tightly.
She puts her own ring finger on her forced little finger her.
“I’m going to forgive you and I’ll make it happen. Instead, I promise you one thing.”
“Nope.”
Haa,” Seohae sighed and kicked Yoochan in the shin.
She wasn’t too sick.
Rather, standing on the ground again, Seohae strangely limped her legs.
“I promise.”
Her eyebrows her twitched to hide her sickness her.
However, she speaks with an extremely sincere tone.
“Tell me.”
It was n’t once or twice that Seohae’s complaints of her were accepted.
“If I die and you are with me at that time. You must smile. You must never look sad.”
“Do you think I’ll blink an eye just because you die?”
Despite the harsh words, Seohae smiled as if she was glad.
“Then I’m glad.”
By saying the same stupid thing.
3.
If Seohae had an angelic personality like her first impression of her, it wasn’t.
She was often irritable over trivial matters, and on rare occasions she was angry.
Yu-chan understood that she had accumulated a lot of mental fatigue while fighting the disease with her small body.
If you think about it, I think the beginning of the incident was really trivial, not a big deal.
After an ambiguous reconciliation, Yoo-chan headed to her lighthouse as usual.
The difference is that Seohae now visits her camper quite frequently.
And she was that when she stopped by her motorhome, she was hugged by him.
“You want me to quit smoking, sir? I hate it because it smells like a widower. Secondhand smoke is also bad for you.”
As always, she put a cigarette in her mouth her, and Seohae, who did not normally respond, protested.
All this time she hadn’t said anything, and she thought it was strange that she suddenly did this, so she raised an appropriate objection.
“Cigarettes are my only favorite food, without which I die.”
The cause, of course, would be a lack of nicotine.
It seems that the answer that she cannot convince herself even she cannot convince herself the other person either.
“Wow, this is where I first found it, it’s shameless. Did you know that the joke just wasn’t funny?”
“I didn’t mean to be funny, kid.”
She lit it with a lighter and inhaled deeply the white smoke.
Actions that have been going on for years cannot change overnight.
Above all, Yu-chan had no intention of quitting smoking.
Because it was a rare object that aroused attachment to Yoo-chan, who had no lingering attachments to most things.
If Yu-chan weighed the risk of quitting smoking for the rest of his life and being hung after smoking a pack of Marlboro Reds, he was confident that he would definitely choose the latter.
“Don’t keep calling me a kid.”
“You call a kid a kid, what do you call him?”
Seohae hesitantly answered.
“…I’m not short.”
“Then?”
“It’s just a small skeleton.”
“That or that. Why do you have so many demands and after hitting rice cakes a few times, do you think you are my girlfriend?”
Seohae’s face instantly turned red.
Seeing that all of her ears were red, she seemed quite agitated.
I think I’ve gotten used to being naked on the bed, but I guess I’m not immune to saying things like this outside.
“I thought she was the girlfriend herself… Wasn’t she originally a lover when we had sex…?”
Seohae hardens her face like a high school senior when she realizes that the concept she had memorized was actually a misconception.
When you have sex, you are in a relationship…
It is an extension of elementary school students who think that if they hold hands, they are dating.
“No, stay still. Even if it’s your girlfriend, you don’t have the right to interfere.”
“Isn’t that a problem?”
Her voice suddenly sharpened like a thorn, it was like I had never heard it before.
She couldn’t understand English.
The first thing that bothered her was that one, but on the contrary, she was angry.
“You say you don’t like the smell? If it’s a smell, you can change clothes and treat it with mouth spray. If you still don’t like it, you can come back in about two hours.”
“So! It’s not just because of the smell.”
“Then what is it?”
“Health, health! You smoke two packs a day. Are you holding a memorial service to get lung cancer?”
If Yu-chan felt repulsive, it was Seo-hae’s attitude of her trying to restrain him too much.
“If you have time to worry about that, take care of yourself. Even if I bloom like this, I will live longer than you.”
In an instant, Seohae staggered back with a gait that seemed to have shocked her head on her.
She wants to cross the line but her glass of water has already been spilled.
“Then…!”
The girl bowed her head.
“Ah really! I don’t know, so I figure it out. Go!! Go!!!”
Seohae pushed Yuchan’s chest with her small hands and pushed her away from the lighthouse.
Her dripping her looks like her stubborn stubbornness her to not drop her tears.
The push on her chest wasn’t very strong, but she had to be pushed out.
4.
In the end, the camper is the only place to get kicked out of the lighthouse.
Even in the West, you will be wandering around in a camping car anyway.
This time, I thought I should discipline her in bed.
She didn’t smoke.
It wasn’t because there was a change of heart.
She didn’t think it was too much of a mistake, and she didn’t think she would stop smoking in the future.
I just didn’t like it.
It may have been that my mouth was more dry than usual.
“Annoying.”
She leaned against the back of the sofa and talked to herself.
It seemed that this was the first time she had left a spoiled slave untouched since high school.
She was then she was tactless and clumsy, and she was acting like a clumsy ruler.
Now this look is more stupid and ambiguous than then.
The quiet that was always like everyday life,
But now, yawning from boredom, she quietly closed her eyes.
