Chapter 251 – Eunseo, I Love You! -251
Episode 251.
The principle of love professor said:
Humans are animals of learning, and those who have not learned the emotion of love cannot love others.
In that sense, Eun-seo was a lucky person.
I know love because I grew up mistaking my father’s possessiveness for affection.
So the problem is the fear that lurks in Eunseo’s heart.
The fear that his father might not love him anymore.
I held out a spoon to Eunseo while replaying the advice the professor had given me.
“Eunseo. Oh, do it.”
“I’ll eat it. Oh.. Haoop.”
Ignoring Eunseo’s hand, she covered Eunseo’s mouth with a spoon full of ice cream.
For a moment, Tang Hang Huan began to mumble her mouth.
“Is it delicious?”
“Yeah… Thanks for caring about me, brother.”
“No. Why were you crying?”
“That…”
The corners of Eunseo’s mouth curled downward as she munched on the ice cream and turned into a tearful look.
“I called my dad, hee hee… He won’t consider you my daughter unless he comes in right away. Hehe…”
Her weeping comforted her.
“I’m sorry, Eunseo.”
“Huh… Black… No.”
With her teary eyes, Eunseo looked up at me.
“Don’t apologize. Brother didn’t do anything wrong.”
-It is true that my father tried to get me engaged to Seo-jun, and I followed him with my own feet.
As a man, I can’t help but be impressed. He hugged Eunseo and stroked her hair.
“I’m sorry because I’m sorry… Thank you for saying that. And thank you for following me that day. I really wanted to say this.”
Her Eun-seo’s face hardened a little when she talked about the day she hadn’t mentioned implicitly.
Instead of falling away from me, she buried her head in my chest.
“I can’t break up with you…”
“Me too. I don’t know if you broke up because you stopped loving me, but I couldn’t end it with you for other reasons. That’s why I reached out to you that day. But Eunseo.”
After a moment of silence, he spoke.
“My brother is in so much pain because you suffer so much as a result of my actions.”
“That’s… I’m sorry.”
“I don’t want to hear an apology. I just want to talk to you about this. I’ll ask you one question, Eunseo. Why are you in so much pain?”
“Dad…”
Eunseo was silent, blurring her words. I can feel her chest getting wet little by little.
“You can speak slowly when your emotions are sorted out. I’ll wait for you, oppa.”
After a few sniffles, Eunseo sniffed her nose and continued her words.
“My dad always smiled at me and loved me, but that day he got mad at me. It’s the first time that’s happened…”
“Are you afraid that your father will hate you?”
“I think so.”
“Um. Eunseo. I love you.”
Eunseo burst into laughter even in the middle of her depression, as if she was dumbfounded by her sudden confession.
“Suddenly? I love you too.”
“Really? Will you love me even if I continue to smoke cigarettes that Eunseo hates?”
“I think it’s a bit sad… But of course it is.”
“Isn’t that right? Isn’t that the same for Eunseo’s father? I don’t think he’ll hate his pretty daughter like Eunseo because of this…”
“That’s…”
Eunseo did not fall for my words. And to me who can see the status messages, the reason was clear.
“Aren’t you anxious?”
“Yes? Oh, no.”
What’s wrong, Eunseo. The fear in the status message is clearly visible.
“Eunseo. Someday, in the distant future, if we continue to love and see the fruits of that love. If our child is born. I will do anything for the child.”
He continued talking while stroking Eunseo’s fine hair.
“And I have no doubt you will too, don’t you?”
“Huh, yes… I will.”
“Eun-seo’s father said he would not consider her daughter as her daughter just because she refused to be engaged, but let’s think about it differently. Of course, don’t you think it’s a lie to break her daughter’s heart?”
Instead of answering, Eunseo was silent.
I had a sudden thought.
Eunseo grew up mistaking her father’s possessiveness for her affection without knowing anything.
As she enters college, she learns many things and she meets many different people.
Perhaps. Could she be aware that she too is unconscious of her.
As I look at her status messages, I am increasingly convinced that I may be right.
‘Then…’
“By the way, Eunseo. Do you love your father?”
“Yes… Hee-in. I love you…”
As she answered, Eunseo’s cries deepened.
“Then wouldn’t it matter?”
“…Yes?”
“If your dad doesn’t love you, won’t you love him too?”
“It’s not… It’s not.”
“Eunseo, do you love your dad because he loved you?”
“Neither.. No.”
“Then, it doesn’t matter either way. There’s no reason for you to be so depressed right now.”
Calmly, she continued speaking in a tone that gave Eunseo the utmost trust.
“Whether or not what Eunseo’s father said over the phone is true or not, if Eunseo continues to love her father, nothing will change. Oppa thinks so.”
“…That’s…”
This was the key keyword the professor gave me.
If you don’t change your love for your father, nothing will change no matter how the other person turns out.
To let them know that nothing will change whether Eun-seo is emotionally depressed or not.
-Confusion.
-I’m afraid my dad won’t love me.
– But I can never break up with my brother.
-If what Daddy said on the phone was true…
-If my dad really doesn’t love me.
– Even if that happens, I will love my father.
– Even if he is not loved by dad.
-Then…
Anyway, Eun-seo’s emotional problem is naturally resolved on the day the plan for Lee Seok-hoon is completed.
The reason I’m trying to convince Eun-seo now is that she doesn’t want to see her sad anymore.
“I want Eunseo to be happy. I think the path that Eunseo can be the happiest is the one we’re walking now. Oppa is going to leave, so think about it. Eat the ice cream before it melts.”
I left the room and turned my head before closing the door.
“Oh, and Eunseo. Actually, your father loves you.”
“Yeah?”
“I know. I can feel it. There are things that men communicate with.”
“Really?”
“Yes.”
Because I will make it
It’s Eunseo. You should be a child who will be loved by everyone.
Because I love you
“Even if I do, nothing will change, right?”
“…I do not know.”
“It’s okay. Actually, I don’t know either. It’s too difficult, isn’t it? But there is one thing I know for sure.”
“…What is it?”
“That I love you. Good night, Eunseo.”
Finally, I closed the door.
Through the meal with the professor, I heard a clue to convince Eun-seo, and it became the sincerity I wanted to say to Eun-seo.
The sincerity I wanted to convey to Eunseo.
No matter what the other person thinks of me, nothing will change if I love you.
Was my sincerity conveyed to her?
I do not know.
Even I didn’t fully understand the professor’s words, and I just told Eunseo what I felt.
But, isn’t that what all the truth is?
It’s vague and superficial, but that’s why it touches my heart.
Next morning. I opened my eyes to the soft feeling on my cheek.
The identity of the touch was Eunseo’s lips.
“…Is it Eunseo?”
“Brother, I’m hungry! What should I eat for breakfast,hehe.”
Maybe it’s because the cheeks are emaciated because of the hardships.
Eun-seo, who has regained her old smile, looks even more beautiful than before.
No, in fact it was not for that reason.
[Profile – Eunseo Lee (14)]
-22 years old, college student, 100 points, +100 (+100)
Desire: A life of love together without breaking up with your boyfriend forever
‘The affinity level… Is 100.’
The affinity that was +99 (+100) for a long time has changed to +100 (+100).
Upon discovering that fact, I hugged Eunseo tightly without realizing it.
“Kyaaak, oppa?! What’s up all of a sudden!”
“It’s so good to see you in the morning! Hang on!”
“Kyaaaaa
Among the three women I love, Eun-seo was the first to meet me, and although she had been in a relationship the longest, she was the only one who did not achieve 100 likes.
I’ve been thinking that since it’s 99, it’s no different than 100. Even so, it is true that she is somewhat regretful and has been in my heart.
But finally, we reached 100!
“This guy! This guy! You’re making my brother worry!”
“Kyahahaha, flank foul! It tickles, hee, kyahahaha!”
I thought as I rubbed my cheek against Eunseo’s cheek and mercilessly tickled her torso.
‘As expected, Eunseo may have noticed it unconsciously. That her father doesn’t really love her.’
Maybe that’s why Eunseo also avoided loving someone sincerely with an unconscious mechanism.
I wondered if that was the meaning of the lacking 1.
And if that’s what brought about a shift in her consciousness between her conversation last night and her own thoughts afterward.
It means that my sincerity was conveyed properly to Eunseo.
“Eunseo. I can’t do it. It’s not time to have breakfast now.”
“Really…? Aaaaa…
***
Exactly 50 days have passed since my father’s XX party started the first accusation against the OX party.
I was ready to move.
‘It’s a bit unfair that I can’t eat a single piece of rice cake, even though it all started with the data I’ve been collecting through hard work.’
I have to take care of what I have to take care of. Is not it?
