Chapter 189 – The Fate of the Ants – 189
Episode 189.
Ant. An insect that has an image of being small but diligent.
As can be seen in the fable of the ant and the grasshopper, it is also used as an example that a sincere life leads to success.
‘It’s the gaslighting of the high-ranking people and the rich.’
You are poor because you are lazy. Work hard instead of thinking about anything else like going on strike.
Today, the ant works hard. Work until your body breaks.
As a result, I got ‘how much’ daily bread!
Even if dust is collected, it is dust.
No matter how hard you try to build a house, it collapses in a shower.
She took care of her appearance and passed the Seo-Eol University with her efforts to vomit blood, but was frustrated by her mother’s cancer diagnosis, and her life as a breadwinner in her room is living proof.
This is the fate of ants. No matter how hard they try, those born as ants cannot escape the fate of ants.
‘I thought so.’
Shin Yuna relived her past two years ago.
It was the first club she had ever been to, and she had entered the club nervously, but seeing a man who seemed even more nervous than herself, she felt a strange affinity.
So, even if she was offered to have sex the first time, she could feel that it was fun instead of being rude.
To be honest, I didn’t remember much about the guy I exchanged with for the first time.
She was also in a state of drinking heavily due to the tension of her first experience at the time, and what was important to her at that time was not what kind of person her partner was, but her own determination to change her. Because it was itself.
‘Even considering that, he was an ordinary man with no noticeable corner, and he was a man who was clumsy in every word and action.’
She raised her head and looked at her Yunho and her brother.
He is tall, has a sculpture-like body, and has features drawn in a painting.
A man who is attractive enough to make her have affection that she shouldn’t have, not only her appearance, but also her ability and personality.
There was no need to question how it had changed.
If you put it that way, Shin Yuna herself made a huge change that is hard to explain in her own words.
What mattered to her was how much painstaking effort she had to make to achieve this kind of change, and how determined she must have been to persevere through it all.
‘It’s like me.’
The easiest way to change the world is to change yourself.
But at the same time, the hardest thing in the world to change is yourself.
I hated myself for being ordinary. He pampered himself with painstaking efforts.
I felt sorry for myself for being incompetent. Grinding her teeth, she won the admission to Seoeol University.
However, the sudden financial hardship could not be overcome. It was all about floundering like an ant in water.
‘It was possible.’
A man who had nothing innate or possessed has risen to a position where he can change himself and help others through his efforts alone.
Even ants could fly. Even the ant was able to transcend its fate and become a butterfly.
Shin Yeon-ah felt an indescribable emotion at that fact.
“I’ll save you, and I’ll have you in return. So just take it, Yuna.”
In the capitalist world of the 21st century, you are trying to get someone to lend you money.
If that was possible, commercial banks would be the worst group of slave traders?
Even as she thought of such silly thoughts, she took the hand that reached out to her without realizing it.
Thick, strong knuckles grasping her slender fingers. Her hands are large and comfortable enough to hold hers.
Yuna Shin thought. Being subordinated and owned by someone might be a more comfortable experience than I thought.
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[Profile – Yuna Shin (10th floor)]
-21 years old, room salon helper, 100 points, +70 (99)
Desire: A life where you don’t have to choose either.
She is Yuna’s simple profile window, which was visible until a few days ago.
Appearance score 100 points. Originally, she was in the 90s, but after awakening her lust and realizing her feelings for Yuna, she scored 100 points.
Not only Yuna, but Eunseo and Youngae both scored 100 points. It was true that she said that falling in love puts pods in her eyes.
The standard of beauty set by the desire realization app was actually based on my aesthetic sense.
‘My desire has also changed.’
Originally a ‘life with financial freedom’, Yuna’s desire became a ‘life without having to choose between them’ as she hung out with Eunseo and me following her mother’s cancer diagnosis.
The change of desire is an even more important point because there is a desire collection function of the desire realization application.
[Collect Desire Quest – Shin Yuna]
Yuna Shin’s Desire: A Life That Doesn’t Have to Be a Choice
Clear condition: Make Yuna Shin achieve both of her wishes.
‘But this isn’t what’s important right now.’
Yuna wasn’t the only one who got emotional. She trembled involuntarily, feeling the touch of my small, soft hand.
[Titling. Lust wants proof of love!]
[Titling. The clearest proof of sexual desire is that rice is cooked and becomes rice!]
[Titling. I lecture that possessiveness is a whale, and kiss marks have been used as the most convincing evidence.]
I want to hug Yuna right now. I want to leave a trace that she became mine in a definite form.
[Titling. The user’s desire screams!]
Unknowingly, I wanted to hug her and miss her.
Whatever the feelings and narratives between us, the form of relationship I proposed was a spawn, and it was unclear what it would mean to try physical contact as soon as consent was obtained.
Suddenly, I realized that I was relying heavily on the real profile function.
I always feel like I’m solving a problem with an open mind while looking at the explanation of the problem at the end, and then I’m solving an unanswered problem for the first time.
Can I continue Won’t Yuna feel bad?
I’m not going to express my disapproval right now, so it’s okay, right?
In this atmosphere, it was funny that I wanted sexual love as proof of affection, but at the same time, I think that I have changed a lot with the awakening of love and desire.
‘If it was like before, I would have just attacked Yuna rather than thinking about her.’
For me, sexual desire was the biggest and most intense desire, but the recently awakened lust was taking as much weight in my heart as sexual desire.
He raised his hand carefully. Yuna’s hair touches the palm of her hand.
It had a strong crumbly feeling due to the bleaching, but when I stroked it softly, it was all the same.
I tightened my other arm around her back and hugged her tighter. Thanks to the clothes that showed off her body, her lines were felt blatantly.
In that state, she turned her head and faced her Yuna and her face. My eyes met Yuna’s and mine at a distance of about 5cm, where our lips touch each other with a slight movement.
“Yeonah.”
Emotions in the eyes. She sighed and closed her eyes.
Chuup. Chuuup…
It was her light touch, but it became thicker, and she trembled her body the moment her tongue licked her lips.
Chuup.
Before I knew it, Yuna was lying on the bed. It seems that I pushed and laid it down without even realizing it.
I looked down at her as she was. It was the same for Yuna that she was overflowing with emotions, but now she has a strong sense of shyness, and the overall feeling is passive.
‘Come to think of it, what the two of you are doing is…’
The first experience was outdoors on the beach. Since then, it has been with Eunseo.
I think it’s the first time I’m with Yuna in such a serious atmosphere.
Contrary to her open-minded image, Yuna is conservative when it comes to sexual love.
If Eunseo, who is the very essence of innocence, tries various stimulating acts with her characteristic vigorous curiosity, Yuna must have been surprised and attracted to her position in most relationships.
She’s so cute the way she looks shy again.
But does Yuna know? When I see a stylish, silver-haired, Hime-cut beauty wearing slutty clothes and being cute and shy, she knows that unbalanced gap moe is crazy.
“Yeona. You’re really pretty.”
I murmured involuntarily and kissed again.
Chew. Cheek, lick. Side.
This time she didn’t just focus on the kiss, she was busy playing with her hands.
Her short skirt was pushed up, revealing a pair of unassuming panties that didn’t go well with her sexy outfit.
She must have thought that working in a room salon would never reveal her panties, right?
I think another baby may have seen this panties.
He took her quarters and swept her hips down in her panties and pinched her ass.
“Oh, brother.”
Yuna shrugged her back and expressed her embarrassment, but she ignored it and continued moving her hand.
The hallmark of the halterneck design, which exposes her shoulders and armpits instead of highlighting her breastbone, is that her breasts can be revealed by gathering her fabric in the middle.
In addition, due to the off-the-shoulder characteristics of her thin fabric, she cannot wear a bra.
“Brother, suddenly!”
When her breasts were exposed in an instant, Yuna pushed me away in fright.
“Kyaaak.”
She grabbed her arm and restrained it, raising it over her head.
Forearms and shoulders.
Even smooth armpits without hair.
Even the breasts with a light beige color in the middle of pure white that catches the eye.
All of that makes me remorseless.
“You know what, Yeon-ah? You pushed me and the kiss stopped. Thanks to you, your mouth is free?”
Yuna, anticipating my actions, blushed.
“Oh, hold on a second. I’m so strangely shy right now, hold on, let this go.”
Instead of loosening her hands, he looked at her and smiled at her.
[Titling. The sexual desire is satisfied with the satisfaction of minor sadism.]
“I absolutely hate it.”
[Love Weapon (Mouth) – Step 3]
I told you, you should you are mine now Where are you talking about mine?
My lips mercilessly sucked Yuna’s nipple.
Whoops!
“Haaaaa!!!!”