Chapter 185 – The Fate of the Ants – 185
Episode 185.
The first thing that came to my mind after hearing Eunseo’s words was bittersweet feeling that Yuna had made that choice after all.
Ever since Yuna joined us. Even though it was only about ten days, she definitely felt happy.
Although she still couldn’t accept the fact that she wasn’t making love with a man and a woman one-on-one, but three people together, and that relationship extended to the bed.
To some extent, I began to understand Eun-seo’s clear logic that the more people she has, the greater her joy and happiness.
-Happy. Most since I was born.
When Yuna posted such a status message, I was ecstatic.
The moment the woman I love is with me is the best moment of her life.
Isn’t it the greatest joy you can get from being born as a human being?
However, Yuna chose to disappear after all.
Eunseo’s sobs came over the phone. She quietly called her.
“Eunseo. Calm down.”
“Huh, but, but, Yuna…”
“It’s okay. Do you believe me? I’ll get her Yuna, just like the last time she almost messed with her Yuna.”
Her silver book comforted her until she calmed down and reassured her.
“Really, can you bring Yuna?”
“Yes.”
Eunseo didn’t ask “How?”
If I am, so is it.
It is a silver book with a rationalization in the talent category. Layers of relationships and emotions built up over time.
-Safe/comfortable
-Thank god. You don’t have to worry if your brother says this.
-Because my brother never lies to me.
She was enough to make her have her blind faith.
“How long will it take, brother?”
“It won’t be long. Three days at the most? I’ll be sure to bring it. We can be happy together again.”
Didn’t you move busily for the past few days to do that?
The phone hung up and my hand went down my ear. She said nothing and she stood still and thought.
One thing is for sure, I’m trash.
Feelings piercing her heart like a small thorn in her finger. A bitter smile is built.
In fact, if she had stepped forward, she could have eliminated Yuna’s reason for choosing her to go into hiding.
But instead of doing that, I chose the way to bring her quickly after her yu-na’s sleep and made her advance arrangements.
Yuna Shin. My first girl A kind person who deeply accepted me from the pitiful past.
Her kindness was my salvation.
That’s why I
From the days when it was twisted and stagnant and filled only with desire.
Even before you realize the feeling of love.
Unknowingly, I had her in my heart.
Now that I have realized my heart, I want to have it with all my heart.
‘…Yeona is different from Youngae or Eunseo.’
Thanks to the environment they were in and the mentality they had, they easily accepted a multilateral love relationship.
But Yuna will not be like that.
She does not take her wholeheartedly into her relationship to share her man with her other person by her usual means.
Because she had her first love taken away by the woman who bullied her, changed herself and took revenge on her first love, and even after that, she seduced the man who had a girlfriend and filled her self-esteem.
With a twisted corner, she can’t tolerate her twisted relationships. The few days she shared that fact made her feel bad.
– Guilt/Disgust
Yuna’s emotional state about feeling happiness and joy in belonging to a twisted relationship.
Yuna, even if she accepted it right now, would leave without the shackles.
Want to have. Even if you catch a weakness.
To not leave my side. Even if I don’t love only you, so that you only love me.
‘It’s selfish. It’s greed. But, this is who I am.’
So you should love me even like this.
Ok, yeona I love you.
[Titling. Lust smiles contentedly.]
***
“First of all, it’s a room salon job… Heck, that’s absolutely not the case! If you openly introduce a strange place, it’s a crime to arrange prostitution. I hate illegal activities.”
The club I went to to de-stress. A proposal given to her by her MD as she was leaving.
Originally, she wouldn’t have accepted it with the back of her ear, but she was shaken.
She had no choice but to do so. If I don’t prepare 100 million won within half a year, I will lose my only family.
‘Room salon…’
It is said that the second car is a healthy place not to go out, but she is not an idiot. There will be no coercion, but there will be more tempting invitations than coercion.
Now she is very vulnerable to the temptation of money.
To make more money… You can do anything.
‘Mom. In the end, I guess I’m going to be like my mother.’
All of this felt like destiny, so it was even funny.
The fact that her only family is a bar girl has made her Yuna unable to stretch her shoulders since her childhood.
It had to be.
A question most children get.
‘What are your parents doing?’
Because she was a child who couldn’t answer the most basic and common questions in her childhood.
Not only that, but even within her household, the words she heard the most were unanswerable.
“If it wasn’t for you, my life wouldn’t have turned out like this. What is affection? What is loyalty?”
From a child’s point of view, there is no answer.
I hate being asked questions I can’t answer, and I hate thinking about answers to words I can’t answer.
The number of words has decreased. He naturally became an introvert.
I became reluctant to talk with people and became comfortable being alone.
As I became oblivious to the gaze of others, I stopped caring about my appearance.
Gradually she gained weight. Her eyesight deteriorated, forcing her to wear ultra-shortsighted glasses.
A timid pig wearing thick horn-rimmed glasses with an unclean appearance.
Being bullied may have been inevitable…
I don’t want to blame her mother for her unfortunate past.
Now that she changed herself with her desperate determination, she knew that the only thing she lacked was willpower.
Did she say that the easiest way to change the world is to change yourself?
When she changed herself, everything around her changed.
A former bullied student has become a beauty’s prestigious university student.
Her mother, who used to be annoyed by her daughter’s life as her beauty withered and forcibly ended her life in the world of luxury, also regained her senses after seeing her daughter’s change and started her housekeeping job.
It was still a two-room semi-basement room, but with the title of Seoeol University, he was even taking expensive tutoring, so his life would soon improve.
My life starts from now
I thought so. Until she found out about her mother’s illness.
“This is stage 3 liver cancer.”
When she got home and saw her mother crying, she laughed in amazement when she heard about it.
“The course itself is not the worst, but the metastasis is severe, so I had to be hospitalized right away and receive chemotherapy.”
I’m trying to get better, but now I’m thinking about finding happiness.
There’s no way. Her life was a hashtag devastated novel that did not tolerate drift.
“Yeona, I’m sorry. I thought I could live a little longer. Mom, I’m not going to get treatment.”
Her mother cried when she said that.
Even though she was opposed to going to college due to the difficult environment, she is a smart and wise daughter who entered Seol University by thinking about her future.
She didn’t want to be an obstacle in her daughter’s life when she couldn’t even raise her properly.
Her Yuna also cried while holding on to her mother.
“Don’t talk nonsense. How could I abandon her mother?”
She didn’t erase me even after she got pregnant unwantedly because of an upper-class man’s deviance.
She gave birth without anyone blessing her, and she raised her so wonderfully.
How I dumped her mom
She calmly persuaded her mother.
“Mom, even if you pay 200 a month for hospitalization and chemotherapy, it’s only 300 a month. If you go to tutoring in the Gangnam area with a signboard at Seoeol University, they say 400 degrees a month is easy. So don’t worry.”
She made a plan I searched the Internet and found that liver cancer had a high chance of survival if it was stage 3.
‘Even though the metastases are severe… But this is positive.’
I thought about taking a leave of absence right away, but decided to attend one semester.
As I looked into tutoring, there were many parents who were a little suspicious when I took a leave of absence without attending a semester.
The doctor also said to do anti-cancer for about a year and see the progress, so I have about a semester to spare.
If you work hard to save money and do surgery. You can design a happy life with her mother again. There is still a chance of that happening.
It was an easy thought.
“The progress of the cancer… Is not good. I think you need to prepare for surgery.”
The doctor, who was talking about a year, sentenced him to a 6-month deadline after half a year.
‘In a way, it’s been a year.’
I was just frustrated. But she didn’t give up. She made plans again.
The estimated cost is 80 million won, including all other expenses in the surgery fee and considering state support.
Considering her income and living expenses, she should make an additional profit of 70 million won within half a year.
How long will it take to collect 70 million won if you graduate from Seo-Eol University and get a job at a large company?
Excluding living expenses and taxes, it will take at least three years.
You can think of it as less than 100 million won, but for the common people, even that is a huge amount.
Little by little despair crept in. Loans do not come out Her mother already had bad credit with just a loan for living expenses, and she had at least 10 million won in her name.
’70 million won. I have to make 70 million won.’
I looked at all the places where big money could come in. At least, she even visited an entertainment agency using her outstanding looks as a weapon. Everyone was delighted, but she shook her head when she heard the down payment she was asking for.
“In this industry, a 7,000 down payment is impossible for a rookie who has no training period and has a good visual.”
I was nervous. Those feelings began to show themselves.
She forced herself to laugh, and started doing mischief under the guise of her mischief, and gradually turned to alcohol.
I needed a place to lean on my heart. So, she had feelings for her friend’s boyfriend that she shouldn’t have.
She thought no, but like an unbridled foal, her mind let loose.
‘…Wait a minute. Just enjoy it for a while I have to disappear soon.’
Through the club MD’s suggestion, I was introduced to Madam Kim.
“Oh, it looks too wasteful to work here.”
“I’m in need of money.”
Upon hearing her circumstances, Madame Kim clicked her tongue.
“I’ll lend you 70 million won. Just work until you pay it back.”
“Thank you…”
“It’s not like I’m losing money, so stop thanking me. It’s a face that can earn billions if you have time, but it’s good to work on it for 7,000.”
***
It was such a situation. Because of those circumstances, her Yuna allowed me a part of herself.
A night at the MT.
An unusual relationship with three people.
Yuna didn’t really accept our relationship as her heart.
Since she had planned to disappear in the first place, she just needed the last memories.
That’s why she was able to cross the line she had drawn.
If such circumstances and reasons are lost, Yuna will run out of her line again.
So I need shackles.
‘I won’t say I’m sorry, Yeon-ah. Only in this way will we be able to be happy together forever.’
She called Madam Kim.
