Chapter 41 – Do You See Things Like That?
“So, with whose money did you pay for this, over 5,000 episodes? “Who did you share this obscene hobby with?”
In reality, Goroshi came in very dizzy, but whatever the case, the most important thing right now was that point.
Fortunately, Novelpia’s personal information only revealed the date of payment but not the payment method, so my father was exercising his right to remain silent until the end. If it were revealed that my card was used here, the questioning of ‘Do you see that?’ Would naturally be directed at me.
Dad also seemed to be trying to uphold his last act of loyalty as a man. What a fierce and sublime sight this is. From today onwards, I decided to respect my dad as a man.
“Why don’t you speak quickly?”
“Why are you curious about that? “You just need to know that I’ve already seen it!”
“Hypnosis what? Are you eating it hard? Do you always think like that?”
“The person who wrote this thinks so, not me! And honestly, I didn’t even read it all!”
What does this mean?
“Then what is this, the replay button here?”
“I read the first two and quit because they weren’t interesting, but I went in at the end to read a few more! I’m not the type of person who reads novels that aren’t normal or even fun!!”
… Fuck.
Take back what I said about respect.
It felt like a heavy crossbow was flying into my chest and stabbing me.
The vivid impact of Goroshi delivered from the perspective of a reader, not a family member, was on a different level from the internal trauma suffered while ego-searching in the community.
Wow, no.
How can you say to the writer’s face, ‘Your work is so trashed that it’s just a piece of cake’?
I bit my lip tightly.
A feeling of anger wells up in my chest.
“You two, just a moment.”
At my low words, the two people pause their heated argument for a moment and pay attention to me.
It seems a bit funny that his shoulders are constantly shaking when he is so excited.
“I think it’s only a matter of time anyway, so I’ll tell you directly.”
It is unmanly to worry and only think about escaping.
If it is a tragedy that must be faced anyway, I will not run away until the end, but fight against it courageously.
“Well, it’s the hilarious novel about a sexual fanatic you two mentioned.”
After sighing softly, I crossed my arms and confessed in a low voice.
“I wrote that.”
For a moment, my father’s expression froze.
Behind my mother, I could see the effect of thunder hitting the back of her head.
The world stopped for a moment.
It was her mother who broke the heavy silence and spoke first.
“So, now, you…”
“Yes, that’s right.”
“My son was a psychopath with abnormal sexual desires, are you saying?”
“Mom. “If you violate the freedom of others and cause harm, you deserve to be criticized, but if it’s just one person’s secret preference, isn’t there a reason to be criticized?”
“How can you not criticize me, when I live with such criminal-like thoughts!”
I also understood her mother’s feelings as she ran wild and screamed at her. She said that her son, who was thankful that he was healthy and didn’t cause any trouble, wrote a novel in which he used hypnosis to pursue women. It would be very strange if it were easily accepted.
This is also something that a writer of adult stories must deal with.
It would have been nice if she had been able to build a better career and move forward with confidence, but things in the world don’t always go as planned.
Sometimes, there inevitably comes a moment when you have to attack head on.
“How can you be a person and do such shady things when the best thing you do is!”
“Isn’t it enough to be able to engage in economic activities like a decent member of society without causing harm to others? “What’s wrong with being a writer of pornographic stories!”
“How can a writer of adult stories be a ‘proper member of society’? You can just get another decent job. “If you have nothing else to do, call it a job and get it!”
“You just have to make a lot of money!”
“How much do you make by doing that!!”
Yes.
Maybe the way to convince her mom may be surprisingly simple.
In any case, my mother is also a citizen of the Republic of Korea who lives within the logic of capitalism.
Let’s compete with financial treatment.
“Will you understand how much I earn? “How much is it?”
“Are you trying to buy me now? “Are you going to insult her mother’s worries with her money?”
No, this line… !
Rather, my thoughts became clearer after hearing her mother’s deep cry.
What if there is something that cannot be solved with money?
Check to see if the amount of money is insufficient!
“Yes!!”
“I’m saying that I will break my mother’s stubbornness with money to show off!”
Boom.
Something similar to awe flashed in my father’s eyes as he looked at me.
“You bastard, this… “I came back from the military and became a man.”
“It’s because I grew up watching good examples.”
“I was sorry earlier. Actually, it was really fun.”
“It’s already too late.”
“… “I’m sorry.”
However, as a writer of adult stories, there is more to it than reading rate. No, rather, this is an indicator that cannot be compromised.
“So Dad, did my novel suck?”
“What?”
“Honestly. Just like before, you have to answer as a reader.”
There is nothing more shameful than saying ‘I quit’ to a pornographic writer.
‘I don’t like rice cakes.’
If something written to make you suck doesn’t suck, it’s no different from salt that has lost its saltiness. He is as useless as Juji, the main character in a harem story for all ages.
Dad closed his mouth with a solemn expression and looked at me seriously. So many messages flowed silently through those eyes.
The eyes are a strange mixture of sorrow as if sending a son off to war and pride as if cheering for his son who does not back down.
“Se-gwang. “You.”
“Please speak.”
“… “He looks quite manly.”
Grinning.
Her mother laughed as if it was absurd to see her father raising his thumb while saying that.
I calmly responded by raising my thumb.
“That’s enough.”
Today, I confirmed that one reader cried after reading my post.
It’s okay if dirty talk sucks.
Wouldn’t that be a success?
It was a great moment when I discovered my potential.
However, I want to write a ‘beautiful story’ that will be talked about as a masterpiece for a long time, not just a lame work.
“One day, I will definitely write a masterpiece that will make you cry up and down.”
“Se-kwang…”
In the midst of the men’s passionate friendship, the mother complained as if she couldn’t bear it anymore.
“Both the baby and the father are very perverted!”
“I feel sorry for the mother who doesn’t know how cool perverts are!!”
“Stop that bullshit!”
In order to persuade my mother, who insisted on opposing the idea, I opened my phone and suggested an intervention.
“Look at this. “Novelpia is currently holding a fairly large contest.”
“What’s so great about contests on pornographic sites?”
“If you win the grand prize, it’s 10 million won. I’m trying to expand the size of my site, but would I spend ten million won on vulgar posts that would make me feel like I’m a mental patient like my mom said? “The winning works will probably be very competitive.”
“So, what do you want to say now?”
Done. The story began to flow. Just sitting at the negotiating table can be considered a success.
I pointed to my cell phone and said with a solemn heart.
“If I win a prize in this contest, please at least acknowledge the possibility that I can succeed with my novel.”
“Only a possibility?”
“After that, I will continue to show you my success as a writer of adult stories through my efforts and income.”
What a mother has to give up isn’t that big. All you have to do is open your mind and say, ‘That’s something worth trying.’
That alone is a huge step forward.
“Please let me at least get started, right?”
I nodded my head at what my mom said.
After the mother thought for a while, she finally agreed.
“… Yeah, whatever. “It’s much better than just trying to do it blindly.”
“Thank you.”
“I’m going to read that novel instead.”
Ah, that’s a bit…
That would never work, right?
“Yeah, whatever. “I do that.”
That’s how I came to write, perhaps, the only novel in Nobelpia, ‘Mom’s Dirty Story of My Mother Driving.’
… I need to discuss this with Hyeji quickly.
